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（1）死436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBUHau9GIK
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他在梳化上猛然醒來。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WIWX9prf6
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電視仍然亮著，新聞報導員正在講述關於疫情的新聞和消息。內容千篇一律，悶人又煩人。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlonwTmU36F
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他打個呵欠，伸個懶腰。雙掌使勁按壓梳化，借力撐起整個人，避免膝頭過份受力。許是在凹陷的梳化坐得太長時間，大腿和臀部均感到少許麻痺。不至於會跌倒的程度，但他下意識地一邊倚扶著傢具，一邊拖著腳步走向浴室。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZ3HpLfpcZ
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人老了，身體差了，動作遲緩了，連小便如此簡單和基本的本能也變得困難。甭提總是瞄不準便器，尿液還要是逐滴逐滴慢慢滴出來，彷彿要滴乾他的尊嚴。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqgwiUSYJP
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怎麼辦？可以怎麼辦？吹口哨吧。口吹曲子，耳邊響起熟悉的歌聲，心裡默唸自勵自欺的歌詞。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsExt7amNKv
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莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dxcXSG9uE
誰亦要經風與浪 誰遇挫敗不受傷436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRkX3rR4hy
逝去的 莫再想 路正崎嶇更漫長436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihR63L60H1
何用嘆息風裏望 寶貴光陰笑著量436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLTptIy6un
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小便後，步出浴室，再次聽到報導員的沉悶腔調。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCkVQLEOnJ
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抵不住。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCAfJ9kUiG
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他決定到公園散步。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKDCBuJ6IN
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望望手錶，是上午十時半。難怪放眼所見多是上年紀的人。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjlz89nNLH
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好福氣的，或是三五成群談天說地，或是在家傭的攙扶下散步。福薄的，或是推著購物車奔波買餸，或是顫巍巍地被送上療養院的巴士。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQFUX05YJD
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自己有福氣嗎？托賴。能走能動能講能吃，與兒孫同住。雖偶有口角，卻也沒有特別煩心事。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr22wGlkjfa
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他知道自己該要感恩，奈何始終沒能衷心感謝上天。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3FHUW3PLN
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輕嘆一聲。繼續走。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovOhzbZPcS
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQN1lta4Wz
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他不自已憶起亡妻……436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkAoqAVDbw
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三年前的夏天，她在家跌倒，傷及腿部筋骨，自此總是步履不穩，走路時偶爾會突然腳軟跌倒。兒子勸她多休息，不要外出。她明白兒子苦心，奈何整天悶在家中令她心情抑鬱，精神越益差勁。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqeksQzkSh
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他偷偷帶她到公園散步散心。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxAwiXbo49
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「我的腿康復不了，是嗎？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtT815vgY1c
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「不是。你向來身體強健，這小小傷勢不是大問題。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBsU4fteIF
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「我何時可以痊癒？我想去探望朋友。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LdIEUc07d
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「快了、快了。不用著急！」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4a9VFjoFHy
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「即是何時？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvMFZfqoRX
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「下一個夏天。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPJOKSMIVR
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她幽幽回望，驚訝丈夫斬釘截鐵交出一個確實答案——醫生也不敢斷言她會否康復。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjoQE0zbcp
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJQ4MPnmEz
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感動，明明眼前只有絕望。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYPLoNjYHR
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她的手忽爾不再無力，牢牢緊挽住丈夫的臂膀。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkWtvUzrqW
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奇蹟？希望？不。僅是信念，難以言喻的，難以理解的。他不是神、不是醫生、不是專業人士。他僅是一個脾氣古怪的躁狂糟老頭。但她就是相信他。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoV24pyAIS
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內心終於安定下來。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoM0RgfsEpG
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她沒再糾結於健康問題，開始向丈夫講述她的未來夏日大計：「探望朋友前，我要先辦一件十分要緊的事——吃『菠蘿油』！」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnza9pK4JR
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「但你的血糖……」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuXmFSogaV
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「我向來身體強健，這小小血糖問題不是大問題。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU54ChrTllZ
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他會心一笑，笑她依舊貪吃如豬。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2hml02khg
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下一個夏天到來。她的腿傷還是沒能康復，走路時拐得更嚴重。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTNS8BXzLA
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兒子送她一根拐杖。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguUZr6YQdC
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當晚，她躲在浴室裡啜泣。他沒有上前安慰，因為所有安慰說話都沒能扭轉衰老之勢，倒不如讓她盡情宣洩情緒。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuTttTnedM
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她不知道，整個晚上，丈夫徹夜無眠，眼睜睜望著天花，細聽她的哭聲，細想她的未來。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckBbRge89c
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天亮，兒子和媳婦準時離家上班去。他送孫兒到學校後，馬上回家慫恿妻子一起外出逛街。「夏天嘛！當然要吃『菠蘿油』！」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55UNDxwgkH
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妻子笑了，連忙穿上最漂亮的衣褲鞋襪，戴上最喜歡的髮夾，塗上最鮮色的紅唇膏。她沒有使用兒子送她的拐杖，因為丈夫就是世上最好的拐杖——依著他、靠著他，她安然走到今時今日的七十高齡。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZeSBHSbtt
