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1 輕輕
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26 Comments
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#2
2 宴會
97 Likes
2402 Reads
10 Comments
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#3
3 下弦月
85 Likes
1679 Reads
19 Comments
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#4
4 崩毀
84 Likes
1555 Reads
26 Comments
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#5
5 牧羊
83 Likes
1472 Reads
20 Comments
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#6
6 鼠患
76 Likes
1358 Reads
10 Comments
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#7
7 道別
70 Likes
1387 Reads
23 Comments
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#8
8 花茶
71 Likes
1324 Reads
19 Comments
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#9
9 罪孽
64 Likes
1324 Reads
7 Comments
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#10
10 默哀
62 Likes
1160 Reads
23 Comments
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#11
11 上鈎
67 Likes
1005 Reads
16 Comments
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#12
12 問診
54 Likes
1005 Reads
0 Comments
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#13
13 不好
54 Likes
970 Reads
6 Comments
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#14
14 雲雀
56 Likes
1168 Reads
14 Comments
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#15
15 真相
52 Likes
924 Reads
4 Comments
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#16
16 蜘蛛
49 Likes
961 Reads
16 Comments
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#17
17 噩夢
54 Likes
1023 Reads
4 Comments
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#18
18 飲雪
54 Likes
1081 Reads
16 Comments
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#19
19 失足
43 Likes
1040 Reads
9 Comments
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#20
20 本分
41 Likes
972 Reads
9 Comments
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#21
21 失眠
47 Likes
851 Reads
12 Comments
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#22
22 淤泥
42 Likes
900 Reads
6 Comments
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#23
23 仁義
45 Likes
906 Reads
10 Comments
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#24
24 不活
43 Likes
887 Reads
11 Comments
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#25
25 選項
43 Likes
929 Reads
21 Comments
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#26
26 泥下
42 Likes
856 Reads
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#27
27 墜巢
40 Likes
825 Reads
4 Comments
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#28
28 泄密
39 Likes
844 Reads
0 Comments
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#29
29 疑問
40 Likes
728 Reads
12 Comments
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#30
30 自欺
40 Likes
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21 Comments
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31 暄陽
37 Likes
757 Reads
14 Comments
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#32
32 醒來
37 Likes
780 Reads
12 Comments
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#33
33 琉璃
36 Likes
851 Reads
24 Comments
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#34
34 鯊魚
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35 Comments
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#35
【100書籤小活動】告白與情書
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63 Comments
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#36
35 抉擇
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1029 Reads
32 Comments
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#37
36 壞蛋
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931 Reads
21 Comments
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#38
37 公主
35 Likes
952 Reads
15 Comments
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#39
【公告】情書活動得獎名單
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768 Reads
18 Comments
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38 春暖
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14 Comments
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#41
【公告】《垃圾》成爲Penana特約作品！ ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و
46 Likes
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27 Comments
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#42
39 花開
34 Likes
1086 Reads
14 Comments
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40 威脅
32 Likes
799 Reads
22 Comments
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41 魚肉
31 Likes
781 Reads
21 Comments
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42 雞蛋
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768 Reads
20 Comments
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43 畜生
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17 Comments
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44 太空
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15 Comments
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45 解答
33 Likes
834 Reads
28 Comments
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#49
46 拓印
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1100 Reads
30 Comments
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#50
47 野貓
31 Likes
732 Reads
9 Comments
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#51
48 熱粥
30 Likes
809 Reads
25 Comments
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#52
49 暑熱
28 Likes
686 Reads
17 Comments
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#53
50 金魚
27 Likes
835 Reads
7 Comments
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#54
51 食亡
25 Likes
659 Reads
12 Comments
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#55
52 一萬
29 Likes
656 Reads
27 Comments
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53 硝烟
27 Likes
674 Reads
19 Comments
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#57
54 大海
24 Likes
697 Reads
19 Comments
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#58
55 擱淺
30 Likes
777 Reads
16 Comments
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#59
56 天明
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807 Reads
15 Comments
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#60
57 對話
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772 Reads
19 Comments
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#61
58 坦白
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15 Comments
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#62
59 告罪
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713 Reads
20 Comments
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60 漩渦
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61 捉迷藏 
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62 爆破
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6 Comments
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63 活該
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726 Reads
5 Comments
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#67
【公告】《垃圾》一周年感言 + 【番外】《純白漫山遍野》
30 Likes
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28 Comments
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#68
64 月色
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5 Comments
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65 茶話
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10 Comments
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#70
【公告】休更至2023年2月
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#71
66 幾乎
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9 Comments
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#72
67 重鑄
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0 Comments
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#73
68 默劇
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571 Reads
0 Comments
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#74
69 介紹
23 Likes
555 Reads
7 Comments
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70 蟄伏
21 Likes
686 Reads
3 Comments
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71 愛侶
21 Likes
601 Reads
6 Comments
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72 難堪
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3 Comments
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73 相思
21 Likes
674 Reads
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74 幸福
22 Likes
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75 同衾
22 Likes
519 Reads
8 Comments
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76 樂園
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77 花火
17 Likes
575 Reads
9 Comments
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78 愛切
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505 Reads
2 Comments
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#84
79 誓約
16 Likes
527 Reads
9 Comments
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80 沙漏
16 Likes
620 Reads
3 Comments
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81 枯萎
16 Likes
654 Reads
3 Comments
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82 談情
15 Likes
510 Reads
11 Comments
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83 說愛
21 Likes
651 Reads
7 Comments
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84 愛殺
20 Likes
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0 Comments
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85 海藍
17 Likes
455 Reads
11 Comments
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#91
86 謊言
19 Likes
603 Reads
5 Comments
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#92
87 死結
18 Likes
479 Reads
9 Comments
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#93
88 襲擊
16 Likes
466 Reads
0 Comments
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#94
89 取悅
17 Likes
453 Reads
2 Comments
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#95
90 合歡
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2 Comments
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#96
91 出發
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5 Comments
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92 獻花
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6 Comments
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93 畏光
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2 Comments
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#99
94 前情
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5 Comments
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95 碎夢
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6 Comments
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96 蠟淚
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651 Reads
10 Comments
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#102
97 信仰之躍
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615 Reads
16 Comments
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#103
98 紅窗 · 上 （結局）
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99 紅窗 · 下 （結局）
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32 Comments
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#105
魚落井的後記
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18 Comments
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#106
【完結派幣活動：百家被】
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43 Comments
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#107
【R18 番外】《好孩子》
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#108
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【公告】百家被活動結語
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【番外 · 無日之晝】1 飛蛾的夜
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4 Comments
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【番外 · 無日之晝】2 黎明的狐
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【番外 · 無日之晝】 3 孤島的濤
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【如果這是愛，爲何這麽痛。】

