簽字後,我和小儂的婚姻就此畫上句號。身穿套裝的她,露出好看但不親切的笑容,禮貌地與李律師寒暄起來。爽朗哈哈笑幾聲後,小儂隔著雜而不亂的書枱,給李律師來一個柔中帶剛的握手。我沒有她那麼厲害,急促的心跳仍未能放慢下來。706Please respect copyright.PENANAhg5IoceVgk
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分神之際,冷不防小儂突然趨近,一口吻在我臉,乾脆利落地留下黏稠的火紅色唇彩。她淘氣笑道,這是最後一次,好好留念吧。我呆望她的漂亮臉蛋,想要說些甚麼,但千言萬語竟在剎那間纏在一起,爭先恐後,亂成一團。結果,全都離不開唇邊。706Please respect copyright.PENANAhakeusZgPL
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小儂邁步走向房門。長髮飄逸,步履輕快,雙手的自然擺動雄渾有勁,渾身散發自信的光芒,耀眼得令我不敢正視。706Please respect copyright.PENANAsZ5CJqQ2ul
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我恨不得馬上逃到燈光全滅的辦公室裡,就像一年前的某夜……706Please respect copyright.PENANAhE2Qpe2l5g
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僅靠窗外微弱光線作照明。我的目光無意間掠過牆上掛鐘,看不清分針的位置。如果硬要知道確實時間,我只需命令騎在我大腿上的吳秘書,放緩搖擺身體的速度就可以。706Please respect copyright.PENANAxfaZCgmvaY
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但我不打算這麼做。我不允許吳秘書為其他人事物分心,包括那掛牆鐘。她的身體只能為我興奮,她的心思只能繞著我打圈,她的靈魂只能為我飛昇。身心靈無限迴轉於虛實之間,有如陰陽魚,是互相轉化的一體兩面。706Please respect copyright.PENANA0YDQCnuzgL
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吳秘書需要我,同樣我也需要吳秘書。她在我身上得到實在的名、利和權力,我在她身上得到虛無的快樂、成功感和自尊。706Please respect copyright.PENANANkk4Ot5pff
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肉慾的碰撞聲一分為二,化為同一節拍調子的魅惑嬌喘和暴怒腳步聲。706Please respect copyright.PENANALwCy0DMJeX
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房門打開,是抓狂的小儂。她破口大罵,罵吳秘書是忘恩負義的婊子,罵我是見異思遷的負心漢。字字清晰,句句分明,好比削鐵如泥的刀刃,奈何劈不斷此起彼落的呻吟聲。706Please respect copyright.PENANACN8NaKMYEs
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慘被無視,絕望。小儂有如喪家之犬,垂頭離開。落魄的背影極為振奮人心。706Please respect copyright.PENANAPHQtBy8xBf
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這一夜,我的身心靈皆得到無比的滿足。706Please respect copyright.PENANAB6zGjdEOrH
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滿足和空虛分明對立,卻又密不可分。沒嚐過滿足的蜜甜,就不察覺自己曾經活得多空虛。沒試過空虛的苦淚,就不會明瞭滿足帶來的心癮。706Please respect copyright.PENANAZQrtQRVuTK
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沒舔過吳秘書的香汗,就不發現自己的心田多麼乾涸;沒當過小儂的影子,就不知道女強人身上的光芒多麼可恨;沒見識過小儂今天的強勢,就不懂得欣賞小儂昔日的懦弱……706Please respect copyright.PENANAoibyETOBBn
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初出茅廬的小儂,臉圓圓的,略帶嬰兒肥。介懷自己個子矮小,卻又不願穿高跟鞋,怕腳痛;想看新上畫的電影,卻不敢到戲院,怕見鬼;天時暑熱,走在大街上,一邊喊熱,一邊緊抱我的手臂,享受戀愛的甜蜜……煩人亦誘人。706Please respect copyright.PENANAdIPYImXlSg
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未嘗精彩的苦惱,不懂平凡的快樂。婚後,我們開公司、搞生意。面對挫敗,小儂總是瑟縮在我身後。我不滿她的弱小,總覺得她在拖我後腿。憤極,我回身還她一腳、兩腳、三腳,將她的懦弱徹底摧毀。往後,小儂只會在我前方出現。706Please respect copyright.PENANAuvnU3smngy
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我分不清楚,到底是我推小儂到前頭去,或是我主動退到她身後。706Please respect copyright.PENANAb23JABwYuI
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到底是我將小鳥放入吳秘書的洞穴裡,或是吳秘書的洞穴吸入我的小鳥?706Please respect copyright.PENANABFv4KQMDhh
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到底是我休棄小儂,或是小儂放棄我?706Please respect copyright.PENANA8bEo1NVmOl
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我傻傻弄不清。