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我是一座雪櫃，天生性格冷漠，有意無意冷待每個來者。嗯……這種說法不準確，對我不甚公平：每個被放置入我體內的來者本來就不需要熱情招待。它們要不垂死，要不已死。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9OZU2lmHc
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某天，主人往我身塞入一頭巨型活物。這是我首次看見主人以外、生命力旺盛的活物。我霎時沒能釐清眼前到底是甚麼狀況，本能地順應天性，乖乖張開肚皮，配合主人行動。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMNXi7DYcQ
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活物拼命掙扎，奈何最終敵不過強大的主人。牠在我體內悲泣不止，我聽而不聞，默不作聲。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXqbdtTxxi
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一星期過去，主人仍沒有放走活物。我感到奇怪：主人從未試過冷藏任何物體超過一星期。這活物到底有何特別？392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwghrQKcHP
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我偷偷仔細觀察牠——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QgV3mf07d
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「有話直言。別偷瞄偷瞥，這令我感到被冒犯。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzcjupufJB
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlTIRdfzdP
「你是誰？」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QafD7JFOU
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「長頸鹿。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1ftyPui0T
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「甚麼？」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RLVz0CFTQ
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「長——頸——鹿——」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9T5FgnO4GN
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她的不善語氣充份表達出不耐煩。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZOz75Bgvk
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68wOIL7r8K
我沒再多話，無謂自討苦吃。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEf5SFORFGT
沉默維持多日，首先耐不住死寂的是長頸鹿：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkD6cczdTdh
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNkCWsaNzj
「雪櫃。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUABc3KUdi7
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDhW9O0JrL
「我知道你是雪櫃，所以我問的是你的『名字』。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuiET8togi
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGvtNIMfLt
我深思數秒，恥感莫名生起：「我的機身編號貼在背板上。你有本事就自己往外頭看吧！」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxVBUsdKdt
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJDuVHCJxD
「你明知我沒能逃脫！」長頸鹿生氣咆哮。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYLce3yqjS
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrxh6DSt41
「別講成是我主動囚禁你——我也是被迫的！我恨不得馬上趕走你！你知道你把我撐得多痛嗎？」我按捺不住，將連日不愉快情緒發洩出來。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1nfdgMey4
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長頸鹿沒馬上回嘴。我以為牠在生悶氣，誰料牠竟報以淒涼啜泣聲。我不知所措：沒有遇過這種情況、這種外剛內柔的活物。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RpbqDl1bW
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又是一陣熬人的寂靜。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzECBlmnml
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnGLsEYYmU
事實上，我並沒有閒著，不斷在腦海反覆排練如何展開對話而不令長頸鹿感到難過。但無論我內心如何躁動，在長頸鹿眼中我仍是沉默如常，牠仍是率先打開話題的一個。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vVleMzIvv
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「抱歉撐痛了你。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXKBFaeFKW
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyxhJn4puh
「毋須抱歉——你根本無法選擇。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYiJ53lAQr
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4hLoQhABx
「如可選擇，我會回到我的故鄉去。那是一片廣闊的草原，有和藹可親的同伴、好吃的新鮮樹葉、熾熱耀眼的陽光和帶有草原氣息的涼風。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnB5ZdvNJs
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRCxIYjhzl
「我知道甚麼是『同伴』、『樹葉』、『陽光』、『涼風』，但我想像不到這些東西湊合在一起會是何樣光景。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GzN8AFwF1
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCvU5euomC
「美好的，幸福的，快樂的。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsSPnJEVD2
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlvaEcL1Ae
「我希望自己有幸能夠親身體驗。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPT3h5arDD
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9WF2h93xL
「如可離開這鬼地方，我定會帶你去草原。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjliusHJL8
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「噢！謝謝你！」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkW6YXUFVB
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVi3GodjD0L
長頸鹿告訴我很多關於草原的事情，聽得我如癡如醉。惟牠問及我的故鄉時，我卻支吾帶過：冷冰冰的工廠，不值一哂。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbVcQ1wuvX
我著實不理解自己的心態：明明長頸鹿把我撐痛，四個蹄印深陷我身內壁，但我偏偏習慣了牠的存在。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYd1N11kINC
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWhctYXML9
我討厭這種感覺——我彷彿不再完整，不得不依附牠這外物。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAkCTXd8Lf
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYFLbY2WGB
