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I think…I have a new problem. Do you know how I was feeling towards Dhalia? Now I feel that way about Iris too. He’s just so…pretty. Inside and out! I learnt that he likes Botany and art. It’s really fun to watch him work. he looks so happy. I also learnt Iris put's a different patch on his chair for different reasons or events. He showed me different ones and what they meant in his life. It's so creative and cool. I want to know so much more about him and Dhalia. I haven't been able to spend as much time with her because she has her assessment for her class and she has to restart her extra classes to go into teaching. I wish I could spend more time with her. It's nice having one on one time with Iris though. We go around the school gardens and Daffi joins us some of the time. It was nice.
I then told Daffi about how I felt about Iris. I expected him to help me and ask questions but instead, he looked sad and just said “okay” and left saying he had something to do. I don’t know why. Wasn’t he meant to help me with this stuff? I hope Daffi can help me as well once he finishes his stuff. Maybe he doesn’t like me anymore? No. He wouldn’t dislike me for liking Iris that’s the last thing he would. Maybe he is just busy?
I’ve only really liked girls before why is he different? Or have I just ignored it the entire time? Am I in denial? Maybe I should ask Zinnia? They might know about this stuff. I also want to ask mom but I think it's too soon since our relationship is sort of fragile. I don't want to break it by dropping this on her.447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgH6FsrYvT
Though something else more important is happening. I sent in my application for Uni. I’m scared. I’ll only know if I got in during April. It’s nerve-racking waiting. Knowing me I’ll probably forget though. 447Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSY0j7cYKQ
It’s times like this when I wish you were here.
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Love,
your confused best friend (Kai)
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