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（01）351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kjnzEDC2T
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一九九三年，他六歲。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnk8HL2ufN9
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiS3E0Oayu
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夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJKNIujDBy
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醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO39yfWgLVR
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看不見，聽得到。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzglJro1bl
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尖叫，呼救。心跳，鼻息。人，車。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZAvUPe5pG
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電車。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlD2gbE83G9
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叮叮——叮叮——351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1yNmndJJj
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThNgzs01o7
351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDdM20ZrUi
媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0zZSNsWWZ
351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5Hk9UNibG
他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpv4OuAcdt
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刻骨銘心。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTo1LsgaIE4
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叮叮——叮叮——351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhcSxBcSGv
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（02）351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4S0uexHbY7
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看得見，聽不到。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqchtpcaRfd
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnFuxAPeQM
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddw7JIazGG
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjapTNqT9o0
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyYLRReSUu
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絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuuRlxqhAa
351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYH6oW3Os1I
憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCACyrk5s2v
351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQM2RpbEES
罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1SogHp0fG
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世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62CdvElOON
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他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2oufuEDzt
351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOjbREqCSv
爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9gIB80ZmT
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叮叮——叮叮——351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUYUXqHEDh
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叮……351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMceAAEVM8j
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（03）351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9hzRbJR2c
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二零二三年，他三十六歲。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cGyQBZrlT
351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GdAmQUA5I
當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxSOdplo3d
351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hyo4oJ5V6
時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3PQeikqld
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他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwD0dBbvDl
351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLBRoxbnAS
二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTin7yaZeEU
351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DBYvXS8pa
熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4Q4eiZItQ
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrHtTB0aF3
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周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDzyO67yjV
351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzAuRt8Ew7
一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVo930CA9pU
351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUAaBQ3Q4G
叮叮——叮叮——351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnU1ywZR5X
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震驚。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhQU0RVRPm
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怎麼可以聽到聲音？351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvuA1FJyAU
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叮叮——叮叮——351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvfV5uhlQ1
351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcU99VRQRIr
一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeKqCP9Os4
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累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLrgzrac1D
351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQH1BmzIaxz
他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrXjIqvaBI
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他不想再追。很累……351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUMvVl4VCy
351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ggUZvmgCg
叮叮——叮叮——351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgb4vbt6uR
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡla4S45wBF6
351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡry6PwQLWBH
電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTKSGiKHwE
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他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68aYVcQeYP
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyop1Lax8aK
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UThUGZbAE
351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqEQfFcibo
父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsk59fdq6fJ
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他接受不了。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vRoWo3kHw
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叮叮——叮叮——351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCQcOwAU8n
351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Xr2hsyBY8
電車準備靠站，他快要追到。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZzd3Lm4NW
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綠手開始氣化。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkZIC2MaQJ
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再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljfGL0k3o1
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkibG16oB7f
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他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVn2qkpPttR
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叮叮——叮叮——351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTOpbPzRZl
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電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkv9wKgIAS
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緣盡。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8g0f71GMCQ
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無謂執著。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokqf6jufuT
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忽爾澄明。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3PU85kzdU
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汗止，氣平，淚盡。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRBAl2RZGV
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他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgICR1qkuaX
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排隊，付款，上車。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggCp2xWDkY
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如同其他乘客。351Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nVcH6mpGr
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