我故意減少與長頸鹿的交流。牠很快就察覺異樣，問是否牠說錯話惹我生氣。看牠眼水汪汪，我不忍撒謊推卸責任，坦言對牠存有心理依賴。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKBBEHMCvb
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJMnY3bjTI
「那的確不是好事情。」長頸鹿幽幽回應。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5StzTKrooH
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4IQQ31FBD
沉默再次維持好一段日子，久遠得我開始懷疑自己不曾與長頸鹿交談過：那些快樂心動時刻不過我的妄想。迷惘之時，一道光打破我的思緒——廚房燈亮起，主人來了。他哼著輕快童謠往我走來，打開我的肚皮，手勢純熟拉著長頸鹿的腿往外抽拉。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaowm15jTe3
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1znJ7wNcJK
長頸鹿拼命掙扎，如牠剛來之時。奈何牠被雪藏多日，加上未曾進食和補充水份，體力明顯遠遜從前。不消數分鐘，勝負已分。被拖離我身的一刻，牠使盡最後一口氣對我笑著說：「我的名字是『芝華芙』。」說罷，牠雙眼反白，四蹄無力，軟癱在地。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX73Wz3mmtY
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPyxnGDc8c
主人輕蔑一笑，將芝華芙拖離廚房。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthCrTgHv4V
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就這樣？392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvTZMqEZ9o
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芝華芙就這樣徹底離開了我？392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRIBpA4kBy
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGH5ATloWq
太突然！我接受不來！392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lccyCdCKF
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8P3mbCsg6
無能無力無奈之感頃刻間壓垮我。我沒法專心工作，偶爾發出奇怪哀嘆聲，時而失神鬆開肚皮。主人為我更換零件及添加「雪種」。他說雪種能助我平服心情，回到當初那種對世界漠然的狀態。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ504vUee38g
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「冷淡漠然，孰好孰壞？」我問主人。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitm5HTR907
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「視乎你的承受能力。」主人淡然說。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGur4Nx3nmr
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqw9h1h00MS
「我不肯定自己是否承受得來。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4EOINJ5Gp
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「那就別去嘗試。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyciSmVdpu
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMepWrY443
我的世界重歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時亦失去其他情感。整個腦袋空白空虛空洞。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71IrAxCtlT
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpdxMXhDvR
心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得迷惘。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SZ9gfq8i6
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe57877WAVK
生活順利嗎？順利得乏味。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XHSkKMvPa
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3R5EVPFKif
偶爾憶起芝華芙口中的草原——獵豹捕獵時的速度與狠勁，大象與小象的深情對望，白犀牛與黑犀牛的異同，日落的壯麗與宏偉……當初我聽得癡醉，如今索然無味。因為我的心態不同了，抑或是令我著迷的並非草原，而是興高采烈描述草原的芝華芙？392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvyyScJsFp
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也許是。也許不是。無從考究。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeq3S3QVo8
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繼續冷漠，繼續空洞。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZxsFVWqa9
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繼續迷惘，繼續乏味。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNo80WrMy6Q
主人又帶來一頭巨物。牠的個子沒有長頸鹿那麼高佻，看來比較肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子，模樣怪趣。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UMqY5qy7p
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以為主人和巨物會有一場惡鬥，誰料巨物非單沒有絲毫掙扎之意，甚至乖乖依循主人指令走入我體內。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcf4SJZFJ9
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「你好。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMwrWWJodN
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我沒有搭理牠。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8astRrEi4G
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1APbu77AL
「我是一頭象，名叫『埃妮芬』。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lfZvrqbuq
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uslYQFgsV
牠不察覺我的沉默，繼續興致勃勃自我介紹。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCaSSchSUn
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「我今年六歲，懂得用鼻噴水。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50zJhTboCL
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHLmKbN3Bz
「請你放心，我不會在你體內噴水——我知道水對你身體有害。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7blBXVaHA
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3B0u2FZuu
「這對彎彎的白色東西不是角，是牙。很多人類都說我的牙長得很好看，鐵定價值連城……」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIy0Mg5TFT
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuq90r1ESt
我敢不住白了埃妮芬一眼——牠真的很煩！392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4ObUsPUAm
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWCUo9U85O
但我保持沉默，不欲跟牠有無謂交流。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53J6RXIIeU
