Dear Diary,
Oh, I have so much to tell you! My plan is going so well! I confessed to Kai today. I’m almost 100% sure he likes me back too. From the way he blushes when I touch him to the extra attention, he pays to me. There’s no way he’s going to reject me. Then once we start dating I can finally start getting closer to you-know-who. Even though I want to get closer to him I also don’t mind going out with Kai for a little bit. He seems entertaining enough. I can’t believe I didn’t put down how I confessed! Silly me! So, I basically I pulled him aside from Daffodil and then confessed! “Hey, uhm I really really like you!” I even made my voice all sweet to make it convincible. I’m such a good actor, aren’t I?
Oh well, that’s it for today.
From yours truly,
Dhalia Black
Dear Me,
I don’t know what to do. I told my therapist I was really sad and upset about Kai and Dhalia. She said I should write about them since I like writing. So yeah. Letter to me about being sad I guess?
I like Kai. That’s obvious. I thought I didn’t have a chance when I first saw him you know back when I first transferred to school. Even though he was alone and I could barely see him he was just so handsome and looked so kind. Then of course there was the Lee issue. Is it horrible that I’m slightly glad it happened? If it didn’t I wouldn’t know Kai like I do now. I thought I was used to that sad feeling and just hoped I would get over it. But then he told me he liked a boy. I can’t believe I thought it could have been me. Of course, it wasn’t. There’s no way he would ever like me. It was Iris. The boy he liked was Iris. Not Daffodil. It was like a pang in my heart. It hurts so badly. Now he has a girlfriend. I tried to be happy I really did. But it’s so so hard. I just want to cry my heart out. Or take him by the shoulders and shout at him to like me and date me. But I can’t. I never can.
Okay, this got too emotional for my liking. I’m going to burn this so Kai can never find it. I wish I could burn up my feelings too.
From,
Daffi the daffodil
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