Jessie
Today I went to the library again, to study for the coming exams, I had to be prepared in order not to freak out when the time comes.
And... Samuel Davies will be there.
I know he'll be there, because I know which days of the week he'll come to the library and which days he won't.
Today was Thursday, and I was sure Samuel will be here. But I was disappointed when I didn't find him in his usual place. He hasn't come today.
I sighed and tried to be positive.
Maybe he's just late. I thought.
I sat down and started studying until he comes.
I have been thinking about him all night, after thinking so much about him and everything else involving him, I knew I want him.
And I'm sure I'll ask him out, Samuel will be my fourteenth crush, but yet he'll hopefully be my last crush too.
I really hope he likes me back. Considering his previous actions towards me all these times the three of us were hanging out together, I noticed Sam takes a special caring about me, or maybe I'm wrong?
I think when he's with me and Emma, he wants to get my attention, and he talks to me as if Emma is not there at all.
So now I'm sure he likes me (maybe just as a friend for now), he enjoys talking to me, I even called him many times as an excuse to ask him questions, he was happy to help.
Sam calls me too now and then ,to ask how in doing with all those unread fiction books he has given me. He told me I'll find them useful.
He was right, there are many great books among the ones he gave me.
Today I came without Emma, because last night I had practiced how to flirt, and I will do it today with Sam. Besides Emma told me she's already busy today.
I wanted to keep my feelings a secret for a while, because I wasn't confident my friends will approve of it. They always told me I'm rushing things, they advised me to be patient.
But life is not like that, I met Sam accidentally, so like is full of those accidents. I had to take the chance, it's now or never.
"Hey" Someone said. I gasped from surprise and fear, but smiled when I saw Sam leaning over the desk.
"Hey. You scared me!" I exclaimed. Sam grinned from ear to ear and sat down beside me because the seat opposite to me was already taken.
"You were deep in thought, so I thought I should give you a little surprise" Sam said, titling his head to the side while scratching his stubble.
"Yeah I was actually thinking of all the books you gave me" I said.
"Oh. Don't worry about giving it back to me soon, take your time" He said.
He's just so cute. And kind.
"Alright, because honestly I haven't read any of the books" I admitted, biting my lip from embarrassment.
"It's all right, take your time sweetheart" Sam smiled politely.
He called me sweetheart.
"I-I'm busy nowadays, but I'll read them after my exams" I said nervously.
"I'm sure you'll do great" Sam said with a serious expression on his face.
"Thank you" I said, feeling butterflies in my stomach. Sam smiled then stared at the guy who was sitting opposite of me.
"Where's Emma?" He asked.
"She's preparing for a dinner with her mother's boyfriend" I replied. Sam's mouth formed an 'o' shape then he nodded his head and didn't say anything else about the matter.
Afterwards, Emma's absence was long forgotten, we talked, laughed, and he highlighted some important questions for the exams in some of my books.
Overall, I think my flirting practicing wasn't needed.
Sam definitely wasn't as Emma imagined him to be, he wasn't proud, or weird, he was the opposite.
Sam was kind, funny, easy to talk to, and I definitely enjoyed being with him. More importantly, he paid me attention and cared about me.
Sam was the guy every girl would dream of having him as her boyfriend. He was one of rarest guys I have ever met.
"What are you thinking of? And why are you staring at me like that?" Sam's voice snapped me back to reality. I hadn't realized I was daydreaming and actually staring at him, I felt my cheeks flush.
"I was not staring at you" I mumbled. "I was just daydreaming"
Sam stared at me for a while, but he continued marking the pages he thought were important for my exam.
After spending one entire day with Samuel, I was even more eager to make him mine. I think I don't have patience anymore. I'll go home and think of asking him out, I'll think of the pros and cons and I'll think of Samuel Davies as my boyfriend.
Patience was never my thing, so why not make a move? Before anyone else beats me to him.
But before I make any mistakes like all the previous thirteen times, I needed to think carefully about this. Patience is not my thing, yeah. But sometimes the hardest thing is the right thing.735Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gO7XKoUjE
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