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鐵路車站裡，人流如鯽，彷彿有股無形的強力水流在背後催促著。他懶理，繼續保持慢調，只知自己不僅是自己。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2mgrXfQQC
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終於來到馳名的冰廳，二人各點一客「菠蘿油」。不好吃，亦不是回憶中的味道。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngcKDAUO6t
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不要緊，反正「菠蘿油」僅是一個名目而已。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvaWpCs6OQ
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夫婦相視而笑。笑甚麼，不知道，大概是完成了十分重要的事情吧。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZh9lLuxgIc
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於願足矣。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAPbwvdCuz
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沒過幾天，還未開始探望朋友，她已於睡夢中悄然離世……436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0S89emdiJ0
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公園裡，樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinf4s8Rmx9
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他不動聲息，藏起思念，繼續開步走。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3fIgZqx8Q
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總得走下去，不是嗎？436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Aa2teninx
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RiZ51JnnJ
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走到涼亭，看見熟悉的棋友正在對弈。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSe88UyCk4B
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棋局中，事事分明，步步無情。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMNp2o7srs
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他專注觀賽，全然忘記身後的樹影鳥蟲。
（2）病436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wmw3sTmts
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他在床上徐徐張眼。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3qq7RE7Sc
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床褥太軟，腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfTRDM7M80
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暈眩冉退，目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者，他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPI60tPCgCR
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嗯。醫院。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycOJ5t3fEX
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接受醫生的檢查，證實無恙後，獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄，已通知兒子和媳婦，只待他們前來接送。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4bS0n9jZ9
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醫生離開後，護士也去忙別的。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwJirUUT8K
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他呆坐床上，默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回，感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀，總得要到醫院走幾趟，實屬平常不過的事情，對吧？436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoRoDIMxHM
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如他所料，兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6njCgAVq9
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱，熱昏了。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkHNkokeqK
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「那就多待在家裡避暑，不要外出四處走動。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCN8oQ18AGp
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「知道。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQFSurTWPf
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院，在街邊截下的士，直驅住所。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNwKxUbLvO
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車廂裡，二人不發一言，各自對著窗外景物發愣。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8muJypgM6K
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沒有怨氣或鬱結，只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RnqFMFJCs
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs33NiRsRfm
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兒子倏忽開口，神色惘然。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qmOwjQoth
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「我有末期肝癌，剩半年壽命。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhJSTEAjVX
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「她知道了沒？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbcoIdHmDt
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「不打算告訴她。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SJWXm1QUv
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3u5WT45XB
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兒子笑而不語。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMQz8S0Wf5
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他愣住片刻，良久才道：「明白。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4bEe7ITlr
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊，以示感謝。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMksDGatq9
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲，逕自到浴室洗澡去。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATAv50Qb1O
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蒸氣瀰漫，看得見，抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始，也抓不著終結。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGl2muurb0W
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來，沒能選擇長大與否，沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛，沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死，全是沒能選擇的。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZcgA6dC5s
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翌日，兒子和媳婦如常上班，孫兒如常上學，家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8lGsMRO6K
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他決定到公園走走。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHSH7a31eJ
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsqI9rMgFZ
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此樹是否去年那樹？此鳥是否去年那鳥？此蟲是否去年那蟲？要緊，不要緊。在意，沒能在意。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6beQO5KlV
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幽幽踏步，皆因內心焦躁。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0JeqHZLPE
