Taylors POV
~past tense~
March
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Waking up in his arms, is new. Waking up in his lake house with the light filtering through the window's is entirely new. As I gaze out into the lake watching boats pass below and the world beginning to wake up I smile. Idly wondering if any gulls have flown straight into his window whilst it's open and laughing at the image of him having to usher birds out of his bedroom. I giggle and he rouses.
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Blue eyes shine into my own as he pushes his blonde hair back hazily and I smirk. His hands wrap around my hips and I smile fully.
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"Good morning" he whispers.
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"That's the smile I wanted to see" he smirks and I laugh.
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"Good morning" I say back enthralled by his bed hair. He's glorious of course, and as his hand travels lines up my side I think about how he worshipped my body last night; just like he said he would.
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"So you have a secret lake house huh" I smirk as his hands gently tickle me and he laughs.
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"We have a secret lake house, to come to whenever we like" he chuckles and I feel my skin burn up under his touch. I want to live in this moment forever, his hands grazing my body and his lips delicately kissing my lips even with his eyes closed.
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"Mmm waking up with you in my arms" he whispers.
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"Is epic" he finishes a wide grin on his lips as he opens his eyes.
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Jay made everything special, from the Italian restaurant to the walk through the woods. The boat ride across the lake at twilight and the dinner we made together downstairs. He kisses my neck and I think of his lips and how his tongue pleasured me beyond belief last night.
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"Mmm Jay" I moan and he looks up at me curiously, his lips exploring my skin. I push him lightly so that I can straddle him. My thighs either side of his hips.
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My lips devour him, planting kisses all the way down his chest and over his abdomen.
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"Taylor" he whispers his hands stroking my long hair over to one side. Ignoring him I continue my onslaught of kisses finding every single inch of skin all the way down to his manhood. He gasps and sighs as I possess him entirely with my mouth.
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"Lord darling" he says and his southern accent is thick as I move my mouth over him. His hands fisting in my hair. My eyes glance up at him and he's utterly losing himself, it was my goal. To make him feel utterly amazing in the morning after a night such as the one he gave me last night.
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"Taylor please fuck me" he says gasping as I sweep my eyes up to him again. Tracing my tongue over him he sighs and moans.
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"Please I want to be inside of you" he begs me.
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Slowly climbing back up his body, I decide to give him what he wants, after all he did say please. Strong hands grasp my hips as he lowers me down onto him.
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"Jay" I whisper and he smiles.
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"You feel amazing" I whisper sure that I'm making him feel very confident about his abilities.
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"I love watching your hips" he smiles cheekily.
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"I love looking down and seeing your face" I smile and he blushes.
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He sits up slightly holding me and thrusting into me. I instinctively lean back a little and he takes over entirely, hips moving into mine until I can no longer concentrate. My head rolling back, as he holds onto me keeping me stable.
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"Mine" he says softly and it's almost enough to make me orgasm on the spot for him. Reaching his hand down in between my legs he sends me off on my way to euphoria.
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"That was a good way to wake up" I whisper as he pulls me into his chest laying back down with me.
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"You're the best thing to wake up too" he laughs and I smile hugging him.
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"Now though I'm going to make you breakfast" he smiles.
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Jay carries me down the stairs, wearing his t shirt as my legs wrap around his waist, I smirk telling him that I can walk. He only laughs, placing me down on the stool by the kitchen island before he sorts through the fridge retrieving eggs and bacon. As he cracks an egg in the pan, I stand and wrap my arms around his waist hugging him. Kissing his back as he chuckles.
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"I feel so needy, if I'm being too clingy tell me" I say giggling.
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"Mmm not at all" he whispers before I check my phone for any messages. We both glance down at the screen as we read a message from Rachel. I look up at him and he looks at me slightly alarmed.
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"I think there was a fight" I say softly placing my phone on the side.
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"Ross has it very bad for you babe" he explains softly, placing the bacon on.
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"Ross told me a few times that he was supposed to be with me, and that he loves me. I'm dreading moving out. Although I've already told him that I will be" I say looking at the pan holding onto his waist as he turns to face me.
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"Oh when's that happening" he enquires eyeing me in his shirt.
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"Dorms available from next week" I comment assessing his reaction.
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"Do you know where your dorm is ?" He asks.
