看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmEDHZWj2Y
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUe5Gt7Y2M
下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MdbYyI1tA
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYPiAUZME9
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCmnHaiTfb
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOaCYglpIT
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK53grMEjhJ
「明。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGQ9ChTVs6
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vFh1frDcD
「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp38qkdtB61
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfilmM57CyK
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnmfmXo2Rc
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEdcGciKV8
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLQvWdyX6B
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCh6xv7pgK
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGh4jCMupWN
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ88VWq3SGv
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpz0th6MO2
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04KU6DDzvE
「俾我睇吓？」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKd0s5JwUIA
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEWFWEv823
「好。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sMODhwvtD
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDvl3R7Qse
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehNnuqFETf
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDOuyTV3UD
「哦，係Fiona喎。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DxOsX5uhQ
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymTKSTh5cZ
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLbl8xSMDB
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhxHaiDk1d
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRvqsqE7sY
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6I4DVnK0T
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZzlKasrRw
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwp97LiywG3
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRacRg4cKrX
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxypH3zonxR
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtGNe1PkbW
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYncZeQRQmy
「仲敢？」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38S7S665EH
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4F8QNgrVl5
「唔敢。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6MB5sLvno
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKUz5KVrun
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmK2MMjSahW
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDy1o5ASCBl
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bvdlbVUmM
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGIFu3lJEw
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2EbdJs5sv
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOX9KwUpVQ
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgC5slWoRu7
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbjtXroHnN
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJNPQbCoW9
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9kfqWgi4v
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcoIkZCeH8
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPv3sXadcTs
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Y0q3aSVBY
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaYQX5bN4O
「我開俾你睇。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiNxU5ZXie
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnS1rkD9DH
「唔洗啦。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Xio04DPUN
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ItXmhCuei
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLve3JE12kN
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XWxY2JiZw
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyc91Bfq5YC
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeS7bO2djUp
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicGxBiCkhi
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekfjjN4Xuy
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FBH3FTdiT
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUJfbeY6be
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzK4pUVLHA
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOn90V8yIbz
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpGnT4BtUa
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkvpFHOY7W
「Sorry。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY244UzKqr1
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEg5gcsJvxR
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNqrpFmFPj
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUypPBNllc
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnI5YCXMKm
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXOz690Waf
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6skrGmz4xx
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhY5mJ9qd3O
「Sorry……」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgz58PqhsV
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4EKYR8EPH
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIYDpNZ2MY
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzrkE1qk7C
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2sVCLnAUH
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHKcjkL9Mo
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi94DF9dZe7
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnguTsdYndG
「嗯。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAp4dsLRap7
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQ1u2jurcD
既然說起，阿朗問：784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfttq3CnXuc
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kTDl3drFp
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jBjiqZYMY
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30tGVXKAGy
她沒好氣地答：784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibmAidyVrD
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwqfqGkRZK
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8IzHFIouz
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEqS2t7Gzv
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsE7g98t2Ca
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡth9Z3h9daw
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QKArMkyfV
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHD3M6TwJQo
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjbbBUDzVd
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIUYUhp7ev
「威啦威啦。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFmperXu3Q
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtq60ICfAl5
二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZjag0pn8c
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGRTfRlN2u
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMDgF2eMxV
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08SBc7hCux
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHnWwT5ljR
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4oHREVRMP
「喺街上撞到？」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6W4cdGUetR
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JZhdzUHWN
「佢喺校門等我。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVcwNk7ZBb
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCdu7JtPLu
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjRrDuFaQt
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmjkeYkce6
他語帶諷刺：784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTux9RE03e
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfz135LxJUn
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGBdfZb6nZ
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWV0a4pCp8
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2IiNz3zRa
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02IhdYQIoi
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkMdkshclL
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LnsnZbvPn
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡto9qMWNR7V
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLvNC3kdaR
「有咩問題？」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15BecmxOjM
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJb1AlMI2X
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaEMoQZOvB
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSdp8AGjTw
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxUJppwBSN
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWj0qm9xz3
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dmI5HlxSn
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAg7apAkUPZ
是。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93oNMXNL8B
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3refJtP9s
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3v2b2aPaT
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6earRVMY6
是。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLleyaI0KMc
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINdJIGkxX1
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLU0FCwBrF
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ118Bi9h8hv
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSyRS4ByYd
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyFdImt5MX
原先想表達的是什麼？784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDxa0YYa5J
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOJtP2z6Yj
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEagSezPFNJ
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyU9qn6FszU
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2dtdtLcAQ
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJchYu9dqZ
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoym3KPCQN
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqL0URUMJjX
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqUQPoJJKh
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYRAPkL01y
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesGcjmONYr
784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0PKzOjrMe
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。784Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesqwlcsKKt
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