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElEErXWva0
夜深，埃妮芬倦極入睡。我望著牠的睡相，驀地憶起芝華芙，平靜的心緒再度泛起漣漪。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrkMc4loFK
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuyUeISnPT
芝華芙留給我的最後一句話就是牠的名字。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIPI13Ytsk
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdncdGEDkf
在生死關頭，牠想要留給世界的就只有牠的名字。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVABgE1ql2j
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21fj8HMomA
牠的名字——芝華芙——令牠成為獨一無二的存在。芝華芙是長頸鹿，芝華芙是草原，芝華芙是美好、幸福、快樂。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TrRN1La4z
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芝華芙曾問及我的名字，我當刻無法告訴牠。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wJRrciqey
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SKTkj233m
不知道牠會否認為我是一個獨一無二的雪櫃？392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0dEIHMb92
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PTHCUmWfN
如果有幸再見芝華芙一面，我會問牠這個問題。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOM3gAGYSQb
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnXxJ3AjpY
翌日，埃妮芬在我體內打了個長長的呵欠，睡意難消。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqlINauGYq
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWa07l7Nfxj
「很冷呢！我很想繼續睡……」牠將自身的慵懶歸咎於我。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7jQbsKNAz
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahv0g48Ero
「你家和暖嗎？」我靈機一觸，藉此打開話題。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFvoRZRBMU
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「我家簡直熱得要命！」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnrCqK4YMk
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「你家在哪？」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVA0Hhw7pS
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「草原。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwghj8aZvQ
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「你認識名叫『芝華芙』的長頸鹿嗎？」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrYwGPLuwA
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEPDayNn7y
「認識。東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHsDyvgtlB
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzc1cE0I67d
「甚麼？」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISFRYrxUYc
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0APtklZDK
「東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKN4k0tPTz
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPxz7Go86L
「你的意思是……有六頭……『芝華芙』？」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3x0APeDls3
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKaNRthjvT
「對啊！『芝華芙』是長頸鹿群內一個極為普遍的名字。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItGvQeTopz
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我無語，感覺體內似乎有甚麼零件無故鬆脫了，混身不自然。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4xiwxpFj1
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBXgCZiVvM
「咦？不知怎地，突然覺得很熱呢！」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGssh8uV1tu
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLDBvR1p3I
我沒理睬牠，需要空間時間去整理思緒，不然會被那種莫名生起的空洞感覺壓垮。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqqHnJdsA5
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「很熱呀！快放我出去！」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3SeyG66iu
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWNjLPJGY0
埃妮芬淒厲呼救，不自控拼命蹬腳踢腿。我無視劇痛，故意緊閉肚皮——我需要一些甚麼留在我體內，減低空洞感。所以不管對方是甚麼、代價是甚麼、後果是甚麼，我都要把它留在體內。湊巧此刻在我體內的正是埃妮芬。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfeuDnSOhX
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「呀——救命！呀！救命！」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmrZLf8uka
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKgb47ExNS
埃妮芬力大無窮，終究踢開我的肚皮，離開我的身體，卷縮廚房一角，啜泣喊痛，以冒煙的長鼻輕撫焦黑脫皮的粗壯大腿。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYdwtVtUhg
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgewrn1W0R
陣陣烤肉香氣自埃妮芬身上飄來。我迷迷糊糊往埃妮芬望去——我知道自己傷害了埃妮芬，有丁點兒歉疚，但僅是「丁點兒」而已，沒能再添。是命運的錯！命運讓我遇上芝華芙，在我習慣牠以後突然帶走牠，導致我失常失控。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYECRfUb5kg
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嗯……不得不承認，那「丁點兒」在我將責任推卸予世界和命運當刻已然耗盡。我不打算向埃妮芬道歉，甚至認為牠活該如此。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlZRolInF2
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTknHUl756
埃妮芬以盈盈淚眼楚楚可憐望向我。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHWxiiqjVO
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMXOTCAVG5
我報以幽幽微笑。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6GohcPt0C
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她先是一愣，然後停止抽泣，莞爾一笑。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBiW8oG88w
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQGyCvOabx
