"It was unfair of me to be angry with you. . ." I sighed before kissing his cheek and dropping my hands.
He shook his head in response.
"It's not, and if it was then I would have probably reacted the same, we don't have secrets from each other; so I'm sorry." he looked down at me giving me a small smile.
"Hey. . . you just made me realize. . . Rickey was there too- do you think I should check with him about it?"
His eyes shifted in confusion as if trying to think of the options of what he may have felt that night.
"Perhaps. . .has he ever mentioned anything of the sort to you?" he asked.
I shook my head.
He nodded.
"Then go ahead, I'll be here"
I smiled pecking him on the lips.
"Thank you"
"For what?" he looked at me puzzled.
"Being you. . . we can go for a swim when I get back?"
"That sounds amazing, text me when you'll be back?"
He grinned at me.
I smiled in response before leaving the room and taking out my phone starting to text Rickey.
Can I come over?
I got half way out the door when my phone buzzed in my pocket.
I got into my car and grabbed my phone out checking who it was.
Rickey: Sure love, see you soon doors unlocked.
☾☾☾
I finally reached the apartment door hearing the faint noise of some music playing.
I opened the door and walked in looking for any sign of anyone before calling out for Rickey.
I listened carefully to my surroundings to hear him mumbling to himself about finding his phone charger.
I made my way down the hallway as he came out of a bedroom I hadn't been in yet.
He smiled down at me.
"Hey gorgeous"
"Hey you"
I wrapped my arms around his torso before pulling him closer into a hug laying my head on his chest.
"Something wrong?" he asked putting his arms around me.
"Can I ask you something?" I picked my head up letting my arms unwrap before stepping back.
"That doesn't quite sound good. . . what's up babe?" he looked at me strangely as he wrapped up the charger cord that was in his hand.
"Remember the night at the ball?" I bit my lip worried for his response.
He almost chuckled but you could tell he was holding back.
"Of course I do, how could I not?"
I winced.
"I umm, when you came into the room then. . . did you, feel like you weren't in control of yourself?" I bit down on my lip slightly.
His face turned and you could tell he picked up on my feelings of discomfort.
"I mean you did have me brought up there if you recall?" he said as if it were a question.
I shook my head.
"No I mean like did you feel like you couldn't move?"
His eyebrows rose as if he had no idea what I was talking about which was a huge relief.
"Luna, I'll be honest I have no idea what you're talking about" he shrugged.
Should I tell him? it'd be unfair not to. . .
"I. . . I learned something tonight, I didn't realize I could make people practically bend to my will, even when they're terrified for their lives and I. . . I was worried I did the same to you"
He searched my eyes for a moment before grinning.
"Babe trust me, I doubt that'd happen with me" he turned away and started walking towards his bedroom.
I blinked and rushed after him.
"That's it? you're not bothered? worried? how are you so confident?"
I could start to smell the scent of patchouli from his room as he opened the door.
"Do you want me to threaten you or startle you or something to prove my point? I'm not really controlled ever."
He walked in and turned on the light.
I stepped in a couple steps as I watched him pace the room looking for his phone.
"What do you mean sca-"
And suddenly the door was shut and I was pressed against it pinned my his chest against me as he were peering down at me like I was his next meal.
Oddly enough, I didn't want to shove him off me let alone rip him to pieces I was actually. . . kind of turned on.
"See, I'm still standing and moving"
His eyes met mine as I felt his right arm move besides me and trail up my arm.
"I mean. . . I'm sure I wouldn't do that right now why would I be so threatened?" I spoke calmly as I felt his hand brush across my neck pushing the hair away from it exposing my neck.
And right as that last word fell from my lips I felt his hand wrap around my throat, but it still wasn't in an aggressive manner, at least from the lack of grip he had on it. It was also at that moment I had realized I was really turned on by the whole thing but I wasn't just yet sure if he had noticed.
I looked away from him hand and back up at him as his eyes were as calm and relaxed as ever. I did something probably that was just as risky as what he was doing and I moved my head forward and pressed my lips against his. Judging by his lack of force keeping my head away from him as I nipped at his lip as he kissed me back he wasn't at all uncomfortable.
After a few moments we stopped and he whispered against my lips.
"I guess we were both somewhat right" his breath felt warm against my lips as I smelled the mint toothpaste on his breath.
I finally opened my eyes to see his ocean colored eyes starting to be consumed by and ink like cloudy color.
Honestly, I never really thought about having sex with any other person but Jason till this moment but I was definitely willing to test the waters with Rickey right now, and if I was reading everything right Rickey was more than willing and wanting to right now.
