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「現在天時暑熱，為何要吃糉子？」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVvTKIlGrN
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「紀念屈原。」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuanSl9OCj
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「為何要紀念一個自殺的人？」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qEGI37C0r
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「大家的著眼點不在於他的自殺行為，而是讚揚他以身殉國的高尚情操。」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsXJzEfE8z
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「你認同他？」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IvaSFbZ0W
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「不認同——怎麼可以放棄生命？萬事該以自己為先！」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4E0vOyFSIY
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我不敢回話，低頭吃糉子，邊吃邊從廚門隙縫瞥望媽媽。只見她的雙手於不銹鋼煲與砧板之間忙碌來回，間中搞拌煲內食物，偶爾從雪櫃拿出食材。無論怎麼移動，她總是背對著我。憑這不著跡的刻意舉措，我斷定她正在流淚。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBRSTMq1Io
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我的目光不期然往下掃，落在她的左小腿——一隻人造義肢……388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfnLo2wlUi
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「不想吃糉子嗎？」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9G76yCs1Fm
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「不是……不是。」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I1X5Shnyp
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「那為何這樣多話？」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXftE8kOaV2
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「熱嘛！躁呀！」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhqdb25b1e
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「喝涼茶吧——我煲的。」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASA7peNM2p
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrV91yeEFDz
媽媽匆匆給我端來一碗涼茶，然後開啟電視，逕自坐在梳化上收看龍舟比賽，看得出神，似在重溫昔日風采。聽說她自小是運動健將，婚後繼續參與多項運動比賽，在龍舟比賽的戰績尤其彪炳。爸爸反倒是個文藝青年，不擅運動，卻總會抵著日照高溫到比賽場地為媽媽打氣……388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3L2pJbnPk
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78pnX5gJ8i
冒著被罵的危險，我上前拿走電視遙控器：「我想看周星馳。」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORe5rZXMOI
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媽媽沒反對，依然安坐梳化上。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡem11RypBZj
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又是《西遊記第壹佰零壹回之仙履奇緣》。我對早已滾瓜爛熟的橋段不感興趣，但為了媽媽，只得勉為其難看下去。電影接近尾聲，紫霞仙子為救至尊寶而被牛魔王刺死當刻，媽媽突然失控痛哭起來。哭著哭著，她又無故笑了。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlVQbOUZv4
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我沒有安慰她，氣沖沖擸起遙控器，將頻道調回龍舟比賽那邊。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOmwnn2CUA
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「隨你喜歡。」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUjWXUdOFD
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沒待媽媽回話，我回睡房上網去。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeWAS4nSCl
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萬事該以自己為先，不是嗎？388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqMvog63m9
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日落西山。肚子餓得咕咕作響，我才記得自己還沒有吃完午餐。惟想及面對媽媽時的尷尬，我不禁猶豫起來。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1rXRA9P8b
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湊巧，媽媽敲門示意晚飯已然備好。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwf3XJMAmLu
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「不了。我剛剛約了朋友。」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAt7sIkgHD
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「嗯。隨便。」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1TEdrku4u
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媽媽非但沒有如常斥責我交待不清楚，甚至輕易放行。這讓我感到意外。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB12xdIxfzE
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因為午餐時的不愉快事情嗎？388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYn3NJ3A6S
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「怎麼愣住？不是要外出嗎？」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyuPMqlYLv
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「是。」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcSgGwOsaC
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更衣，套上波鞋，步出大門之際，我瞥見飯枱上的碟子放有兩隻不完整的糉子。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXXARqiHho
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「午餐的剩菜？」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDtWTNsuEP
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「不要浪費。」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZdxfB7FWl
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnZaHYheFV
說畢，媽媽捧著碟子走向梳化，全神貫注地看電視，不再理會我。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvb5gaSk1B8
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXJaRP3vOZ
我漫無目的慢步大街上。嗅到餐廳傳來的食物香味，反而更無食慾，心念都在今午的事情上打圈轉……388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hyCLMZKXa
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uPXGux0bh
我提著兩個外賣飯盒趕回家。一個留給自己，一個遞予媽媽：「不要吃糉子。已放涼了一整個下午。」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjqiVH91a0
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfa5WpWetM
媽媽接過飯盒，默默低頭吃飯。我也保持沉默，靜靜享用飯盒。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIZeb0I9xd
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1SGx4XMU6
飯後，我和媽媽齊齊坐在梳化上看電視新聞。新聞提及今午的龍舟比賽。這無疑再次挑動媽媽的神經。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqsgDiWKs7
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizLvOPsv7E
三年前的龍舟比賽結束後，爸媽在巴士站排隊候車。誰料在巴士抵站之際，媽媽突然中暑失去意識，往馬路那邊倒下。爸爸不顧一切衝前推開她。收掣不及的巴士輾過爸爸，停車一剎車輪剛好壓住媽媽的左腳……388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNrzqRiVeB
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我無法回應媽媽的悲傷，正如她無法放下爸爸。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdS5DurrE1G
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVPSnJOKcJ
怎麼辦？可以怎麼辦？不知道。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RFYh3vMv2
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我全身突然乏力，有意無意輕倚媽媽身上。媽媽沒有迴避，抵著悶熱，任我靠依。388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Xv3G9ouJy
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QtW8aMQcF
聽嫲嫲說，媽媽曾因爸爸離世生起自殺念頭，惟念及家中尚有我這個乳臭未乾的十歲女兒而堅強活下去……388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3PhAOUdxq
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3yiDH4RfT
「媽媽，明年端午節，我不要再吃糉子。」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwR3bOrIYc
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NH6JvhKCE
「為何不想吃？」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLqnvc4NdY
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43jRYGZe2A
「不想紀念屈原。」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCKIaLx0H2
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbIltAkplE
「好的——其實我也不想紀念屈原這傢伙！」388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNaA53svTJ
388Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtm8ea6IJqq
我和媽媽相視而笑，笑看新聞報導裡每名熱情參與端午節慶祝活動的市民。
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