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她不知怎樣回應。以往，事不關己自然高高掛起，始終，人類的悲歡並不互通，即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受，但也不至於心痛，幾秒過後，情緒平緩；但如果亡者是所識者，不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」，聽到的人只會很憤怒。728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcjd0Wam3A
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「佢同我哋差唔多大，」他重複：「佢係好人，但佢死咗。」728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKfX9DKGCt
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空間靜默，肚有些痛，身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗，談話內容悽楚，激起他動容：728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGcSqVn3PX
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她從鏡中看見他以手掩面，感覺他有心結：728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMWXZb0FPy
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「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係，你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘，係覺得你好慘。」728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaCEMJTyve
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「如果我死咗，我覺得你都會咁。」728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM105kRo7AX
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她打開水龍頭，洗乾淨牙刷，空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味，光的廁所照耀暗的客廳，詭異的配搭。728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YQlXRydbr
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她轉身，看他，猛然發覺他的眼是紅的；她很少見他如此。728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdsAvtbKp4
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以為，已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒，不會再有這種聯想；可是，他怕，若然天降橫禍，再無呼吸的是他，或者是她，那麼，他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己，明知、早已習慣生命脆弱，卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzeP2cEsWA
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她突然覺得，他們要一起生、一起活；死亡只是一瞬間的事，但活着不是、生存不是。比起死，她想和他一起活：728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvSmufeYtr
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她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣，此刻他是小孩子，如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話，同樣妙想天開；只是當時不知道，永遠是多遠。728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGk7rNTMVm
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他倔強。728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtGzHLN8Wk
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其實，差一點點，他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望，試圖消除繁思俗想，經已共對十多年，生死面前無難事。728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmzj5vldOE
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幸好他們活着，他們有的，只是忽然的感慨，而不是血淋淋的事實。728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbF8tkcT6um
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她順從，也做回十八歲少女：728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSrGeOqVKh
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「好，我哋一齊煉丹，永遠長生不老。」728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXb8PuS0BT
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他終於滿意。728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYauxGaN1q
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不一定要長生不老，但長生不老的時間，足以他們將一切講清講楚，有多少說多少，有什麼說什麼，掏家掘穴。728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQCBbOhIum
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丹不一定是靈藥，但他們自己，是自己的靈丹妙藥，或者，是對方的。728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIb34lHwCB
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思思笑，看他們在做什麼？一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上，一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便，然後談生死訣別，談一生一世，談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣？728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKj7crZHrG
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她出廳，看到光的他站起；他清潔，看到暗的她在看他。728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqhxkA0AiT
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當然還不夠，但至少，今天，他們說得很多話。728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBMh5FkiwY
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大概，二人一生都會記得這一段談話，自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使，只有他們這樣認為，但是，已經足夠。728Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhz2SaOiES
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