他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4apkOUzqu
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLRZMcKEol
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81U8Tbziu5
Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAppeOTLlZY
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTkHQlPn9N
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYxVvQjWB3
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0tAddTzM7
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ObhCEgxru
一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSloOzTsEW
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuzbjhB1fd
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Qox8CzOvv
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTyzHA4czx
峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMnl9qnpjg
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yRHBaGegq
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz52rvoE4mY
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPJKdMwvnQ
咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyIdrjvfs2
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp6cYHr22E
如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9jLYzV0TZ
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCMeT1SgEz
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeOJ8p25I3
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52unWtC8Ix
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uYGd5E9ed
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCbsAw7vo5
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60hssqebQg
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OfTAaCk4A
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRFcq6U3QV
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXI78fb1m2
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DT3h0nuDp
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJm4m4z0eEz
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSB23v86NYM
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wXFYTGlvc
「你好感慨喎。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Kr0ytFq6Q
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBgTSguaTG
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7w91HJTRGO
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IOWWQhWVh
宜家呢？」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9CdVla5BI
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQNcbmfILp
「嗯。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyWetrfIwE
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSfewM7TvC
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeidLWvno0
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoNWbDZbiu
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6PYYPAJa8
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVVJYVAHk3
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWUPlX2Xh0
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2H5U2Gboo
「唔好諗咁多啦。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFR7D5Hwo1
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7cu894h3q
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRuCm1mqvD
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKB0l2OHGT0
阿朗不語。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVAkggxR4X
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而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zrLvl86MU
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPy6gJnOAyZ
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoWFvqkhez
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oeKU1RYRH
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwK1wXZSzay
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡll1mNULmmQ
峰仔開口介紹二人。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuQAXlxSnz
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuDf1eDAHY
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3ylh6wB9q
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKW8fEcg7Y
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXBUsvZFlR
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIURXX2QpF
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGLigXp05I
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1K1UOUqND5
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWsQQ2vKpl
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHt2On0M7f
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI12lpUTWd9
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpySmyJpNtZ
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVWtokdlRa
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NWCRoh85d
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93AtRC1Hzj
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8svPbz5lF
之後……就冇之後了。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTQBtGDDu5
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnK9sg2yPa
「節哀順變。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatEHRaEq5w
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0ZI8W7xLa
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmHUIs3KAG
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheQMRblunG
「嗯。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEo564j6vbA
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwbBFzSb9w
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfh6IJyqLoh
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgbbzMqLcA
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1jEGA4Aj0
我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOrFbjw8Cm
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NjsjIdyMq
嘉欣已說不下去。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiC4Cg2mzu
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgH66Hfx3YE
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMz9OxSCgfI
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69XqUSvDXP
「我想佢番嚟……」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiHNVsSCTC
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她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMzwzXpzh5
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKb5K7VF76
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fXsGXLRuM
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOVBsIo0Cv
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzAej5475Z
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYC5btgYqK
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGizhlrflxd
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWilYzEQdgp
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvyjDSCszS
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzgdkSZHiV
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUTiukIUph
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fPkuiy9SD
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkPKyc5TmC
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8f03QOvUn
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNBXFHYdWh
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGP6nEPUJP
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYk4k6j92p
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGewGdlj87p
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFywBxvWTSs
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzs0ve3RuzF
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNjWjbQitI
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0q3bCS5iSQ
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVc2b9Awg2
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGObJYKe1r
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCzyYa9vsu
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRARD3I3QMj
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2B2gUpHFav
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0hdTFLISY
她悲傷。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPxEe9E4Gb
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OEUbsdAAT
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrIkVEhx1r
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YjEszSPpS
「冇你點開心？」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjT0KvYWTx
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMAlGJqwzL
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYFb0ukBkL
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dT2afVDl1
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavgXx2Wjd2
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxgImAyrb6
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPacmEjg6H
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZtZwlLeZX
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHz6tv3V8SY
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHX1Relee3t
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujeZOtSVkF
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdrgpXoDSf
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMKoOmcQ6H
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ODf1bOAOH
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqsBLgwdM9
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdS7AeG5O5
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOiPoHXOQP
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KxbKJkv6r
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZ8vG4W7Ko
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbBrf2xNSa
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGV4fhwVsQZ
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPT5b3lxlIv
她不假思索：779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VcEmkLGAc
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmFQyLKOFQ
「當然係寧願你出軌。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfEDKnTCAN
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNwflKG8sV
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOITZo4lU1t
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeGaeVqqW5
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKR0KtlbJQ
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcN8XxwYNc8
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpl0VyJZbEj
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0s3LUJupP
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3dvuQmHRu
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