阿朗第一次見思思，是在2005年的中文會考口試。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gPPAdLIUl
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從備試室出來，在考試室門外等候的那麼幾十秒，他記住了她的笑容，像是在替他或他們打氣。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmdKPUjUNE
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五點許的夕陽西下，太陽不忠，曬出微紅的臉，出賣了初夏的心動。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbvkgV2k35
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思思的樣子散發着「良善」的氣質。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZTLiuk0KR
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馬尾，白Tee，深藍牛仔褲。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pmaG9Pjtv
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發言緊張，容易臉紅，疊聲時退讓。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEmUa9hsrE
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雙頰有酒窩，侃侃而談時懂得盛酒，或者，在試後離開考場討論題目時，阿朗已經微醺。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXxqhidpLc
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「留個contact?」阿朗問。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo608gtxgE8
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「ICQ?」思思答。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrUdTyjyRK
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之後，他們就認識了。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmUnOwvz6g
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「我叫程思思。你呢？」2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpp2pAdbuh
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「程日朗。同學，你抄我姓程喎:p」2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMpmO8u4jN
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人會不自覺地對頻繁交談的對象產生好感。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4foAcyQMX
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二人本身的社交圈子並不重疊，聊天輕鬆，大講特講學校miss阿sir的壞話，同學的八卦緋聞。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHlmjahrUJ
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「我個中文miss教書勁求其，都唔知學咗啲咩。」2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6VedbtiNF
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「頂！我嗰個都係，仲要偏心啲成績好嘅同學。」2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5LzDo0Hmk
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不用擔心自己的過往被對方知道，因為你是一個怎樣的人，經歷了什麼事，都由你決定。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lGteDH42f
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這也是一種安全感。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpDqQ8kC87
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阿朗首先心動。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wuYPnuzgv
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思思對他來說，感覺很fresh。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtrl5CQEpU
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她會記得他提過的英雄電影，她會耐心地安慰與家人爭執的他，她會讚美他安排的一日行程——這些簡單的事，他甚少從以前的女朋友身上獲取。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuWhjpsq9K
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過往在戀愛關係中，他很用心。奈何，奈何。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTNhaqqNIL
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以前，譬如對方遲到半小時，他沒有生氣，但因為她覺得他生氣，所以她生氣，離去。他尾隨了她好幾條街，才能獲得她的原諒。他勞累。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTQOCtTIrc
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他覺得思思不一樣，她温文、成熟、有個性。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTKMSPJp6C
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「你對上一次拍拖係幾時？」2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGfAgersUJ
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「一年前囉。咪提啦，我深信我下個女朋友會更好！」2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIdKkMBGci
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他喜歡思思。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBUsIJxiUr
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他開始追求她。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRXJB069Ld
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思思不傻，她明白一個男人無事獻殷勤，是帶有目的性的。不然，何解常常message對話，甚至約她到郊區看日落，時間也是成本。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGc8IuaGqA
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只是，只相識了一個月就談喜歡她嗎？2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXyGybx921
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喜歡她的樂觀積極？他知不知道她的悲觀消極？2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEntXRpJqEW
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知不知道她的器官形狀？知不知道她的皮膚温度？知不知道她的血管深埋濃烈的不安全感？2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDwzymjq9u
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而這些，都不能從她平和的臉容看到。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wGG2B6PZU
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思思擔心阿朗不是真鍾愛她。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ00oM65GmF
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「你可唔可以，做我女朋友？」2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RuPnGYKI7
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「行啦，傻佬。」2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwvOXhc5hC
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只是，十八歲有十八歲的嚮往。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiujItTDRES
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如果想太多，則失去了年輕的率性。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS13dvDSFXO
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她不是那麼瞻前顧後的人，她想，如果對方並非認真喜歡她，又如何？如果分手，代價又是什麼？些許時間，些許心機，輸得起。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJncTIPa4n
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而且，她喜歡他。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOs6SYHE7k
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她至今記得，有一次，因為他們錯過了尾班巴士，他陪她走了兩個半小時回家。期間，她的腳後跟被鞋蹭掉皮，他單膝跪下替她貼膠布。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHmwYAMqMo
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夜半無人，只有微冷街燈知道他們的行蹤；像透了一場無人觀禮的婚宴，沒有鑽戒，沒有香檳，沒有祝福聲，但足夠讓她說一句「我願意」。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrVitANDRT
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她心動。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ogwBan0WQ
