Taylor's POV
April
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"Oh hello" Rachel announces as she storms into the kitchen, completely carefree with a pair of thigh high boots in her hands. Briefly eyeing Nate and how all of the boys are talking amicably with one another she smiles.
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"Intervention" she mouths at me as I nod to her laughing.
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"Those are pure sex, are they for me" I ask her indicating to the boots, that have high stilettos to finish them off. The sexiest black leather cowboy boots a girl ever did see.
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"Yes they're yours" she smiles and I hug her handing her a glass of Prosecco to start us off.
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"You're wearing a corset too" she explains as Ross clears his throat and looks over at Jay.
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"Okay, let's get changed" I announce suddenly feeling excited by our party. I kiss Jay on the lips before I leave with Rachel. Giggling as I go up the stairs.
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I hop in my shower first as Rachel hangs out in my dorm room lounging on my bed and going through clothes. Rach puts on some music, which is both far too loud and girly.
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"Oh I have cowgirl hats too" she exclaims as I emerge from my shower, dressed in my joggers having slathered my self in fake tan.
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"Yours is black, you'll love it" she smiles applying fake eyelashes like a pro.
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"Oh I'm thinking I have these like high waisted denim shorts, they're black and make my bum look wow" I announce glancing at the teeny tiny black corset. It's strapless and has rhinestones scattered on it, it will just cover my bust.
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"Yes." She smirks and I giggle drying my hair out into waves. Spritzing far too much hairspray in my hair before practically downing the rest of my Prosecco.
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"So you sorted out the guys huh ?" She giggles and I sigh facing away from her and pulling on my tight denim shorts.
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"Yes I slept with Jay after lunch it chilled him out, invited Ross over for a chat and voila Nate turned up like I had hoped. I cooked and then told them in no circumstances that they will be punching one another again" I laugh feeling decidedly tipsy as I face her in my bra.
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"It helps that you're shockingly beautiful" she sighs.
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"You are too Rachel" I tell her and she smiles weakly.
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"Here" she exclaims keen to move on from our heart to heart, handing me the bustier corset and explaining I won't need a bra.
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"I'll do it up for you" she explains as I turn around again and remove my bra, draping the corset over myself. I hold it up to my chest as she ties it up at the back very tightly.
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"Can you breathe" she laughs and I giggle.
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"I can just" I smirk taking the boots and slipping them on. Rachel helps me out with makeup, applying false eyelashes for me and using a crimson lip stain over my lips. Once I gaze in the mirror I barely recognise the cowgirl seductress looking back at me.
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Rachel has teamed her tan cowgirl boots with a pale blue mini skirt and a white corset. Her long blonde hair trails over her shoulders and she smiles taking pictures in the mirror of the both of us. We both put on our cowgirl hats and set on leaving for the party downstairs. The best part of your night out being in your living room is being able to leave your wallet and purse behind, I grasp my phone and place it in the back of my jeans pocket before we leave.
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"You're right the shorts do make your bum look wow" she giggles as we stumble out of my dorm room.
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"Our boots clink on the floor as we stride through halls and down the winding steps, she glances up at me tentatively.
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"Jay treating you okay?" She asks and I smile at her concern.
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"Jay is impeccable" I say softly and she smiles reassured.
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"I think you suit each other well, he's intense and hot and you're truly stunning Taylor. Be careful still, he's capable of a lot" she explains eyeing me.
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"Rach" I say hugging her.
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"I know you're looking out for me, he's different with me. He's caring and loving and hot" I tell her and she smirks.
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"He told me this morning" I begin defending him.
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"Whilst we were you know" I laugh and she scoffs.
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"I think we could all hear what you two were up to this morning!" She winks at me.
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"He told me he never wants to have sex with another woman for the rest of his life" I say finally and she gasps.
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"That is very unlike him" she says smiling finally before pushing the kitchen door open. The two wooden doors open up to the marble kitchen, the kitchen island scattered with alcohol and cups. Music booming out of the system speakers courtesy of Ryan, who is currently eyeing me with his mouth hanging open.
