Taylor's POV
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Jay is the love of my life, he ignites a passion inside of me no matter what and I need him now. He's unbuttoning his shirt far too slowly so I yank at it and rip it open.
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"Taylor" he sighs shocked. His eyes are damp and I just know that he thought I would leave him this evening. How could I ever leave him? That is unimaginable to me. I wipe his face as he unzips my dress, his hands working over my skin making me quiver before I stand and allow the dress to fall to the floor. He hooks my thong between his fingertips and pulls it slowly over my hips.
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"I need you baby" he sighs.
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Kneeling before him I pull his trousers off of him and they are off joining my dress on the floor. I need nothing in between us. No clothes, nothing. Not even a scrap of material or a thread of silk should be inbetween our bare bodies. I need him on every level, and I will talk to him and I will put him through the mill but first I need him inside of me.
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I exhale partly from relief and partly because he is so so hard when he possesses me finally. Panting I find a rhythm as I move my hips back and forth on top of him.
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"I love you so much" he whispers in my ear as he grasps my hips, our clothes on the floor next to the sofa. The fire roaring and warming up my bare body.
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"I need you baby, forever. I love you" he says desperately in between feverish kisses.
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"Thought I was going to lose you" he sighs holding onto my hips as he thrusts up and into me.
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"You're never going to lose me" I tell him as I look into his sincere blue eyes.
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"I'm in this for life, Tay" he says and holds onto me.
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"I want to..." he begins before moaning my name.
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"I mean I want everything" he explains watching my eyes as I fall apart on top of him. He holds my hips down as I collapse into his chest when we've finished.
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"Here" he whispers lifting me as I breath deeply and he places me down on the sofa before laying next to me. The TV long forgotten as the fire crackles and he stares into my eyes. I trace lines over his face as he thinks things through watching me. Holding his strong arms around me as I breathe into him.
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"I'm sorry Taylor, I didn't mean to upset you. It was clearly before I met you. Actually I think it was right before then. And I didn't even consider it as a thing. But I do get it, I understand that you told me everything about yourself and I did not attempt to do the same." He begins softly and I watch him intently.
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"I just hate learning stuff from everybody else and feeling like a joke. I love you and maybe I took it too personally" I say.
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"It's your past I understand that and I shouldn't have gone off crying over something that can never be changed" I murmur as he strokes my arms.
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"Okay I did all of those things." He whispers after a breath.
"And actually I was worse than that. I saw her and other girls all at once. I didn't ever consider myself to be exclusive with anybody. I was a dick to her and everybody else. Nina did develop feelings for me and I just cut things off. I didn't feel for anybody. At that time" he says.
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"And you are an exception to all of that. I love you. I feel for you and if you left me I don't know what I would do. I thought you left me this evening, for everything. For not being good enough, for being a stupid dickhead that fights and brawls with your ex's" he explains tears just behind his eyes.
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"And Taylor the prospect of not having you with me for the rest of my life is so devastating for me. I can't imagine it" he says crying finally as the tears flood down his cheeks. I stroke his face and cry with him, despite all of my makeup.
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"So I will beg you. Okay to not leave me. I know I'm not perfect, I'm not like other guys. I know I'm brash and stubborn and I have a past. But I want you as my future, I want to do everything to make this work" he says looking into my eyes.
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"Including trying not to punch Matthew in the face" he laughs slightly.
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"I thought you were going to get hurt, seriously Jay. I was scared." I say looking at his hands and his busted lip. Inspecting them with my eyes as he smiles.
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"You thought I was going to get hurt" he smiles.
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"Not gonna happen." he laughs.
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"We just take out our frustration out on each other. But don't worry we've agreed no more fighting. Would be easier if he wasn't an obnoxious prick" he says.
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Standing up and retrieving his boxers he walks out into the hall as I look into the fire, contemplating a party where there would be no fights or no drama. Ross's words sitting in my head from earlier before Jay returns and I look at his bare chest as he hides something behind his back smiling.
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Kneeling before me he presents me with a bunch of white tulips and a box of chocolates as I giggle wrapped in the blanket.
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"Please forgive me, you're the love of my life and I bought you tulips after all" he smiles as I pull him up and he places the flowers on the side. Opening up the chocolates and placing one delicately in my mouth.
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"You're forgiven." I smile and pull him back onto the sofa with me.
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"Can we sleep here" I ask him looking into his eyes as he climbs into the blanket with me.
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"Yes baby." He says kissing me and pulling me closer to him.
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"I love you" I whisper sleepily.
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"I love you" he smiles dipping his face to mine and kissing me.
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"Ouch, fuck me" Jay sighs when we eventually wake up in each other's arms. The room completely dark as the fire has dwindled down. The flatscreen off completely. I look out at the dark water outside of the lake and snuggle into his chest.
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"Want anything from the kitchen?" He smiles kissing my forehead.
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“I’m going to take some painkillers” he announces rubbing my back as I sit up slightly.
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"Mmm tea please and for you to come back here quickly" I say smiling.
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Within minutes I hear the kettle click and smile to myself. Standing and adding a few logs to the fire in order to get it going again before climbing into the blanket and watching the flames increase in intensity.
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When Jay reappears with a pot of tea on a tray, I just know he's not done that for any other girl. I smile as he pours a cup and hands me it. Glancing over at his bare chest I smile, my Jay I think to myself.
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"I know how to cure your head" I whisper looking up at him as he stands before me. I sip my tea mischievously and swallow the hot liquid before placing the cup down on floor. I pull his hips to me and remove his boxers.
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"I love you, nobody has ever loved you like I do Jay" I tell him as he watches me wondrously. His hands fist in my hair as I place my mouth on him.
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"Taylor" he gasps stroking down my neck as I play with him.
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"I love you" he says as he stares at me for a minute smiling. Playfully he pulls me up, placing me down on the sofa and straddling me, he grins as he secures my wrists above my head.
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"No moving" he whispers and his eyes watch me.
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"Taylor, you're the best thing that has ever happened to me" he says in between kissing me. His lips in a pursuit down to my thighs as he kisses me over and over. When he reaches his destination my hands find their way to his hair and I ruffle it watching him between my legs.
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"Uh no" he smiles placing my hands back above my head. I giggle as he places himself between my legs again and holds my hips.
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"Today, Taylor, we begin the rest of our lives together" he says whilst sucking me.
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"Forever. You're mine."
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"You are the best I've ever had" he says relieving all of my insecurities.
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"You are the only girl I've ever loved" he says and just feeling his breath in between my legs whilst he's speaking drives me wild.
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"You are the only women for me" he sighs and then inches one finger in me his tongue continuing to explore me.
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"It's just us baby" he says just before I orgasm.
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He lays back down next to me grinning watching me catch my breath. I wrap my arms around him my body against his. Intent on never leaving.
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