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我是一座雪櫃，天生性格冷漠，有意無意冷待每個來者。嗯……這種說法不準確，對我不甚公平：每個被放置入我體內的來者本來就不需要熱情招待。它們要不垂死，要不已死。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEVujLhuEY
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某天，主人往我身塞入一頭巨型活物。這是我首次看見主人以外、生命力旺盛的活物。我霎時沒能釐清眼前到底是甚麼狀況，本能地順應天性，乖乖張開肚皮，配合主人行動。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRdRS5wvF0
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活物拼命掙扎，奈何最終敵不過強大的主人。牠在我體內悲泣不止，我聽而不聞，默不作聲。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QfDKvHn4X
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一星期過去，主人仍沒有放走活物。我感到奇怪：主人從未試過冷藏任何物體超過一星期。這活物到底有何特別？391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknrlCLjqnc
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我偷偷仔細觀察牠——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiub8yoO3R
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「有話直言。別偷瞄偷瞥，這令我感到被冒犯。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18GPReRZDW
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「你是誰？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAj1uxmqC4
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「長頸鹿。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwclNINuIov
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「甚麼？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4YoGPKVea
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「長——頸——鹿——」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh94eW1lcx4
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她的不善語氣充份表達出不耐煩。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuD7dtVtYZN
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我沒再多話，無謂自討苦吃。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjiGfMY5jL
沉默維持多日，首先耐不住死寂的是長頸鹿：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1PE0Be5tO
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「雪櫃。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0u4jRxyeN
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「我知道你是雪櫃，所以我問的是你的『名字』。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETzawKkeNj
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43K10H38pM
我深思數秒，恥感莫名生起：「我的機身編號貼在背板上。你有本事就自己往外頭看吧！」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIH82yJOrN
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「你明知我沒能逃脫！」長頸鹿生氣咆哮。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoWDiTI8p1
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「別講成是我主動囚禁你——我也是被迫的！我恨不得馬上趕走你！你知道你把我撐得多痛嗎？」我按捺不住，將連日不愉快情緒發洩出來。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBqyHrXMka
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長頸鹿沒馬上回嘴。我以為牠在生悶氣，誰料牠竟報以淒涼啜泣聲。我不知所措：沒有遇過這種情況、這種外剛內柔的活物。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviH8fY3Fsu
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又是一陣熬人的寂靜。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnZYpArAVY
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事實上，我並沒有閒著，不斷在腦海反覆排練如何展開對話而不令長頸鹿感到難過。但無論我內心如何躁動，在長頸鹿眼中我仍是沉默如常，牠仍是率先打開話題的一個。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcZhFStdLv
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「抱歉撐痛了你。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqb0Q97gHwh
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「毋須抱歉——你根本無法選擇。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwHFy7HYE9
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「如可選擇，我會回到我的故鄉去。那是一片廣闊的草原，有和藹可親的同伴、好吃的新鮮樹葉、熾熱耀眼的陽光和帶有草原氣息的涼風。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41zlOuYL9s
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「我知道甚麼是『同伴』、『樹葉』、『陽光』、『涼風』，但我想像不到這些東西湊合在一起會是何樣光景。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCuZ5KTwo1
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「美好的，幸福的，快樂的。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89Hr8b127j
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「我希望自己有幸能夠親身體驗。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jwenYYYME
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「如可離開這鬼地方，我定會帶你去草原。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn19GKeaIs0
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「噢！謝謝你！」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutqK0GOvS2
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長頸鹿告訴我很多關於草原的事情，聽得我如癡如醉。惟牠問及我的故鄉時，我卻支吾帶過：冷冰冰的工廠，不值一哂。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSRoAzwfKx
我著實不理解自己的心態：明明長頸鹿把我撐痛，四個蹄印深陷我身內壁，但我偏偏習慣了牠的存在。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RImD0iz2v
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我討厭這種感覺——我彷彿不再完整，不得不依附牠這外物。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTLIDnwWiI
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我故意減少與長頸鹿的交流。牠很快就察覺異樣，問是否牠說錯話惹我生氣。看牠眼水汪汪，我不忍撒謊推卸責任，坦言對牠存有心理依賴。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShXEVMhQfw
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「那的確不是好事情。」長頸鹿幽幽回應。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpftyUNkcVW
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsp4HRmiu8U
沉默再次維持好一段日子，久遠得我開始懷疑自己不曾與長頸鹿交談過：那些快樂心動時刻不過我的妄想。迷惘之時，一道光打破我的思緒——廚房燈亮起，主人來了。他哼著輕快童謠往我走來，打開我的肚皮，手勢純熟拉著長頸鹿的腿往外抽拉。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM486DSIN6r
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長頸鹿拼命掙扎，如牠剛來之時。奈何牠被雪藏多日，加上未曾進食和補充水份，體力明顯遠遜從前。不消數分鐘，勝負已分。被拖離我身的一刻，牠使盡最後一口氣對我笑著說：「我的名字是『芝華芙』。」說罷，牠雙眼反白，四蹄無力，軟癱在地。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaH7KawcFKj
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主人輕蔑一笑，將芝華芙拖離廚房。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGBxBglgTa
