我和日朗在一起。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbi8HNyK1Q
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他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRUwFqlsvG
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我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRz82grBpl
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他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRdOlRI3Vw
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為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gTIlvt1iN
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZccUCXFVnt
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEX6RUVqEV4
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHq1BG6KV3g
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡns2bm9gM1H
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHQfTvs3N7
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPe4GAdmE0t
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZV04im2twu
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFTCj6M3ow
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「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygrdJwi67U
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1JPFKuqs3
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSujO1ik3Fb
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xh2Mf62XY
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9g54qahZl
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我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFMCCj4id6
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可是，我受不了。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyig4lZTQxl
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDffbZGt9n
慢慢，他要求我：720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNedqFDq7N
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweeFIhG2mq
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHF6wsGGBc
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIT6P27igh
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqbqzgHp4v
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「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZhrT0SFMf
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUBB47u1xz
我開始失落。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOl6DF501XY
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我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTGfzoVrVa
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難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxSfXRyFHh
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCme3BvR5yR
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpEO8nQ5M8
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為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YDp0dfXBR
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZ6MII8GKi
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmufjMKVF5
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日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEz9o1XOcSx
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUqY41Br5Z
我不懂愛人？720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQwKK2esgv
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我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNt9GS7wfXD
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZH9gXhKDC
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡln3e3pNwhO
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係咪因為——720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjTWZMzP9g
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你唔夠愛我呢？720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7z18RkwFw
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqn3kxSlde
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaw52MUA9bU
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對，就是這樣。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jDjHG6m2U
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZc7lXN4R8u
我的心再一次與他疏離。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2aCdtnyjT
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我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60n5DcKCZd
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZHgllQzHc
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAocCwvGPH
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRXBO0XGVO
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGN0WUK7nsh
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpHqoPCqOd
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1QHn9XP0M
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SwwkA9Nr7
所以我出軌——720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVPWglL8NK
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesMPUbLZko
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhQvdx5QqU
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSiJPFil56
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3nmJg39Q4
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直到，日朗發現我出軌。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dDiisZU4I
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPoQK7YwxJ
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwunObwZgtc
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9B76Gzmo4
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAH9teAHMh
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQkw0VkeFz
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRni1t9h8j
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEIXIqGKSs
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjNYon1hiZ
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4mIBtIce5
結果，他不斷付出。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXkGkm1STa
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYvS6LhTRJ
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtBtUyuNpd
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBS4AkcGo2
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OzShCGzJ2
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujDvr2RKsU
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazsUXxDjWA
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VkXsIAzQm
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UOqOgXDBh
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8F2XVteVd
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhNDRxHfaH
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唉，真令人無奈。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55kDRAEk1p
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我有別人給我的愛了。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1NLQR6PXf
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAreP1dpae
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoCMwKAgqf
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唯有再見。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFi8TJFIvP
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再見。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTGQun2RP6
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只是，後來，我又念記他。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNfptXBrbb
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