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來到涼亭，棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他，感到難過。他認為無論難過與否，該死的時候總得要死。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyvsCVajVg
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全場一片默然。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE86CUME9OF
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFnkri7682
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不要問為何。不要問感受。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCY7mWRtQL
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebdel1IN67
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正午，他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午，孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦，他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間，一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上，被匆匆推送入急症室深處。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufPhjaQXcH
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBNwTgYdEh
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站，然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久，醫生步出急症室，宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeqyCgJt0U
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPiNvmmy0D
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然，皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftk7Rar3gB
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「爺爺，很熱啊！」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3x9ZyEygut
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「嗯。」對於眼前一切，他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuV7LEykqW
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晚餐後，兒子在露台抽菸，媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子，五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟，此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1pNN1aSxo
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跳跳跳，有節奏地跳個不停，像心臟。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mNAC04hso
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心臟停止跳動當刻，棋友有何感受？掛念未完的棋局？掛念急症室外的男女親友？436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsN5vR357gG
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他的目光不期然瞄向露台，看著兒子呼出個個煙圈，圈圈復圈圈，冉升消散不復見。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrV8OoK3Mh9
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不復見。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCWRMBkYTs
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他莫名的被深深憾動。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cbvgR2BuL
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走到兒子身邊，告知棋友的死訊。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYP1p0qti9
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毋須明言，兒子已猜測到他的用意。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfILFwO8LF7
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「我不怕死。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4tZIMqsMr
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕，只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8RTHsZHSL
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「你有沒有想要完成的事？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0mosQ8Qo8
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「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqy8DnGV6W
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「她的叮囑？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NdCbmju21
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「不。她離開得太突然，我沒機會問她，只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHyKcNTSaZ
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「別傻！她不願看見你耿耿於懷！」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZj04hzNzX
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「她沒這麼說。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujXF9QJ00Q
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兒子苦笑，笑他彆扭。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqS4OgicubX
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再次不了了之？他以為是，直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWPzdaLNd3
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無論大家怎樣勸說，兒子依然不願接受治療，堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmO4s3vxlF
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半年後，兒子沒死去。一年後，兒子仍活著。三年半後，兒子依然沒斷氣。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRvCQ1bySH
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問何解。醫生說原因不明，但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzmfNHwwsA
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離開醫院、歸家路上，兒子和他拐到公園散步去。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaApVev57H
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPqWnLuYLQ
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「你多活了三年半。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnretRJm4em
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntejCux6O5
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「想繼續吃？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAftMa0LzHV
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6s3euSfp1A
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒，希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子，在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後，才重回職場繼續拼搏。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayK95Qg4Gt
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他為兒子衷心高興著，亦感謝上蒼的好生之德，沒有帶走……436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwVy9DB7w7
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兒子呢？436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJe9sCV8o7
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZobVHIpaBV
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啊！記起來了。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPG0JkcOA5u
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外，下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊，沒能重回職場，沒能享受期待已久的夏日。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRBBknsToJ
