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（1）死325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGb3rtfhNp
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他在梳化上猛然醒來。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLTjPSZ2yH
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電視仍然亮著，新聞報導員正在講述關於疫情的新聞和消息。內容千篇一律，悶人又煩人。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQg7hSKPWIV
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他打個呵欠，伸個懶腰。雙掌使勁按壓梳化，借力撐起整個人，避免膝頭過份受力。許是在凹陷的梳化坐得太長時間，大腿和臀部均感到少許麻痺。不至於會跌倒的程度，但他下意識地一邊倚扶著傢具，一邊拖著腳步走向浴室。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWehwZxuWFt
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人老了，身體差了，動作遲緩了，連小便如此簡單和基本的本能也變得困難。甭提總是瞄不準便器，尿液還要是逐滴逐滴慢慢滴出來，彷彿要滴乾他的尊嚴。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqaZ9E1lFF
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怎麼辦？可以怎麼辦？吹口哨吧。口吹曲子，耳邊響起熟悉的歌聲，心裡默唸自勵自欺的歌詞。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGwCZPA3fy
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莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rtCd9C75E
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何用嘆息風裏望 寶貴光陰笑著量325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJQqyQxuEm
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小便後，步出浴室，再次聽到報導員的沉悶腔調。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8cYgA7al2
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抵不住。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzJioaaU1Q
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他決定到公園散步。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRI5wiXrDs
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望望手錶，是上午十時半。難怪放眼所見多是上年紀的人。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYZBiKOwxh
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好福氣的，或是三五成群談天說地，或是在家傭的攙扶下散步。福薄的，或是推著購物車奔波買餸，或是顫巍巍地被送上療養院的巴士。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5feNUwY1nY
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自己有福氣嗎？托賴。能走能動能講能吃，與兒孫同住。雖偶有口角，卻也沒有特別煩心事。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxv9Oyo6JN
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他知道自己該要感恩，奈何始終沒能衷心感謝上天。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcNzkC3GLa
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輕嘆一聲。繼續走。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5c6Jx0Mqjh
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNt8QVYhdRB
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他不自已憶起亡妻……325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QmrCeDH2z
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三年前的夏天，她在家跌倒，傷及腿部筋骨，自此總是步履不穩，走路時偶爾會突然腳軟跌倒。兒子勸她多休息，不要外出。她明白兒子苦心，奈何整天悶在家中令她心情抑鬱，精神越益差勁。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqZj2XIryk
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他偷偷帶她到公園散步散心。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTPTGulam4
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「我的腿康復不了，是嗎？」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6HsaKhHXM
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「不是。你向來身體強健，這小小傷勢不是大問題。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVYQCZbMND
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「我何時可以痊癒？我想去探望朋友。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡys6vqMEqRC
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「快了、快了。不用著急！」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswxUox0YEd
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「即是何時？」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOUnqOohod
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「下一個夏天。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFFzeZdjyX
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她幽幽回望，驚訝丈夫斬釘截鐵交出一個確實答案——醫生也不敢斷言她會否康復。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3sprtJj2k
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pygYAF30H
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感動，明明眼前只有絕望。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YoA3EjyAj
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她的手忽爾不再無力，牢牢緊挽住丈夫的臂膀。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtOn1Q4dy6
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奇蹟？希望？不。僅是信念，難以言喻的，難以理解的。他不是神、不是醫生、不是專業人士。他僅是一個脾氣古怪的躁狂糟老頭。但她就是相信他。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHqBx8tIXN
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內心終於安定下來。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HgkgadYZe
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她沒再糾結於健康問題，開始向丈夫講述她的未來夏日大計：「探望朋友前，我要先辦一件十分要緊的事——吃『菠蘿油』！」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvVgPGi08s
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「但你的血糖……」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDL6g5pkvlx
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「我向來身體強健，這小小血糖問題不是大問題。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRaOEiaTQ4
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他會心一笑，笑她依舊貪吃如豬。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOjb5PtozJ
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下一個夏天到來。她的腿傷還是沒能康復，走路時拐得更嚴重。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxdFenWJzl
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兒子送她一根拐杖。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXI4gfd50OY
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當晚，她躲在浴室裡啜泣。他沒有上前安慰，因為所有安慰說話都沒能扭轉衰老之勢，倒不如讓她盡情宣洩情緒。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUFNp2EzpY
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她不知道，整個晚上，丈夫徹夜無眠，眼睜睜望著天花，細聽她的哭聲，細想她的未來。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0M8HQJg1E4
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天亮，兒子和媳婦準時離家上班去。他送孫兒到學校後，馬上回家慫恿妻子一起外出逛街。「夏天嘛！當然要吃『菠蘿油』！」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjL1uIIkRsF
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妻子笑了，連忙穿上最漂亮的衣褲鞋襪，戴上最喜歡的髮夾，塗上最鮮色的紅唇膏。她沒有使用兒子送她的拐杖，因為丈夫就是世上最好的拐杖——依著他、靠著他，她安然走到今時今日的七十高齡。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡle9gVPAc6E
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鐵路車站裡，人流如鯽，彷彿有股無形的強力水流在背後催促著。他懶理，繼續保持慢調，只知自己不僅是自己。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyQfqQBsIQ
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終於來到馳名的冰廳，二人各點一客「菠蘿油」。不好吃，亦不是回憶中的味道。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfkWIW3ATV
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不要緊，反正「菠蘿油」僅是一個名目而已。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawzPckxFXm
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夫婦相視而笑。笑甚麼，不知道，大概是完成了十分重要的事情吧。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QD8Aa5eOv
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於願足矣。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCtHdXU1dQ
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沒過幾天，還未開始探望朋友，她已於睡夢中悄然離世……325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIdwASEBGq
