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我是一座雪櫃，天生性格冷漠，有意無意冷待每個來者。嗯……這種說法不準確，對我不甚公平：每個被放置入我體內的來者本來就不需要熱情招待。它們要不垂死，要不已死。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVevi3am5pI
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某天，主人往我身塞入一頭巨型活物。這是我首次看見主人以外、生命力旺盛的活物。我霎時沒能釐清眼前到底是甚麼狀況，本能地順應天性，乖乖張開肚皮，配合主人行動。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eOf0Xzqtc
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活物拼命掙扎，奈何最終敵不過強大的主人。牠在我體內悲泣不止，我聽而不聞，默不作聲。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBj5v2AdkO
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一星期過去，主人仍沒有放走活物。我感到奇怪：主人從未試過冷藏任何物體超過一星期。這活物到底有何特別？434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16YVC8QNkp
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我偷偷仔細觀察牠——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGX0zp8eFV
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「有話直言。別偷瞄偷瞥，這令我感到被冒犯。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfheFpxGNQH
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「你是誰？」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpnMxCs0HO
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「長頸鹿。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvoqaCPOVa
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「甚麼？」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtmrLRAIEx
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「長——頸——鹿——」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHwX5ntDSS
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她的不善語氣充份表達出不耐煩。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8itAcAjDce
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我沒再多話，無謂自討苦吃。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLaCEkSTE2
沉默維持多日，首先耐不住死寂的是長頸鹿：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CRUb8OIAi
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「雪櫃。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxHeO0RBvb
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「我知道你是雪櫃，所以我問的是你的『名字』。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlcNXj1d3D
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我深思數秒，恥感莫名生起：「我的機身編號貼在背板上。你有本事就自己往外頭看吧！」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoaPiWJDM6
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「你明知我沒能逃脫！」長頸鹿生氣咆哮。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEu9ZuPwLm
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「別講成是我主動囚禁你——我也是被迫的！我恨不得馬上趕走你！你知道你把我撐得多痛嗎？」我按捺不住，將連日不愉快情緒發洩出來。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJGOC0EGxg
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長頸鹿沒馬上回嘴。我以為牠在生悶氣，誰料牠竟報以淒涼啜泣聲。我不知所措：沒有遇過這種情況、這種外剛內柔的活物。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQF9xIueboU
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又是一陣熬人的寂靜。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxFzOmVv4r
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事實上，我並沒有閒著，不斷在腦海反覆排練如何展開對話而不令長頸鹿感到難過。但無論我內心如何躁動，在長頸鹿眼中我仍是沉默如常，牠仍是率先打開話題的一個。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICj7Uy1QwL
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「抱歉撐痛了你。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXoQEJfqfC
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「毋須抱歉——你根本無法選擇。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bJl9ejzbv
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「如可選擇，我會回到我的故鄉去。那是一片廣闊的草原，有和藹可親的同伴、好吃的新鮮樹葉、熾熱耀眼的陽光和帶有草原氣息的涼風。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfU8SNuKFR
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「我知道甚麼是『同伴』、『樹葉』、『陽光』、『涼風』，但我想像不到這些東西湊合在一起會是何樣光景。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpIGlEGN1m
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「美好的，幸福的，快樂的。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXlldsQaai
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「我希望自己有幸能夠親身體驗。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGjz0fdycT
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「如可離開這鬼地方，我定會帶你去草原。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkyhNchyrN
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「噢！謝謝你！」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc71bucZTPy
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長頸鹿告訴我很多關於草原的事情，聽得我如癡如醉。惟牠問及我的故鄉時，我卻支吾帶過：冷冰冰的工廠，不值一哂。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnKRhJTsTa
我著實不理解自己的心態：明明長頸鹿把我撐痛，四個蹄印深陷我身內壁，但我偏偏習慣了牠的存在。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lLYJ6O2Xw
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我討厭這種感覺——我彷彿不再完整，不得不依附牠這外物。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Rq90BbULw
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我故意減少與長頸鹿的交流。牠很快就察覺異樣，問是否牠說錯話惹我生氣。看牠眼水汪汪，我不忍撒謊推卸責任，坦言對牠存有心理依賴。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYotffhkZM
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「那的確不是好事情。」長頸鹿幽幽回應。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihsKfWjp1m
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沉默再次維持好一段日子，久遠得我開始懷疑自己不曾與長頸鹿交談過：那些快樂心動時刻不過我的妄想。迷惘之時，一道光打破我的思緒——廚房燈亮起，主人來了。他哼著輕快童謠往我走來，打開我的肚皮，手勢純熟拉著長頸鹿的腿往外抽拉。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6RuiLTRoB
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長頸鹿拼命掙扎，如牠剛來之時。奈何牠被雪藏多日，加上未曾進食和補充水份，體力明顯遠遜從前。不消數分鐘，勝負已分。被拖離我身的一刻，牠使盡最後一口氣對我笑著說：「我的名字是『芝華芙』。」說罷，牠雙眼反白，四蹄無力，軟癱在地。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddnIsI5Tzl
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主人輕蔑一笑，將芝華芙拖離廚房。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBGPAkYwRS
