Taylor's POV
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My judgement is very clearly all out of whack. I gaze down at the eternity ring on my finger and watch the blue hues for a few seconds. Taylor I tell myself, you're only eighteen, drinking wine out of tumblers and dreaming up babies with the love of your life.
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The complexity of attraction draws me to find all of the attributes of Jay Gilbert Scott that are endearing and beautiful. And then as if by magic I blink my eyes and he's a steely, sneaky villain once again. Matthew has set a huge standard in my life for any man, I realise and should for whatever reason we fail to work out, any man entering my life would have to exceed those standards that he has carefully put in place.
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I pour the wine for myself, the brandy in two new glasses and take them in with me through to the living room where the fire is roaring. Jay lounging on the sofa at one end and Matthew at the other. Looks as though I'll be wedged in between the born of them. I bend and place Jay's drink in his hands, he looks kind of like Ross. Only not soft looking, not as friendly. Like Ross' older evil brother I laugh to myself. Pull yourself together I tell myself as he looks up at me surprised at my laughter. Girls don't usually laugh at guys like Jay Gilbert Scott I assume they usually trip over themselves to be around him.
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I sip my wine and try to not focus on Jay giving me the once over. On this occasion wearing hold ups and my boyfriend's shirt as a dress I'm sure that he isn't totally to blame. I lean into Matthew, my body facing Jay on the sofa, as he rolls up. Perhaps I should have changed? I do live here though and I do not intend on changing every time a man comes over.
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"You okay man" Matthew asks Jay handing him the spliff.
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"I'm good, man. You've been hiding this one" he says referring to me again. I glance up at him as he look down at me laying on Matthew a wry smile on his lips.
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"Not hiding" I say and laugh. Matty smirks stroking my arm.
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"We've been a little busy" I tell Jay and he winks at me.
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"We have" Matthew replies stroking my waist I gaze up at him and he kisses my lips briefly.
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"So Taylor" Jay says, clearly deciding that talking about me when I'm here isn't going to work. He hands me the spliff and I take it from him delicately.
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"You off to uni next year" he asks softly eyes boring into mine.
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"Yes." I smirk and he smirks watching me look up at him.
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"Jay is a second year" Matty informs me.
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"What are you studying ?" I ask Jay. I'm just shocked this bad boy has managed a whole year of university and not been chucked out.
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"Politics" he says and I think fuck there it is. That's why he's a dick. Maybe I'm being unfair ?
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"How about you Taylor?" He asks me sipping his brandy.
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"I'll probably major in dance" I tell him and he watches me transfixed.
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"You must be talented" he says eyeing my feet just briefly.
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"She is" Matthew cuts in. I hand him the dummy cigarette deciding that's quite enough for me.
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"You coming to the party on Friday Tay" he asks me sweeping his eyes over me yet again.
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"We are" I tell him including Matthew in the equation.
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"I am, I wasn't going too because Jen is going" he tells us though we didn't ask.
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"Jen is such a headache man" he says looking at Matthew briefly.
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Matthew strokes my side and I sip on my wine, giggling as it tickles me. I lay my head in his lap and gaze up at him.
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"Do you wanna take some to go ?" Matty asks Jay whilst looking down at me. I'm feeling positively heady, being around two alpha males and smoking with them has gone to my head. They both stare at me continually. I stretch my arms up to Matthew's face and stroke it, my shirt coming undone again.
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"You know I think she mentioned you Tay actually. I can see why she's jealous" Jay remarks laughing and very much dodging Matty's question. I look over at Jay and sit up facing him. Intrigued, and feeling spacey from the funny cigarette. I tighten my high ponytail and pull the other curls over my shoulders to hide my exposed breasts.
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"What did she say" I smile up at him.
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"You are causing quite a stir" he explains looking down into my eyes.
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"I don't see how" I smirk and he catches my grin, genuinely smiling back enthralled that I'm talking to him.
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"Matthew" he says keeping me eye contact.
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"You've told this one just how beautiful she is?" He says tucking a lock of my hair behind my ear.
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"Beautiful yes but she doesn't believe it. I've told her" Matthew says a slight edge to his voice.
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"You" Jay whispers.
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"Have Rachel defending your honour. And Jen in pieces. And well you know the rest. And yet still you think you're not beautiful" he chuckles surprising himself.
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"Always look at that facts" he smiles cheekily before standing up.
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"Yeah man if you don't mind I'll take some" he says finally. Eyeing me as I stand up and get ready for him to leave. I walk past him and head into the kitchen with them following behind me.
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"Jay I kind of made a lot of curry earlier, it would make me happy if you took some home, or to wherever you're going" I say tactfully. Matthew rubs my back lightly before opening the cupboard and retrieving a little bit more of the smoking stuff. I hadn't even known it was in there.
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Jay lounges on the door frame taking up most of the space. This guy has serious muscles. He looks at me entirely surprised. A look of utter confusion crosses his face before he replaces it with warmth and smiles.
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"Please I mean that would be really kind of you" he says softly as I grab a spoon and place some into a container for him. He watches me the whole time as Matthew hands him a small bag.
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"Here" I say giving him the food, his eyes linger on me.
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"Thank you" he smiles down at me.
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"See you at the party Tay" he says walking out to the porch.
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"Thanks man" he tells Matty who only nods at him. I notice he gets on a motorbike and speeds off to wherever it is he's going. With no helmet on, what a badass. I tell myself smiling lightly.
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"Nicely handled" Matty remarks glancing down at me once he's gone.
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"Girls always just let him talk" he clarifies and I laugh.
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"Matthew I'm high" I tell him pulling him back into the living room.
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He follows as I collapse onto the sofa and pull him on top of me. Frantically undoing the last of my buttons he removes the shirt and I giggle up at him.
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"You're so naughty" he smiles and his eyes twinkle before his lips kiss my own.
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"This is the new bra isn't it" he smirks.
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"It is" I smile and his hands travel down my body slowly.
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I pull his shirt off and undo his jeans as he gasps telling me that he loves me and needs me.
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"Babe, trust me?" He asks whispering in my ear.
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"Of course I do" I tell him softly.
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He takes my hand with my ring on and places it under my red underwear and shows me how to touch myself down there. I look up into his eyes as he watches me.
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"Mmm" he says as I rock my head back.
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"I'm going to need to do something about you" he smirks.
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"I want you, Matty" I tell him still touching myself.
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"How much" he teases.
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"So much" I gasp as he places his thumb in my mouth and I suck it.
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"You can have me babe" he smiles.
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"Condom or none?" He whispers in my ear and my tummy flips with desire.
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"None" I whisper back to him.
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