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公園裡，樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSOKATT2fA
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他不動聲息，藏起思念，繼續開步走。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCsmYhwstz
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總得走下去，不是嗎？325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDAdJbTd2T
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVimNtP0Dp
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走到涼亭，看見熟悉的棋友正在對弈。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwjSb9E7H1
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棋局中，事事分明，步步無情。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1meQfdMRlx
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他專注觀賽，全然忘記身後的樹影鳥蟲。
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他在床上徐徐張眼。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98fMbUz0VC
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床褥太軟，腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcegflo8Zv
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暈眩冉退，目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者，他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJQWqw9xLI
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嗯。醫院。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALFUJpJVyH
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接受醫生的檢查，證實無恙後，獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄，已通知兒子和媳婦，只待他們前來接送。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzUHurgHf7
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醫生離開後，護士也去忙別的。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmwAZU4cbY
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他呆坐床上，默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回，感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀，總得要到醫院走幾趟，實屬平常不過的事情，對吧？325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYfn0jVstC
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如他所料，兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jxEnMgMmx
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱，熱昏了。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEOTgiJTBg
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「那就多待在家裡避暑，不要外出四處走動。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwqXmnhvIk
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「知道。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJF0CmUXUW
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院，在街邊截下的士，直驅住所。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vtrkkcqBz
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車廂裡，二人不發一言，各自對著窗外景物發愣。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToDmJfIEHK
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沒有怨氣或鬱結，只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgqswgoKHu
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJs1lmxa7f0
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兒子倏忽開口，神色惘然。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3esoMWU9a
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「我有末期肝癌，剩半年壽命。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbU1v7sOFa
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「她知道了沒？」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrEajqpDzp
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「不打算告訴她。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDYasdVAhx
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療？」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMd5WI0QFyY
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兒子笑而不語。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSXhifSbTL
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他愣住片刻，良久才道：「明白。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaiDR1yviV
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊，以示感謝。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeD4hIeJ2F
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲，逕自到浴室洗澡去。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoG5o7XkLm
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蒸氣瀰漫，看得見，抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始，也抓不著終結。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElUdrqchin
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來，沒能選擇長大與否，沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛，沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死，全是沒能選擇的。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbCXOlkCDl
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翌日，兒子和媳婦如常上班，孫兒如常上學，家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSxLMLKpbz
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他決定到公園走走。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ChLyGq581
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtMEgbm9T9
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此樹是否去年那樹？此鳥是否去年那鳥？此蟲是否去年那蟲？要緊，不要緊。在意，沒能在意。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeNuFjR6OF
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幽幽踏步，皆因內心焦躁。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuUfoUirr8
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來到涼亭，棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他，感到難過。他認為無論難過與否，該死的時候總得要死。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIrTYqPY5e
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全場一片默然。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGFKOPUF4x
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6AtnErEGw
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不要問為何。不要問感受。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjR3Cly6rMH
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Xxxe0XdJk
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正午，他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午，孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦，他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間，一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上，被匆匆推送入急症室深處。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgESujhbcaW
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJZq85IpMD
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站，然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久，醫生步出急症室，宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIe622HKkLP
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FzQzt6fdN
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然，皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfMR7qMsr1
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「爺爺，很熱啊！」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuN0SHsVDhe
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「嗯。」對於眼前一切，他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSjcYKuovw
