Taylor's POV
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"Without" I tell Matthew pulling his bare hips to me. He stares at me seriously, I can feel his lust wash over me and I thrust against him wanting him.
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"Are you sure baby" he asks pushing his hair off of his face. Before I can change my mind I kiss him on his lips passionately, grasping his hips with my hand and physically pulling me towards him. When he thrusts inside of me I gasp, feeling him sigh in my ear. And it's just him, nothing in the way. He lets out a ragged breath and starts moving inside of me.
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He stays on top the whole time. Occasionally moving his hair away from his eyes and I am all consumed by him; his eyes, his tanned arms and his dark hair. I want him, all of him. I keep my hands on his hips pulling him into me I don't even want him thrusting to far out of me in case he pulls out from me altogether.
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"I love you, Matthew" I tell him and he smiles at me.
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"I love you Taylor" he tells me clasping his hand around my own, our rings gleaming in the firelight.
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The pleasure builds inside of me. It feels like it means something so different knowing he is inside of me with nothing on. Like we're definitely playing around with a possibility here. It doesn't feel like a mistake. It's completely the most intimate I've ever felt with him.
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He opens his eyes watching me.
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"Come for me baby." He whispers.
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Holding his hips still briefly he lets me thrust up and into him. I find my climax all over him.
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"Taylor" he whispers in my ear.
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"You're my world" he whispers as he finishes, holding his hips inside of me he opens his eyes slowly and smiles down at me.
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"I can't believe we just did that" he whispers softly.
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"Mmmm" I smile up at him and he grins.
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"Fuck Taylor, that was unbelievable." He says kissing me, my lips and my neck.
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We lay there for a few minutes getting our breath back he strokes me laying flat on his back.
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"Do you want to look at other contraception methods like the nurse said, or do you wanna keep doing this" he asks me seriously and I turn to face him.
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"I don't want to be on the pill, doesn't it like make you moody and fat" I laugh.
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"I don't know I guess we could read the side effects." He says stroking my side again.
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"Make sure we pick the non fattening one that makes you happy" he chuckles. I laugh with him. He makes everything so easy to talk about.
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"I like you being inside of me without wearing a condom" I tell him and I blush. He looks at me for a second. Reading my expression and smiling.
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"You're going to have to elaborate on what that means" he smirks and I pull him into me, kissing his chest.
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"It was intimate. It felt committed" I tell him.
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"I am committed anyways with or without a wrapper" he smiles and I erupt into laughter at him saying wrapper.
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"I'm going to be honest." He says sighing and stroking my hair back.
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"Because it will take you all night to tell me what you want" he laughs and I can't help but agree.
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"Of course I'm happy to do as you wish but for me it feels different without one on. Physically for sure, it's like there's no barrier between my skin and yours. But thats not enough of a good reason to be risking if you don't want to." He says reasonably.
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"However for me emotionally it feels different too. Like I get why you're using the word committed. I wanted to ask you the last couple of times about it but so much has been happening with us that I didn't want to overwhelm you. I am committed to you Taylor, emotionally I feel like I've grown up about ten years in this short space of time. What I'm saying is the consequences of us being less safe during sex" he chuckles looking down at me.
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"Are something I'm all good with should anything happen" he finishes looking down at my wide eyes.
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I know I'm going to need to come up for air soon, catch some perspective on this whole thing. But right now I just want to be with him in this moment. I mean, isn't that supposed to be one of the biggest moments of your life? He just told me he's happy being everything to me, nothing held back.
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"I'm good with that too" I tell him softly looking up into his eyes.
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"Honestly I know we just went through it all, the clinic and everything" I say watching him, I link my hand around his again and smile.
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"But we hadn't discussed any of this before. And I just I want to be committed to you in every single way" I whisper.
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Slow kisses on the sofa turn into me laying in his chest as he holds me tight. And honestly falling asleep with Matthew on the sofa is truly wonderful, I can't imagine how I ever slept without him in my bed or woke up without him next to me.
Or spent a day without him making me laugh and kissing my lips at every opportunity he finds. He wraps me up in his shirt and carries me up to our bed where he cradles me all night long.
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