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就這樣？391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxSvMMCTjZ
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芝華芙就這樣徹底離開了我？391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcirngAK4a3
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太突然！我接受不來！391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNhUr6z0nf
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無能無力無奈之感頃刻間壓垮我。我沒法專心工作，偶爾發出奇怪哀嘆聲，時而失神鬆開肚皮。主人為我更換零件及添加「雪種」。他說雪種能助我平服心情，回到當初那種對世界漠然的狀態。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfh1ppS6X9o
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「冷淡漠然，孰好孰壞？」我問主人。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyPBlGHCBx
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「視乎你的承受能力。」主人淡然說。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1qEwdUvlm
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「我不肯定自己是否承受得來。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXYqBbkGR3
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「那就別去嘗試。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYuNPtAIvF
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我的世界重歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時亦失去其他情感。整個腦袋空白空虛空洞。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡET7LWZVCPx
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心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得迷惘。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RwvS6GSco
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生活順利嗎？順利得乏味。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEyfqV8Nun
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偶爾憶起芝華芙口中的草原——獵豹捕獵時的速度與狠勁，大象與小象的深情對望，白犀牛與黑犀牛的異同，日落的壯麗與宏偉……當初我聽得癡醉，如今索然無味。因為我的心態不同了，抑或是令我著迷的並非草原，而是興高采烈描述草原的芝華芙？391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoy3M3xZSrI
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也許是。也許不是。無從考究。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rRFpP1kJV
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繼續冷漠，繼續空洞。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaj2Nwskr8L
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繼續迷惘，繼續乏味。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaBFzhOLnC
主人又帶來一頭巨物。牠的個子沒有長頸鹿那麼高佻，看來比較肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子，模樣怪趣。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu68KUl6X4V
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以為主人和巨物會有一場惡鬥，誰料巨物非單沒有絲毫掙扎之意，甚至乖乖依循主人指令走入我體內。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJb43jHaX1
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「你好。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcELSIdMr4t
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我沒有搭理牠。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHTxajjFHm
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「我是一頭象，名叫『埃妮芬』。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNInQvdoXyl
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牠不察覺我的沉默，繼續興致勃勃自我介紹。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhernGWdOY
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「我今年六歲，懂得用鼻噴水。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBFouI0TRo
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「請你放心，我不會在你體內噴水——我知道水對你身體有害。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDbSJYgZok
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「這對彎彎的白色東西不是角，是牙。很多人類都說我的牙長得很好看，鐵定價值連城……」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCfYPi8Kpp
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我敢不住白了埃妮芬一眼——牠真的很煩！391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtU9mLnVdwd
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但我保持沉默，不欲跟牠有無謂交流。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQrHM1fn4T
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夜深，埃妮芬倦極入睡。我望著牠的睡相，驀地憶起芝華芙，平靜的心緒再度泛起漣漪。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNkSsoVle1
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芝華芙留給我的最後一句話就是牠的名字。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXCdR0ykNp
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在生死關頭，牠想要留給世界的就只有牠的名字。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfb8ql3atOT
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牠的名字——芝華芙——令牠成為獨一無二的存在。芝華芙是長頸鹿，芝華芙是草原，芝華芙是美好、幸福、快樂。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1ur17BCY1
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芝華芙曾問及我的名字，我當刻無法告訴牠。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4cwYOasMY
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不知道牠會否認為我是一個獨一無二的雪櫃？391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAS1F44bZr
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如果有幸再見芝華芙一面，我會問牠這個問題。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡle45QGekkG
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翌日，埃妮芬在我體內打了個長長的呵欠，睡意難消。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEGJtwkesC
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「很冷呢！我很想繼續睡……」牠將自身的慵懶歸咎於我。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzyn1gbmIo
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「你家和暖嗎？」我靈機一觸，藉此打開話題。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkU7uLgSLLM
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「我家簡直熱得要命！」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtIJeahCpi
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「你家在哪？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtLRvKnd05
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「草原。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHh67CRBoZ
