Two months have now been by since Rickey came back that night. He didn’t answer his phone or come around when I was here. I knew he had come by when I wasn’t because his scent would still linger. Jason of course was upset and irritated about it, but he stayed by my side. However he had business to deal with downtown regarding some new guidelines and was out of town the past two days.
I walked down the hallway and knocked on Jarred’s door. He was playing music and was talking on the phone, but with the music I couldn’t tell who. . . after he didn’t answer I opened the door and poked my head in and he waved his hand to give me the okay and I walked in as he ended the phone call.
“What’s up Luna?” he turned off the music and ran his hand through his messy hair. He was all dressed up as if he were about to go out.
“Are you going out?” I asked him looking at his clothes.
“No I already did. . . Something wrong?” He looked at me puzzled with concern.
Yes.
I figured it was better to just lie though and continue avoiding the questions that clawed at my mouth to be asked.
“No, just you know, Jason is out of town and no word from Rickey still. . .” my words trailed off.
“He’ll turn up. . . He always does. How about we go for a walk?” he offered his hand.
I nodded and took his hand and he slipped his phone into his pocket and led me out. Alexander stopped us as we reached the stairs.
“Luna do you need me to come with you?”
I shook my head.
“Jarred should be fine, we won’t go far either.”
He nodded and walked back towards the third floor.
“I’m offended, I can’t look after my own sister in law by myself now.” Jarred frowned.
I rolled my eyes bumping into him and walked down the stairs putting my combat boots on and walked outside waiting for Jarred. He soon followed putting his hands in his pockets. I started to walked to the pond.
“Let’s cut the merda sis, what’s up?” Jarred asked me.
I kept walking until I reached the pond and sat on the edge on one of the rocks.
“Be honest, do you know where he is?” I looked at him sternly.
I couldn't hold back, it was two months now. . . I had a stupid ring on my finger still even though I had no real answer or reasons.
He sighed.
“Luna listen-”
“Do you or not?” I pressed.
“I do,but. . .” he hesitated.
“But what?”
“It’s complicated. . . Yes I’ve been with him, he works for me you know that”
“Then why won’t he talk to me?”
He shook his head.
“You know he’s an asshole, I don’t know, but he has to fuck up eventually while you’re here and he comes over.”
He was right, I wasn’t even in the country for a week and a half and he also had left the state at some point.
“I just was curious. . . Just wish I knew what I did.” I looked at the water. It was already starting to freeze.
“Nothing. You did nothing.”
He spoke softly as he sat next to me.
It sure as Hell didn't feel that way. . . I tried to remember what Jarred told me the first time, but after so much time had passed I doubted it all.
“I miss him Jarred, I really do.” I did, a part of me was missing.
Things were so perfect right before. . .
"Luna. . . it's just that, he and I. . . people like us don't grieve the same way you do. . . or deal with any kind of weak emotion like you really" he admitted.
I looked at him confused.
"We surround ourselves with everything to wash it all away, sure he could have been upset with you- or rather the position you're in at first, but now because of how he first acted he's probably continuing to punish himself."
He shrugged.
"I don't understand. . ."
"And that's the thing Luna. . . you can't, you and Jason talk things out, sometimes I'll be it a little loud, but that's how you get over it."
He pulled his knees to his chest and sighed.
"Remember when I was high all the time? Never home? I kept avoiding my merda, I slept with girls who were virgins in hopes that maybe their innocence would fucking heal me somehow and they could save me from my own misery."
He shook his head.
"Did it help?. . ." I asked.
He laughed, but then his face turned serious.
"No, I did lie to myself about it for a bit though. . . but no, wanna know what did? Or rather who?"
He smiled.
"Who?"
"Jeff did. . . which gave me some other issues of course but. . . I tried everything it seemed underneath the sun and when he came around and was just another name on the stupid list I got something else"
"I don't understand why you're telling me this. . ."
I had to admit my confusion in his story. I was beyond thrilled he had gotten over his issues, but it surely wasn't making me feel better. No offense to his joy.
"Because you know what I did? My stupid ass fucked shit up with him because I was terrified, so scared of being able to have a chance of actually happiness again."
