阿朗在為一個服食安眠藥自殺的先人上妝。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3szPzaK6FW
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「點解啊？」他問了一個不會再有答案的問題。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3K7GutU9I
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「開心？」他將粉掃過先人安祥的臉面，很平靜，很平和。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJm6XSELOU
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「如果開心，咁就得啦。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxksZEiHZv
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躺着的人，那頭髮如此烏黑亮麗，面容年輕，沒有一點皺紋，肌膚緊緻。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvAV7h0nIX
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燈閃了兩下。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIO5YFVyQsI
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsLhFpnayS
「你有心事？」阿朗輕道。隨即，耳邊吹來一口氣。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazDQhj3L2H
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他繼續手頭的動作：879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0kRqd9pJB
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuudtJOKX5G
「有就講啦，當我聽緊。呢度得我哋咋，放心啦，唔會有其他人聽到㗎。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFWl7Z8REt
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燈又閃了一下。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jCieE19MA
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0ZlptICFk
他替其定妝，呼吸平緩；他還有呼吸，這就是他的勇氣。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnR8VXZLWv
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk68hxVdhyx
燈多閃幾下，然後停歇。他畫上唇妝。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuur1iGScH
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRHPu9z3g4
他的心不寒，反正他聽不見任何聲音。相比起目眥可見的悽慘死狀，這種「傾訴」又何畏何懼，他甚至有一份敬意。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTCB0JAstE
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKDTDkSRkY
他不會說什麼：879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFnrPWS3ZW
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wFz8ZJLdi
「喂，你咁後生就唔要條命，有冇搞錯？宜家啲後生啊……你知唔知，屋企人知道咗嘅話，會有幾傷心？你自己一個走咗去，唔理其他人感受嘅？有咩咁傷心要死先得？死又解決唔到問題嘅，只要生存，就一定揾到出路喎。辦法總比困難多吖嘛。」如此涼薄的話語啊，乍聽之下，確實有點道理；可是，太自大了。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRaqOMeiAN
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他的心是平靜的。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3niqSFwy0
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJcB5fGfGy
這裏的太多太多人，無聲無息地教導了他要好好活着。每次，他為遺體執容，都默默慶幸自己的手腳跟從他的意志，而非沒有生氣，他還可以踏出停屍間，穿梳化妝房，快速經過能聽見哭聲的入殮走廊。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVT2et5BhRw
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慢慢，他也很珍惜自己的生活。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATkegkyskf
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他還活着。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2byR0QK7FO
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnO9YJZkCoJ
可是，正因如此，他的心臟仍然跳動，頭腦仍然運轉，清醒地意識到他在這人間。他有牽掛。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8TPik6va2
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阿朗心煩。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkOo6h7aRn
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偶爾，他不想回家，或者，不想那麼快回家——879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGILkWEuQoY
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從，什麼時候開始呢？879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0iQeIkkoo
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從他看向思思，再沒有心動的感覺，再沒有期盼她留在家中，再沒有和她在海旁拖手散步的興致……總是，走不夠兩步就覺得腳酸，然後來來回回反反覆覆地看手錶，得知時間尚早，他又硬着頭皮陪她多走一會兒。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3Av0sX9cu
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqs75oL2Vv
已經沒有以前開心了。和她，有什麼話好講呢？找一些什麼四方八面的話題，可是聊到某處，二人都失了聲。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBr51VLOaPI
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但是，擁抱的時候，還是很有安全感。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2a3HgBPVo4
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMf42a3SVGo
其實，沒有關係的。他也不是很介意，他知道，應當如此。只是，他為「為什麼」心煩。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSA5kTeeuO
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5bm79ajIz
明明，他已越過最難受的時候，他征服了不同包裝的飲品，順利分辨從雪櫃裏，甚至慢慢復明，看得見身旁有人默默扶持他，清理地上的雜物免他跌倒。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHTJGosywS
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbofV3g4Sg8
可是，仍然如此。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqd83T6rSK
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhV7u4OFtEy
這世上是不是真的有Happy ending？童話裏幸福快樂的結尾——那叫結尾嗎？生命不息，生活不止。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBcMhUZJ7z
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4HRzX5RCP
可是，偏偏沒有人問，王子和公主最後怎麼了？會不會，其實，白雪憶起從前七個追求者的關懷備至，哭喊大王子竟與一條魚私交甚密；二王子驚訝於睡公主的好吃懶做，從來跟詛咒無關；灰姑娘只想躲在南瓜車，這麼大的皇宮——誰愛就誰去打掃！很多事情，本該僅止於「幸福快樂」，回歸生活的憧憬和平淡？必破碎了如童話般純粹的期盼！879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptt8139jbk
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXdsGX3N2y
只有打破千篇一律的平淡才可以激起一些波瀾，不管正面與否，是嗎？879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBEEEGPNxW
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlAm32fQLn
她疑問，愛和被愛之間，生活的激情與平淡之間，何處是平衡點呢。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMKwQWK27g
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTh5aAOXibD
所以，當他看見朝光，他本能地覺得對方是朵朵浪花，水面不再平靜。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJHwSAGltf
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKhc3qoF0S
所以，當他因此感到生氣和不安的同時，又隱隱覺得這才是正確的。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZScvrAabU
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CkPPchyvN
所以，當他為小事與她拌嘴時，慶幸二人有話說，而不是死寂地重複又重複乏味的動作和對話。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2D3vLJoXL
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfed21q9e74
她總是失焦、發呆，唯有與他爭執兩句才有一些精神。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbP2IBBGRa
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老婆，你呢？你怎樣看？879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fGTtk7LTn
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVD7AThYKW
她開始放空，認為日復一日的日子裏，她應該要更多地撫慰自己，因為她也因工作勞累。她再不似以前那般，首先打算為他提供情緒價值。她開始不認識自己……879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZX1pgAjQR
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75wzU864tQ
如果你知道我有這一種感受，會不會很難受？879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgF7rg2VMtJ
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AEBVGEDyB
老公，如果你知道我是這樣想的話，你會怎樣想呢？對不起，我不是有心欺瞞你的……879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWRWgJspn7
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可是，真的，無論如何，我都愛你。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNfHSsMPV4
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只是，希望你相信，我是愛你的。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbr33Xh1EK
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