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晚餐後，兒子在露台抽菸，媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子，五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟，此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIViboSBoA4
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跳跳跳，有節奏地跳個不停，像心臟。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBwBcGsAzq
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心臟停止跳動當刻，棋友有何感受？掛念未完的棋局？掛念急症室外的男女親友？325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3CzHBZsdC
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他的目光不期然瞄向露台，看著兒子呼出個個煙圈，圈圈復圈圈，冉升消散不復見。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkc7eSwbt1
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不復見。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6o7XBaQ5w
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他莫名的被深深憾動。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjdpjNyuCP
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走到兒子身邊，告知棋友的死訊。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCMa1dOMD8
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毋須明言，兒子已猜測到他的用意。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31LqvCqfWR
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「我不怕死。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStwWOMrHSU
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕，只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1l0r2ZqRO
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「你有沒有想要完成的事？」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXVkpl58zd
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「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvan1xxxsts
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「她的叮囑？」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWC6ZnzOGa
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「不。她離開得太突然，我沒機會問她，只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzcowAMw8w
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「別傻！她不願看見你耿耿於懷！」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKHl1nx0fe
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「她沒這麼說。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9tWZ1EZ1u
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兒子苦笑，笑他彆扭。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFK2osaCro
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再次不了了之？他以為是，直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhLDOVpqG3
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無論大家怎樣勸說，兒子依然不願接受治療，堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡci6XOcMRaw
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半年後，兒子沒死去。一年後，兒子仍活著。三年半後，兒子依然沒斷氣。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaE8ROp3cGl
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問何解。醫生說原因不明，但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsD5FHa83yz
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離開醫院、歸家路上，兒子和他拐到公園散步去。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYw0RBssetK
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKpmVWoPUg
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「你多活了三年半。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsl3tFnvMb
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoO6yg6ipJS
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「想繼續吃？」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8dtjr73lR
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uowHXEMc6
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒，希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子，在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後，才重回職場繼續拼搏。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PxtmiRjXq
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他為兒子衷心高興著，亦感謝上蒼的好生之德，沒有帶走……325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgW5CWPlIOX
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兒子呢？325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbStUL8srDs
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EC67UoB8B
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啊！記起來了。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmvqDklyM8
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外，下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊，沒能重回職場，沒能享受期待已久的夏日。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNG9PMxStC
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果然。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31tWdrSt1Y
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9g5OiV3dN
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中，他繼續走。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nCsT8VeYr
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。
（3）老325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUaPE8p4zE
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他在搖搖椅上猛然醒來。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5KcnnFBUU
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望望掛鐘，七時半。該要喚醒孫兒。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHE3rOLni2
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輕敲孫兒房門，不聞回應。推門內進，不見孫兒身影。房內枱櫃床鋪依舊，掛牆照片卻變了樣——相中人稚嫩不再，五官英氣。他頓時意會到孫兒早已不再是黏人的小孩子，不需要他的照顧。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwnJetLmvd
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若有所失。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmInP4diyU
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到公園散心吧。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7q8L4QibHx
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rsS450r44
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憶起跟妻子慢步於蟲鳴之中，憶起與兒子傻傻追尋鳥叫源頭，憶起和孫兒偷偷在樹身刻字。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GIEEu9Vzc
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離開緩步徑，闖入樹林。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMNqONcrAE
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找樹。找到那樹。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNzwvhoO3k
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不，不是它——因著樹身變得粗壯，刻記模糊難辨。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiVrb2vyGI
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWm8Y8uzfUm
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUiQO86w9x
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不願意。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7X6RQQjHS
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想逃。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKiMEDBp6K
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逃！325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfseqFoktO
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逃出樹林。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEaSqb4q1f
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彷如隔世。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlblvHhdgCz
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陽光刺眼，氣溫熬人。不是回憶裡的現實。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gdVe1JOlK
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倏忽忘了路，忘了如何走下去……325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7MFsuF3DT
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一青年步入警署。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxL3JvgUlHL
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「你是誰？」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrBh7PFrZ2
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「我是你的孫兒。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThuzdiPrLF
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「嗯……」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQa0XGMEEi0
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「爺爺，回家吧。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpYTHR4Jw4
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「嗯……」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DbSDa4syy
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家。他在搖搖椅上搖著、搖著，天花燈在眼前晃著、晃著，孫兒在廚房裡頭忙著、忙著。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpzcs0Oqlf
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一切近在眼前，卻又無比遙遠。反觀那些遠在天邊的，竟顯得如此接近。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQWKdqMKkJ
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是否忘記了甚麼？325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3laa0DbFMR
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目光無意間落在緊閉的主人房房門上——何解兒子沒有一起吃午餐？325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8LGXkgt7F
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輕敲主人房房門，不聞回應。欲推門內進，卻發現房門上鎖——自己被兒子嫌棄了嗎？325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaNFs6e8Um
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激動。拍拍拍，踢踢踢，吵吵吵。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3exVYVZ3DH
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「快開門！我要跟你聊天！快開門！來！快開門！」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUG0uZbH5N
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孫兒應聲衝出廚房，上前阻止他吵鬧。拍門的手轉而搥打孫兒。孫兒逆來順受，硬生生吃痛。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3Pb0WcCPM
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「爸爸不在房間裡。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRnP81XBvh
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「你騙我！他一定在裡面！」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAXAYHyRNR
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「爺爺，你看看掛鐘——爸爸尚未下班，還在公司。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9cgpJM37u
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未下班？在公司？他瞄向掛鐘——的確未到兒子下班時間。可是總覺得有甚麼不對勁……325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHpDrxBRUc
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見他愣住，孫兒馬上抓緊時機分散他的注意力：「爺爺，不如一起到公園散步。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTniGYqwjy
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOJttvWgeb
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他享受沿路的樹影鳥蟲，孫兒只著眼於面前的佝僂身影——希望他忘記剛才的亂局吧，那就不用向他解釋家庭現況……325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHK0RWa5Ff
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爸爸癱瘓後，媽媽獨力扛起家庭重擔。數年以來，乳臭未乾的孩子、癱瘓的丈夫、腦部日漸退化的家翁以及工作壓力狠狠將她壓垮。她捱不下去，離家出走。爸爸難以接受愛妻的絕情，一直鬱鬱寡歡。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKxxFnoDsD
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某個深夜，忽聞爺爺自言自語。起床查探，驚見爺爺對著垂頭不動的爸爸侃侃而談。窗戶半掩，冷風吹得爸爸頭髮凌亂，臉色慘白。滿房遍地都是涼透的菸屁股。淡淡的菸味在鼻腔彌留不散，卻偏偏嗅不出半絲生命的氣息……325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVmReBc6Jh
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7C3Wb3hs7
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「不用發愁啊！」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISu7qz5nwO
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他望望孫兒——像曾經的兒子，也像曾經的他。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMC0bPPlmA
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憶起關於兒子的一切，憶起關於自己的一切。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcatNeh9gS0
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絕不能重覆亡妻與兒子的錯誤，留下一堆永遠沒解的執著予孫兒。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhEikimJ8S
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「不用發愁啊！」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hRCOKVUD7
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「對於考試也好、爺爺也好，如果你累了，就乾脆放下吧！」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡta9A2rz0Nk
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他淡然一笑，笑孫兒長高長肉不長大。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxSTMNBjlj
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沒待孫兒辨清真假，他已然幽幽踏步開步走。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVdk7aCWTM
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孫兒沒有追上。知道自己該要追上，但雙腳偏偏誠實地佇立原地——多麼希望爺爺可以從此消失。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZD7jX0aof
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佝僂身影幽幽遠去，沒入婆娑樹影當中不復見。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuYAqWMR0P
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鳥繼續叫，蟲繼續鳴，不過往後的夏天從此走了調。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEVKz46Nfu
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沒有在意的人，沒有在意自己的人，無論願意不願意。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzCiF61CmV
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。慢慢記起很多，慢慢忘記很多。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FDQqCnn6z
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忘記為何自己會獨自一人走在樹林當中。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyX8ZmGmJ5
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5A7d1R12V8
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願意。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPM2pFJ8q5N
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無謂白花力氣去逃避。無人能夠逃過生老病死。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdti3r0mST
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身累，心累。就此停下來，可以嗎……325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCXbiDp3XT
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一青年步入醫院。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hFlOKWHlC
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「你是誰？」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBn87nGc8Gr
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「我是你的孫兒。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjOhxPeDUt
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「嗯……」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCWMqRTYIm
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「爺爺，回家吧。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAfJSrcDpW
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他在輪椅上猛然醒來。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvu1qqtjiM
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kphSbyDvQ