「笑甚麼？」我不悅。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHaLD2FdBw
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU72qzcxrSx
「只能笑喔。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQE6lnt9KE
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「何解？」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFlnKVPJ1m
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「我哭累了。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESzjdMgl1E
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiA7Q0pM92B
我被她的天真無邪逗笑了，笑得開懷。我告訴她，主人在廚房某高櫃內置有一個急救箱，內有藥物，適用於處理火燒灼傷之類的創傷。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJN0s8qYgIC
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1siASbpiLY
誰料這埃妮芬有夠笨的。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN34Khq6Oj3
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aLUy6jcw1
「熱壞了的，不是把它重新冷卻就可以？」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsFqrxQaTA
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtxU4mkxzv
「你打算怎樣處理？」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrx8G3zbVI
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7hUkU3HOD
「回到你身體裡去喔！」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQH5KYOfgJ
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMK56BEQSz
我乖乖打開肚皮，示意埃妮芬進來。她嬌羞一笑，低頭卷身步進。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauuHRodD8B
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZF8miQEt3u
像嬰孩。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrFbmj105I
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZQUbpcvZ2
我全身運力，使勁製冷，給埃妮芬營造出一個舒適環境。沒過多久，埃妮芬忘卻痛楚，睡酣夢甜。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgRI1g9gCE
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpC0usb4b1
心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得寧靜。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOq4JuGICwX
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AvY2mwV6V
生活順利嗎？順利得順利。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlwW822Vgt
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGnqhNzD4r
毋須考究，毋須懷疑，毋須揣測。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghYCytoJqB
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2J6HfoXh0B
踏實。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XuIbDuqim
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0N1k55Xfp
安全感。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ih8N17dVz
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不就是如此簡單而難得嗎？392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhfZNVpOkK
由於經歷錯過芝華芙一事，我才懂得格外珍惜懷裡的埃妮芬。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQegBQLqYu
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqOi84Zej0
我溫柔向她述說昔日點點，關於主人，關於廚房，關於草原，關於芝華芙。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5FqQbWGjn
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXFiDmtXXt
「關於我的呢？」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwDV5qjLrB
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6Jk4CMvop
「現在開始記錄。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRNuFyczDG
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbN9Hp3VjAp
埃妮芬嘻嘻傻笑。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4615e1Ldsg
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPa0IzkVPO
我侃侃而談。講得多，說得深入，把心肝脾肺腎都掏給她。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiTn2udCAV
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbooAigvZpg
若問是否擔心埃妮芬會步芝華芙後塵、在毫無示警之下離開我的生命，坦白而言，我是擔心的。同時我亦知道，無論我是認真或是輕率對待埃妮芬，結果終究一樣——命運不會因為我的態度而改變，一切早已註定——要離開的，終歸會離開。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDH7BhvUeag
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfT2DQ24Zy
我唯一可以做到的就是盡興，就是讓埃妮芬了解我的心意，令她快樂，令她幸福。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJpf6d4hIM
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SHWKJKrJM
情理之內、意料之外，殘酷的一天來臨了。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcWVq72AVx
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchCRwCvO5P
主人現身。像帶走芝華芙那樣帶走埃妮芬。先是抓住她的腿，猛力往外一扯，埃妮芬連連喊痛。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaLsNx5fzF
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEvgq3QFJe
以為埃妮芬會順從如初，乖乖聽主人的命令離開我，誰料她說不捨，她說愛我，她說不要離開我。乖巧的她因而被冠以頑劣之名，順從的她因而被冠以反叛之名，無邪的她因而被建議冠以惡魔之名。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIin66X73d
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBb36v1M4fm
我竭力合上我的肚皮，不讓主人輕易將埃妮芬帶走。可恨主人偏偏就是奸狡的人類，假意為埃妮芬療傷，勸我敞開肚皮。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡye5ezKmm4r
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeobv1PEmd
理智告訴我，主人在說謊，但我還是傾向相信他，因為他是我的主人，年月早已令我習慣他、相信他、服從他。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIU35tK7a4n
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSDn8pKKhv
肚皮大開，埃妮芬被帶走。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0sXTLavsy
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarabDKYWpv
