Dear Daisy,
I told Amelia about Dahlia. Among other things, we talked about it today. She said I shouldn’t hide my emotions. That it’s normal that I want to but it’s not healthy. Also that I should tell Daffi or just someone. That it might comfort me and help with my emotions a bit.
So I did. After that session, I went down to the florist he works at and waited for his shift to be over. We talked a bit and just caught up while he was working. I think I got too wrapped up in Dhalia that I forgot that I can spend time with other friends too. It felt nice to catch up. Apparently, he got to choose some flowers he wanted so he also gave me a Yellow Rose. It probably has some meaning but I don’t really know. We walked around the shops for a bit. Talking about how we are going to live together soon and a few other things. The fact that we are already halfway through May. How we are going to get our uni letters soon? It’s daunting but exciting at the same time. Even though I’m legally an adult it doesn’t feel like that.
We talked and walked around the shops for ages stopping randomly for Daffi to look at books, clothes, weird little shape cutters and cakes. I had almost forgotten what I was there for honestly. Until I asked Daffi how he and Brennan were going. Daffi stopped and said. “Oh. Good.” Like he had forgotten he had a boyfriend. Maybe they aren’t doing well. Then he asked how Dahlia and I were going as well. I took it to say we broke up. Daffi looked at me and hugged me. He asked me how I felt and I took Amelia’s advice and told him everything. How I felt conflicted about the kiss .and everything else. It felt releasing to get all of that off my chest.
Love,
Kai
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