現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrpWGyeyX1
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閉眼想，佔有慾強的他也寧願思思鍾愛另一個人，也不願看她喪命，在時間中凋萎。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28XFHyreoZ
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「佢都唔會想見到你咁樣嘅。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqCFhpoYYF
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阿朗不太懂得安慰女生，不知應該說什麼才能令她好一點：743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLfDMrnESl
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「或者，宜家盡情喊啦。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoHyd49bM8
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嘉欣的眉毛幾乎併攏，以手掩面，深深閉眼。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7nnZ7VGmm
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其實，她已經每日如常生活。每日，穿起裇衫西裙，在巴士上層第一排側頭看樓宇和商舖後退，有電腦螢幕陪她與鍵盤馳騁，看到彩光在眼中色散分離，回家，將隱形眼鏡隨便脫下，第二天就變成了寶石，打開冰箱，看到早已餣好的瘦肉，照顧兒子吃飯，替他蓋被，她擱下花灑塗上護髮素，將全家的污衣放進洗衣機。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WK8ahRUL6
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在無光客廳坐下，看着電視不知名的畫面，耳聽洗衣機轉動的聲音。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHUDuKpeeD
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一下、一下。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9ITWBwrGO
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她又流淚，為這如常——這大概，是Hin想見到的吧，那麼，她就讓他見到。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfLkdDHdvE
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只是她知道，有些東西永遠沒有完、沒有圓，終於她獨自攤睡在雙人床，輕輕地和空的一側說：743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAq0HhpbTD
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「早唞啦，老公。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FMZpfkps1
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世事古難全，但願人長久。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkm9yh6Djlt
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千里共嬋娟。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuJchZ3b8K
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峰仔拍了拍她的肩，然後帶她離去，與阿朗一起下班。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Qk0CYQ0l5
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8zX6ThcIX
送走她後，他們沉默地走在路上。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQK1lhfkav
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNANxglDZz
阿朗加快步速，回家。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWoMblFDql
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7a1BC8SJ3T
這裏的太多太多人，無聲無息地教導了他要好好活着。每次，他為遺體執容，都默默慶幸自己的手腳跟從他的意志，而非沒有生氣，他還可以踏出停屍間，穿梳化妝房，快速經過能聽見哭聲的入殮走廊。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhbJ5SzxtL
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他深呼吸，女性的聲音交替地在腦海出現，最後，想到萬一有天他死去，會怎樣。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfExarAtCY4
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慢慢，他也很珍惜自己的生活。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJ4uqHFyWZ
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfOWG7qfua
無論是現在死去，還是多過幾年後，或者即使是幾十年後。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXIlsLawT8
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他還活着。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xOidd5F4d
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLD5mkgCQ9W
思思一定會傷心，對吧？743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LBV27VCba
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHOl1Py1qf
抑或，無論如何，他一想到自己要離開人世，就完全放心不下她，她會怎樣？也會跟嘉欣一樣奮力地支撐乏力的身體嗎？743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPaAG8x4hQ
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那是多麼憔悴的面容啊。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tlMIZwCn6
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可是，正因如此，他的心臟仍然跳動，頭腦仍然運轉，清醒地意識到他在這人間。他有牽掛。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveqqPo98tr
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看，多奇怪。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkRTLv3zFU
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明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtvYCSp9st
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6KCSnCyGq
那麼多心理活動，然後獨得自己知道，有何用？配上四十五度向上仰望天空，更值得感慨，是否？743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZUygny1ZW
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tNqqRS956
演什麼悲情戲？已過偶像劇主角的年紀。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmPfNQVTUE
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLErdtdM16B
阿朗還有視力，應該要坐在褐色沙發上接過思思遞過來的遙控以轉台；他還有聽力，應該要走在清風徐來的海濱聽她鬼馬地叫他注意前方的小情侶；他還有嗅覺，應該要偷偷笑她單手叉腰炒出來的菜是香得將他從房間趕出；他還有温度，應該要深切又纏綿地從癡迷的姿勢實現熱織的約誓。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLuguMP5ZA
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlGjssDKFN
他們還有感知愛的能力，應該要表達和接收對方真正所想。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2Z9WRB3Qv
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是嗎？743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡov6BCE3Hbt
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有能力不用，保留作甚？743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLUu5SGO5M
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPKaqg4V9p
難道只要在喪禮上身穿素衣、跪下自責痛哭，讓人將如此姿態收盡眼底再為你心酸，才足夠圓滿？743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4M0r5y2V7R
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoI7pftYQhS
圓滿，是在有生一天盡情擁有所擁有的，不再花不知何時終結的時間去做違心事，譬如朝露，去日苦多——743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KonJ9BNyB
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAvrQ1RZO8
「不要等到天上俯瞰」嘛，心知所言所行必留遺憾，就不要再繼續吧，時間的觀念總不斷變遷，平板支撐的一分鐘令人經歷季節之久，但臨死前的最後一小時卻是短促的，仿佛要滔淫不絕才能將所有事說清；可是，還是有很多東西是用口說不清的。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfNrZg3UUr
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUGhXTGaSc
阿朗回家，見到思思母親，喚了一喚她：743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJESd2cfdT
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYI4rYRWJrB
「岳母。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFC4QzyhE0
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7J3Aguvut
「阿朗，放工啦？」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgg86ykIjw
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她扭頭看他，然後繼續炒菜。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtU2l8X4VTs