My eyes widened.
I had no idea they had troubles so often. I knew about a time or two, but he never let it show . . . maybe that was the point that I was missing.
"We're fucked up Luna, you have to remember most people didn't have a fairytale love story like yours"
I laughed a little at his comment.
"You're right about that"
"I know I am. So listen. . . I- I don't like him hurting you- or my brother but I know you love him regardless what his stupid ass does, part of me wants you to not forgive him because I want to save you some of that pain. . . but I know you're stubborn, Hell the three of you are. . . things will turn out however they're supposed to."
He smiled.
“With that being said however I'm going to go and try to fix one of my many mistakes, I’ll be back soon though.” he put his hand out and I took it pulling myself up and sighed and started to walk to the house.
Alexander was waiting outside by the door for me and I smiled walking back inside the house.
“Alexander call in the other guards and tell them I’ll need them within the hour in my office.”
“Yes my Queen.” Alexander had disappeared and I walked to my office shutting and locking the door.
The good news is all my paperwork was prepped and ready, even if I didn’t need it. I sat down at my desk and grabbed my pen and started reading them over. Zadicus had made his notes on the fixes he needed to make from Cassie and Eric to himself over in Italy. The expenses that included in such trips and everything between. I was impressed.
An hour had passed as I started to pick up my papers and Alexander knocked on the door.
“Everyone is gathered.”
I opened the door and went back sitting at my desk as everyone filed in and stood in a line.
Alexander already had known all the details so he had left shutting the doors behind me.
“As you may know Zadicus still has yet to make a move. I know some of you think I'm being paranoid at this point, and maybe so- but I'd rather be considered paranoid then fail.” I paused grabbing a stack of photos and placing them in front of me.
“ How long are we going to keep tabs on Rickey? I know we have the manpower but. . .” one of them finally spoke.
Matthew took the stack and looked through and passed them down the line.
“We will continue the normal routine until we are told to stop, just because Joshua isn't here today doesn't mean you all get to ask stupid questions”
Matthew snapped.
When Joshua wasn't around Matthew took the lead other than Alexander. Today he wanted to remind everyone of that.
"It's just- it's been a while you know. . . you said it yourself a while ago he wasn't really being threatened. . ."
Zach quietly continued.
"I don't give a shit, you do as she, her husband or Alexander and I tell you- have we fucking told you of any changes?" Matthew was now growling inching towards Zach.
Zach swallowed shaking his head.
"Calm down Matthew. . ." I sighed.
"We know who's team he's on. . ." someone mumbled.
"Someone have something else to say?" I raised an eyebrow looking at the room.
Matthew was about to speak as someone barge through the door.
“Go away Alexander I’m going to talk to her!”
My heart stopped hearing Rickey’s voice as he shoved through the guards after throwing the door open and looked at me.
“We need to talk. . .”
I looked down at my papers then back to him.
“I’m in a meeting as you can see. . .” it pained me to push him away, but I needed to, there was so much more going on then just us.
Even if ironically this conversation was turning into just that. . .
“I’ll wait. . . if you’ll let me. . .” he spoke softly, I didn’t have the heart to look up at him.
“That’s fine. . . I’ll see you in my room.”
He said nothing, but I heard him leave and sighed and looked back up at everyone.
“Now I think we can all agree no one wants to share with Jason or Joshua let alone Alexander what happened before he barged in, can we agree?”
“Yes.” They all said in unision.
“You’re dismissed.” They all bowed their heads and left and I cleaned up my papers locking them in my desk.
I felt my heart start to race when I remember Rickey was upstairs in my room.
I missed him. So much, but it hurt the way he left. It pained me more than it ever had. . . I took Jarred's advice though and hopefully. . . Hopefully he was right.
I walked up to my room and opened the door slowly. Rickey jumped up from the bed standing in front of me. His hair was slicked back and he was wearing a pair of dress pants and a black button up. He looked. . .nice. He looked better compared to when I last saw him I had to admit.
“Hey. . .” I said softly as I walked in shutting the door.
