Taylor's POV
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"If you do not message me I will drive to Matthew's house and storm the door down" Rhea explains and I smile at her as she drives me in the Chevy.
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"I will" I say softly assuring her.
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"On the outcome of my womb and its potential inhabitants and on my relationship" I laugh as she turns up Haim and smiles over at me.
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The sun blisters down onto the gravel, of Ryan's driveway. I consider how just last night I was here crying by the water fountain in the cold, yet now I gaze into her car mirror and apply my lipstick looking like a bronze goddess. Thankful for having the best friend in the entire universe.
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"You know honestly I don't think he would deliberately try to make you pregnant, and go along with that whole scam thing" she sighs.
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"That was my thinking too" I say to her.
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"Can you please be careful" she looks over to me.
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"Yes always" I say excitement rushing through me as I see the white Audi park up behind us. It's inhabitants inside still.
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"Jay is with him" she sighs looking into her interior mirror.
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"You know in my head I've named that one the southern Viking" I laugh.
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"God you're spot on" she collapses into laughter.
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"Right" I smile at her.
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Grasping my Ralph Lauren shopping bags I climb out of the Chevy, feeling the heat bounce off of my new tan. I place the cargos and tank in the back and Rhea smiles at me as I hug her.
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"Love you bestie" she smiles as we turn to face the southern Viking and Matthew approaching us.
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I watch Matthew approach me in a pale pink shirt and jeans, most likely Jay's. Matthew's eyes take in my look surprised, perhaps he imagined I would be crying in my sweatpants. Not with best friends like Rhea around, that is not an option, I smile over at her.
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"You look hot" she whispers laughing.
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"Taylor" Matthew says pulling me into an embrace the second he reaches me. I eye Jay over his shoulder, and thank him for keeping Matthew safe all night long. He laughs pushing his blonde hair back and then appraises my look, and my Ralph Lauren bags. I roll my eyes as he winks at me.
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"Done a spot of shopping" Jay asks Rhea as I hold onto Matthew's face unable to let him go. So much for keeping myself calm and talking things through.
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"When a girl is stressed the best thing that you can do for her is to take her to the salon and to Ralph Lauren" she explains.
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"Taylor woke up looking like an absolute mess" she laughs as I disengage from Matthew.
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"It's true I did" I laugh.
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"You look wonderful" Matthew says and I smirk at him.
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"I'm not as good a friend to Matthew, I lent him my clothes and shower" Jay laughs.
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"What did you buy from Ralph" Jay asks looking at me and I smirk slightly.
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"My underwear and a few dresses if you must know" I laugh.
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"Oh I'd love to see" he smirks as Matthew nudges him.
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"Are you good to go now" Matthew asks me softly, holding my bags.
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"Sure" I say hugging Rhea again.
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"One call away" she says and Jay laughs.
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"Matthew I'm one call away too dude" he laughs as Rhea swats him and I smile as he heads back to his Audi.
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Matthew rolls his eyes and walks me over to the 4x4 where he opens the door for me. I notice that Rhea waits to follow us out and so does Jay. I roll my eyes sitting next to Matthew, and he chuckles slightly.
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"I've got to say; one you're not off the hook. And two that was the worst nights sleep I've ever had" I tell him as he brushes my thigh before reversing the car.
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"Me too" he says softly.
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"I'm so sorry" he says as our tyres crunch down the driveway.
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"I know you are otherwise I would not be sitting in your car" I laugh.
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"I love you Taylor" he whispers as we join the main road.
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"I love you so much" he says softly.
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I glance at his hands and notice that he's still wearing the ring I bought him, I smile and he turns the music up slightly. Tapping his fingers on the wheel, to the beat of the music.
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"I love you" I whisper over to him as he turns to me and smiles slightly.
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Turning into our drive, Matthew parks up as I glance out of the window. I huddle into him as he lets us into the house. He kisses me instantly, his hands going through my hair.
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"Matthew" I say softly, knowing that sex is not the answer to this issue. He assesses me and smiles slightly.
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"Test or talk first" he asks me.
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"Test" I reply softly pulling the cardboard packet out of my bag.
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"It's an early detector" I explain and he nods as he guides me upstairs to the bathroom. The bathroom where we have made love to one another, bathed together and dreamt up our lives together.
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"I'll be just here" he says as we open up the test and I take the stick into the toilet, utterly worried about the entire thing.
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Carefully I complete the test and return to him with the cap placed back onto the end. It takes a few minutes to register any result so we leave it on the side and Matthew suggests that we make a coffee.
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I follow him down the staircase remembering him carrying me up to bed every night. Watching him move around the kitchen I smile over at him whilst he's not looking at me. Thinking to myself how could I ever leave this man. He's perfection, I make a mental note of purchasing him a pale pink button up shirt.
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"Here" he places the mug in front of me.
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"No matter the outcome I just want you to know that I am here for us, in every way possible" he says softly.
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I smile up at him and sip the coffee before setting it down and standing up to hug him. He holds me into his chest and I breathe him in.
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"Let's go check, I can't wait any longer" I tell him and he smiles. Picking me up and carrying me upstairs, cheekily.
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"Ready" he asks setting me down in the bathroom. I nod to him as he uncovers the result on the test window.
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"Taylor you are not pregnant" he says softly. I breathe in deeply as relief washes over me. Knowing that had I of been pregnant, I would not and could not have gone through an abortion. I look up at him as his eyes lock onto my own.
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"How do you feel" he asks softly stroking my hair back.
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"Honestly I feel relief, not because I don't want that with you" I say softly.
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"But because I need you to enjoy your life first before having babies with me" I say to him, blushing.
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"Or with anybody else" I add remembering that we're not even technically an item at the moment.
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"I would love to have babies with you and only you" he smiles and I laugh slightly.
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"At the right time for both of us" he smirks.
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"Now" he says softly picking me up again.
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"Let's sort this out" he smiles taking me back downstairs in his arms.
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