Dear Diary,
I’m writing this on my notes app this time. Since Kai is sleeping on the floor, I can’t reach over to get my usual journal.
Normally I would text Brennan about this but he’s asleep and hasn’t read my message yet. I needed somewhere to talk about this at least. Kai just said he loves me. Not like. LOVE? Where did it even come from? How did he even go to sleep after this??? Now I’m going to be pondering this all night. I hate him! Did he mean it as a friend? Does he love, love me? He’s never shown interest in me though. WHAT DOES ANY OF THIS MEAN?
Brennan better answer his texts. I'm spiralling into a big red mess just trying to figure this out. Kai did say “bro” so maybe it’s platonic?
I DON'T KNOW! Kai sucks. I hate when his dense ass doesn’t realise how much this plays with my feelings.
Love,
Daffodil
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