Though I was a little nervous to ask such a question I leaned my head towards his ear and whispered.
"Go ahead. . . wrap it tighter"
I bit down on my lip waiting for his next move, he waited a small moment as if making sure I wasn't joking before firming his grip and putting my head back against the wall. I couldn't help but feel my face get a big grin across it as he did and it felt like electricity was running through my veins. Just as I had realized my own feelings I had felt a sudden twitch against my waist not even needing to look down knowing where I was positioned I wasn't the only one turned on right now.
I looked back up at Rickey's eyes as he also had a growing smirk on his face as he held his grip. I felt like nearly squirming just to be able to feel it rub against me but I kept still.
"Rickey I. . ." I managed to choke out without whining.
I was so unused to someone being like this with me, Jason was passionate sure- but he was never really aggressive he always seemed almost too far from me- even when he was in me oddly enough. Right now I wanted to beg for this man to keep touching me.
"Trust me I know" he swallowed as his nostrils flared and I could tell my how cloudy his eyes were he knew at this point we were both enjoying the situation , but yet he wasn't moving forward. . .why?
"Go ahead you can ask me, unless my grip is too good on you right now-"
"Ask you. . .?" my eyes were distracted by his swollen bottom lip before my gaze drifted back to his eyes and they looked serious.
Oh.
"Is anyone coming back tonight?" I asked as he loosened his grip.
"Nope just you and me" he spoke softly.
"Rickey I'm really fucking turned on right now and I'd rather cut the small talk" I blurted.
He let out what almost seemed like a sigh of relief and suddenly he had grabbed me and brought to the bed dropping me on it before crawling on top of me.
"God you have no idea how long it felt to wait for those words while fucking smelling you like that" he let out the word as a low growl rumbled through his chest.
I sat back up and pushed against his shoulder causing him to roll over onto the soft bedding as I hovered above him smiling.
"You had your moment of fun, now I wanna see. . ." I trailed my hand down his black cotton shirt and down to his belt buckle and realized just below was a pretty large throbbing hard on and I was perhaps looking at a challenge.
"Don't let me get in the way" he laid down as he watched me.
I start unbuckling his jeans and taking them off moving off his boxer briefs with them.
His member popping out from underneath revealing it being much thicker and longer than I had thought and I caught myself start to feel my saliva building in my mouth as I thought about my lips moving up and down it. I slowly moved my hand to the base of it and looked back up at him as I situated myself between his legs and started slowly circling my tongue around his member and eventually down it feeling it pulsing vein against my tongue and I moaned against it he groaned at my response and put his hand on the back of my head urging my head down.
That was all the encouragement I needed as I slid his length down my throat and he suddenly let out a very sexy moan which just made me feel even more praise as I sucked on him more as I took his length all the way down my throat as I felt it hit the back for the first time I moaned with him in my mouth and grabbed a fistful of my hair as I did. I eventually started bopping my head much faster as I moved my tongue roughly down his shaft.
After some time his pulled my head up a little rough which honestly just made my panties more wet than they already were after giving him head.
"Mmm stop for now. . . take off your shirt, because otherwise I might rip off your clothes. . ." he said sounding quite serious as he took off his shirt.
I quickly obliged tossing my shirt to the side and I held back a smile as I had remembered I was wearing a purple and black set of bra and panties. He watched me as if he were watching the best show ever and I slowly started to take off pants and eventually tossed them aside too before hooking my fingers around my panties but his hands wrapped around my wrists he leaned up grinning at me with a devilish look.
"Oh no, I'll do those get your hands and knees" his voice sounded like velvet right now and I just wanted to do anything he told me to do, I just wanted to feel him inside of me already.
As he moved behind me I got on my knees sliding forward arching my back.
I felt him pull my thong tight as is brushed against my clit letting a small moan escape my lips.
"Rickey please. . ."
I couldn't tell if he was just nervous because the only thing I could smell is his pride and his arousal.
He broke my train of thought when he suddenly pushed himself all the way inside me in one swift stroke as he moved my panties so far to the side they snapped. I clenched around his hot throbbing member as I let out another moan.
I was being so fucking loud and I honestly didn't care my head was nearly spinning just from his entering me.
"Fuck you're so wet right -" he tried pulling a bit out but I just clenched more letting out a small whimper of pleasure.
I barely felt in control of my body if I were to be honest. . . And I loved every second of it.