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"It's in Ridgeview, that's all there was." I begin.
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"It's by the party side I know, but I can't just stay with Ross. He looks at me like... Like I'm everything" I say exasperated as he plates up the breakfast before setting me down at the large table.
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Eating quietly together I notice that he glances over at me a few times. I yearn for his hands to be on me, and not just in a sexual way. I imagine us not being able to eat because we are so focused on hugging, imagining just how I am so insanely attached to him already. I had loved Matthew unconditionally, I wanted babies with him yet still this feels utterly different.
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"Taylor, if you like, and I'm not suggesting this for the wrong reasons I promise. But you can stay with me, if you feel more comfortable I'll sleep on the sofa you can have my bed" he says shyly looking up from his food, I grasp his hand across the table and smile. It's not that I don't want that, it would just be problematic in the sense that I would not be able to not sleep with him. And in the sense that everybody would see it as me hopping out of Ross' bed and into Jay's lake house.
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"It's okay Jay, honestly. You do not have to offer just because we are romantically involved" I say.
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"No it's not that, I just don't want you separate from me" he begins softly before sighing and looking down at his plate.
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"Taylor I want you to do what's right for you, what makes you happy. But if you want the offers there" he says softly as I stare into his eyes, my phone vibrates in the side and I jump slightly. Glancing at it and seeing that Rachel has messaged I decide to take a look.
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"It's Rach" I say glancing down at it.
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"That's so stupid he doesn't even know me" I say angrily.
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"What is it?" He asks me, looking into my eyes.
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"Apparently I'm making a name for myself" I say now totally sure of my decision to move into dorms. Nate has said a few derogatory things about me for being with Matty and then Ross and now presumably Jay. I mean he's got a point I tell myself. It hurts because he doesn't even know me. It hurts because people who don't know me will think badly of me. Passing him the phone, I stand and clear the plates away.
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"Taylor he's an asshole, do you want me to? I can sort this out" Jay says finally.
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"No I don't care" I say facing him.
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"I know who I've chosen now, so it's not a problem anymore" I say.
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"I will talk to him, it's not on he's just angry that you knocked him back twice. He had no right to spread lies." He says angrily as he stands leaving my phone on the table and wrapping his arms around me. I stroke his face lightly and he relaxes perceptibly.
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"Are you okay ?" He asks me.
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"Who are you and where did you put Jay ?" I smile and he laughs.
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"Hey!" He laughs lifting me up and onto the counter as he rubs my thighs with his hands.
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"I'm not having him or anybody else saying stuff about my.." he begins blushing bright red.
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"Oh I'm your girl now huh" I chuckle teasing him.
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"Do you want other people to know that?" I ask him shyly.
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"Yes" he smiles looking into my eyes.
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"When you say you've chosen? What do you mean?" He says watching me a small grin on his lips.
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"I mean you Jay" I tell him wrapping my hands around him and my legs around his waist.
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"Ok, otherwise that would have been kind of awkward" he laughs.
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"So we're public" he smiles happily.
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"Yes" I laugh back as he picks me up and practically spins me around in his kitchen.
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"I won't let you down" he smiles and I nod happily.
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"I love you. Jesus I never thought I'd say that so much, what are you doing to me woman" he laughs, and I giggle my head falling back.
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"I love you Jay baby" I tell him and he chuckles tickling me.
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"Where are we going later? For dinner" I ask him getting swept off of my feet again as he lifts me up and carries me around the lake house.
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"It's a surprise" he smiles taking me upstairs and depositing me into a huge bathroom that is located along the large hall. I eye the built in wet room and the large jacuzzi in the centre of the marble room, and decide that this is the largest fanciest bathroom I will ever see.
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"Yes but where are you taking me; is it like fancy, or normal? Like a suit and dresses kind of place? What should I wear I've got nothing here" I giggle and he smiles.
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"Your choice my darling, would you like to go shopping?" He smiles.
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"It's fancy, and you will love it" he adds before setting up the jacuzzi and undressing in front of me as I bite my lips.
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"You can have anything you want, you're my girl" he smiles as I step into the jacuzzi and he hugs me into his chest.
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"There's a dress shop my mother likes just a short drive from here" he whispers in my ear.
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"Can we go?" I whisper and he chuckles.
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"Mhmmm most definitely" he says sweetly before massaging my back.
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