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爺孫二人身處公園大道上。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8uM6c0RnE
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「口渴嗎？來，喝些許清水吧！」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJchHEcXjbJ
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孫兒停步，從背囊掏出保溫水壺，欠身將插於壺嘴的飲管置於他雙唇之間。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMMPP0hB7F
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孫兒保持這姿勢好一會，惟見他沒反應，也只好收起水壺。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqlffhGIkH
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罷。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5oHKDoWkO
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeH9V7XaGS2
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他覺得這地方很眼熟，卻又苦苦想不起更多關於這地方的回憶。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZISRu5agLe
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不要緊。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2VsAzGw5J
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反正該是不重要的事情——自己寶刀未老，才未糊塗得忘記重要事情。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnEw849rTc
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他仍是那個身體健康的他，每天為養活妻兒勞碌奔波。妻子貪吃，尤愛「菠蘿油」，於是他偶爾會帶她到冰廳享用下午茶。兒子是個單純正直的小孩，深信「一分耕耘，一分收穫」，於是他一直暗暗為兒子籌謀、護航……他很自豪，自覺是個好丈夫、好爸爸。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPL7l1ULFU
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嘴角輕揚。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIhDtSvway
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那抹難以察覺的微笑僅維持了三秒。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcR86KCJAMz
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三秒後，他忘記了前三秒的快樂，正如他忘記了大半生的重要人事物。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOugFp25mJ
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要緊的，不再要緊。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJnYaMYPxb
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罷。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06lTumwwJI
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECn3jzwzTX
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循著鳥蟲之聲，他的眼珠子微微往上瞄。葉間隙縫的陽光誘人卻刺眼。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtI8NVV9O4
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輪椅一直前進，映入眼簾的紛亂光影不斷交替、退去、消失。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZJYKiOffq
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在最後的最後，他眼前只餘一盞佇立於公園外的交通燈。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokeM2fJaUW
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紅燈。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fIZ5lYhyx
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「爺爺，這可能是我們最後一次一起逛公園。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIkiWFbT6S
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孫兒彷彿自言自語。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYo6sUyWzI1
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綠燈。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMra21wU4vt
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孫兒沒有開步走。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5A00Zr9294
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紅燈。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOchrOJEoaN
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「爺爺，我日後會盡量抽時間去探望你。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BtVKr9iP8
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孫兒彷彿對空氣許下諾言。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI80K3E2dub
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綠燈。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8i1Y9vfZS
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孫兒仍然沒有開步走。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24XQ3ofDGv
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紅燈。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqeVpPdVBg
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「爺爺，你會怪責我嗎？」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2gkgnesbV
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孫兒問空氣，縱使知道空氣沒能回應。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xvnKnszLz
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綠燈。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPDC5vw3lK
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「爺爺，放心。我會努力繼續走。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXLImy0Gqu
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孫兒抿抿雙唇，藏起憂思，推著輪椅開步走。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp91diZTuBa
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總得走下去，不是嗎？不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3ODAN4Sa3
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這是從他身上學懂的。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsrZHvHIty
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一生受用。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjdWIwpYIA
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「爺爺，謝謝你。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYmwhdpseL
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孫兒的話猶如耳邊風，進不了他的耳，到不了他的心。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBE3vZbkj19
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要緊的，其實不要緊。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEqKOWQvOr
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罷。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMNCUbDhpu
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他被送上安老院專車。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQDhHmosBN
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車窗外，無光街燈迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOdmnPswCy
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腦海裡，無數樹影鳥蟲交替、退去、消失。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNq7jKMBEym
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他被動地遠離昔日一切。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7Dw2k9y1l
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要緊的，不再要緊。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt47SOm99nH
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他克盡己任，沒有遺憾。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55Crkj1idG
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他忘記前塵，沒有執著。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVJ7AJZfBt
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有如被踐踏的梳化，有如被點燃的香菸，有如被吞吃的「菠蘿油」。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOcvG47na7
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毫不在意未來的每個夏日。
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***創作概念：人生四苦——生老病死——免不了，唯有盡量好好面對和處理，令苦痛時間減短。人到晚年，對四苦感受尤深。死，可以由身邊同輩身上深切體會到；病，也許是身體發出的一個警號，提醒你要珍惜光陰和重要的人事物；老，可說是身體的老去，也可以說是精神上的成長；生，沒有永恆的生命，只得將自身的經驗和知識傳承予後代。好好面對和處理四苦，是其中一種令生命變得圓滿和有意義的方法。