He pushed back into my harder and what even felt like deeper and I bit down on my lip hard burying my face into one of his pillows inhaling his scent his hips suddenly started moving very quickly as he grabbed my waist digging his nails somewhat into them as he brought my closer to him. To think I never thought getting so close to someone like this was even possible I started to feel my clit throb as I pushed against his thrusts as I felt my orgasm building inside already. I started to drown in the feeling of his hot throbbing member's vein pulsating inside of me as he seemed to bring his thrust into me harder each time he pulled out like he was starving for the feeling too. His hands dragged down my sides a bit as I felt his nails slice me open a bit I moaned out his name as an orgasm rolled over me as I arched my back more pushing him as deep as he could inside me as I rode out my first orgasm.
He growled behind me pleased and I felt his one hand move off my waist and underneath me to start rubbing me. My legs felt shaky after such a good orgasm and I was still tingling and here he was giving me even more pleasure as he coated his fingers with my cum as he kept moving inside me. His fingers pinching my clit bring me closer each time. He gave me several orgasms before I started to feel him swell up inside me and suddenly he had pulled out and I had found myself whining like I had before.
I didn't know why he stopped and I lifted my head from the pillow and looked back at him. His eyes were now fiery red with still some haze of cloudiness.
"You can finish now"
My eyes lit up as I crawled back over to him as he cupped my chin with his hand and guided my mouth to his throbbing member.
I gladly took him back into my mouth as I tasted some of the precum and nearly moaned again. I wanted to just have him use me however he wanted right now and as if he read my thoughts he started moving my head for me as I sucked on his hard and he thrusted himself down my throat. This only made me moan as he pushed inside my mouth.
"Fuck" he whispered through shallow breaths his accent as thick as ever.
I'd quickly manage to swirl my tongue around his tip as he pulled out of my mouth before ramming it back down his throat, he suddenly started pulsing again and I felt the hot liquid pour down my throat as I swallowed letting out one last moan against him hearing him moan as he held my head tight against him.
He gave my hair a small pull before letting go and I slid him out of my mouth licking my lips looking back up at him.
He was still rock hard and he looked back down at me.
"If you keep looking at me like that I'm going to make you scream my name next time and you won't be able to hold back, trust me I can go for hours" he said very strictly.
Fuck, I couldn't even stop my brain from being so horny for this man. I just came five or more times and I still wanted more! Then I realized. . .
"Then I think, we should" I challenged.
He grinned before flipping my back over and smacking my ass.
☾☾☾
After several orgasms later and being covered in sweat we had laid down panting beside each other. My body was tingling after so much pleasure, Rickey had finally calmed down enough too as he closed his eyes.
"Whatcha doing?" I asked.
"Hmm? Oh just thinking about some things"
"Like? Wait what time is it? I should text Jason" I quickly sprung out of bed searching the floor for my phone.
"Does he not know your here?" he sounded surprised.
I shook my head looking at the time.
3AM?!
I quickly texted him I wasn't coming home yet and I loved him.
"He does, someone always does, I told him before I left why I was coming here"
"Mmm well, certainly what you came for and how many times you did are very different things"
My cheeks burned red as I felt myself blush and made my way back to the bed.
"That is true. . . they" I cleared my throat.
"Were different."
"Who would have thought such a proper woman like you likes being grabbed by her throat like that"
"Yeah well. . . I didn't either but" I bit down on my lip as I sat on the bed thinking about how he felt again.
"Wait what?" he broke my thoughts.
"Hmm? Oh Jason-" I stopped myself unsure if I should be honest about such things.
I just let him choke me and fuck me like a ragdoll and now I can't talk to him?
I remember reading into rough play like bdsm and things and bringing it up to Jason but he had always said he could never be rough, or do such a thing like that to someone he loved let alone to someone he looked at like a china doll. Ironically those things require a lot of trust, but since he wasn't into it himself I could only somewhat fantasize or just not think about it. Even though this wasn't the same thing it definitely made me think it was perhaps an option.
"Jason is a lot more. . . gentle with me, and much slower"
"I uh, didn't realize he was the only one you had slept with" he scratched the back of his now roughed up hair.
"Don't feel bad, I don't."
"Is that so?" he smiled.
"Mmm very, so are you going to tell me what you were thinking about?"
He sighed.
"Jason had a talk to me about, well this kind of situations and his lines. . . I had to make a mental note of the fact that we were here and not there"
I looked at him puzzled.
"You know, not in certain rooms, how I'm supposed to keep my teeth to myself"
They seemed simple, thankfully pregnancy wasn't a worry nor was disease so there were a lot less things to worry about. I would have assumed Jason told him we only slept with each other- no wonder why Rickey was so surprised because Jason had rules already lined up.
"I was right by the way, and trust me I'm well away of your physical strength above me in general" he admitted putting the cotton sheet over me.