“Luna do you hate me?” his eyes looked sad and somewhat unsure.
I didn’t hate him. He just fucking broke my heart then disappeared.
It's not his fault.
I reminded myself.
I shook my head.
“I would never hate you. . .”
“Do you love me?. . .”
“If I didn’t I wouldn’t be here talking to you. . .”
“Would you take me back?” he asked softly tears started to form in his eyes.
I didn't expect to see him heartbroken. . . I don't know what kind of way I expected but it wasn't like this.
“You left me like I was some cheap whore.”
I started to feel my eyes burn as I felt my own tears start. It hurt to admit, let alone say out loud, but that day he kind of did. We needed to be honest- or at least I did.
He pulled me to him, but said nothing.
“Every time you leave me like that, when I just wanted to help . . .” I sniffed and he wrapped his arms around me so tight I could hear his heartbeat.
“I’m so sorry, I really love you. . . I know I wasn't right for that.”
He spoke so softly putting his head onto mine.
“I love you too. . .”
“Don’t be mad if I try something it’s been two months since I’ve had it. I'm really trying to go about this differently though. . .”
He cuddled me into him and I looked up at him.
“It’s fine I’m used to it.”
“Will you go out with me?. . .”
He looked into my eyes, I couldn’t bare to look into his as I looked down.
He picked my head up.
“Let me see your beautiful face. . . Even if you reject me I'd rather see it."
I looked back up at him and he smiled putting his hand on my face and leaned in and kissed me. He kissed me with so much passion it made me want to forget how long we had been apart. I wrapped my arms around his neck as we pulled apart and looked into each other’s eyes. He wrapped my legs around him and kissed my neck softly and smiled. I smiled back kissing his cheek. He blushed and hid his face in my shoulder.
I smiled more and picked up his face.
“Oh no. . .I never get to see you blush let me see.”
I smiled even more. I didn't need to give him an answer he already knew. . . our kiss said it all.
He then hid his face in my breasts. I moved his head back up and he started laughing. I rolled my eyes and just kept smiling. God I was so happy. He kissed my neck.
“Can I ask you something?”
He talked against my neck;
“Anything”
He kissed it once more.
“After two months how is your brain still like this” I laughed a little.
He leaned in my my ear his warm breath making me feel chills.
“I know this may sound weird, but I really want you. . .” he whispered.
“Can’t you wait? You just got here.”
Patience.
I had to keep reminding myself of the things I knew. He was back and that was a huge step. . . his small confessions were too.
“Mhm, but I’ll still mess with you.”
“What do you mean by that?. ..” I looked at him as he grinned.
He placed me down slowly and ran his hand between my thighs and rubbed one of them I felt myself become warmer.
“You’ll see.”
“I’m not sure if I should trust you right now. . .”
“I’m not gonna hurt you anymore. I’m done being a fucking douchebag.”
“I know. . .” I looked at his hand.
“I’m not sure if I should trust that though.”
He moved his hand up more going under my dress and I swallowed.
“And why not?” he asked watching my face for a reaction.
“Because I know you.”
I leaned in and kissed him quickly.
“But I also love you the way you are.”
He moved his hand to my panties and started to rub me through them.
“You want me to stop?”
God no.
“Yes. . . But don’t be sad okay?” wait what did I just say?
I cuddled into his arms. I needed to pace us.
“It makes me sad to see you sad. . .breaks my heart even. . .” I murmured.
“Aww. . .” he pulled his hand out and I hugged him breathing in all I could.
Remembering all that he was, feeling everything he was. What I had missed, what I had wanted. He held me close and I smiled.
“I love you.” he smiled back.
“And I love you too.”
I looked at him.
“I’m happy you still wanted me. . .” I laid my head on his chest.
“Why wouldn’t I?” he chuckled as he slid his hand into mine and held it.
We smiled and he laid his head on mine.
“So. . . you kept your ring on. . . so when are you going to let me?” I saw his eyes try to look down my shirt.
I laughed a little moving his head.
“When you aren’t being a peeping Tom.”
He laughed.
“Well I’m not going to make the first move, you tell me when you want to.”
