「好。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDSn08Pvsi
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTv3Somi2DO
他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdWCUKGWR1
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhWqZKalHa
阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAswI7PMZn
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRZQWC0mGD
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hdOSsJK3a
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqwm72VZvY
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9V3PDZqsd9
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeWyox33US
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUUAqDsbG5
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtJYxrW3a4
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Hs1vxJknt
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkNtkhdWXU
思思明白：「好。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMNziFcGQT
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fGEulrtlG
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFclxMfpsi
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClV8PQSjmR
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVmD8omWsF
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVk2Alg4Y5
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWo9qiEkf3X
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvewyvrEE4z
阿朗首先開口：732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTXdByQ8tI
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbWuvsYzGf
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNN042RNEBo
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSgjJiVQFX
「嗯？」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWh9big8zy
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4sejuFY9t
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJ6BIGP7fp
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwA1gQ97q5
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzesbzcAxn0
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1SthJcSnp
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnvpsWl6ae
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJCE0oU8fU
「嗯。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXcJv6uLB0
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRg9mWyD9ZQ
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ry1b9YgzP
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVokS8YiV6R
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJETXOGJaU
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvyNhQKf2G
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGi20n4I6zm
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6l9uS40y3
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheTSfRMSa0
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72DKFHK6L3
「但係，我哋當然熟。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJY2z0OK6F5
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFysxVRVEP7
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURJ2f9E46t
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrw8khIXwka
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdajr3Pv2U
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl89XKlX8v4
「都係。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWlx5DmMFM
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVjc1yguNc
她深呼吸：732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6dQTd1LKO
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqnhyzDJ80
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVStqWjThu
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfG8tiKaqm
「嗯？」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaNUSXdMkE
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLQhRj2Trc
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96lm2SseXv
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMrnd9sLzS
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaiCNOTBU0
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsb9jtOkMF
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Bwawh18CV
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCK0jDizb8Q
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJRDOGyfL0
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCg5e5QXMd3
變咗，好似好悶咁？」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACQr8cjcOc
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPZXmz5s8T
他們達成共識。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvUW63eF0t
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3aKgjZZWo
她表達意願：732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4niuXC67Bi
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nU8lYY7PH
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYrbEdS9KZ
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdpB5dmoXd
「我都唔想。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtP9RaiXpGj
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90nSexKA9e
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sXK19CaaB
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKB8ivrqM5g
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqvULtSQht
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mHMvycPja
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSj7xWhFKz
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ay47nGCDP
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡje5t75lOde
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpO2GL3meJY
「係。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCHMcBy9ng
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyO6tLlpPZ7
「明。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuGAuLgALk
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpm3MgIwwf
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPpk3QlETx
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwy47z9un7T
「我都係咁覺得。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0ZG90Jb2S
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaZF4cyRgD
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZeatfiMZP
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wJsaOrjA6
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvalLtzmTi8
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxciEPUisP
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4epbdN595A
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKjeB55a0y
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKlKNnVKfs
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6OJ7sfo0q
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQD7wglf4p7
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAn0X0iFabJ
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7plHhEk1z
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvXBLqTpcY
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQy4LaK67Km
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJca8uMBVpB
她點頭：「嗯。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZn9XBlDC2
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMD0M6TMXae
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdkI7gyhT1
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhC1E98tqN
「係，我記得。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tGzMkQGSH
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGzZnAy2mp
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgo71tTMQK
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGWxSypQb3
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogn7HNZTQq
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKTMHGqaAY
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvO2sUerZr
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ494dXiPtJB
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr52p9cD7kP
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeX7OewYY9
「係，少骨痹。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5D0zYea5f6
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS41KInBgts
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrB3PHbxLxA
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSumBInNP1
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4loaOL9nn7
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSPJzQyYcj
「噢，對唔住。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQKbLZj5rn
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIf8OPMqPw
他摸摸她的頭。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurCiMuwIWJ
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJ5JqtJdqr
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzKUtZP7jW
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVjDSgIRb4
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74oIgyvCzJ
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnr73EdSmFp
她的決心竟然在融化。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyz5K8ZM2U
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvTG1Un116
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRLnteF4cH
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWVnIeYlq1
「你都對我好好啊。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOStTTqWwlF
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS977nx1yiE
「係唔錯㗎。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQIw5BkiBf
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLfbJm6EwS
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnreKBt9pFt
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTFTLWmRnp
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgKzNkaRS6
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0g5L2qxUr
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLHRMnoENg
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PM8lMir6k
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNayDaDLc6Y
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WtXUcjkHM
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LeGNzvbge
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkAevOarWA
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8SeaCTBZ2
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZ2wSTPotK
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FDZRtIPje
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoojLGwc1Q
「嗯，明白你意思。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWeBo7jGIr
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YpUG8tRt1
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJiEYNG5U6
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADJJ1Dd4Cz
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhKFav2j9v
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9x73Ufgowh
「我都係。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLCLaJsrP5
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LBid9bcJi
「咁……就好啦。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgFYAef3Vh
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4x9Ts7p1hY
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aLvDmOdth
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7MYXNtpso
說完了，之後呢？732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXBtfrCkeg
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlr6UuEX3C
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTaRAbOhDB
732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2quq35wxI
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。732Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Fq01YvuUX
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