Dear Daisy,
I forgot how good Daffi’s mom’s cooking is! She made lasagna and this really nice salad. It had a bunch of different sauces. Though it was mainly cucumber and tomato.
It’s comforting sitting at a table full of people. I’m also starting to think Nick just lives at their house. He’s just constantly there. Or Darren is at nicks house. They are just never apart. Daffi just said they are magical and should not be questioned.
Eating dinner turned into a sleepover. Per usual. I think it’s happened so many times that somehow some clothes have just ended up in Daffi’s room. We talked for quite a while because I realised I’d made myself so busy I forgot about Daffi. That’s not what I wanted. I wanted to have so much work that I forgot Dahlia. Not my best friend, not the person that has helped me through every issue I’ve had since I met him. I need to stop distracting myself from these feelings and emotions because I’m just hurting myself and the people around me.
Even though it might make me feel like crap I need to just work through it. Even though I lost a romantic relationship I still have so many amazing friends supporting me who have experience too. I need to open up and be honest. I guess this is Daffi helping me yet again with all my issues. Once I’m done with everything I’ll let myself relax more.
Love,
Kai
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