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「你認識名叫『芝華芙』的長頸鹿嗎？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0rbBjFTVE
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「認識。東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9Njfmu7fU
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「甚麼？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOq9TR053B
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「東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7VNALbKVs
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「你的意思是……有六頭……『芝華芙』？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYW6ZWQKDBC
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「對啊！『芝華芙』是長頸鹿群內一個極為普遍的名字。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4UIn8Tp5A
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我無語，感覺體內似乎有甚麼零件無故鬆脫了，混身不自然。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7w8dd3N0AH
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「咦？不知怎地，突然覺得很熱呢！」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3XHEVAyO0
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我沒理睬牠，需要空間時間去整理思緒，不然會被那種莫名生起的空洞感覺壓垮。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrVnpLS1dp
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「很熱呀！快放我出去！」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRzFVi2ZK6
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埃妮芬淒厲呼救，不自控拼命蹬腳踢腿。我無視劇痛，故意緊閉肚皮——我需要一些甚麼留在我體內，減低空洞感。所以不管對方是甚麼、代價是甚麼、後果是甚麼，我都要把它留在體內。湊巧此刻在我體內的正是埃妮芬。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPBI3JCsJK
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「呀——救命！呀！救命！」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3HMhH1a9i
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埃妮芬力大無窮，終究踢開我的肚皮，離開我的身體，卷縮廚房一角，啜泣喊痛，以冒煙的長鼻輕撫焦黑脫皮的粗壯大腿。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZkLIKNGkb
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡat7gmPfK4e
陣陣烤肉香氣自埃妮芬身上飄來。我迷迷糊糊往埃妮芬望去——我知道自己傷害了埃妮芬，有丁點兒歉疚，但僅是「丁點兒」而已，沒能再添。是命運的錯！命運讓我遇上芝華芙，在我習慣牠以後突然帶走牠，導致我失常失控。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jgvQYp7QO
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嗯……不得不承認，那「丁點兒」在我將責任推卸予世界和命運當刻已然耗盡。我不打算向埃妮芬道歉，甚至認為牠活該如此。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRaPUAAu0j
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埃妮芬以盈盈淚眼楚楚可憐望向我。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aMSMgkyfa
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我報以幽幽微笑。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVopdLq5xHs
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她先是一愣，然後停止抽泣，莞爾一笑。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YtOZLkb2u
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「笑甚麼？」我不悅。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwa2o9RpZgc
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「只能笑喔。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXr1a6DwF1N
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「何解？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVIJ8GOB4Y
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「我哭累了。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugZT3rbmXK
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我被她的天真無邪逗笑了，笑得開懷。我告訴她，主人在廚房某高櫃內置有一個急救箱，內有藥物，適用於處理火燒灼傷之類的創傷。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKxj8TEK3Q
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誰料這埃妮芬有夠笨的。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlRPF8A3mu
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5p1TbhTO6S
「熱壞了的，不是把它重新冷卻就可以？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMImOpbD3q
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzejRQyxG1j
「你打算怎樣處理？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgP0gtYHdr
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lP3Us5Fc6
「回到你身體裡去喔！」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZL0iWmjcqa
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuh2Psw8Gj
我乖乖打開肚皮，示意埃妮芬進來。她嬌羞一笑，低頭卷身步進。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIopynC105
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhACLn2Db0Q
像嬰孩。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lgJSudjFy
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CGhoHidLH
我全身運力，使勁製冷，給埃妮芬營造出一個舒適環境。沒過多久，埃妮芬忘卻痛楚，睡酣夢甜。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlHscgELLg
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心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得寧靜。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW337zxAn0S
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生活順利嗎？順利得順利。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EnM2wJl0n
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毋須考究，毋須懷疑，毋須揣測。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdVTdVB9CQ
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踏實。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOh0gZh7Qb
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安全感。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjjrWj3xsC
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不就是如此簡單而難得嗎？391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFNYXoc3Ts
由於經歷錯過芝華芙一事，我才懂得格外珍惜懷裡的埃妮芬。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYtufBrlwM
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6A77GlyLI
我溫柔向她述說昔日點點，關於主人，關於廚房，關於草原，關於芝華芙。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFkMiQkf9L
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「關於我的呢？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9gzBxBGE2
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgkkEMcH9e
「現在開始記錄。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzUVU5vmPr