"And you risked being flung into the other wall?" I laughed looking over at him.
"That was me being gentle with you, and fuck if you get that turned on from just that I could only imagine- do you feel better?"
"Much, but I should probably get back home. . ."
"Wow, normally I'm the one who fucks and leaves or has to kick the girl out" he huffed.
I sat up and my face made a twisted look unsure of what to really say, to apologize, to thank him I didn't really know. . .
"I don't mean to just run out on you, but like I said this- I don't know" I got up searching for my clothes.
"We should uh, probably establish our own boundaries next time- the non obvious ones even though I want nothing more than to sink my teeth into you quite literally" his last few words came out like a mumble as if he were biting on his lip or something.
He groaned and started complaining about being hard again as I noticed my panties were completely torn in half.
I picked them up and tossed them to Rickey.
"Sorry but you pleaded me, I could have torn it all off and taken you against that door though." he pointed out.
I rolled my eyes as I straightened my clothes smiling and feeling a slight blush heat my cheeks, god the after feeling of all that definitely had me more peppy as I walked towards the door.
The mix of different emotions in the air made my head cloudy, his pride, cigarettes, the candles burning. . . our lust; it was intoxicating.
☾☾☾
Jason hadn't answered my texts so I assumed he was already in the indoor pool enjoying a swim, I couldn't blame him I didn't give him a warning- I really thought I'd be gone for an hour or so only, but then. . .
My thoughts of how everything escalated made me feel hot and bothered again. I don't know if it was because if he wasn't Jason so it was so odd to think about or if it was the amount of crashing orgasms he gave me.
"Fuck. . ." I whispered to myself as I pulled into the driveway.
Was he okay that I left? He kept to himself afterwards- was it wrong of me to leave him like that?
I got out of the car and quickly made my way into the house and made my way to the pool room after slipping off my shoes.
As I approached the big oak doors I heard the sounds of water splashing as I opened the door to find Jason swimming in the small pool his strokes slowed as if he heard me walk in- which he probably did.
"You were gone a lot longer than I thought- figured you were staying sorry. . ." his voice echoed in the open space and I frowned walking towards the pool.
"I know I'm sorry I texted but you must have been down here already"
"You're fine, you joining me still? everyone is in their rooms for the night" he swam towards the edge to look up at me.
I was very fortunate to have someone like him, he was patient- even when he was so paranoid about everyone else. He never seemed to be so worried about me- getting hurt or anything minus maybe me starting a little trouble.
I started undressing myself as he just watched me waiting patiently until his face twisted into confused as I moved my pants off.
"Since when do you not wear underwear with pants?" he questioned.
Stupid Luna, stupid.
I stepped into the water next to him holding myself up on the side breathing in the chlorine as my nostrils flared.
"I kind of had to leave them back at Rickey's. . ." I said quietly.
He didn't seem mad just rather confused, he turned himself around wrapping his arm around my waist pulling my towards him
"So the talk went well I take-" his nostrils flared and as he cut himself off and I had realized maybe not taking a shower before I came back or before I came down here.
His warm orbs started to fade as I realized he could probably still smell some of what happened- wasn't sure if it was Rickey or if it was the arousal or what it was.
"Really well apparently- did he throw you out? I swear if he-" a low growl rumbled from his chest as his thoughts started flooding in.
I shook my head and brought myself closer to him touching his cheek.
"I'd rather not go into detail- I left because I made plans with you no need to call the Calvary I should have showered or something"
His nose twitched as if in agreement but he smiled kissing my forehead.
"Well, I'm glad you still made it while I was down here, shall we?" he started swimming backwards.
☾☾☾
After our long swim we took a nice warm shower. If I were to be honest though I was somewhat sore to my surprise that even being possible the sensation sometimes drifting me back into my thoughts of earlier, but I'd quickly shake them off.
"I'll be honest, the only reason I didn't really know how to mention anything or do anything is because well. . . he told me about your talk and I just rushed back home when I realized the time. . ." I trailed off
"Did he break one?" he looked at me rather serious as he made the bed to his liking.
I shook my head and he laid to beside me, he decided to just go to bed with a pair of silk black long pajama pants that hunt low around him.
"You ran out on him because you didn't know what to do didn't you?"
I shrugged.
"I guess so. . . I mean I don't feel guilty or anything I don't know there were so many thoughts running through my head, going over there turned out much different and I just-"
"You should text him or call him" he cut in, but his tone wasn't harsh, he was trying to be helpful.
"I may not exactly want details or anything, but if I were him I'd wanna hear something"
But that was the thing. . . They weren't the same in that. Rickey wasn't like Jason at all during sex or after. . .
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