I smiled and kissed his cheek. He bit his lip and looked at me and my hand. I knew this was hard on him, but he was trying. That was enough for me, as prideful and as shameless as he was.
“If you would stop thinking about it this would be much easier you know.”
“I can’t, sex just is so meaningful. . . and with a beautiful perfect girl like you I can’t stop thinkin’ about it.”
He leaned down kissing my cheek.
I felt my cheeks blush.
“I’m not by any means perfect.”
“Yes you are.” he said in a serious tone.
He grabbed my face pulling it to his as he kissed me deeply I slid my tongue against his softly and suddenly he had pulled away.
He wasn’t going to make any moves without my encouragement. He smiled and sighed softly. I just frowned at him.
“Don’t be sad. . .”
He shook his head.
“Back just hurts.”
“If it would help I could fix it.”
“Would you?”
I nodded as I went behind him and starting to rub his back.
He leaned forward so it was easier for me to reach and I kept rubbing his back feeling the twitch of his muscles underneath my hands until I found the knot and heard a crack.
“Better?”
“Much.”
He turned around and leaned down to kiss me. I smiled and he walked over to the love seat and sat down and took off his shirt and laid down. I sat beside him and poked him.
“You okay?”
“Yeah just wish I had some pants in this room- I think Jason would kill me if I took a pair of his” he laughed.
I laughed with him.
"Who knows, I can go get yours if you want though?"
He shook his head, but then looked at me and grinned.
“I don't want to be away from you any longer. . . You sure you’re 5’6?” he laughed a little again.
“Yes I’m sure.” I rolled my eyes.
“So cute and short.”
“Fuckin’ giant. . . Mr. 6’4.”
I scoffed as I moved to sit in his lap.
He looked up at me as I moved my waist against him.
“You are sooo hard to turn on tonight. . .”
“Who said I was?”
“Meee. . .”
I shrugged.
I really wasn’t, but he didn’t need to know that. I was trying to respect what I thought was both of our wishes. But that line was getting blurry now.
“Tell me how.”
“Rickey you turn me on still. . . I just don’t always want sex like you.”
“Yeah I know and I feel bad because I always do, but I’m gonna try and not always want it.”
“I know.”
I put my head on him. The smell of sage coming off him made me rub my face against him comfortingly, I missed it so fucking much.
“What made you want to stop? Truly this time” I finally asked.
“I’m sure it’s annoying to you.”
“I’m used to it.” I kissed his cheek.
“I don’t mind unless you get bothered on the rare occasion I say no. . .” I continued.
“Nah. . .”
I looked up at him.
“I Love you either way, you don’t have to do this. . . I know it’s hard for you. . .”
He nodded looking down.
I lifted his head up.
“I love you, sex addict or not.”
“I love you too, I don’t know why I love it so much.”
I shrugged.
“Do you want to stop though?” I asked.
“I like it. . . I don’t want to stop. . .”
“You don’t like it, you’re addicted lets be honest.”
He laughed.
“Either way I don’t care.” I looked him in the eyes as I said it.
“Just whenever I try. . .And you don’t want to, tell me.”
He looked at me, his eyes were serious, but yet loving.
"I always tell you everything. . ." I whispered.
“You know I’ll always protect you. . . You’re always what I ever wanted. . . I want you so bad. . . Can you feel it too, you know I’m so in love with you.”
I smiled, he may not have been making a lot of sense to me, but it was cute.
“Man that was corny.” He admitted.
I laughed a little in response it was a little bit, but I didn't care.
“So take one word you said , you put it in your bed, you rest your tiny head on your pillow, you wonder where you're going next, you got your head pushed to my chest.” he wrapped his arms around me as he started to sing softly.
I just smiled laying my head back down. He kissed my cheek and I hid my face in his chest. I was back to where I wanted to be and selfishly it was all that mattered in this very moment.
“Perfect faces shouldn’t hide their face. . .”
“Shut up.” I said into his chest smiling.
He pulled my head up and smiled down at me taking my hands. He let go only for a moment to stretch and as he did he fell off the loveseat and I laughed.
