好像，她真的需要找個人向她訴說心事那般。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoK5YD1s2Fw
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「喂老婆？」阿朗致電思思。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5TBzDaXY4
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「係，做咩？」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLgxdIfMvx
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「今晚棉花糖去婆婆屋企瞓喎，咁我哋出嚟食好冇？」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjhBqrDLD9
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「好。邊度？」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRStCJJ44To
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「嗯……等間先決定啦，我嚟接你放工。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2J7oRe01r
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「好，五點半見？」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QNz1DL0P3
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2dYUkvRQ4
朝光看向思思，問：「約咗人？」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLyBdrdp68
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIyvZGQ8OJ
「係啊，約咗老公食飯。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkrR3jWIbx
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AoES46CF0
她喚那個看不見的人為「老公」。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQRIv1jgbL
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD49TvMjB6O
「哦……你結咗婚？幾時識㗎？」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilqkTe9hCF
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkTiUleqco
朝光從沒問過她的婚嫁戀愛，她反正不會說得詳細，或者，是因為他不想知道。可是，他以為她還未婚，這年頭女子就算已屆三十也不焦急，而她手上可是沒戴婚戒的。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6FBGu2viQ
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「中學尾囉。結咗婚好耐啦，我早婚。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KEtV6CP3Q
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjuF1izX1o
思思手上，是沒有戒指的，即使成婚已久。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq69AhTvq5O
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二十歲，還未結婚的時候——783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUUwlPmg8p
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTg0zYvV7wZ
阿朗某天神神秘秘的向她展示左手無名指。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABMdxXX75A
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLPgZfKeTW
「做咩用marker畫手指？」她看見後，甜笑，手背那邊是一條幼幼的線，掌心那邊則寫着：783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhrWLWovwt
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「 L&S783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOitLjoSam
2.7.2005」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyHIKAQLOE
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朗和詩，二零零五年七月二日是他們的拍拖紀念日。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdd2DrauD1
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeHHPWjsb3
「唔係畫㗎，我真係去紋咗。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4xFVd9KDx
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzftY6AkX2X
阿朗覺得，思思不太有安全感，但他不知怎樣做。唯有，做一些MK的事，以顯真心，妄語若然拋棄她，定當將手指砍下，為她傷及髮膚，還不是真心鍾愛？783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkknkRGKj6
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1MB38zYP5
「吓，點解紋嘅？唔痛咩？」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIChlhaG4f
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZBM9bPc6v
「少少啦，」他不自然的笑，分明是記起當天痛楚：「俾你相信，我一生一世都愛你吖嘛，如果同你分手，我發誓我一定斬手指！」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHS1atzr9v4
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoszqbqPIG0
她捉住他舉起的三指，嗔笑道：783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFj9DGsp31f
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2GKcWmjBE
「唔好亂發誓啦，真係分手咁點算？」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVvXbcq9j0
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6b5NttgrT
「斬手指。」他認真的答。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkc0ByCLJ1O
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她咧開嘴笑，愛侶在蜜運時都愛說這些不理後果的談情話，最後也可能換他人來理料他的襯衫；但是他這一刻的真心，彌足珍貴，令她歡喜。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNIGPi4ddz
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「咁我都要。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvRriTr1GH
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於是，他們又一同到那家紋身店，阿朗看着思思，紋上一模一樣的圖案，在左手無名指上。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsnhfwe5Dg
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隔年，思思懷孕，她對他說：783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9HDsNiJxO
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VozvRQQYh
「唔好買咩戒指嗰啲，你以前已經送咗俾我啦，而且，永遠都除唔甩，唔驚整唔見喎。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaPwYCLrhk
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「係，你都走唔甩㗎啦，呢世都係我老婆。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUbVB2hUzF
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就這樣，一「戴」就戴了八年。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOr4I54uvEO
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思思想事情時，常捽一捽左手無名指，起初是覺得欣喜；後來，則已是一種慣性。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkToJxOguN
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqUhWvqbaF
「哦……咁佢對你幾好嘛？」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzvC4KpZZE
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朝光忽然覺得異常尷尬，想把自己燒溶將融陷在牆壁的水泥中。他努力令自己的下盤穩實，雙腳重心踏地，以免自己的氣息從腳底洩出，疑心自己因此急速飛走，無人能、無人想——捉住。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyqAvtGKe1
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「嗯嗯。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqG8ItsgYWJ
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58y6yHgOOB
