秋夜。與同事消遣後,有人打算到酒吧繼續狂歡,邀我同去,但我婉拒了,畢竟自己不習慣應酬,悉才飯局已然將我心力掏空。101Please respect copyright.PENANAGHu2Ln8G00
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踏入職場十多年,仍然未慣與人交流。101Please respect copyright.PENANAnMJNbkmkoG
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也許本性如此吧。101Please respect copyright.PENANA6ERhAikeEv
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討厭。101Please respect copyright.PENANA81pB7ZoHKc
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我踏上歸途。沿路街燈整齊排列,在灰黑路面各自畫出米黃圓形。柔和畫面莫名令我感到難以言喻的鬱悶。101Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5s7cJSbKU
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路經公園入口一刻,我驀地停下腳步,躲在燈光無法觸及的位置靠牆抽菸。白煙冉升,遇上越過三米矮牆的光禿大樹枝節。我有意無意抬頭望樹望煙,聯想起兒時收看的宮崎駿動畫《龍貓》。當中一幕是兩位女主角和家人浸浴時一起嬉鬧,全然不知可愛的精靈趁著月色飄往夜空。熟耳的背景音樂襯托下,畫面就此定格在夜空、彎月、白雲和茂盛參天大樹。101Please respect copyright.PENANAs69m0g4xZz
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溫馨畫面和此刻蒼涼秋意形成強烈對比。我似乎有所觸動,同時也沒法捕捉任何確切感受。千言萬語卡在胸腔間,無法出來。101Please respect copyright.PENANAqnANRMhBRW
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討厭。真討厭。101Please respect copyright.PENANAwmRaZuarta
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我無視不遠處的垃圾桶,隨意彈走未盡的菸尾巴,看它掉在路中心。隱身菸灰間的橙黃火光晦暗不明,像掙扎,像呼救,像要耗盡最後力氣對我施加詛咒。101Please respect copyright.PENANAEL16qvpIRV
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討厭。真討厭。很討厭自己經常傷春悲秋。101Please respect copyright.PENANAXGAas9QvIR
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不過就是菸屁股。101Please respect copyright.PENANAMjTcVHuZEV
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不過就是同事之間一個閒常飯局。101Please respect copyright.PENANADqrP8HIb7t
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不過就是一個平凡人不習慣職場文化。101Please respect copyright.PENANAEWdfxMVuBY
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不過就是一件沒甚麼大不了的瑣碎事。101Please respect copyright.PENANAoZPv4tgkTN
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討厭。真討厭。很討厭。十分討厭。101Please respect copyright.PENANAwNHqAszM3b
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這種無法緩解和、無法宣之於口的鬱悶……十分討厭。