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就這樣？434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTS4QS8ywC
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芝華芙就這樣徹底離開了我？434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dygHwQfQ5
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太突然！我接受不來！434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2XccyBAQj
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無能無力無奈之感頃刻間壓垮我。我沒法專心工作，偶爾發出奇怪哀嘆聲，時而失神鬆開肚皮。主人為我更換零件及添加「雪種」。他說雪種能助我平服心情，回到當初那種對世界漠然的狀態。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMh9B4M3K4
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「冷淡漠然，孰好孰壞？」我問主人。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQebdl5J7XQ
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「視乎你的承受能力。」主人淡然說。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6ArsPP1iL
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「我不肯定自己是否承受得來。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JtDz4Qxpf
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「那就別去嘗試。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Qmzi9OiMs
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我的世界重歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時亦失去其他情感。整個腦袋空白空虛空洞。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5yeyKk3yy
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心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得迷惘。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWuv51xPeS
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生活順利嗎？順利得乏味。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6rYfh36iq
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偶爾憶起芝華芙口中的草原——獵豹捕獵時的速度與狠勁，大象與小象的深情對望，白犀牛與黑犀牛的異同，日落的壯麗與宏偉……當初我聽得癡醉，如今索然無味。因為我的心態不同了，抑或是令我著迷的並非草原，而是興高采烈描述草原的芝華芙？434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaniouYsaCI
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也許是。也許不是。無從考究。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpORm5ei8b
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繼續冷漠，繼續空洞。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjLdfb4Qdn
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繼續迷惘，繼續乏味。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxPi1XrIXd
主人又帶來一頭巨物。牠的個子沒有長頸鹿那麼高佻，看來比較肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子，模樣怪趣。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimFQsCCoST
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以為主人和巨物會有一場惡鬥，誰料巨物非單沒有絲毫掙扎之意，甚至乖乖依循主人指令走入我體內。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAHL0NRnti
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「你好。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwIxQ10qYc
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我沒有搭理牠。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgPgMQtSjn
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「我是一頭象，名叫『埃妮芬』。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxOkVc02pn
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牠不察覺我的沉默，繼續興致勃勃自我介紹。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyTp3C51po
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「我今年六歲，懂得用鼻噴水。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JkhKslMEj
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「請你放心，我不會在你體內噴水——我知道水對你身體有害。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtvvlFo7po
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「這對彎彎的白色東西不是角，是牙。很多人類都說我的牙長得很好看，鐵定價值連城……」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHk1ASAF1Y
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我敢不住白了埃妮芬一眼——牠真的很煩！434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56wTrfn2on
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但我保持沉默，不欲跟牠有無謂交流。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BcBJWr8jH
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夜深，埃妮芬倦極入睡。我望著牠的睡相，驀地憶起芝華芙，平靜的心緒再度泛起漣漪。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBmjEPdueY
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芝華芙留給我的最後一句話就是牠的名字。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOpfmGhhyY
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在生死關頭，牠想要留給世界的就只有牠的名字。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNx9BrvjIUC
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牠的名字——芝華芙——令牠成為獨一無二的存在。芝華芙是長頸鹿，芝華芙是草原，芝華芙是美好、幸福、快樂。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oWQjO0d8t
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芝華芙曾問及我的名字，我當刻無法告訴牠。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqDgIrqx4p
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不知道牠會否認為我是一個獨一無二的雪櫃？434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiH3iVzObN
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如果有幸再見芝華芙一面，我會問牠這個問題。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2BhaDKEHL
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翌日，埃妮芬在我體內打了個長長的呵欠，睡意難消。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡag2KSxzlOe
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「很冷呢！我很想繼續睡……」牠將自身的慵懶歸咎於我。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUsCINt3r2
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「你家和暖嗎？」我靈機一觸，藉此打開話題。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78LKzjYYPk
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「我家簡直熱得要命！」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQE8PiyeOMF
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「你家在哪？」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfuULaeTO8
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「草原。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHC50KSmsLW
