Taylor's POV
~past tense~
February
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I've been living with Ross for a month we are the perfect housemates. It turns out he washes, cooks and cleans just as well as me. We spend our evenings watching movies while he writes in his journal. I've dipped into his writing a few times without his knowing just so that I can work out what is going on in his mind. It's poetic and full of love just as I imagined it would be.
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My phone illuminates on my double oak framed bed next to me as I lay on my tummy reading pride and prejudice. Rhea has messaged me as a check in just to let me know that she is here for me and I grin looking down the hall at Ross walking through to his room in a towel.
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Thanks hun, I'm all good honest just studying. Ignoring the fact that Ross is in the room next door to me.
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I message her back, smirking to myself.
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Oh stop it. She replies as I lay flat on my back gazing up at the traditional light fitting letting my hair trail underneath me.
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"Taylor" Ross calls out and I jump looking over at him standing by my door thankfully wearing a shirt and jogging bottoms.
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"What do you want for dinner" he asks softly as I straighten myself up, pulling my nightshirt down. We have continued to sleep in seperate beds, refusing to complicate each other's lives, although every now and again he will wrap his arms around me whilst we're cooking or watching the flatscreen together.
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"I'm cooking for you, want spaghetti bolognese?" I ask him, I need pasta and cheese in my life.
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"Thanks Taylor" he replies before heading into his room again.
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I bounce down the ebony staircase and through the living space into the open plan kitchen setting up pans and smiling to myself as I notice that he has opened a bottle of wine for me and set up two glasses.
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I stir the beef in the frying pan as my phone rings, noticing that it's Jay, I answer smiling.
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"How is it you always catch me cooking" I smile.
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"Taylor maybe it's a sign" he chuckles, we haven't talked about the I love you's that we both declared for one another.
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"A sign for?" I ask cheekily pouring the wine.
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"We should be cooking together" he explains and I laugh stirring the pan.
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"How I've missed your humour" I whisper to him.
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"How I miss you" he says seriously and my defences break away as I gasp slightly and I can just sense his smile.
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"How much do you miss me ?" I whisper down the phone, smiling.
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"A fucking lot. And you told me that you loved me, Taylor" He reminds me as I go quiet sipping wine.
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"I'm sorry if that's not what you wanted to hear" I say confused.
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"You've been giving me the cold shoulder for weeks" I tell him, yet I've still been wearing the Tiffany's earrings he bought for me.
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"Nope I wanted to hear it" he says softly.
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"From you and only you, but then you didn't talk to me after that at all" he says.
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"I was trying to sort myself out" I say quietly, feeling the butterflies swirl in my stomach.
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"Are you sorted out yet" he asks seductively.
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"I've been waiting for you to be here with me" he says silkily.
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"Nearly" I say softly taking my eyes off of the pan.
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"Mmm I want you right now" he chuckles and I smile.
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"Right now isn't gonna work I'm cooking" I tease him.
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"If I was there you wouldn't be cooking" he laughs.
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"I like cooking" I counter rescuing the mince and adding in onions and garlic.
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"Don't you like doing other things too" he says suggestively and I clear my throat trying to distract myself from how turned on I am. He giggles sensing my mood.
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"Okay baby I'll let you return to cooking" he smirks.
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"I love you too baby and I'll see you tomorrow" he half laughs, teasing me.
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"Don't be a dick about it" I say instead of begging him not to hang up on me.
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"I'm not I love you" he says clearly.
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"Dropping the L bomb a lot tonight aren't you." I tease him.
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"Am I not allowed to say it to you back? You've told me a few times and I'm reciprocating your feelings" he explains smiling.
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"You can say it" I tell him softly. He briefly detours the conversation to art and we talk for a while before hanging up.
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Browsing through my messages before plating up the dinner, I message Rach that I'll be partying with her on Friday. Of course her reply is very enthusiastic and I begin searching up dresses.
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"Ross what's the address" I ask him over my shoulder as he wraps his arms around me, looking down at my phone and the pretty LBD that I've found.
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"I want to buy a dress for Friday" I explain and he smiles. Typing the area code into my phone, he purchases the dress and I tut at him for being so heavy handed and dominant. We're both very aware that we're already living together and single.