監護人 X 孤兒 | 黑暗扭曲的情欲之歌

 ✦   ꙳  ⌑   ✧  ꙳  ⌑  ✦  ꙳  ⌑  ✧  ꙳  ⌑  ✦  ꙳  ⌑  ✧  ꙳  ⌑  ✦  

張輕玉光鮮亮麗。


他穿著名校的雪白校服，彈鋼琴時優雅若天鵝，引得少女愛慕。

張輕玉骯髒低賤。

賜予他一切的監護人勾勾手指，他像狗一樣乖巧跪伏在腳邊。

「輕輕，我給了你一切，你只能為我所有。」

「是的，先生。」

張輕玉的手指死命抓住床單，攥出皺痕。眼淚浸透枕頭。

張輕玉是一大袋垃圾。有朝一日膠袋的結鬆脫，他就會崩解成腐臭的黑色的爛泥。


{註：監護人 x 孤兒，牽涉未成年，不平等關係，三觀不正，内含隱晦性行爲及心理創傷描寫 ||| 有心理創傷者慎入}



封面：molamola 

字體設計： 魚落井

分割綫：有無餘 

9/2/2022 入選PENANA小熊的香港區及台灣區 2022年，情人節書單，感謝小熊🐻！

榮獲Mis 的推推推薦：「他的好我不會説，但就是讓人一邊興奮，但又不會直接喂給你吃，好像魚落井大大拿著一隻湯匙，湯匙裏有你最喜歡的食物，他就拿著湯匙在你嘴邊前面晃來晃去，要喂不喂的。」 —— ʚ小米雀ɞᴍɪs

