我和日朗在一起。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRo9eAVExq
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8wxZ9Hpps
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3T4dUWgFgo
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvipLPcfQnW
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1SqjfDaYG
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetmA9khq83
他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0uES1Voox
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1153CzjmTA
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmyJptyvoe
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tfHB151Aq
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQ0NXkj4Et
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47tF9yHi1b
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJb5XXGzwe
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUg0n2i55I
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjACzBeQ6x
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZ4F3AFqpC
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ktpDkIaAX
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrH1W2h1SUV
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuhp0MQV0X
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGUv2sIqBa
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNQn3xyp05
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzOHXfxLC6
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDR5AvL0J9w
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3kMlFwxyE
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzVjCRg08M
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzfy6cdpSe
可是，我受不了。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7XDmJ2cW0
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLfqyC3Ha7
慢慢，他要求我：686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXQL4Ps85S
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUMbnSJ9VX
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOA6VI9Me9j
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzm6aC182K
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QWBB6jaVz
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetjFxmi38Q
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0V5sHw25f5
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIIN3ah9A4
我開始失落。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5uQ2veDBf
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZupMDDGsg
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pf4UkJccs
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aqv0MxeB3
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡca0AAvdDRv
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxcsGMv03v
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmmRGdF9m5
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpYTNCSENc
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfeMPj3qc6
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIZMAJB0on
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6ARWzsWx4
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JjJrxypFY
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcR4UrPRmfl
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHqRitPpxo
我不懂愛人？686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoQZOvW6Jy
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDB9RtrU1GM
我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqFMS0sjc4
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wcb2yQeso
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4MS1fomfI
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDsdOltlZK
係咪因為——686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscAIeZvZM5
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYxbb0bSAx
你唔夠愛我呢？686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqq3vFzsaB
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclLKZ8C3h1
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0hctMgelm
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT53y2HJ4wC
對，就是這樣。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJ16Mct4ub
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQ3qVX9qwL
我的心再一次與他疏離。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxPoWW3g4a
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VLGxOdQwL
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7nzw1bm5Z
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTyZN3tLvG
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yxW23MnTa
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAufRcGmFl
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsj73uManb1
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvleg6XmYs
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrAPLTNyJu
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeOAxN4rF9
所以我出軌——686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzPiJdKAFo
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyTw5XLjZz
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7aRLxKAwQ
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxP6CV3MMg
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwS4tX1LHr
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRa6AdYD3pL
直到，日朗發現我出軌。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcWRelhlo1
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXAJNpEtVv
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8jLV1cfrv
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3wp3KMGrs
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllbHRnifG5
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuPLBJsycN
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SvGweUpdB
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlv1bT0fih
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAS0UKU2eU
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2BEWWZs5U
結果，他不斷付出。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXMHUO9P6L
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3Pj1EKSig
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvryhgqWpWE
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZjh7JteOK
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4gCXGwW8g
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFyG8VGHCC
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoA5N6q5dP
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKJLWjhsqI
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEikH78ILTB
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNKt6K4rrf
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhNoTWHoZC
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZr7SK6ovoo
唉，真令人無奈。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEy753PPmjK
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmhuqEs9xU
我有別人給我的愛了。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG21lVkQ5UX
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ907ecRsPAU
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCG7FnL7sa0
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVM7Laj9eU
唯有再見。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1SRq7okVz
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybFcPhhRkD
再見。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTbx1bQm0j
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaI1MMPiak7
只是，後來，我又念記他。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXZVJLy6YL
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