He groaned.
“Can I eat your boobs now that I fell?"
I laughed.
“No.”
“But I just fell. . . and I want them” he gave me a sad face.
“Wait.”
“For what?” he looked at me confused.
I smirked to myself, oh you’ll see. . .
I sighed.
“Fine. . .” I said playing along. I tried to hide my grin of trouble.
“No I know you don’t want to.”
He shook his head.
I tried to put on a innocent face.
“But I feel bad. . .”
“I told you, not making any moves.”
He looked at me sternly. His eyes were darkened but he was trying to deny his own urges.
I pulled him up and he pulled me into him as I cuddled back into his arms. He kissed my neck and I smiled before he laid back down with me against him.
“I’ll just wait.”
He knew I didn’t like asking and that it made me an awkward mess. Wasn’t for a lack of trying either he just had a way to make me do whatever he wanted. I liked our dynamic that way too. It was what made it so special.
“I- you know I can’t, you make the first move.”
“Do you want it?” he looked at me smirking his eyes were filled with lust.
I stayed quite fidgeting with my hands.
He pulled my closer and put his hand between my thighs taunting me.
“Then say it like a good girl. . ."
I only nodded. He was making me all flustered and I couldn’t think straight, and he hadn’t even touched me really yet. He slid his hand up more and went under my panties and started to rub me and he looked back at me continuing. I hoped that was a good enough answer.
“Are you sure?”
God he was killing me, I bit my lip as I watched his hand and nodded once more.
He brought my lips to his kissing me hungrily and I opened my mouth as his tongue slid across my lip wanting access. I let out a small moan against his mouth. He moved down my panties with one hand and stopped kissing me to whisper against my lips.
“You okay?”
I nipped at his lip. I was getting wetter by the second of course I was fucking okay. I went close to his neck whispering against it.
“Mhm. . . please don't stop” he shivered from my words and moved his finger up and down against my clit causing my legs to tighten around him he kissed my neck in response. He started to go up and down it faster I felt myself start to drip down my thighs.
“Am I doing okay?” he whispered in my ear.
I growled against his neck.
“Don’t get cocky now. . “
With my smart comment he slipped his finger in with ease and I bit my lip.
“My bad. . . that just slid right in.” he whispered against my neck.
I whined with pleasure quietly. I wanted more and he gave it as he started to finger me and bit down on my neck reminding me I was his again.
I moaned his name softly withering in pleasure and I moved my head and bit into his shoulder till I felt the blood touch my lip and licked it and watched as his wound healed. He suddenly stopped withdrawing his finger and licked it smirking and he bit my neck in the same spot once more. I felt like waterfall was between my thighs. I whined wanting him to continue. He moved me off of him to lie me down and he crawled on top of me.
It was my turn to tease. . .
I looked up at him with innocent eyes as I ran my hand down his chest and scratched down his abs.
“Can we just stop here for today?. . .”
He started at me confused wondering if I was serious.
“Are you serious? I mean of course- but did I-”
I tried not to laugh.
“No, but I had to tease you and see how you would react.” I batted my eyes at him.
“Don’t do that to me almost had a fucking heart attack!” he chuckled and leaned down and looked at me seriously and whispered.
“Bad girl. . . though I did deserve it”
I moved away slightly taunting him more giving him a playful grin.
He pulled down my dress and growled at me and smirked. He knew how to make me want him like no other. . . I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him and he kissed back quickly as he took off my dress and looked down at my breasts.
“What size are you? I've never asked"
My brain was absolute oatmeal just wanting him to fuck me and he wanted to know my bra size?
“Why?”
“Just wondering.”
I rolled my eyes.
“Tell me.”
Why. Does. It. Matter?
Was this my payback now?
“I don’t know.”
“D.A.M.N someone’s being a bitch.” he got off of me and sat on the other side of the loveseat.
The actual fuck? Was he being serious?
“I’m sorry I’m a little horny and carrying less about my stupid bra size more focused on having you fuck me.”
I admitted the lustful haze slowly fading.
He said nothing as he picked up his shirt and put it on.