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「你認識名叫『芝華芙』的長頸鹿嗎？」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3pD8tIOjQ
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「認識。東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbxVEeYTup
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「甚麼？」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VDkZhpyUz
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「東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpte76Nyqe
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「你的意思是……有六頭……『芝華芙』？」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJz3R9XXdn
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「對啊！『芝華芙』是長頸鹿群內一個極為普遍的名字。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVstKyZyPim
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我無語，感覺體內似乎有甚麼零件無故鬆脫了，混身不自然。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGEFKcbtOW
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「咦？不知怎地，突然覺得很熱呢！」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTmjxcdtz7
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我沒理睬牠，需要空間時間去整理思緒，不然會被那種莫名生起的空洞感覺壓垮。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ254lBKcCgo
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「很熱呀！快放我出去！」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloPYywgVNB
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埃妮芬淒厲呼救，不自控拼命蹬腳踢腿。我無視劇痛，故意緊閉肚皮——我需要一些甚麼留在我體內，減低空洞感。所以不管對方是甚麼、代價是甚麼、後果是甚麼，我都要把它留在體內。湊巧此刻在我體內的正是埃妮芬。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhRsGi1BWa
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「呀——救命！呀！救命！」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwBOYwsKtB
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埃妮芬力大無窮，終究踢開我的肚皮，離開我的身體，卷縮廚房一角，啜泣喊痛，以冒煙的長鼻輕撫焦黑脫皮的粗壯大腿。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh13xUkVO9j
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陣陣烤肉香氣自埃妮芬身上飄來。我迷迷糊糊往埃妮芬望去——我知道自己傷害了埃妮芬，有丁點兒歉疚，但僅是「丁點兒」而已，沒能再添。是命運的錯！命運讓我遇上芝華芙，在我習慣牠以後突然帶走牠，導致我失常失控。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoXqZoLLn4
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嗯……不得不承認，那「丁點兒」在我將責任推卸予世界和命運當刻已然耗盡。我不打算向埃妮芬道歉，甚至認為牠活該如此。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyoj5qm0gi
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1upF8Cftf
埃妮芬以盈盈淚眼楚楚可憐望向我。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsepkNQlpbT
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZElFCBwkr
我報以幽幽微笑。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2bY3b18Dl
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她先是一愣，然後停止抽泣，莞爾一笑。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiAcmy5gsj
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「笑甚麼？」我不悅。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsHNiY4WeQ
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「只能笑喔。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrjAHsNNir
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「何解？」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarVd3va8Oh
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「我哭累了。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfVjT8yGsD
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我被她的天真無邪逗笑了，笑得開懷。我告訴她，主人在廚房某高櫃內置有一個急救箱，內有藥物，適用於處理火燒灼傷之類的創傷。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyhHciKX6h
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誰料這埃妮芬有夠笨的。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumcdxchOYz
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0aCwkELU1
「熱壞了的，不是把它重新冷卻就可以？」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESDNiG4aok
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQ9VKINi6E
「你打算怎樣處理？」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcD4LaryL0s
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRB9aEhy3gf
「回到你身體裡去喔！」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZnH6tXgZz
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeboIkBHk8
我乖乖打開肚皮，示意埃妮芬進來。她嬌羞一笑，低頭卷身步進。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7nN7qMK2y
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXDyXTjl2o
像嬰孩。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vN08WDdIb
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsceBSTmzo
我全身運力，使勁製冷，給埃妮芬營造出一個舒適環境。沒過多久，埃妮芬忘卻痛楚，睡酣夢甜。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8PUMAbZ5H
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心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得寧靜。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwL6lh6XGsF
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生活順利嗎？順利得順利。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwb6AMxbb1
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毋須考究，毋須懷疑，毋須揣測。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3gndhasEO
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踏實。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkBqfxl7Sm
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安全感。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27ZGyJIndK
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不就是如此簡單而難得嗎？434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrOAyDZYDr
由於經歷錯過芝華芙一事，我才懂得格外珍惜懷裡的埃妮芬。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNT9iJHSrz
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6xwkveLY9
我溫柔向她述說昔日點點，關於主人，關於廚房，關於草原，關於芝華芙。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJAhqz5Rk2
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9NoUQg9n6
「關於我的呢？」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCEGJQxDlb
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauQFdYnfq0