臨別一刻，埃妮芬大聲喊嚷：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqBjeINeyN
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeecrXegpZ0
不復見。埃妮芬的身影永不復見。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvbjvt9uRK
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDqANSNmyc
留下來的只有沓沓餘音——SOUL1314。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiUybCyQqY
SOUL1314？392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YRuvu64jV
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0Qw0ZL1zV
我的名字？392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXj7kqiYI7K
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiStzmCGEcA
在我額前？392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZzZ0iLlPT
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgL6O163hRu
怎麼我不曾察覺？392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KgPD0uZCp
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiM59MLEvmY
主人再次到來，為我添加雪種。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DioITtgYC
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RGSDOlqBs
我問主人：「我的名字在我額前？」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMorYXdSNpQ
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzlzNVR3vN
主人答：「是的。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXc2f5sgyTR
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXAj3PZHAb
「怎麼和我之前被告知的不一樣？工廠告訴我，我的機身編號被貼在背後。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmnx9rrUNp
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWd8sDgqD7
「工廠必須這樣告訴你，否則世界無法運行有序。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYJGIXWB0i
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyLFHqtlfz
「這是欺騙。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObi1ALapy3
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpsjVI1MF8
「別只怪責工廠——你有沒有嘗試去找找看？」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNI4F9jcJ7V
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9fJOtHNqn
「沒有。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGzlXIiiyM
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLkHv7L6Xp
「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。世間險惡，人人自顧不暇，盡力為你是情，不盡力為你是理。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQaQeEo6r3
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeYMvreptJ
我無言以對。恨不來，亦釋懷不了。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sPiIgrAfc
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡom9ModZT2q
無所依靠，無所適從。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIU0sIqlz5
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwL94mlntg
不論是誰，來吧！請帶領我、引導我！392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmwRPXFxgv
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7o9r3roedg
埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiZzyffyiz
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjo2oq2yEVq
真的嗎？我渴求的真相早已示現眼前，只怪我不曾嘗試細看？392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbECokioe1x
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYo5ZctOM7
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgQTk7HcBc
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQglzrCbMV
我也想要知道自己的名字。那會令我成為獨一無二的存在。即便在工廠以倒模形式生產出來，即便世上有數以億計同樣的雪櫃，我仍可憑藉那名字而變得獨特。多麼吸引！多麼令我振奮！392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxk9ELLdoA
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQdnNrehVd
主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakiJ8vRSKG
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9qZDig7il
我忍不住反駁：「盡力又如何？可以改變甚麼？難道你會因為我的改變而留下芝華芙及埃妮芬？」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eBKCBRYMi
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Eqpb5O5QL
「誰能斷言？」主人、芝華芙、埃妮芬齊齊放聲大笑，笑得震顫，顫成碎末，隨風消散。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTkKee2Yyz
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9KeHCYDkR
剩下的只有我。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ijRHe28n9
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2UMFQQM9p
空白空虛空洞的我。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulQ4TGVoY3
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tbzLYiBfV
神智不清的我。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5leYVg5zKV
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZy6gM91SB1
思緒紊亂的我。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFbyJtsmQN
「主人，早安。」我說。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHix2aAewJ6
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOOTsHZA5N
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話，逕自將多盒經已包裝的肉類存放在我體內。我沒趣的瞄瞄那些包裝肉，赫見盒上印有「長頸鹿」、「獅子」、「豹」、「象」、「犀牛」之類的字眼。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1NKGojBHD
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZCBwswniD
「埃妮芬和芝華芙到哪兒去了？」我心頭一涼。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrV0mt5rREp
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxE0v5vFok