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果然。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6emuFlsFT
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvc3oNjgcf
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中，他繼續走。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWrU9b9XNO
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。
（3）老436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiTnB2bw01
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他在搖搖椅上猛然醒來。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkPPaVWdTR
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望望掛鐘，七時半。該要喚醒孫兒。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqhHKbDDhk
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輕敲孫兒房門，不聞回應。推門內進，不見孫兒身影。房內枱櫃床鋪依舊，掛牆照片卻變了樣——相中人稚嫩不再，五官英氣。他頓時意會到孫兒早已不再是黏人的小孩子，不需要他的照顧。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HWS3rKie0
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若有所失。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswpfM07hYh
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到公園散心吧。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeQewD5F6y
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuC3tHsbpW
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憶起跟妻子慢步於蟲鳴之中，憶起與兒子傻傻追尋鳥叫源頭，憶起和孫兒偷偷在樹身刻字。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFq945Rvy9K
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離開緩步徑，闖入樹林。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfAccqBhB3
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找樹。找到那樹。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJFnI2Ismi
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不，不是它——因著樹身變得粗壯，刻記模糊難辨。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLu1JFlL5tz
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOykRgigRu
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjvleWhk1q
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不願意。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRcF2rgufU
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想逃。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrehbCqmGCW
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逃！436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0B6K8B6l8
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逃出樹林。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yPUpjMvLw
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彷如隔世。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIH9OKqL4W
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陽光刺眼，氣溫熬人。不是回憶裡的現實。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQXs2pTN0D
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倏忽忘了路，忘了如何走下去……436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaqQKGGiIC
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一青年步入警署。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWdtRlT4xc
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「你是誰？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nsD8YLHf7
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「我是你的孫兒。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoIgkOI8eb
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「嗯……」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYid513Py3
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「爺爺，回家吧。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkyCn60od8
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「嗯……」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf97x0eCzGX
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家。他在搖搖椅上搖著、搖著，天花燈在眼前晃著、晃著，孫兒在廚房裡頭忙著、忙著。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBZqAp0fKC
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一切近在眼前，卻又無比遙遠。反觀那些遠在天邊的，竟顯得如此接近。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDevwAmx92
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是否忘記了甚麼？436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo08XPCpIFa
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目光無意間落在緊閉的主人房房門上——何解兒子沒有一起吃午餐？436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmssyjZewD
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輕敲主人房房門，不聞回應。欲推門內進，卻發現房門上鎖——自己被兒子嫌棄了嗎？436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrBAVGYNAj
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激動。拍拍拍，踢踢踢，吵吵吵。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpnGZv5Hzu
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「快開門！我要跟你聊天！快開門！來！快開門！」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAxi1FDOux
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孫兒應聲衝出廚房，上前阻止他吵鬧。拍門的手轉而搥打孫兒。孫兒逆來順受，硬生生吃痛。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCduAZSVRi5
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「爸爸不在房間裡。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IlxrDqYTO
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「你騙我！他一定在裡面！」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJMLGfDTP2
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「爺爺，你看看掛鐘——爸爸尚未下班，還在公司。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvujExw7GKx
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未下班？在公司？他瞄向掛鐘——的確未到兒子下班時間。可是總覺得有甚麼不對勁……436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPr49uz2W5
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見他愣住，孫兒馬上抓緊時機分散他的注意力：「爺爺，不如一起到公園散步。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OAhs3Yg1a
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFt6FybSnz
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他享受沿路的樹影鳥蟲，孫兒只著眼於面前的佝僂身影——希望他忘記剛才的亂局吧，那就不用向他解釋家庭現況……436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnj6oill2h
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爸爸癱瘓後，媽媽獨力扛起家庭重擔。數年以來，乳臭未乾的孩子、癱瘓的丈夫、腦部日漸退化的家翁以及工作壓力狠狠將她壓垮。她捱不下去，離家出走。爸爸難以接受愛妻的絕情，一直鬱鬱寡歡。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXC4lDsMtI2
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某個深夜，忽聞爺爺自言自語。起床查探，驚見爺爺對著垂頭不動的爸爸侃侃而談。窗戶半掩，冷風吹得爸爸頭髮凌亂，臉色慘白。滿房遍地都是涼透的菸屁股。淡淡的菸味在鼻腔彌留不散，卻偏偏嗅不出半絲生命的氣息……436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfqaTHoboK