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「係。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvW4373LTK
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CqdLNwAGm
「阿女叫我睇多陣棉花糖先，佢今日要遲啲收工。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSuaPXoGZ3
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zI97eXhI6
「哦哦，係？辛苦哂。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIH3XoTDzN
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjyWbqDDqf
「你哋最近點啊？」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRFqWOB5uL
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjq5XNYB2h
「OK啊，咪又係咁，你呢？最近凍番啲，小心身體。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Bbi0nMnes
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMoxk6aPv2
寒喧幾句，棉花糖也出來叫他進房，去看看她做功課：743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllIwDKaWL0
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「差幾多本啊？」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqvFcqkBp0
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrUPrwhzfV
「一張worksheet，兩本補充，一份默書改正，爸爸你喺度簽個名吖！」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98OP1WKF4u
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbez3c5lRC
她打開首頁，指住第七欄的空格。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbd3xCxUOwD
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZ0cRuhmYT
「九十八分，叻喎。」他摸了摸她的頭。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHqnrM2rEC
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKEL0aj9rE
「但好多人都一百分，我攞唔到貼紙。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4SWvlQ2IE
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEBwjtHYYP
只有滿分才能拿到貼在簿封的卡通貼紙，相比起高分，她更喜歡貼紙。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LwpfnKGcL
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJR8tljtH2
「唔緊要啦，下次再小心啲。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoMAa72IF7
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgQW7T5o9r
他打開看，只錯了一些不小心的地方。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuejtGuqdAM
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb74SRSVgw3
「嗯！我差一張就可以換原芯筆啦。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHksEKRy8w
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9TGrnsEtr
棉花糖真的可愛——743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKCvvY3ISZ
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTLlIaqNdo
阿朗感歎，無論他和思思發生了什麼，或者不能發生什麼，棉花糖仍然快樂地成長，專心學習，培養自身興趣，比他昔日自律多了；沒有被他們這些麻煩的大人污染。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVtNznoAme
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能有這樣的孩子，應不應該暗自歸功於二人是好父母呢？743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnSEcS3LwR
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZPqn4x26K
棉花糖冷不防地問：743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NeeD7Ofin
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「你同媽咪做咩咁少一齊嘅？」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHTUFTmiHi
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwf189Xmj2Y
阿朗嚇了一嚇，這是事實，但應該不是很明顯吧，忽然心虛。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfX13XJ3uL6
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAAwYxldsx
「好少一齊咩？唔會啊。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4v5isork6
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjFQ3QBHrp
「會啊！明明你哋之前都差唔多時間番到屋企，又會拖拖攬攬，仲叫我唔好同男仔咁樣添！743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzpzW4yDSe
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fsYyuvYgE
一齊食飯，你哋都淨係同我講嘢，都唔理對方嘅……會嘅，有時夾吓餸俾大家囉，但我同我啲同學都會咁做㗎啦，仲多嘢講過你哋添。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPv1VU6GwGt
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMSIY3Ogmu
小孩子心思極度澄明，大人總覺得自己很聰明，卻不知道小朋友心思單純，可感的比大人更直觀。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SPU6D1BZr
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「我哋夜晚瞓覺前先多啲嘢講嘛，平時想同你傾偈多啲。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HGmSfYpf2
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他試圖解釋。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrf4o9ZWLVm
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「係咩？但我想我哋三個一齊傾偈多啲喎。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4inWt3N9i
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVX1zOd0V43
「好啦好啦，下次啦。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NBOpNUU9W
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1sEwE3WyZ
「你哋係咪有嘢瞞住我？」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3D8AhroJZ
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她又怔怔地看着他，神色和語氣像極了思思，說話時也轉着大眼珠，酒窩隨臉部肌肉擺動而出現；他稍稍冷靜，果真是母女。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTnfK2RzxQ
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdaS73Fwq2
「點敢啊小公主？」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8EJnlccfU
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ648ZXgG57r
「哼，呢啲係我女人嘅直覺嚟！」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRxFWI1oFH
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jmMMyQFmC
「人細鬼大呀你，咁早就女人直覺？邊個教你㗎？」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinrVpgy3kO
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76pOzF0nv5
「媽咪囉，佢話當你第一吓覺得有啲嘢係真，通常都係真嘅——女人嘅直覺就係咁。」棉花糖又沉思：743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXniHw0A2sJ
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCKP8iJD0t
「但係上次你唔舒服嘔，媽咪好緊張你㗎喎，喺廁所出面走面走嚟走去、斟暖水俾你。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsolB1uWyc
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甚麼時候？最後，是思思着棉花糖遞杯給他。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBjEpSenfh
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOVCRhOOj6
「係啊，所以我哋超級好，都冇嘢瞞你。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aHT9f5i48
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQTEvP1QCr
阿朗順着她的話給自己一個台階，將她的中文補充打開到新的一頁。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKMXrW0Hxg
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqB2XOYhIV4
「好啦，信你㗎啦。我繼續做功課啦先。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYTL6Exorq
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYim5yFK6KA
她不再與他多講。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4ur7UPIaH
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlBBVuGunk
很明顯嗎？這真的是一個大問題嗎？連棉花糖也認為二人不妥？
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