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#1
1 輕輕
122 Likes
2945 Reads
26 Comments
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#2
2 宴會
97 Likes
2402 Reads
10 Comments
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#3
3 下弦月
85 Likes
1679 Reads
19 Comments
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#4
4 崩毀
84 Likes
1555 Reads
26 Comments
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#5
5 牧羊
83 Likes
1472 Reads
20 Comments
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#6
6 鼠患
76 Likes
1358 Reads
10 Comments
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#7
7 道別
70 Likes
1387 Reads
23 Comments
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#8
8 花茶
71 Likes
1324 Reads
19 Comments
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#9
9 罪孽
64 Likes
1324 Reads
7 Comments
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#10
10 默哀
62 Likes
1160 Reads
23 Comments
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#11
11 上鈎
67 Likes
1005 Reads
16 Comments
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#12
12 問診
54 Likes
1005 Reads
0 Comments
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#13
13 不好
54 Likes
970 Reads
6 Comments
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#14
14 雲雀
56 Likes
1168 Reads
14 Comments
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#15
15 真相
52 Likes
924 Reads
4 Comments
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#16
16 蜘蛛
49 Likes
961 Reads
16 Comments
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#17
17 噩夢
54 Likes
1023 Reads
4 Comments
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#18
18 飲雪
54 Likes
1081 Reads
16 Comments
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#19
19 失足
43 Likes
1040 Reads
9 Comments
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#20
20 本分
41 Likes
972 Reads
9 Comments
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#21
21 失眠
47 Likes
851 Reads
12 Comments
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#22
22 淤泥
42 Likes
900 Reads
6 Comments
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#23
23 仁義
45 Likes
906 Reads
10 Comments
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#24
24 不活
43 Likes
887 Reads
11 Comments
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#25
25 選項
43 Likes
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21 Comments
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#26
26 泥下
42 Likes
856 Reads
6 Comments
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#27
27 墜巢
40 Likes
825 Reads
4 Comments
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#28
28 泄密
39 Likes
844 Reads
0 Comments
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#29
29 疑問
40 Likes
728 Reads
12 Comments
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#30
30 自欺
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21 Comments
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31 暄陽
37 Likes
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14 Comments
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#32
32 醒來
37 Likes
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12 Comments
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#33
33 琉璃
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851 Reads
24 Comments
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34 鯊魚
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#35
【100書籤小活動】告白與情書
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63 Comments
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#36
35 抉擇
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1029 Reads
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36 壞蛋
35 Likes
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37 公主
35 Likes
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#39
【公告】情書活動得獎名單
30 Likes
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18 Comments
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38 春暖
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922 Reads
14 Comments
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【公告】《垃圾》成爲Penana特約作品！ ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و
46 Likes
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#42
39 花開
34 Likes
1086 Reads
14 Comments
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#43
40 威脅
32 Likes
799 Reads
22 Comments
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#44
41 魚肉
31 Likes
781 Reads
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#45
42 雞蛋
30 Likes
768 Reads
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#46
43 畜生
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#47
44 太空
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#48
45 解答
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#49
46 拓印
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1100 Reads
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#50
47 野貓
31 Likes
732 Reads
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#51
48 熱粥
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809 Reads
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#52
49 暑熱
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#53
50 金魚
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51 食亡
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52 一萬
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53 硝烟
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#57
54 大海
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55 擱淺
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777 Reads
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#59
56 天明
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#60
57 對話
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772 Reads
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58 坦白
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#62
59 告罪
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#63
60 漩渦
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61 捉迷藏 
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62 爆破
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63 活該
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64 月色
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65 茶話
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66 幾乎
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67 重鑄
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68 默劇
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69 介紹
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70 蟄伏
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#76
71 愛侶
21 Likes
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72 難堪
23 Likes
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#78
73 相思
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74 幸福
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#80
75 同衾
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#81
76 樂園
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#82
77 花火
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#83
78 愛切
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#84
79 誓約
16 Likes
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#85
80 沙漏
16 Likes
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#86
81 枯萎
16 Likes
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#87
82 談情
15 Likes
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83 說愛
21 Likes
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84 愛殺
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85 海藍
17 Likes
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#91
86 謊言
19 Likes
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5 Comments
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#92
87 死結
18 Likes
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#93
88 襲擊
16 Likes
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#94
89 取悅
17 Likes
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2 Comments
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#95
90 合歡
14 Likes
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2 Comments
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94 前情
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97 信仰之躍
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98 紅窗 · 上 （結局）
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