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWV7Cmjp8a
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「不用發愁啊！」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmIrOUKkZp
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「你知道我在愁甚麼？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUxeS4uY9d
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「考試成績嘛！」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZElXl6fpJ
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「對！我就是擔心考試成績！」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLh6YY29IBs
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「傻孩子！考試只是人生的一小部份，毋須將成績看得過份重要！」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffINirAO70
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「嗯，我知道了……」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVSkMN4Hct
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孫兒唯唯諾諾，以假笑作結。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyak1HjxxE
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結伴走了又一段路。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbXgGQz57G
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他望望孫兒——像曾經的兒子，也像曾經的他。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZbrqwPFNM
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憶起關於兒子的一切，憶起關於自己的一切。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XMGSZvStI
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希望孫身兒能夠好好活下去，活得比兒子好，活得比他好。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVQ5SMIFX1
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絕不能重覆亡妻與兒子的錯誤，留下一堆永遠沒解的執著予孫兒。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyy7IteqyNy
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKIcoFXSeH
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「不用發愁啊！」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieVEGD8ww6
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「爺爺放心！考試而已，難不倒我！」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fJ8IYwb96
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「對於考試也好、爺爺也好，如果你累了，就乾脆放下吧！」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumUv078Rr1
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他淡然一笑，笑孫兒長高長肉不長大。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNbLSbvq5a
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孫兒傻了眼——他是真瘋或是假傻？436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6HnDRm20w
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沒待孫兒辨清真假，他已然幽幽踏步開步走。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauilBwNmW2
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孫兒沒有追上。知道自己該要追上，但雙腳偏偏誠實地佇立原地——多麼希望爺爺可以從此消失。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEkQaim1eV
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佝僂身影幽幽遠去，沒入婆娑樹影當中不復見。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLmmykrr08
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鳥繼續叫，蟲繼續鳴，不過往後的夏天從此走了調。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKxlpnGDoj
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沒有在意的人，沒有在意自己的人，無論願意不願意。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5vug6LZXz
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。慢慢記起很多，慢慢忘記很多。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4dYAtXWux
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忘記為何自己會獨自一人走在樹林當中。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6tB67Mrks
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找樹？找不到那樹。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7Br4aQZCf
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Lk6HI25AL
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwVfEC84eW
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願意。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0kQpB3ziD
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無謂白花力氣去逃避。無人能夠逃過生老病死。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWa5n8WS3Po
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身累，心累。就此停下來，可以嗎……436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgLTPo1fak
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一青年步入醫院。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAaLUYu6DD
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「你是誰？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOHuGAqzol
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「我是你的孫兒。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7aGpTPxgM
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「嗯……」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgemFzH6BbO
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「爺爺，回家吧。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bFCyDHCg6
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「嗯……」
（4）生436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rFbcPSt1B
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他在輪椅上猛然醒來。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6X7v93XWMw
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzggC1yL8k
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爺孫二人身處公園大道上。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMU3ZXfVkrz
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「口渴嗎？來，喝些許清水吧！」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWi6mh4tO0
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孫兒停步，從背囊掏出保溫水壺，欠身將插於壺嘴的飲管置於他雙唇之間。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEtKeXippS
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他沒有吸吮。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIxOy0YqBn
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孫兒保持這姿勢好一會，惟見他沒反應，也只好收起水壺。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyS851ygx4
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罷。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4hZdexhNL
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mDqmjYsMU
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他覺得這地方很眼熟，卻又苦苦想不起更多關於這地方的回憶。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jJ5mPoCj3
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不要緊。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NqMtRY5Wi
