***Ross POV***
~past tense~
February
I wake up instantly remembering last night, the sunlight streams into my bedroom from the window and it's the first time I'm able to truly appreciate her body. The curve of her hips which I run my hands over and her streamline waist. Taylor stirs in my arms as I'm facing her and truly I feel like pinching myself as her arms circle my back and she holds me.
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"Mmm" she smiles, kissing my chest and neck, pressing her entire body into mine.
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"Morning" I say my hand rubbing her back, over her hips.
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"Morning Ross" she says hazily stroking my chest.
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"Tay" I say softly as she opens her eyes.
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"That was really unexpected" I whisper and she smiles up at me wiping her eyes. It makes me smile and I briefly contemplate how I've not even used protection.
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"Was it really though? You've told me you loved me before, we've kissed and stuff. I just wanted to see how things would go" she says softly watching me.
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"You're not seeing somebody are you?" She half laughs.
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"No god no, I was ugh waiting for you" I say pulling her into me. She smiles and kisses my lips again. There she goes again with the physical contact. What does this all mean? What does she want from me? Perhaps it's too early to tell. This is however my chance. My only chance, to keep her.
My intentions are genuine, I want her to be mine. As if she's reading my mind, she asks me what I want, and what I've been waiting for.
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"Taylor" I say facing her holding her in my arms.
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"I have loved you since the second I saw you. I admire you, you always make sure everybody is happy, you care for everybody. You saved my fucking life. Once already. I won't quit until we're together. I know we're supposed to be with each other. The way you look at me drives me insane, you're the most beautiful women I've ever looked at. I can't see other girls in the same way as I see you" I explain as she smiles climbing astride me. My eyes take in the sight of her in daylight and I gulp.
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"I want you to be mine" I say as she lowers her body on mine kissing me.
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"Where are you at with that" I ask, being direct for once and stroking the back of her head.
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"Ross" she smiles hoovering above me, arms either side of my face as she looks into my eyes.
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"I saved your life because I couldn't imagine living my life without you in it. And when you were ill in hospital I longed for you to get better. I have loved you over and over again. Let's not overthink it, we had sex it was amazing" she explains smiling down at me.
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"We didn't even use a condom" I tell her and she half smirks.
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"You know if anything were to happen I would be here for us, I would..." I begin almost telling her that I would propose to her in an instant. We've had sex once and I'm planning out our next five years together.
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"I know" she whispers running her hands over my chest.
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"Hate to break it to you but we're late" I whisper down at her and she smirks her hands feeling me underneath the duvet.
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"How late ?" She smiles up at me and I watch her blue eyes rake over my chest.
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"We'll make it in for psych but we'll be like 20 late" I estimate glancing at the clock.
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"Decent" she smiles sitting on top of me, the walls lined with my bookcases behind her and the open fire. I think of all of the reasons why we should be together as I watch her smile.
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"Wanna make it thirty minutes late?" She asks me.
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Smirking, I place my hand between her legs, and she sighs. I watch her close her eyes on top of me and murmur my name and I couldn't even dream up a better way to wake up in the morning.
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"Nice?" I say after rubbing her for a while, her hips moving into me.
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"Really nice" she moans and I need her calling out my name again.
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"What do you want?" I ask her in her ear, sitting up and kissing her neck.
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"I want you, Ross" she says so I lift her instantly and place her down on the bed, she giggles.
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"That's nice" I smirk and she smiles at me as I brush her lips with my thumb.
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"You are so strong" she giggles.
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"Continually lifting me up and putting me places" she smirks and I brush my blonde hair off of my face.
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Wordlessly I keep her eye contact and kiss all the way down her body. Hooking my arms around her hips and taking her in my mouth. And there it is she's moaning my name, desperately. I can feel her legs beginning to shake and despite her pleading me to be inside of her I carry on sucking her. Right until the edge of her orgasm.
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Climbing back up her body I tease her and she gasps.
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"Ross" she says arching her hips into me.
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"Baby your ten minutes is up, you're gonna make us very late" I whisper and she smiles.
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"It's worth it though right" she gasps as I push into her and she calls out my name again.
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"That's amazing" she sighs as I take her arms and place them over her head, holding her wrists down as she giggles and I smile. I let her take the lead last night; not now though she is all mine.
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"I want to touch you" she whispers in my ear.
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"Too bad" I smile down at her as she wriggles before realising that I'm stronger than her. She succumbs to my hold and I have sex with her, thinking of all of the times I've imagined having her like this. Of all of the times I've yearned to possess her entirely.
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"Good girl" I whisper to her opening my eyes and looking down at her body.
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"Are you going to orgasm for me again" I whisper seductively holding her tightly underneath me.
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"Yes Ross" she gasps as I lose myself in her, the feel of her underneath me, the sound of her saying my name. Before I know it were both breathless having orgasmed together again.
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"Okay so we could skip psych" I laugh glancing up at the small alarm clock on the wooden bedside table.
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"We have it doubled up anyways" she smiles looking up at me.
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"Okay we'll just join the second lecture then" I tell her letting go of her wrists.
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With the blanket wrapped around her I walk her down the hall to the bathroom, holding her into me as she chuckles at how we're both walking around the cold house naked. I make a mental note to set the boiler onto timer, just so that we can enjoy walking around naked more often. We shower together, I watch as the water streams down her silky skin and know that I am never ever going to get over her.
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The rose thorns which scale up the walls of my old house have begun blooming around her bedroom window as I sit on the bed in her room watching her dress in my towel. She pulls a skirt on over her white underwear looking out through the sash window at the gardens. My mind briefly takes me places where I've put a baby inside of her and we're walking around the gardens with a little one. I pull my jeans on trying to calm myself down, as she buttons up a pale blue denim shirt, before walking over to me and wrapping her arms around me, kissing my forehead.
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"What?" she says as I merely stare up at her imagining my whole life with her.
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"You just look cute" I say smiling with a gleam in my eyes.
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"So do you" she smiles down at me.
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