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpw2zimNb8
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBNPtHVSYX
「主人，求求你！求你回答我！」我苦苦哀求。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQn9NQCVxsz
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLLC1K509o
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUkkfaVBme
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrBaBmHo3m
恨意油然而生——我乖乖侍奉多年，怎麼你毫不在意我感受？392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWupQH12TGU
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQmp3gUqQM
身體失控作響，零件脫落，主人連忙取來工具為我修理。待主人鑽進我身，全神貫注於作響位置時，我猛力合上肚皮，全力製冷，無視主人掙扎呼救之聲。不消十分鐘，我體溫已下降至攝氏零下五十度，主人失去生命體徵的同時我開始冷靜下來。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0r090KWW93
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvQ1zJKwGT
我失去一切。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cXbZKryO4
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXSlGZ5NlV
芝華芙、埃妮芬、主人，統統不復存在。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11XxU420fM
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYIuihK7LU
空白，空虛，空洞。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPc9JUDv8F
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tVdUlR8bh
埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoX3cNKhGo
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaK2CJvpsXb
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmVHXFqQAF
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVK3cexxmu
主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxPKajdgmD
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uwopD9aOk
對啊！我該要怪責自己，我連自己的名字也不曾盡力搞清楚。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqT8xKS6JoF
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YSXycwvyA
死意已決。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOfOJRWWvO
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Hf0SUGPjO
電源線與牆身插座之間隨即冒出一縷輕煙。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDiQbnTNiN
我沒有重量，飄浮半空，默默望向地面上的一個雪櫃。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElon1403To
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylwhM2ZL2T
晝白夜黑，夜黑晝白。白黑白黑，黑白黑白。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHbYx9gWcJ
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOX8gqKfrTQ
時間流逝，惡臭傳出。眾人破門而入，在雪櫃內發現男人屍體。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPILHgkql5
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屍體被帶往西方，雪櫃被帶往東面，永不復見。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSMtj0WaaJ
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有人將雪櫃分拆檢查。不明白何以它能突破機件極限去到攝氏零下五十度低溫，不明白為何雪櫃內壁有多個動物蹄印，不明白何解男人沒能踢開雪櫃門逃走。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PD2evl1DX
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那人對雪櫃著迷，沒有在工作完成後按既定程序處理它，反是偷偷將雪櫃運回家中，向妻子展示炫耀。妻子嫌它邪門，在他不在家時把雪櫃賣予收破爛的。那收破爛的又將雪櫃轉售。輾輾轉轉，雪櫃跟著數十輛舊車和其他舊電器被賣往遙遠的地方。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoD5h5GSla
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到埗後，舊車被送往別處，雪櫃和其他舊電器登上大車直往市集。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdB8ogfqK8F
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有人買它回家。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMp3oU84NC
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他媽罵他怎麼買雪櫃，電費不便宜。他塞他媽入雪櫃內，直至她沒能繼續罵。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvHva9lLpk
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLTM23vtTJ
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某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭模樣怪趣的活物——個子肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——象。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenk7spe0CF
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRg4G1pCqH
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某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭長相奇怪的活物——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——長頸鹿。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFkNw8QknG
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZL6WVeKhHj
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我似乎忘記了很多重要人事物，但我真的無法憶起半點往事。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61Bx732O5k
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算了吧。想不起也許不是壞事。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6f9pJ55akD
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生命空白空虛空洞，世界盡歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時沒有其他情感。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjAkdC7Vtd
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心境寧靜。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMf3SLPOLt
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生活順利。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7TGPATpMS
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