「現在開始記錄。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZXxbapoiN
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埃妮芬嘻嘻傻笑。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2qMh4KrtQ
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUg5Khud3yB
我侃侃而談。講得多，說得深入，把心肝脾肺腎都掏給她。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerMwTMuSFT
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMslDcBFFk8
若問是否擔心埃妮芬會步芝華芙後塵、在毫無示警之下離開我的生命，坦白而言，我是擔心的。同時我亦知道，無論我是認真或是輕率對待埃妮芬，結果終究一樣——命運不會因為我的態度而改變，一切早已註定——要離開的，終歸會離開。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAz0wJkcpVl
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikVB6RYeBM
我唯一可以做到的就是盡興，就是讓埃妮芬了解我的心意，令她快樂，令她幸福。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxguHAUUYW
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrdCD31Qj3
情理之內、意料之外，殘酷的一天來臨了。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbli2qXhBSz
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kk7L9O8AY
主人現身。像帶走芝華芙那樣帶走埃妮芬。先是抓住她的腿，猛力往外一扯，埃妮芬連連喊痛。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMepHB4MST
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkAozs8HKX
以為埃妮芬會順從如初，乖乖聽主人的命令離開我，誰料她說不捨，她說愛我，她說不要離開我。乖巧的她因而被冠以頑劣之名，順從的她因而被冠以反叛之名，無邪的她因而被建議冠以惡魔之名。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMW16XLa8N
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6HsZZHeXY
我竭力合上我的肚皮，不讓主人輕易將埃妮芬帶走。可恨主人偏偏就是奸狡的人類，假意為埃妮芬療傷，勸我敞開肚皮。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwbuzDjnUP
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuEPtmrdS4
理智告訴我，主人在說謊，但我還是傾向相信他，因為他是我的主人，年月早已令我習慣他、相信他、服從他。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡul2A77MTws
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLQnsrjUua
肚皮大開，埃妮芬被帶走。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jXpqe6uCc
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYflig4BVlq
臨別一刻，埃妮芬大聲喊嚷：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwp1mAYNXt
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Ye7qMi66r
不復見。埃妮芬的身影永不復見。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElBWCo7dqz
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCvqwKiYYc
留下來的只有沓沓餘音——SOUL1314。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTtlz3vmyg
SOUL1314？434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrsdGWTZW2
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我的名字？434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfmRMTF6pi
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在我額前？434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAK68pEP2Te
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怎麼我不曾察覺？434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5BhzImmRi
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主人再次到來，為我添加雪種。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTYBmAUrUq
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lp5kwVOtB
我問主人：「我的名字在我額前？」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaylcqkmGt
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主人答：「是的。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNUpoatKf9
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「怎麼和我之前被告知的不一樣？工廠告訴我，我的機身編號被貼在背後。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OSEC7mlE9
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「工廠必須這樣告訴你，否則世界無法運行有序。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAmp5um4w8
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlu83IK8HQX
「這是欺騙。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMl2kJI7KT
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「別只怪責工廠——你有沒有嘗試去找找看？」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRr0tZCSzeY
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjU8GsE7RhA
「沒有。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxifaYcZtX
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「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。世間險惡，人人自顧不暇，盡力為你是情，不盡力為你是理。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmEgmdSF4g
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我無言以對。恨不來，亦釋懷不了。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINl7f3CaAI
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無所依靠，無所適從。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfeXQxzU6r
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不論是誰，來吧！請帶領我、引導我！434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgxsJ9ONJt
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埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTm50cGwpxL
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjbkmCYayu
真的嗎？我渴求的真相早已示現眼前，只怪我不曾嘗試細看？434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbDyR7Q1ng
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSIFcDXkMd
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KwgwZvvEM
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eVBCFApvp
我也想要知道自己的名字。那會令我成為獨一無二的存在。即便在工廠以倒模形式生產出來，即便世上有數以億計同樣的雪櫃，我仍可憑藉那名字而變得獨特。多麼吸引！多麼令我振奮！434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocfmfft1Qy
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主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDD1AxopQv
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqxGCrGtZc
我忍不住反駁：「盡力又如何？可以改變甚麼？難道你會因為我的改變而留下芝華芙及埃妮芬？」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymangcXqB9
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWuHJ8C5n4
「誰能斷言？」主人、芝華芙、埃妮芬齊齊放聲大笑，笑得震顫，顫成碎末，隨風消散。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPAmhju1CT
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剩下的只有我。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhHaufj3gR
