阿朗在家門前，停下。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzEv9jNzVN
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkGwspILiX
他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡda25j9AkqZ
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這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp9dkRU1PY
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然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMZQLtlrNt
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWXMX2wX2Y
如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GKxGYs5Oa
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「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeGLO660w8
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIhdexQ8Et
「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8KbbwRKRe
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxilRr0HUB
思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9uW0JYnwN
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSMml1ycGi
「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI43W93M06L
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrhGgMu2nO
「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHp0Izktmhl
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgceEhshntG
「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LMRdwkGxQ
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IK2JBKvQ0
阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwY0oUv6wl
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgquWwhwf8
對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoOMimAFo7
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCLQ2Pxj9R
「邊夠你正。」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYRgJ4pvh9
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUxP4PykLG
「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ODqV6OqT8
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTmHb0dKsa
「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBGuAmlCJ8
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44B69NsuG2
「咁佢哋最近點？」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrSg52jwfb
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjhW5YSxyd
阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmnDkHDHHm
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37cuhMam2g
「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9m8XmMNv7u
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahoeLXbbMk
「咩意思？你以前係點？」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHUISmo1Gh
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVQcswtz3o
「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBZgeUiR9D
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tRU0331ZC
「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNs3njzSL7
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRpsisU8au
思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkjOCSvCjK
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyPHl2F39g
可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJaMcmZtWN
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEL3ZUOxNC
「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93zOIWeWxn
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9itQMn0AiY
阿朗忽然問。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSiqAMLUbp
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmzRFPxfGt
截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpveVpC6v5
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7U5QqOyrR
「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJoMNkJXQo
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmDpjmv9Sv
「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNHaZrK8O7
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7XI9ntANN
「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eNvb0zi4x
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFbr2vl2Qv
阿朗訕訕。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKelIQlX6g7
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9LoByaZo6
他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemKknrSYgj
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhfygN0rpA
問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQf718nVAb
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDKTDyZXFi
可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjH85lSksCA
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTsnHKxNbs
而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLoT80OLJH
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFR9XlrYTSQ
「我去個沖涼先。」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoniFDZoyh
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjUXfLlPOO
不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ91MZSnEpX
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV82hnwTKdU
他有家累。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnzoWQBkdo
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VM1CN8tnM
她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGyxpkt8bG
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbkqPd137Y
「老公——」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTxWakesbx
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「係？」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwpgeo7FFd
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlg9tr5rCXn
「我愛你。」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1wM4IfQrz
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtX6KpV0sa0
「我都係。」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRD6uiRfaMT
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKKkYTuH1l
她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpRedXsoSe
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FuPAgceuG
他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡak5TiAWnkd
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFh4sRd1Kf0
而，她不知道。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1PVEdVK8x
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJWA3rFban
他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2og1ThO6A
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZigtZPe2x
他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0MUW9kzEA
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVew5jX0Vs
他想找點方法使其穩健。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBrk9yK9GJ
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRVMFjY5Qr
自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iT5uVLG5b
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoOB0aL9Ta
他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wlnK4Jk1x
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsQ1Pv8jmt
他不想雪上加霜。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeo9tm86qqm
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyJSK5VePw
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深夜，二人躺在床上。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxP7o1dKbLJ
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tzzioJyCE
阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvo6yNwzUs
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKIjxxLfE0
他睡不着。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVCD0Ypwkk
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhptZ2Dq3H
「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHytDIXqh5w
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCOos7wvRq
「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXac6CcSkG
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVt6kOHyDiZ
「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oDWlyJ7gN
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoACxM81Aym
「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNpOHaQe6J
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uXnb9ZYJp
說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIvbRWl0ct
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEXjlTTphC
他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXFUCHGdIP
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSlFt8eu4x
「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXgm8TUMmB
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFwzJdPun6
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQMHjFZHD9
「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEhyH3qtxu
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknDolfYDf6
「奉子成婚咋啩？」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhsbywFRMG
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYioDInYtL
Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd73v5am9x7
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplswXHIjam
「嗯。」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30ZrCJ327O
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIO17Y7OKtm
「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2E4ZCK534T
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYJZWGKuPc
「點解？」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJld5Z1CII
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8HQZhAVYC
「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6f3A1sq6r
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXr5utKKAu
她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyEeIRgbnE
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEy6laDngR
他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZG7iatMq6H
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1sMFGuNHo
但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASGgzLozU9
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNnKBtcaO7
阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yCdYD7TvM
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMM1WHvs6VQ
一夜甜夢。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchVDAcuOvf
986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcvTQGElJu
可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。986Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AKWP4tWuw
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