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"Oh that smells great" he smiles ignoring me his hands stroking my waist slowly.
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"Take a seat I'll bring it to you" I smile getting visions of him leaving the shower earlier.
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"Thanks Taylor" he says pulling up a leather chair and sitting down with his glass of wine. Walking over to him in my nightshirt he tries to look away from me as I place his food in front of him.
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"So party on Friday huh" he looks up at me smiling as I take the opposite chair.
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"Yes" I say drinking some more wine before he tucks into his food.
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"I presume you're coming with me" I ask cheekily as he smirks.
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"Oh do you now" he giggles, a look of happiness falls over his face and I curse myself for not falling madly in love with him.
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"Mhmm" I say briefly looking up at him smiling as he winks at me. He finishes the entire plate of food including the dough balls I made him and I smile as he insists on tidying up everything while I lounge on the chair in my nightdress drinking rosé.
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"Babe if you really don't want to it's all good, but I'm going to smoke a funny cigarette" he says watching me sip my wine, his eyes darting up from my bare legs.
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"Ross this is your place go ahead" I say smiling, standing up and walking over to him watching him roll up. Once he's finished he takes a lighter and my hand and guides me into the living room.
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"Your choice" he smiles looking at the films on the flatscreen as I lay down next to him.
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Lighting up he breathes in the smoke before offering me some, I take a pull remembering the familiar burn that hits my throat. He strokes my arm softly as I lean back onto him passing him the funny cigarette back.
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Sticking on a scary movie as he wraps his arms around me holding me close. I tuck myself into his side, looking into the fire feeling utterly chill.
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"Want to share the last hit" he asks me and I recognise how his voice gets lower when he smokes, more relaxed and gritty.
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"Yes" I reply instantly facing him in the dark living room. Keeping my eye contact he breathes in the smoke, before resting his hands on my jaw and positioning his mouth onto mine. He breathes out the hit into me as his hands travel down my shoulders and over my waist. Instinctively I climb into his lap and kiss him; my lips slowly travelling over his as he massages my back with his hands.
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"Taylor, there's only so many times I can tell you no" he whispers into my ear.
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I kiss him slowly again before pulling away smiling. Laying over him I watch the film, barely taking in anything as the funny cigarette fogs my brain and I focus on his fingertips grazing my thigh.
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Ross helps me up the stairs, which are more complicated to climb after wine and weed. He deposits me outside of my room and I wrap my arms around him. Before he leaves wishing me a good night as he goes.
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Stirring at two am, I notice my breath in the cold air as I swing my legs out of the warm duvet. I had purchased a whole load of cushions and blankets which now are strewn all over the floor. I stumble across the hall, still under the influence letting myself into his room as he lays sprawled out on his king bed in his boxers.
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One glance over at him and I'm climbing into his bed, out from the cold and into his warm embrace. His hands rub up and down my bare back as I lay there next to him. Going under my nightshirt touching my skin. I bury my head in his bare chest and breathe him in.
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"Taylor" he says softly waking up slightly.
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"Whatever possessed you to crawl into my bed" he whispers.
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"I need you" I whisper back.
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"Are you ready for us now?" He asks me softly and I gulp, reminding myself of my conversation with Jay earlier and the unresolved business with Matthew.
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"I need you right now, Ross" I plead with him.
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He kisses my forehead and I want so much from him. Undeniably it is not fair to want him, knowing that he wants me forever. And realising that I just need him right now, with no idea of my future intentions.
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"Taylor" he whispers and I kiss his chest.
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"I need you too" he whispers as I look over at him in the darkness of his bedroom. Ross pulls my shirt up and over my head and I lay back down next to him.
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"Taylor you feel incredible" he says sighing his fingers brushing over my entire body as I whimper slightly.
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"Like I knew you would" he whispers in my ear as I kiss his neck slowly.
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"How am I ever going to say no to you now" he chuckles, his fingertip circling my nipples.
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"Then don't" I whisper, my teeth grazing at his neck.