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空白空虛空洞的我。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOw26Uunt31
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神智不清的我。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmFghlx4te
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思緒紊亂的我。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMfjylzgLi
「主人，早安。」我說。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvjdrD0zhr
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主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話，逕自將多盒經已包裝的肉類存放在我體內。我沒趣的瞄瞄那些包裝肉，赫見盒上印有「長頸鹿」、「獅子」、「豹」、「象」、「犀牛」之類的字眼。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZi2p0TyC4T
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「埃妮芬和芝華芙到哪兒去了？」我心頭一涼。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtzL8L21YQ
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wIoJGFSQQ
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbtgnSrelF
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「主人，求求你！求你回答我！」我苦苦哀求。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZ7sBnV9qu
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主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Tk9VNb5Yg
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjv4y8TKtYP
恨意油然而生——我乖乖侍奉多年，怎麼你毫不在意我感受？434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ROsm7cfGe
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身體失控作響，零件脫落，主人連忙取來工具為我修理。待主人鑽進我身，全神貫注於作響位置時，我猛力合上肚皮，全力製冷，無視主人掙扎呼救之聲。不消十分鐘，我體溫已下降至攝氏零下五十度，主人失去生命體徵的同時我開始冷靜下來。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Nm3hrMiIx
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我失去一切。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuXIEL4XPm
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芝華芙、埃妮芬、主人，統統不復存在。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsINQPtOM4N
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4nLIEG2yh
空白，空虛，空洞。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgVs38sR95
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埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpImzVx7PL
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEsykt8Xgs
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLztN1gm69a
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpTz3iUKdE
主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpMHuBPSnT
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TBoFG61YA
對啊！我該要怪責自己，我連自己的名字也不曾盡力搞清楚。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsNgsNxhoP
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死意已決。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkEEO6zIBv
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZh9u2Pv1c
電源線與牆身插座之間隨即冒出一縷輕煙。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutnwqINNGX
我沒有重量，飄浮半空，默默望向地面上的一個雪櫃。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIl9QqqhcU
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晝白夜黑，夜黑晝白。白黑白黑，黑白黑白。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wQwAfBbYA
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時間流逝，惡臭傳出。眾人破門而入，在雪櫃內發現男人屍體。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKm63qkynTi
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屍體被帶往西方，雪櫃被帶往東面，永不復見。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIfyHqVGHQ
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有人將雪櫃分拆檢查。不明白何以它能突破機件極限去到攝氏零下五十度低溫，不明白為何雪櫃內壁有多個動物蹄印，不明白何解男人沒能踢開雪櫃門逃走。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzHszfykvd
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那人對雪櫃著迷，沒有在工作完成後按既定程序處理它，反是偷偷將雪櫃運回家中，向妻子展示炫耀。妻子嫌它邪門，在他不在家時把雪櫃賣予收破爛的。那收破爛的又將雪櫃轉售。輾輾轉轉，雪櫃跟著數十輛舊車和其他舊電器被賣往遙遠的地方。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jjZwKMDlU
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到埗後，舊車被送往別處，雪櫃和其他舊電器登上大車直往市集。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3p37IM2Jac
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有人買它回家。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYKoQ6HD0C
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他媽罵他怎麼買雪櫃，電費不便宜。他塞他媽入雪櫃內，直至她沒能繼續罵。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2vyHSvTVG
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nFzlDQ35T
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某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭模樣怪趣的活物——個子肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——象。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86FGppBEe6
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTNUMM5bih
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某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭長相奇怪的活物——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——長頸鹿。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvElyp7bCx
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGniNmjrABJ
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我似乎忘記了很多重要人事物，但我真的無法憶起半點往事。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiSlgdCADc
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算了吧。想不起也許不是壞事。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtuKmmsKES
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生命空白空虛空洞，世界盡歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時沒有其他情感。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgp1Attyupl
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心境寧靜。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mLsUFaxiV
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生活順利。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB74ZCJxIsd
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