「好。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzF0Oyn2tKS
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他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTv4mfEjyAi
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阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz2s6C0Tn5
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她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyUNmkxDux
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她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcywrjK5UZ2
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBq40Bi1csF
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmrXjSlu9R
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「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3TTTzKt4f
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思思明白：「好。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv61QhLz7MT
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於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAXru5h5d1
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSujajXKm0b
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSphN3rUiW
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行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgpq4ecqGi
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阿朗首先開口：700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7UWEyNhVd
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「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4JE4SDrlD
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLDDgtjpfW
「嗯？」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rg9UfQQmN
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGx8mXdDxTZ
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTODGyKo5jI
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXe6HFf97i
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEaAFfGCgL
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJX9kXjeMn
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBt7kQ4fCK
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfYakQMxcy
「嗯。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpL1qCtCBhl
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEBwweUkbI
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZ1Or7FdE0
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8FpRVNagy
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqimuwQNjZ
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUFnRywObS
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8hJ8IHh0c
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbqJsWVZlo
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthbHqQWC5a
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKldmtZo5bl
「但係，我哋當然熟。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsejEOhozG
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSPWyKsz0X
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2lPc0nzaP
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0o44XYKQyt
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcQtElK9YY
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpCthc5Z5b
「都係。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcMVJmbTq8
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7FxMoialG
她深呼吸：700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj96YInB9kE
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTL9Hkwvbg
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsIF7QDpFz
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQGRoEjdge
「嗯？」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeuKKUUiIY
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGN5Sh9Bge
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vH1wmCEeS
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKek4m1oUy
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtBSxQLwXL
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlyveMxptP
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWbEOg9MeQ
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeeh7FIu2c
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6Ne9ooUZM
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPnQ8Z5f2i
變咗，好似好悶咁？」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNREBXHpgq
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他們達成共識。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVS6YkbAxy
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她表達意願：700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUqV8HiRti
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2qWk2pozs
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpz1T6rRZP
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hLis7Mead
「我都唔想。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRttMacFtK
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmEI2fqB1W
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXIjxYEnx8
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAqPrGJIvr
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJDhHDnTQC
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5w6Ki7Uox
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrwiuT6WzZ
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCAJ6KREwq
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3Schn5hdN
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkep17SJDu
「係。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmMig4XLN0
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「明。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9FUMdxr7W
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkm0YlGTje
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0PqDVOQWw
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXoBydysk9
「我都係咁覺得。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbaAP74z3w
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExLK9Vgf4b
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeT15GRciGg
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbSNWrFGkH
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5d4oAjQrM
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAMqvN5Eks
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRGyQjjHsH
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOH0jie46Wk
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SO7sE7HfK
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fwa9A35iR
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5iYVCRRh8
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVPMPBBwnU
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyL7cTTRJf
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwFCUj93bR
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgEEhXtT1Q
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她點頭：「嗯。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIroTaX0a1W
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdLnrGtSrw
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFXg8pCliu
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「係，我記得。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIF8SmYEnZ2
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他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGUyS7Uo4Z
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLpDEs0Kdp
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZV7kwKhAE
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdKENtHizS
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvg94yM16H
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrqnOGeoIT
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fJJDRvvXD
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnUM7UAKqm
「係，少骨痹。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoI2y4vdIOS
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「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4ZFoXlD6n
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozUhoH6taT
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqt4dalpEHE
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKdRYHH9RV
「噢，對唔住。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKiG9Ltauy
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他摸摸她的頭。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoZyz54Zas
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他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMxmD8QJ9B
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY67jayZoi2
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyuSP6hmvZ
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGRE7e0orl
她的決心竟然在融化。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUL3o62tXl
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0oe4sHiLj
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwAyDSkx9b
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrm6xA8BF6V
「你都對我好好啊。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoA5VC26FqH
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0R7DgY18d8
「係唔錯㗎。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyWw9ZHfjf
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRuN7D8Wh5
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpQ2cay1sH
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHSvf9tdR2
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHekcuvMqYt
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOsAwxXRYg
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbSw781CQL
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡao9ZCjnJVF
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzZl7eekrp
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcc9B0f6bJ
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHYkzwNkRg
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所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx87J6WnqoY
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcc3pciGi9R
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdkPd0MnW2
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡje4C7YTdO0
「嗯，明白你意思。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79b89zzfNP
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kzUOqfl3f
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqU49qVcrAs
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKw0nY5RrRm
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3wpPpEtm5
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQLvS03alr
「我都係。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Suoet5CFU
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「咁……就好啦。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQQunQpbQX
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJuUTvmFY0
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsLeDr5giL
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說完了，之後呢？700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATxFf4EZ8S
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ884R31b1y
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxj45EnZHse
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思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vEEVjIHoS
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