一晚，思思陣痛。阿朗帶上「走佬袋」，和她到醫院去。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGacGRT3pZ
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後來，回家，已經三人。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgcsFlWE0d
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小嬰兒小名叫棉花糖，軟軟滑滑的，令他們融化。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCrtQ754b7
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之後每天，棉花糖都會在夜晚哭鬧。思思和阿朗輪流起床照顧她，有時肚餓，有時賴屎，有時睡不着。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCkvnR7swh
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二人疲累，但興奮。他們又有了一個新的身份：「父母」。忽然天降使命感，二人告訴自己、提醒對方，要好好照料棉花糖，給她最温馨的家；傢俬不是擺設，而是用作孕育愛的。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDaO5HNmri
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有一次，阿朗母親上來探望他們，見思思正在喂奶，說：1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvoMncr9mC
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1c6P0eUJH
「唔係咁喂呀，姿勢唔啱。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNBkqAYMkJ
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qCRVq82uN
「你係咪唔夠奶呀？棉花糖邊夠飽㗎。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwCFUelm6n
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKf3IZqX2t
「後生真係後生……」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Z7p838GRb
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeV602mNnY
思思不語，明明在醫院時，坐月姑娘讚她喂得好，而棉花糖啜得很開心。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFCAF1pZIR
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBl7OyGLOm
但此刻棉花糖確實不斷哭泣，無論怎喂也不能安撫她似的，像跟着阿朗媽媽一同批評她。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemmMDTAR5Z
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmthF1qX76
思思忽然氣餒，心想：連你都唔撐我嘅……1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWt5kG1xgC
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7IJ5FoAh8
平時，就算睡眠不足，脾氣暴躁，她也能回校聽課，回家後處理家務，處理自己的情緒，因為她知道，這個家中，每個人都累。而她持着「為了棉花糖」的決心支撐自己的身體。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFepoLjOkp
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSNO2WTq6G
她在二年級時轉了主修學系，從哲學轉到了社會工作，今天出實習，回家即喂奶。在外，笑面迎人；回家，受到批評，以及得不到棉花糖的肯定……她突然想做回小孩，她怕再這樣下去，會成為自己最討厭的大人，將嬲怒發洩在不相干的人身上。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQsg12aGDE
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9k3vhb29c
她強忍情緒：「好，我再試下。奶奶你出去坐下啦。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgWsJZ0w6M
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7Yk0jf0Ur
很快，阿朗回家，思思面色已經自如。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKyZepU7ps
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dstZ3wvJS
他知道媽媽作客，所以買了一盒半肥瘦叉燒回家加餸。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNx8kKty0uU
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtozs5ta8Jx
飯桌上，三人共對。客氣寒暄。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34aWr7SWFv
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhpvXFofVR
「阿仔，最近嚟唔嚟食飯呀？包好餸過呢度喎。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9W6rOYS87j
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yWBUQ8XQE
「得閒就嚟，放心啦媽，呢度都好好住。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Ml4ErESiS
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5Uz118aTX
阿朗媽媽再婚，從三百呎公屋搭上了私樓的電梯，她看起來十分精神，髮質順柔，指甲修得齊齊整整，連牙都白了不少。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE61ka2nWmE
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouw4UdJwh0
「思思。」阿朗媽媽忽然喚思思。「菜同蛋都寒，唔好食，對身體唔好。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIsDusqJuN
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBSKth2Sh5
「啊，叉燒都係，毒呀。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BnH2IRz3v
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiSIGDDS5K
阿朗看着枱面只有三碟餸，失笑：「咁佢可以食咩？扒白飯？」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecpjOIcM6L
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7uEFqJLJ1
阿朗媽媽沒有說話。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlKn8EIa3E
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQXq1c9Ot4
「唔緊要，我都食飽啦。入去喂棉花糖先。」思思起身。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2EShxEEqp
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VYBBdPj9L
一關房門，她就哭，轉身背對棉花糖，不願讓小寶寶知道她是軟弱的——1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGnW1Py76m