Was he being serious? He couldn't be.
I put my dress back on sitting beside him and sighed.
“I wasn’t being a bitch.”
“Yes. You were and get away from me. . .”
He got up and walked to the bathroom and started the shower.
I groaned as I looked over at him as he got into the shower. He rinsed off and came out and looked at me and put a towel around his waist walking into the room.
“I’m sorry. . . I didn’t mean to come off as a bitch.”
“Well. . . I think I'm the one who should apologize considering I didn't think about the fact that I just took a shower in your room”
He walked to the loveseat taking his towel off and laid down on the loveseat rubbing his hair with the towel.
Well . . . I didn't notice either in all fairness.
He stayed quiet for a moment before he spoke.
“I’m still mad at you.”
I sighed and stood up.
“Do you want me to just leave?”
He looked at me. This was my room why am I leaving?!
“Do you always run from your problems?”
“No! It came out wrong, or I said it wrong, but I didn’t mean to make you upset."
I walked to him.
He pulled me to him.
“You ruined my boner., I'm sorry I'm being an ass again. . .”
I looked down. Believe me I knew and hated that part.
“I’m sorry. . . trust me.”
He pulled me down so I was on top of him.
“Don’t be. I deserve much worse.”
He chuckled.
“You were mad, I killed our about to be bomb sex. . .”
I frowned.
“Shh. . You know what would make me happy? For us to continue what we were doing to get to that bomb sex.” he smiled noting what I said.
I wrapped my arms around his neck.
“Would you like that?”
I nodded quickly.
It took him no time to pull my dress right off and my bra soon after throwing them somewhere on the floor.
“Perfect body.” He smiled.
"I just. . . I have a lot of thoughts swimming through my head. . . mostly about fucking you at the moment, but I'm mad at other things, and you know I never want to take that out on you. Fuck I never do"
He pushed me back a little to take my breast in his mouth as he slowly circled his tongue around my nipple as it hardened in his mouth. I bit my lip as I started to feel myself get wet again. He stopped and took his head away looking down at me smirking like he knew. It was so easy for him, too easy.
He rubbed his hard on against me and looked at me waiting for a reaction. I bit my lip as I saw the lust in his eyes return and I put my arms around his neck. He went in only with his tip, but quickly pulled out and started to rub it against me again and smirked at me.
“Babe. . .” I whined.
He kept moving it against me as I got wetter preparing himself.
“Yeeees?”
I moved my leg up so it was against his chest and pulled away from him playfully grinning at him. He smiled and moved his hand a quickly slid two of his fingers into me wasting no time and leaned down growling in my ear. I wiggled in ecstasy and ran my hand down his perfectly chiseled chest. He watched my hand and put another finger in me. I tightened around him, but he didn’t move them. I groaned in frustration and the sudden stretch that his fingers were doing burying my face in his chest. He whispered in my ear;
“What do you want me to do. . .”
I was soaked and my clit was throbbing from the need I felt.
“Don’t make me say it. . .” I begged.
He put his other hand on my ass.
“C’mon say and I’ll give you whatever you say. . .”
I picked my head up and went up to his ear.
“If you’re going to keep them in there at least move them.” I purred.
“Mm no say it like you mean it kitten.”
I whined please let this man stop torturing me.
I went back up to his ear and whispered.
“Fuck me instead, please Sir”
He took his fingers out smiling down at me pleased and removed his fingers and readjusted himself so he could slide himself into me, but not all the way which made me whimper.
This man was going to make me die with need.
“How bad do you want me in you hmm?” he leaned down and licked one of my hard nipples.
I shivered.
“Rickey please. . .”
He pushed into me hard making my hips buck up as I moaned and wrapped my legs around him in response.
“Is this what you wanted?” he whispered in my ear.
