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一九九三年，他六歲。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdZHIycIZn
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9UCQt1mts
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夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEuN1Lxp0S
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醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0ClkVxt60
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看不見，聽得到。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRxFhHe6P6
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尖叫，呼救。心跳，鼻息。人，車。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3xvJ0gKhP
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電車。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73uuHaU3d9
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叮叮——叮叮——269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9y0epxLpJ
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8Fb5GGoao
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1sdVgIyoP
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他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipOLjKW689
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刻骨銘心。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQW3kOaQHd
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叮叮——叮叮——269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWc9wSoRWBw
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（02）269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡms50gcSoXw
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看得見，聽不到。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrs14uzyytb
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKURNGwsVba
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hcjZEVSpX
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQdXBQ3CSd
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83OYVpSZES
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkXS05tzei
絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1zbg1Gcdi
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwhN8goox0
憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyttMnYAtH
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罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9vei1mEzW
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世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgqeZ34ZDq
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他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKnXNPBbkT
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爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UpFoG33Wa
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叮叮——叮叮——269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKKCMU49bW
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叮……269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBJcR3d6Fp
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（03）269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwhkThpawx
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二零二三年，他三十六歲。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GEK4ptPwi
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當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JcgZ0FpQ1
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時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTZt0jnvSh
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPJRhL9hnP
他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3bvDSoIpy
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8DcxCaV1G
二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8rJcYP3V4
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEK7xOe7HxV
熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gLta7fP2p
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVm9AwwkDDK
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcDY8nPKTW
周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uFDXnAaT7
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPX7m7sJbA
一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4Co9tRN5W
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叮叮——叮叮——269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfearq1pqWl
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震驚。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSuOd3neP5
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怎麼可以聽到聲音？269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIik4OpWCqt
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叮叮——叮叮——269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5ylOz21cT
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一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFG4uIcj0W
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累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LYruYtAKm
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFL1d9OKoUi
他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKoyWuBXun
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他不想再追。很累……269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PvkcyofF2
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叮叮——叮叮——269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0avi6QOJuT
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuBTz1MMK2
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dxOVqdZyS
電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebhMrHSCLk
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他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWtoK97uYQ
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6AQN0RTVF
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6VqSAabIk
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父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jISCqHtvn
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他接受不了。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNi70fPNlcH
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叮叮——叮叮——269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZJaQiIwnc
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電車準備靠站，他快要追到。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHnENoqqu1
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綠手開始氣化。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aOtFefBNi
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再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡab8UnlwmzW
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwnqnmNF56
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他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRjBIVQR75
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叮叮——叮叮——269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcTXF6RrTH
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電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUtp73oRbg
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緣盡。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERLPt4HPiz
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無謂執著。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpt348kAvcl
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忽爾澄明。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj44Fxk9mjV
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汗止，氣平，淚盡。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8XiZvRrSc
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他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHULcGYhzS
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排隊，付款，上車。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93FPjoYNZX
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如同其他乘客。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMul0Z3byIY
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
