Dear Daisy,
I’ve been mulling the whole Dahlia situation over. I think it’s best I talk to Daffi first. I don’t want to draw conclusions too fast. He deserves the benefit of the doubt. So I’ve waited a few days but now it’s the last day of the holidays and he hasn’t mentioned it at all. I think I’ll ask him about it before we go to sleep. We tend to talk a lot before sleeping. Most of it is random shit but I still find it comforting. We’re fully settled into this house and it’s really confronting. You’d normally ask me if it’s in a good or a bad way, but I honestly don’t even know. I miss being home a lot more than I thought I would. Even though mom isn’t there I knew I would see her at least once a week. Then there’s school, Daffi and I used to be able to just walk down but now there are so many buses and trains since we live in the city and even that’s ending in three weeks starting tomorrow.
I can’t even go to your grave easily. I was so excited to move out and become an ‘adult’ when I was fifteen. But now I’m wishing to not grow up. It's weird.
Love,
Kai
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