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyft0G5lPc
我好餓。全日都冇食過啲咩。點解寒同毒？我都係想食餐飯啫。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiF2ad6TQJi
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPRpsWvH7q
她嘗試笑，拉下衣領，喂奶：「棉花糖，你要食飽啲啊……」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm77HjpflRj
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但棉花糖不斷搖頭，作拒絕狀，嘴巴偶然碰到思思的乳頭，刺痛了脹奶的她。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuklzJg6UNq
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEobAupUevQ
思思心想——有得食，你點解唔食？求下你，啜一啖。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzVtGhyaZl
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmL6WCQ4Ex
被棉花糖拒絕的這個小小的齒輪，脫落，令思思整個人也開始散亂，她開始思考最近的一切。她想吃孖條、上課後和同學飯聚、出外看戲行街拍拖，總之不困在小小的空間喂奶拖地。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYmT3Eix32
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阿朗開門，一見思思紅了整張臉，卻不斷牽扯嘴角，他嚇一跳。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2CJG5C5BU
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuFQanibPU
他將她擁入懷，說：「因為阿媽？」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlV32W872DB
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WDSn0ozOi
「唔係，我自己冇用。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGIqRhjmPL
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmVNBrhwDh
阿朗不明白，她何解無用？他覺得，她最近有些抑鬱。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5boivfDS1
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUCUfuZoFh
「你想食咩？我買俾你，對唔住寶……」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2PrfuEAWx
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHThTsvA1Cz
他不知道自己在為什麼而道歉，但他覺得自己有錯，明明說過將世上最好的給她，現在呢？將世上最好吃的空氣餵她嗎？1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1QMRISZZD
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtM9ijwQ1qN
思思笑：「煮個麵得啦。我冇事，真係。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVb1oTjryz
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxR1jMJ7Ayr
她知道，阿朗莫名內疚；但偏偏誰都沒錯，他們沒錯，阿朗媽媽、棉花糖同樣。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIQsG5lqsg
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcDP3vdKq4
他心想：喊哂都叫冇事？女人真係……1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZwUoaHmJI
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjrsw5tLzx
阿朗送走母親時，對她說：「思思最近好辛苦，同你凑大我嗰時一樣辛苦。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQp0Ycd8oog
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxtUZrjW1s
「你又知我凑你辛苦？」她笑，兒子已經長大，為了老婆什麼也說得出。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIwtIsyf5j
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7ZG6eGRMF
「因為，你哋都係媽媽囉。」阿朗無厘頭地答。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8O0xBY5cyD
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdDn54KI3H
阿朗媽媽明白，他意指，請她別再挑剔思思。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEh0l5n4Ru
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「嗯。」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqDrsDukh9
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送走母親後，阿朗到街邊買了幾串魚蛋、燒賣、豬大腸；經過便利店，買了孖條，打算和思思一人一條。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEXq4t7j6g
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6m5sUzPDH
怎知思思見到，哭得更兇，然後，又笑着吃她的晚餐。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRUdTnTyZq
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9V5zBwJ0eq
女人。阿朗心想，真奇怪。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1pxZqJPI2
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UJCQ7xXDV
「放心啦，我買嘅一定唔寒唔毒，請安心品嚐！」1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhWnzUCTYv
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUF1EcHzba
為免思思抑鬱情緒加劇，阿朗會等她入睡之後，才外夜班工作。每次他安撫好棉花糖後，都祈求她不要再醒來。其實他不明白，為何小嬰兒總喜歡在深夜大哭，是寂寞嗎？發現已沒有大人關注自己，所以不安嗎？1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrf51uoyjbk
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYVcIfRPXV
他總是抱着小公主，直至她在床上無聲遊玩。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4x2v1ytZ0w
1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwua4XNbVre
他想：以後一定要乖呀棉豬，爸爸媽媽都好愛你。1182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqyi7xHOOx
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