思思想，阿朗待她確是不錯；即使，這些年開始已無以前那樣，對二人的關係充滿熱枕，但是，很自然吧。他們就似兩口鄰近的井，總有人打完這井，打那井，有種已成習慣的牽連；到底，盤根交錯。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8Vbq70KvR
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只是，除出初戀那些天外，他真的從未接過她放工，所以，她竟然感到新奇。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyj7RaMdAK
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7MNZQ28PX
朝光看看思思的神色，又不似真的與老公非常甜蜜，她只是淡淡的點頭。而且，她從未提及。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChDSv19Av8
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「幸福？」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnYS7R1CZU
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但是，結婚多年仍願意接妻子下班，怎麼不好？783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvPwntL000
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「嗯。」她又點頭，輕輕的。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuZsoNCYhT
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pPYLRJaed
怎麼能夠不幸福？阿朗為她、為家也付出甚多，不離不棄。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzsgjVwDDd
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWT7lpNujm
「喂。你又發吽哣。」朝光說，他覺得一個經常出神的人，內心必然另有所想，但是，他並沒有資格問。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOVV0jxuHi
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他不能擁着思思，問：783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaN5VcS5eB
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「其實你鍾唔鍾意宜家咁？如果唔鍾意，我可以俾幸福你。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcs5pys7fMl
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4clakY8EO
她必然輕輕一笑，利落地推開他：「哇，大個仔啦喎，識調戲姐姐。」卻不會相信他是真心的，隨即又會警告他：「以後唔好再咁。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj52L783Bgo
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此刻，朝光清晰地發現她真的有對象，而且還與對方同一屋簷下生活多年，他忽然認清卻拒絕承認自己的心思。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1ex277CGo
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DtGDIhv0Y
他不是因為有話說才常常來找她，而是因為想找她才有話說。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8UHtS5892
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWpZXQsJ5s
他不是覺得杏色、素色這種淡雅的裝扮好看，而是覺得她怎樣都是美麗的。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHr3vOn8tf
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxij9NbGZB
他不是喜歡温柔又爽朗的女子，他只是喜歡剛柔並重的她。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBp8dcIsHoS
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVf99JSCW4
原來經常共對，真的是會產生感情，何況他打從第一眼，已經記住她的面容；多聊多講多聽，感覺情感就是互通的。他有一種被呵護的喜悅，以前一直沒有人願意體恤他。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6e251MnKFn
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkp3TGhW86
他喜歡社工室的淡淡白蘭花香，他喜歡不大不小的茶几剛好供他放置功課與文具，他喜歡這兒剛剛好的冷氣温度。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90gbLyvaEJ
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gLHchxvkt
他喜歡她在電腦桌前打字的背影，他喜歡她髮尾觸碰鎖骨的纏繞，他喜歡她休閒鞋上的一對小小玉足。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFbukJL5lO
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARSEPzkYK7
他曾經做過一場綺夢，思思穿着規整的長裙，和他坐在沙發上。他低頭看她，將她的腳晾在佈滿書本的茶几上，隔着衣衫來愛撫她的身軀，引得她羞臊地呻吟，雙手棒着她的臉，以吻技向她傳達：「我哋平起平坐，我唔係細路。」可是，他一被鬧鐘喚醒，就失落，因為他總覺得，如果夢是現實，她或會揶揄他：「你錫得好屎喎，𡃁仔。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1B3xsU2nG
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不，不，那只是夢，不是現實；他連吻她的資格都沒有。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65cAKPiEWQ
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6nprjuwv0
他只能自瀆，耳聽AV女優嬌喘連連，他覺得——他至少可以在幻想中征服她；可是，當他在擺弄陰莖時，卻完全想像不出來她會被某人壓在身下、緊緊閉眼而微微張嘴的緋紅。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOQPa1FmBM
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHpLE8rRdi
隨即，他打開另一套主演和思思毫不相似的影片，發洩慾望。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWnRDLTiru
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jAKS5Sa7B
有時他覺得，幻想她，是一件對不住、不尊重的事。他怯懦。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡah9VXSE5HX
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojdDqgZ1lk
他竟然自卑，可是，他應該自信，明明他年輕而有活力，率性而為。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfclEJAVSh
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喜歡使人膽怯。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvYdDTPj75
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思思聽見朝光說她發呆，又隨即向他笑：「冇嘢啊。」783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKHILWYZrY
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她對他來說，永遠神秘，總是不知道她在想什麼。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KZlCrByec
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3w8FRlfg2
他一想到，她的老公每日和她同床共枕，說些外人從未知曉的悄悄話，她會吻老公千千萬萬次，對方會壓住她的髮絲，分享同一份被窩的騷癢。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0THAtvxod
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他只是外人。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTVt9uPEQw
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpREEJT8DF5
他心折，但努力保持冷靜，一個成熟的大人不應喜形於色，是否？783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjO1ekfuS1B
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhFEKQ9azk
和他「較量」的，從來並不是同齡的小伙子——不若他在社工室外苦候，直到別人離去、搶先比別人到達，霸佔她的時間，就能贏得她的温柔；那個，而是與她擁有多年經歷的同行者，如此，又何談較量。可是，他現在先懂。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHPCppdHcm
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DjWAMW2WC
他失去想法，只默默地做功課。雖然，sin、cos、tan已化成不知名咒語，將他的頭箍勒得死死的，額頭至頭顱骨節皆有裂痕，握筆無力。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8fBSzXm6s
783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZ9Tx7vq31
最後，他失去了往常生氣，可是又努力笑笑，佯裝自己只是疲倦，和思思踏出校門。783Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSp2LruFky5
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