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埃妮芬嘻嘻傻笑。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWSFmFYUde
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeRG83CKCF
我侃侃而談。講得多，說得深入，把心肝脾肺腎都掏給她。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmK1uVZ4468
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0l7nJBVQw
若問是否擔心埃妮芬會步芝華芙後塵、在毫無示警之下離開我的生命，坦白而言，我是擔心的。同時我亦知道，無論我是認真或是輕率對待埃妮芬，結果終究一樣——命運不會因為我的態度而改變，一切早已註定——要離開的，終歸會離開。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOe5vHArnK
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaWGX9efj9
我唯一可以做到的就是盡興，就是讓埃妮芬了解我的心意，令她快樂，令她幸福。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6kYWBqX71
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzvecYlWMf
情理之內、意料之外，殘酷的一天來臨了。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrSSQu030n
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vwBSpXW0S
主人現身。像帶走芝華芙那樣帶走埃妮芬。先是抓住她的腿，猛力往外一扯，埃妮芬連連喊痛。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0l99gv41Mn
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh84iiaJkZm
以為埃妮芬會順從如初，乖乖聽主人的命令離開我，誰料她說不捨，她說愛我，她說不要離開我。乖巧的她因而被冠以頑劣之名，順從的她因而被冠以反叛之名，無邪的她因而被建議冠以惡魔之名。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRL6AawUqM
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrbVnUCAJm
我竭力合上我的肚皮，不讓主人輕易將埃妮芬帶走。可恨主人偏偏就是奸狡的人類，假意為埃妮芬療傷，勸我敞開肚皮。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZC26wzhD0I
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVklXd06OO
理智告訴我，主人在說謊，但我還是傾向相信他，因為他是我的主人，年月早已令我習慣他、相信他、服從他。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIST5qaxdN
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9oCFpTCBY
肚皮大開，埃妮芬被帶走。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbMLrzOh6k
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHetKttyUq
臨別一刻，埃妮芬大聲喊嚷：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrliDAiGHB
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6QAeug1zw
不復見。埃妮芬的身影永不復見。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUHG08HpAO
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjPQskD3SP
留下來的只有沓沓餘音——SOUL1314。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRs9v6J44wd
SOUL1314？391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpou56EQAR8
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我的名字？391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEGsCZ0XNC
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在我額前？391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJyLPoFhnA
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怎麼我不曾察覺？391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXUenNh8Zj
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAhKqyYWQh
主人再次到來，為我添加雪種。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQb5Xp7PAj2
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIP6OWWBrBP
我問主人：「我的名字在我額前？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3uy0IqlTT
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主人答：「是的。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡki0YzyddqE
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yUran0Ui1
「怎麼和我之前被告知的不一樣？工廠告訴我，我的機身編號被貼在背後。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CQr6RUJkU
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZUxCINiYo
「工廠必須這樣告訴你，否則世界無法運行有序。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQhQbpkjVw
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「這是欺騙。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfq7lXvvYvo
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「別只怪責工廠——你有沒有嘗試去找找看？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHJ7hFqlQn
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「沒有。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrlBQ95o6K
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「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。世間險惡，人人自顧不暇，盡力為你是情，不盡力為你是理。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54UVyaKCcl
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我無言以對。恨不來，亦釋懷不了。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYWswd3s8p
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無所依靠，無所適從。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8sHZSiiMB
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不論是誰，來吧！請帶領我、引導我！391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKN6kaKJ7C
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jbvVkU2qn
埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaoPEam70E
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrRExDbXWc
真的嗎？我渴求的真相早已示現眼前，只怪我不曾嘗試細看？391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHUH2EYcAn
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsJbEv4u73
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQntd2Vbjy
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我也想要知道自己的名字。那會令我成為獨一無二的存在。即便在工廠以倒模形式生產出來，即便世上有數以億計同樣的雪櫃，我仍可憑藉那名字而變得獨特。多麼吸引！多麼令我振奮！391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3HSzYHddZ
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5D3XEIClj1
主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQzVQ1zLUO
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawdCmlzcbK
我忍不住反駁：「盡力又如何？可以改變甚麼？難道你會因為我的改變而留下芝華芙及埃妮芬？」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAMLZdMqZB
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPidGM0300
「誰能斷言？」主人、芝華芙、埃妮芬齊齊放聲大笑，笑得震顫，顫成碎末，隨風消散。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6rlh48S04
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剩下的只有我。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIGRJtkUyy
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVikAomK43S
