看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIY6oACHbJV
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpUWifPQBh
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「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZEDs3MsPd
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEccP2KiY7c
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「明。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9Ff1sHJjF
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「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NKazJfumy
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「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5KPeSsHP8
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阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2Fd8DjJu9
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「傾咩傾得咁開心？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcThOz41L5
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「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsZF7I3brZ
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「俾我睇吓？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoTQm2QB1b
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「好。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3IAAZe4eu
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她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ478I07lwdp
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「哦，係Fiona喎。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDasfs7Bv1s
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「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XIXy1APyM
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他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCSLpa3U9c
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「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyPTcDpoht
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適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXVQxDPAxh
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「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwZXZv9OT1
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「仲敢？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSLmwrIncw
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「唔敢。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtn4WlWRt1k
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「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0g7XPU0UO
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「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6PQFktXfS
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舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqGdGds5NF
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「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6E1ewfI4Sz
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她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3TZxdhgpX
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「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaInjHtAZhg
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這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFyzWUgR5U
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「我開俾你睇。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgCh65Ibi8
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「唔洗啦。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexMBiKzNfi
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心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOYG5Tv2Jr
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她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCbF9QIIyV
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「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsomvBh0DXR
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「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciJ7kzvGYI
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「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJY3A2PEZO
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即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyrlqKJME9
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「Sorry。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjwuWDUXxq
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他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DJb7c91o9
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「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQg4kQBK247
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她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfzzy2l8S0
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「Sorry……」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MgZijeziX
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他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohyjqUfPLg
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「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJW81d4xAV
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「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkn7BGNIf07
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「嗯。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8FnGbFRbQ
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既然說起，阿朗問：751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uyAsOVW0a
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「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIb8IHdEihs
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她沒好氣地答：751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqrENR7rC2
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「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcftmSsW4J
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「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdOdezEA1a
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoFwPd3y3X
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWWJSCGVWs
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「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTPPspIuKi
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「威啦威啦。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qLGBi8Nnj
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二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENHM6JQtzB
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckS98B2yhc
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrK5kfdRp7
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHxP1Kq9nI
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnHAKalfwX
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「喺街上撞到？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUijig9RKq1
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「佢喺校門等我。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVpHaK3heS
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他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrFpawUKz1
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他語帶諷刺：751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLwHb7gfYw
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「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrb4S71sXy
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她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4chePAcHGD
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「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKna6EzA7wa
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「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavwuSD47eE
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「有咩問題？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfBOHx6dpg
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「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVZYkNINhs
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「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgGH0kfjHR
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「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ63GKC3Wi6
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是。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtxRQ7iG46
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「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6wQfzf44U
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是。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2CnibRgrU
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於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXVh63gq7B
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzFXrGipAX
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsQWsh7NnZ
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原先想表達的是什麼？751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uAJgBWj50
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太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBYKjoITHH
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更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xmL6yi7I1
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他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCND02eqDe
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所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJywPpgWom
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所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dE6ot8Tvu
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首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdoz7vIKYr
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