Matty's POV
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If you love her, you would tell her. If you cared for her like you say you do then you would make sure that she doesn’t hear about this from anybody else but you. Ross
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Ross is eloquent isn’t he, I suppose if I don’t tell her he will just tell her himself. I go through scenarios where I tell her, how I would say it. I imagine the disappoint in her eyes, the fact that she has asked me several times if there was anything else and I have denied it. The fact that it will be another problem for us to work through when I could just keep her safely in my arms, where nothing can come in between us. Including my own stupidity.
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Placing my phone down I huddle in the bed next to her watching her open her eyes to me and smile. I can’t possibly disappoint this woman, it’s not possible for me to see sadness in her eyes especially if I have caused it.
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"Good morning babe" I tell her kissing her lips.
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“Matthew" she sighs sleepily.
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"Did you sleep okay" I ask her softly, brushing her hair out of her face.
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"Yes I always do here" she says smiling.
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"I hope you actually slept last night" she teases me.
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"Sleeping with you is heaven" I laugh.
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I pull her on top of me so she's straddling me. She pulls her arms around me. It's not always about sex with her. It’s these moments in-between that change everything for me, this closeness. I've not had it before. She kisses my neck and I close my eyes. I just want to stay in this moment forever. Away from the drama.
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"We're going to go get you some of your own things today for when you're staying over here” I pitch to her.
She laughs ruffling my hair.
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"I'd love to" she smiles.
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“I need to get some accessories for my dress up outfit for Friday night" she tells me smirking.
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"For the party" she clarifies looking at my dumb expression.
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"Oh yeah what are you going as?" I ask her stroking her hips.
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"An angel" she tells me blushing.
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“Very fitting” I smile at her.
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“You’re going to look wonderful” I tell her, watching her hips on top of me. It will be difficult keeping the guys away from her entirely. I’ll have to be on high alert.
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"What are you wearing" she asks me.
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"No dress up parties aren't for guys" I tell
her. Taylor giggles and swats me playfully with her little hands. I hold my hands up and she laughs playfully ruffling my hair again.
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“Do better" she laughs.
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"Cheeky” I smirk lifting her up and carrying her to the bathroom. I take my T-shirt off of her revealing her naked body in front of me.
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“Oh Taylor” I say softly and she smirks.
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“You can have another one of my shirts later” I tell her as I chuck it over to the wash basket.
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She sashays into the rain shower as I follow in behind her holding her waist from behind. Resting her head back onto my chest I sigh pushing away any thoughts concerning the party. It’s just us, I’ll keep her away from all of the others.
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Scraping her wet hair back as she turns to face me, I kiss her under the shower and she returns my kiss wholeheartedly.
Soaping up my hands I massage her hair and down her shoulders. She closes her eyes relaxing into my touch. I massage down her chest, over her nipples.
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"Turn around babe" I tell her.
She obliges facing the other way from me. My hands massaging the knots in her shoulders. I delicately place my hands around her waist and caress her tummy. She spoke about having a big bump the other day before we opted for the emergency contraception and right now I can't help but think about it. I pull the thought out of my head. Telling myself I’m eighteen and totally stupid crazy in love.
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She notices me holding onto her tummy. She turns around to glance at me and smiles.
"Okay I'm going to wash you now" she smiles.
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Moving her delicate hands over my body and occasionally kissing my chest, she makes me feel so relaxed, like everything I've been worrying about has disappeared under her touch. I reopen my eyes, I couldn't have dreamed of being this close to her.
After kissing her for I don't know how long in the shower, I quickly step out to get her a towel. Wrapping my own around my waist. She smiles as we head back into the room to dress.
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Taylor's POV
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Waking up to possibly the hottest guy I've ever met and sharing a shower with him has to be a new high for me. As I’m pulling the curling wand through my hair Matthew laughs and snickers.
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“Baby” he smiles.
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“I’m going to make breakfast” he smirks and leaves the room in his Levi’s and a cashmere jumper.
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The autumnal weather of the last few days has inspired me to pull out my warmer knitted clothes. I don a dark brown jumper dress that hugs my hips perfectly, some hold ups underneath for Matthew to discover later. Completing the look with heeled boots and my Barbour jacket. I sit down briefly looking at the leaves rustle up outside and turn my mobile on. A stream of calls and a message which I have missed from Ross. I shake my head unbelieving.
Tay, sorry for the drama earlier. I just miss you. That's it. Hope you're okay and please reach out to me if you need me in any way xxx
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Unsure of my options here I opt for a causal reply thanking him for his concern although telling him that I am fine, I thank him for being there for me. I explain how I will be at the party and not to worry. Sending a quick message to Rhea about both the party and our double date I switch my phone back off.
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Matthew is frying up breakfast listening to his playlist as I walk into the kitchen throwing my arms around his waist. We eat together in our usual spots at the table.
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“Oh nice” he says his hands going through my tumbling curls.
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“You’re so beautiful baby” he says and I smirk at him.
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“Here sit down” he says his eyes flicking up to the table. Having placed up the breakfast he joins me, taking the seat next to me. Brushing my leg under the table with his hand.
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"These are nice" he says not able to keep his hands away from my legs. I laugh at his little gasp as his hands reach up to my thigh feeling the hold ups.
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“Mmmm that is something I won’t be able to forget all day long” he smiles and I wink at him.
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Once he’s finished I stand up and clear the table, deliberately bending over to load the dishwasher. I can hear his sharp intake of breath as he watches me. I turn around to see him staring and he winks at me.
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“Cheeky I see we are having one of those days again” he smiles and I laugh.
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