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反正該是不重要的事情——自己寶刀未老，才未糊塗得忘記重要事情。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvT3eZHvac
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他仍是那個身體健康的他，每天為養活妻兒勞碌奔波。妻子貪吃，尤愛「菠蘿油」，於是他偶爾會帶她到冰廳享用下午茶。兒子是個單純正直的小孩，深信「一分耕耘，一分收穫」，於是他一直暗暗為兒子籌謀、護航……他很自豪，自覺是個好丈夫、好爸爸。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJE3IVtP9D
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嘴角輕揚。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vOFEp3fDe
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一。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBjsHYyNYU
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那抹難以察覺的微笑僅維持了三秒。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAp6f2hLGU
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三秒後，他忘記了前三秒的快樂，正如他忘記了大半生的重要人事物。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyfljIruw3
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要緊的，不再要緊。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsqQxbKFB2
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罷。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvSe05gDE9
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5x7hdKhBet
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循著鳥蟲之聲，他的眼珠子微微往上瞄。葉間隙縫的陽光誘人卻刺眼。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXtXyBU27l
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輪椅一直前進，映入眼簾的紛亂光影不斷交替、退去、消失。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqtXwwH6kU
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在最後的最後，他眼前只餘一盞佇立於公園外的交通燈。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCypwzyn4a
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紅燈。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7n9Gpl5K3
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「爺爺，這可能是我們最後一次一起逛公園。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNq4me4X9MA
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孫兒彷彿自言自語。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWrgK9C3jW
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綠燈。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFwKK8UcCn
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孫兒沒有開步走。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYHjL52jgR
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紅燈。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFw9s14WLB
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「爺爺，我日後會盡量抽時間去探望你。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCG8uW5p5Wr
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孫兒彷彿對空氣許下諾言。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GLcotahdJ
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綠燈。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrZzaJllUc
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孫兒仍然沒有開步走。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEqnam8mb5
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紅燈。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKkARldxVF
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「爺爺，你會怪責我嗎？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbpV0BmGPL
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孫兒問空氣，縱使知道空氣沒能回應。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQPMiJrru5
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綠燈。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfViBVy4r1A
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「爺爺，放心。我會努力繼續走。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHcnUy43NP
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孫兒抿抿雙唇，藏起憂思，推著輪椅開步走。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzlJ5Avx5j
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總得走下去，不是嗎？不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdd17VQu0x2
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這是從他身上學懂的。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLK1jYrfYQ
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一生受用。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3oeEyadLi
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「爺爺，謝謝你。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMC9jEDcsVF
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孫兒的話猶如耳邊風，進不了他的耳，到不了他的心。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXxJEC3fc5
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要緊的，其實不要緊。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7ftrbAqp6
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罷。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUAfNEwLvV
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他被送上安老院專車。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53RfIowpSO
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車窗外，無光街燈迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9tHkt5vS5
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腦海裡，無數樹影鳥蟲交替、退去、消失。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYwCNq0Zh6
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他被動地遠離昔日一切。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9tZaL7hvD
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要緊的，不再要緊。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbG0oJ9q3Y
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他克盡己任，沒有遺憾。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rZ4bqTfzr
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他忘記前塵，沒有執著。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmx6cMbxQIL
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有如被踐踏的梳化，有如被點燃的香菸，有如被吞吃的「菠蘿油」。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42w1l46ZNZ
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毫不在意未來的每個夏日。
註：436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhUiQDow0F
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***創作概念：人生四苦——生老病死——免不了，唯有盡量好好面對和處理，令苦痛時間減短。人到晚年，對四苦感受尤深。死，可以由身邊同輩身上深切體會到；病，也許是身體發出的一個警號，提醒你要珍惜光陰和重要的人事物；老，可說是身體的老去，也可以說是精神上的成長；生，沒有永恆的生命，只得將自身的經驗和知識傳承予後代。好好面對和處理四苦，是其中一種令生命變得圓滿和有意義的方法。