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何必擔心太多。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtf5jhjeYNC
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至少此刻，她覺得自己擁有了全世界。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7ry0EPT3N
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世界很大。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94IcoiHNKK
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阿朗和思思去了泰國玩，像大人一樣，又沒有大人陪伴。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmX7vpOwsm0
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晚上，在酒精刺激下，阿朗的脊椎向前彎，與攤坐床上的思思四目相對。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDum6fr7GFD
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他吻她，用舌頭挑釁她的濕潤。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnGmRbpaNL
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往下，吸啜她頸上的毛孔，在乳頭上打轉，仿佛要將其磨擦得更淺色。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8B63UTw80
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「停——sorry呀⋯⋯太快啦⋯⋯」2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡef68hZ7zuU
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思思說。即使她感受到自己嬌喘微微，如果她用手指向下摸，必然暢通無阻；但她沒有。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SDe0iZkkm
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「唔緊要，我可以冷手打個熱飛機。」2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBLiyuldga
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其實緊要。緊火，又想要。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qGIc8N8rq
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他明白。她再率性，到底也是青澀的。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiCBvjeTBn
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思思從小就讀校風純樸的學校，連校服都是純白色的，雖然懂得開一些黃腔，聽得明白cheap jokes，但也僅在紙上談兵的層面，文人打仗，難免露怯。即使她真有一刻想過，今晚就和他做愛，將他包圍和被他填滿。她知道他已經很久沒有性生活，也許他暗暗懷念前女友的姣好身材，而如果真的如此，思思妒忌，她希望可以給予對方一切所需⋯⋯2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2YbzbIaQF
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「口？幫你？」2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiVZWTKjqy
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她緊張，自己膽小，但還是想滿足對方，她不願意落下風。故落力表現，技術生疏，還望對方舒服。她暗忖自己要多看AV偷師。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMKLfDGNJq
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他有快感。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBbCA3lx2w
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他的快感來自她一下下大力的口腔收縮，着實不輸陰道的彈性，即使偶然有牙齒滑過他的命根，感覺也只是癢癢的，刺激微微，不痛。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSoucvqElh
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最重要的是，他看見她認真的表情，她凝神地前前後後伸伸縮縮，又會望向他，譬如看他的表情、動作，她怕她表現不佳。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgasPcbrh25
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他愛她的這種在乎和落力。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKV3ei17oq
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他有感被愛、被需要、被重視。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIo3VwKpM0
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這是他們拍拖的第二個月，2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cpXj5dbIP
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這是他們到了泰國遊玩的第三個晚上。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyP6l2yppM
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這是思思第一次嚐到精液的味道——鹹，她只能如此形容，像黏稠的大海，不會流動，但以氣味攻佔她。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcgBChlHtd
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她覺得自己太頑皮了，竟然那麼早就和人口交。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfFOxAUfi2
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但又隱隱覺得這是正確的，她想做大人，不再是以前看親熱戲碼也被掩眼的小女孩了。對她而言，已經很大膽和破格，違反了她的乖巧。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCcP89Zrh7
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雖然她知道，眼前的他並不認為這是什麼。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKVQ6DhYpN
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她想，希望沒有令他失望。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKn6qvb8M59
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他當然沒有失望。在那天之前，他愛她的善良、可愛、古靈精怪、善解人意，那天起，他也愛「她愛他」。不是說口交等於愛，只是當中流露的情意無限。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGy2jRzKnwb
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二人深深相擁，沉沉睡去。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTlzrKQ0Ds
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在異國他鄉的日子，是快樂的。沒有人認識自己，也聽不懂自己所說的話。就算忽然大叫，羞恥感也不高。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WBnuspCHN
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和心愛的人過無拘無束的日子，是自由，是了無牽掛，是心無雜念。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXfRTzNWPT
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「其實，我哋真係好有緣。你諗下，考個試都拍到拖喎！真係好神奇！」2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmm2XviZbON
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思思和好友分享她和阿朗的相識經過，一個個都調侃她不專心考試，同時覺得驚奇。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HVNo9TWiz
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阿朗也是。當他的兄弟聽說此事，有以下反應：2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcIQsG1zfD
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「哇，個天真係唔公平⋯⋯」2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUY7tWPBHRJ
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「咪撚講笑啦屌，發完夢未？今晚打唔打波？」2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaVLCGQPuQ
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「咁正，阿嫂靚唔靚？」2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3NIU9pIfe
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阿朗笑：「你哋唔恨得咁多㗎啦。」2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQ6JnByZvd
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他們於對方而言，是最稱意伴侶，是最有緣分的相聚。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡez1yfCORAA
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旅遊期間，一天天的食玩瞓，一起長胖，互相「脂養」。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlouDcMjqga
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不足50泰銖的泰式炒河，是他們終生懷念的味道。2498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUB1O13lDpb
