I lay in the field. Just watching the clouds pass by. My meeting and first day ended two hours ago..but. I haven’t been around the pack of a while..and as much as they hated me it felt nice being here..in the field I mean. Not around the pack. I shiver with annoyance. I miss the space they had. The space they gave me..I chose to lay in this field simply because it was far away..it was about six miles from the border.
In the field surrounded by sunlight and grass. I could just sit here and enjoy it..just sit here and relax..I slowly close my eyes. I sat there for quite some time. Just enjoying the sun..
But I began to think..I thought about Orris..I thought about my parents and Marca and Anwyll..I thought about it all..
I slowly rub my hands together before pausing to rub my scar. I slowly open my eyes. Why..why me..? Why us..?
Why lie..i thought for a moment. I than sigh and rub my face for a moment before just staring at the clouds. why..I think again..why did they take orris from us..? Who took him..why..? Was it really a vampire who did this..? Why did he have to die..? I slowly reach over to rub my fingers against my palm. Why are our parents lying to us..? Why won’t they answer any of our questions..? Why were me and marca trained to kill..? I have so many questions..but most of all..the question I had the most..why am I truly helping anwyll..
Maybe Marca was right..? Maybe I truly am just projecting my own issues..maybe I really am broken..or maybe..maybe its because I know that he’s part of something big..something so big it’ll crack everything apart..but yet…I pause and sigh softly. Why do I feel this way..? Truly..why is it so easy for me to trust him..? To follow him..to let him touch and joke with me..I slowly close my eyes..slowly taking in a deep breath..why does it feel like I knew him..? Longed..for him..
Thinking I snap my eyes open and shift into my wolf. I take in a deep breath, feeling my fur ripple and stand as the sudden scents filled my brain. God I love turning. I dig my nails into the dirt..giggling softly before yawning, flashing my pearly white fangs before stretching and curling into a ball, sleeping in the sun. But..I did everything but sleep..I simply couldn’t..the thoughts still rang through my head..why does he look so familiar..? Why does it feel like I can pour my whole world out to him and he wouldn’t bat an eye..? Why..why do I..I pause for a moment before shaking my mane fur. I than lay my head down. No..Now’s not the time..
The world..the world is a dark place..that is what got Orris killed..because the world is a dark..dark place..
I sigh and look around before deciding to just gaze at the landscape..that was enough..that was peaceful enough..I rest my head on my arms..just watching the gentle breeze push the grass back and forth. I blink, my ears twitching and snapping back and forth. Listening..keeping watch so I can relax.
I stretch my feet before jerking my head upright at the sight of a man..He was far..close to the pack border. I sniff his way, hoping to catch a scent..but I don’t. I flick my ear and slowly move to my feet. I flick my tail..debating if I should call someone. But he wasn’t doing anything..he was just standing there..I sit and stare. I can’t smell them..which is odd..its as if they have no scent. I blew out, shaking my fur and deciding to push on. I trek my way over. Stopping every few feet to make sure they weren’t moving..but the closer I got..the more my heart sped up..
I quickly stopped when I got five feet away. The more I kept my eyes on him the more he looked familiar...but than..It had dawned on me.. I knew this man…he was in the photos! The photo in our hideout! But now that I was up close..I could really see him..This man..he wore only white..and he had no face..at least not one I couldn’t see.. And no scent..my fur stood up..I did not like this..not one bit. I look him over.
Who was he..? I quickly took a step back at the sight of him turning around and walking away into the forest. I was hesitant to follow..there was something about this man…something bad..yet i felt intrigued. I lick my lips and trot after him. Keeping my head down and my ears sharp. He glided..not walked..no sound..it was as if he wasn’t even here..like was some kind of ghost..or that he himself was fake..I stopped in my tracks when he glitched and appeared five feet away. What the..
I quickly catch up, shifting into my human as I do. “Hey..!” I call, waving my hand and covering my body with leaves and vines. He didn’t say anything..He just kept walking..then he glitched and disappeared. I wrinkle my nose and my heart instantly sped up.
“What the hell…-” I gasp, stumbling back quickly when the forest around me begins to shake and buzz out. The trees around me began to tremble and their leaves began to fall from their branches. The rocks around me began to skip and disappear by themselves before appearing a few meters apart..some disappearing altogether..the sky..the clouds..it was as if I was looking at a video game that received water damage..except for the fact that I was in the game.. I ball my fist and instantly wrap my fist in spikes, my chest rising and falling quickly.
I quickly try to make a run for it. I screamed when my legs began to sink. “No..! no!” I whine, trying to scramble away, digging and clawing with my nails as the earth around me begins to turn into nothing but a muddy mess. “No..! No!” I screamed at the top of my lungs, feeling my cheeks burn with tears as I sunk deeper, and faster. “Help me! Help me! Someone! MARCA!!” I screamed as I quickly sunk to the level of my throat. “ANWYLL!” I sob before being engulfed beneath..
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