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"I want you" I say breathlessly as I move my mouth over him kissing all the way up to his jaw. Placing his mouth on my own, I feel his hands travel through my hair as I kiss him passionately.
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"I want you too Taylor" he sighs as I straddle him, sitting up before him without any clothes on.
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"Fuck" he says staring up at me, as the moonlight highlights our bodies. His hands cup my boobs and I sigh. Kneeling up to allow him to remove his boxers as he holds onto my hips.
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"Are you sure you want this" he whispers stroking my hair back and watching me.
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"I want this right now" I say breathless rocking my hips into him.
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"You have the best body I've ever seen in my life" he smiles as I rest my arms either side of his head. We kiss passionately until I can no longer wait for him. Lifting me up he spins me so that I'm underneath him. I gaze up at him, feeling at home with him and safe.
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"Ross you're always so good to me" I tell him stroking him as he gasps.
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"You always look out for me and make sure that I'm okay" I say between kissing him.
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"You make me feel so happy" I tell him whilst stroking him.
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"Taylor fuck" he says hoarsely, his breathing completely ragged.
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"You make me happy too, I've wanted you for so long" he says between kissing me.
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"Ross I've wanted us to do this since I first met you" I tell him and he moans unable to control himself.
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"Me too baby" he says possessing me and rocking back and forth on top of me. He checks in with me to see if I'm okay and I hold onto his wide shoulders kissing him and nodding. I breathe out slowly, my head resting on his pillow as he watches me.
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"Does that feel good baby" he asks softly.
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"Mmm yes" I say feeling him push harder into me.
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This is the second man only I've ever had sex with in my life. Ross is altogether amazing, he's caring and sensual. As he's thrusting into me I feel so connected to him. We know each other inside out and this feels like such a natural thing for us to do with each other. I thrust up and into him, placing my hands over his hips. He slows letting me do my thing.
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"Mmm Taylor, that is really good" he says shaking slightly.
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"Can I go on top" I ask him kissing him.
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He's so affectionate, he kisses me back before he flips me over so that he is on his back. Ross gazes up at me and the way he looks at me, as if I’m his world, compels me to kiss him again.
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"Can't believe this is happening" he says. His hand travels between my legs and he strokes me there. His other hand encourages my hips to move into him.
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"Ross" I sigh and he smiles, biting his lip.
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"Ready for me again ?" He asks softly.
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"Please" I beg him, however he keeps his hand there smiling, just the tip of him teasing me.
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"Ross that feels..." I begin sighing as he takes control of the situation, pulling out from me again.
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"Please can you..." I sigh and gasp.
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"You want it all inside of you ?" He asks me in my ear.
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"Please" I ask of him and he grins not moving.
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"I'll do anything for you" I beg him as he sighs.
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"Anything?" He asks softly in a low voice.
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"Mmhmm" I plead, as he thrusts into me all at once and I gasp.
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“I want…” he begins moving me up and down on top of him.
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"I want you to myself Taylor, I want to have sex with you and for it to be like this forever, I want your whole life" he whispers and I knew that he was possessive yet now whilst we’re doing the most intimate thing a man and a woman can do together he’s commanding and direct. Utterly consuming all of me. Focusing again I move on top of him and he sighs watching my hips move.
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"Fuck me you're good at that" he moans grabbing my hips with his strong hands.
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"Does it feel okay" I ask him sweetly.
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"It feels incredible" he sighs as I swing my hips into him, and my head back losing control. His hands clasp my hips on top of him and I feel myself orgasming.
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"Taylor" he says and I can feel him losing control underneath me. I lower my body down close to his and shower him with kisses.
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"Mm fuck Taylor" he says as we finish together.
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Holding me on top of him for some time afterwards, his arms around my waist and my head on his chest as we simply breathe into one another. I feel his hand grazing my back and I never want to move.
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"You okay?" He asks as I tuck myself into his side. Gazing up at him in the dark, I kiss his lips and smile.
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"I'm great" I whisper.
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"How are you" I ask him as his arms pull me into his body.
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"Are you kidding, I'm ecstatic" he laughs.
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"You're incredible" he says breathless.
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"So are you" I smile before we fall asleep together.
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