He put my one leg around his back and he started moving himself slowly into me. I tightened around him more. He was big and I was well aware, but it had been so long it felt so new to me. I was not going to complain how good it felt even if he was being a tease. He sped up and unwrapped my bottom leg and opened it wide and looked down at himself pumping into me. I moaned as he watched me. He had nothing but lust filled eyes right now as he did. Like he was soaking up every inch of me with his gaze. I've never felt so bare in my life. He grunted under his breath in response and started thrusting faster I squeezed his shoulders wanting him to fill me even more. And he did, he pushed himself farther in and quickened his pace not skipping a beat of his rhythm as I moved my hips against his. I was lost in ecstasy and he groaned in my ear softly which pushed me over the edge and I let out a soft moan.
He moved my leg onto his shoulder for a better angle. I looked up at him to see the sweat start to form on his face as it dripped down. I moaned wanting more, dragging my nails down his back pulling him closer.
He leaned to my ear.
“I’m not gonna keep going until I hear screaming, Kitten.”
He lifted me up a little and started pounding into me harder, I cried out in pleasure clinging to him. I was almost bending completely over the back of the loveseat, I could fall for I care as long as he stayed inside me. It felt so good, so stupidly good I could hardly think straight. He was the only one able to do this and he knew it.
I whispered to him softly between my panting.
“Jason comes back from his trip tonight though. . .”
He put his hand on my ass giving it a hard squeeze looking into my eyes.
“I don't care, that's later not now, right now it's you and I, let him know”
I bit my lip. Rickey wasn’t small, I was honestly terrified of him ripping me to Hell.
He slid out of me and pulled me up bringing me to a deep kiss and I kissed him back biting his lip before he pulled away.
“Relax, I’ll take care of you don’t worry.”
He slowly moved me so I was on all fours and he softly played with my hair. I tensed up as he moved behind me and rubbed against me using my juices to prepare himself again, not like he needed it at this point, but he was going to continue torturing me and make me love every sinful minute of it. or me rather. He started to press himself against me again ,but he couldn’t manage to put his tip in. He laughed a little.
“I said relax. . .”
I relaxed as I felt his hand on my waist and suddenly he pushed himself all the way in and I bit my lip holding in a yelp. He groaned softly as I relaxed and he started to slowly move himself in and out of me again. I hated the days were he was slow like this, it was torture I was always on the brink of an orgasm and he'd slowly pull me away from it. He moved my legs apart so they weren’t clenched together. I watched him carefully as he ran his finger up and down my lips as he rubbed against himself as he did. He pushed himself deeper and leaned down and whispered in my ear.
“Are you going to be a tease again?”
I moaned as he teased me more with his fingers.
“I couldn't let you win so easy. . .”
I grinned to myself as I licked my lips.
He growled pushing himself even deeper and moaned his name as he did. He quickened his fingers and occasionally moved his finger up to he could pinch my clit through his fingers I closed my eyes and relished in the pleasure moaning as I felt my legs start to shake. He soon took out his fingers and rubbed my nipples between his thumb, he was getting frustrated I could feel it with each thrust he pounded into me. He eventually gave in and pounded into me harder and faster than he had ever even taken me. I screamed his name in pure pleasure as I felt myself come having it drip down my thighs. He tightened his hands on my nipples as he came just a thrust after, filling me with himself he pulled out and leaned against the side of the loveseat.
I breathed heavily as I laid down beside him.
I felt numb with pleasure, shaky almost. I whimpered as I felt the aftershock of the orgasm ripple through me again when he gently slid his finger of the nub again smiling to himself. I watched him as he wiped the sweat off his forehead and he looked at me.
“You okay love?”
I nodded and sat up more and laid my head on his chest. Smiling to myself.
“My dick hurts, I don’t even know if I can go to the bathroom.”
I laughed quietly.
“You did fuck me quiet aggressively for a minute there, I missed it”
He grinned licking his lips at me before wrapping his arms around me pulling the small blanket over us.
“This was black. . . before we came all over it.” He laughed and looked back at me.
I buried my face in his chest blushing.
“Oh stop Kitten . . . so on a scale of 1-10 how good am I?”
I lifted my head up and scolded him.
“Even ten wouldn’t suffice how good you are, I would say at least hundred.”
I kissed his cheek and he smiled.
“I want to do it.”
I looked at him puzzled.
“Do what?”
“The bond.”
I opened my mouth.
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