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一九九三年，他六歲。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Dv85HPFry
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDZ9YU5ZE1
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夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwAuB0X9Qf
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醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdkZqsqSTV
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看不見，聽得到。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmNXn87EsC
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尖叫，呼救。心跳，鼻息。人，車。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WmlUr3lOh
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電車。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdLVYMKTro
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfrgrV2dtd
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvCSUfgGwL
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他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXQYukFHqq
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刻骨銘心。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4zL1hD4nM
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叮叮——叮叮——294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4ug8e5ja2
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（02）294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJTOuaIbG3
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看得見，聽不到。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtO7n9bJ3V
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySLTxh5kXz
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3MdJSKNcQ
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDudfgb42F
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNouiIaKVW
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絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMt6CzxK30
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憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVbHd78zmp
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罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0GNo9WWuv
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世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTmPEMjuRu
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他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkq5iVTa7NA
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爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgPB0OiC1m
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叮叮——叮叮——294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uLO3dQ3k6
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叮……294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoBpv9Qmn6
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（03）294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWmL1PQb4C
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二零二三年，他三十六歲。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwrcp2QQHV
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當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLStS9ntPq
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時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqILTBlgBN
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他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeoOkPjtFy
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二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAvqcj0V7X
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熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0Fk2Ju2vD
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLLJ8aXqax
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周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGm7BlHtu9k
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一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOnZ9Bt3el
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叮叮——叮叮——294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCQbVCQOI2
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震驚。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgMdaeMXgN
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怎麼可以聽到聲音？294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiISTIwzDi
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叮叮——叮叮——294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxZbub6IBw
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一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLh60In0k6d
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累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Y34YqpXI6
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他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBscO7hF3A3
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他不想再追。很累……294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwa7rXM9Vp
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叮叮——叮叮——294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gYxnpz8ro
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7QwKUYS4o
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電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WrxGW8NjA
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他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZqWhxq5hf
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOCie7C7S5
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95Y81FJSXQ
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父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONx9E1DF8L
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他接受不了。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ500p8DGnqw
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叮叮——叮叮——294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvkQ8lqIYX
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電車準備靠站，他快要追到。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnsQhv0iYc
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綠手開始氣化。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXH2QFFt0os
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再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqEh6rDy64
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUI04Ma7gl
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他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYT2zFOhZry
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叮叮——叮叮——294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzItawkh0U
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電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotY657FWcG
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緣盡。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaHtdz7fXc
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無謂執著。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSV12VbMJJu
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忽爾澄明。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWSmfS3SnE
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汗止，氣平，淚盡。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0QHNKpXDT
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他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I4IGhVIWv
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排隊，付款，上車。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtA0O4BTDu
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如同其他乘客。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzd665U36D
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