空白空虛空洞的我。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBLnX9huTI
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQr7QZbwY1
神智不清的我。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8N5X1xAA9
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思緒紊亂的我。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKW1slO3zW6
「主人，早安。」我說。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEP6kRvBRV4
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主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話，逕自將多盒經已包裝的肉類存放在我體內。我沒趣的瞄瞄那些包裝肉，赫見盒上印有「長頸鹿」、「獅子」、「豹」、「象」、「犀牛」之類的字眼。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcbHhqUOX1
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「埃妮芬和芝華芙到哪兒去了？」我心頭一涼。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVafUPmi5b
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65WNGixWb4
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjh1Kcg8NN
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjKf66VFDI
「主人，求求你！求你回答我！」我苦苦哀求。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoBGi4WwnZ
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQXcVW1QS7
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKCBWSzXXz
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLAPaSiZs7
恨意油然而生——我乖乖侍奉多年，怎麼你毫不在意我感受？391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQA1trMRPhS
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Sb6rh8tWz
身體失控作響，零件脫落，主人連忙取來工具為我修理。待主人鑽進我身，全神貫注於作響位置時，我猛力合上肚皮，全力製冷，無視主人掙扎呼救之聲。不消十分鐘，我體溫已下降至攝氏零下五十度，主人失去生命體徵的同時我開始冷靜下來。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4BgBKOlWG
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我失去一切。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY387m0mPhi
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4GVJ6UG2g
芝華芙、埃妮芬、主人，統統不復存在。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsolCgtOO54
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhBX1JeL6u
空白，空虛，空洞。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyck1gkeWb
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTNuvWeyjZ
埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9vR5Py68t
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhy3OYWxNQ
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotn8HEnIkR
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJi7BDncwhn
主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PDPhpUbLG
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOronBvxUbI
對啊！我該要怪責自己，我連自己的名字也不曾盡力搞清楚。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhphzfxffgG
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0bVLn6dsy
死意已決。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3coY9NCRY
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電源線與牆身插座之間隨即冒出一縷輕煙。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpT3RE7aATV
我沒有重量，飄浮半空，默默望向地面上的一個雪櫃。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99AMMC7LeO
391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WSr2irTF6
晝白夜黑，夜黑晝白。白黑白黑，黑白黑白。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHcbP1ZD3m
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時間流逝，惡臭傳出。眾人破門而入，在雪櫃內發現男人屍體。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9Kgg2TDBh
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屍體被帶往西方，雪櫃被帶往東面，永不復見。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLpersV32Z
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有人將雪櫃分拆檢查。不明白何以它能突破機件極限去到攝氏零下五十度低溫，不明白為何雪櫃內壁有多個動物蹄印，不明白何解男人沒能踢開雪櫃門逃走。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zOugW8A64
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那人對雪櫃著迷，沒有在工作完成後按既定程序處理它，反是偷偷將雪櫃運回家中，向妻子展示炫耀。妻子嫌它邪門，在他不在家時把雪櫃賣予收破爛的。那收破爛的又將雪櫃轉售。輾輾轉轉，雪櫃跟著數十輛舊車和其他舊電器被賣往遙遠的地方。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbXYzxKT5b
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到埗後，舊車被送往別處，雪櫃和其他舊電器登上大車直往市集。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtzk3NI8Kp
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有人買它回家。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXZheIfe1a
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他媽罵他怎麼買雪櫃，電費不便宜。他塞他媽入雪櫃內，直至她沒能繼續罵。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXq4qA4YZzb
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgVGdNUgyW
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某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭模樣怪趣的活物——個子肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——象。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm30y60LS4d
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVlFkWaciy
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某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭長相奇怪的活物——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——長頸鹿。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTNNA98Enz
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztyZ9391vK
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我似乎忘記了很多重要人事物，但我真的無法憶起半點往事。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrn8Oj0X0Ad
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算了吧。想不起也許不是壞事。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7rvHwyFH1
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生命空白空虛空洞，世界盡歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時沒有其他情感。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOKIhD8X4t
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心境寧靜。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnofWopDi5
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生活順利。391Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8W2Itwa6u
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