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"We should do some line dancing!" Rachel exclaims as we head through the kitchen and I laugh following her to the kitchen island to top up my glass. This is our exclusive party, we haven't invited lots of students, so far it's just our close friends and Nate's gang. I notice immediately that the guys are not dressed as cowboys.
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"We're the only two that followed the cowboy cowgirl dress code" I say before she saunters over to Nate.
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"Men!" She says laughing and I smirk, following her lead and topping up my glass.
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"My love" Jay sighs, face dropping in shock as I turn to face him with my glass.
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"Too much?" I whisper to him, looking down at my outfit. He is utterly speechless as his eyes take in the corset. Removing any distance between us as he kisses my exposed neck.
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"You look incredible" he says breathless eyes back on me as he sighs tracing a finger over my crimson lips.
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"You're so beautiful I'll try not to be too possessive with you" he smiles gazing at my chest and then my thighs peeking out of the boots.
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"Be as possessive as you like" I smile as he eyes the cowgirl hat and smirks.
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"Now cowboy, would you like a burger?" I smile and he giggles.
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"Yes please" he smiles, his eyes softening as he watches me walk over to the oven before following me.
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His arms wrapped around my waist as I make the patties with beef and diced onion. Forming them into seperate burgers before placing them in the oven.
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"This is nice" I smile up at him as I slice the buns.
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"Mhmm it is" he smirks his hands running up and down my arms, his chin rested in my neck.
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"Jay baby?" I ask softly as he kisses me.
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"Mhmm" he smiles.
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"Can you grab the sweet potatoes" I smile up at him and he chuckles.
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"Course" he says softly. Retrieving them from the vegetable and fruit stand before returning to me and wrapping his arms around me.
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"Taylor what's on the menu" Rachel asks heading over to us.
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"Burgers and sweet potato fries with ranch" I tell her as she bounds into our personal space and Jay pulls away from me slightly.
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"Looks wicked" she gasps and I smile passing her the bag of alcohol we purchased earlier.
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"I got us some alcohol for bloody Mary's" I tell her as she eyes the paper bag peering inside.
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"And the ingredients" I add.
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"Yuck aren't they like hot and weird" she says as Ross laughs behind her.
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"Just how I like them" I explain eyeing Jay.
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"I'll wash up" Jay announces giving me some time to be with Rachel, she beams at him and I laugh walking my sexy boots over to the blender as she follows me.
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Ross assembles the vodka and tomato juice in the jug as I add the Tabasco and the peppers. We blend it a little as Rachel watches on in amazement. Once it's properly mixed I spear some olives in cocktail sticks adding parsley.
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"Ohh that looks awesome" Ross comments.
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"Try it" I say laughing. I get him a glass and pour some. He sips it and then I feed him an olive. The whole time he gazes into my eyes. Rachel rolls her eyes taking a sip and laughing.
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"Hot" he says smiling.
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"Delicious, it's the best Bloody Mary I've had" he says.
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"Bloody hell" Rachel scoffs coughing slightly.
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"I thought alcohol was supposed to taste fruity and nice" she splutters and I giggle nudging Ross.
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"Not bloody Mary's" he laughs pouring me my own glass and smiling. I sip it before placing the pitcher on a tray with olives.
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"Here I'll make you something fruity" Ross laughs as I take the tray over to the others. Bending to place it down on the table in front of Matthew as he eyes me.
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"Enjoy" I say softly.
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"It's pretty spicy so if you're not into that kind of thing then it's not for you. I'm making pornstar martini's next" I add looking at Phillipa, Ryan's sister.
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I saunter off and wash out the cocktail mixer as Ross and Rachel get distracted looking over the bottles of alcohol.
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"Rach" I call over to her as she saunters over to the others following Ross and his smoking stuff.
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"Never mind" I sigh holding onto my now clean cocktail jug.
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"I'll help" Matthew's soft voice whispers to me as I look over my shoulder at Jay mingling with Ross and the others. I smile over at him warmly and turn back to the jug. See we can all be friend's around our ex's.
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"Okay can you chop this passionfruit, I need slices like this" I tell Matty looking away from his haunting eyes. His stare holds a million questions, it holds pure adoration and I need to hide from it.
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"Is this okay?" He smiles up at me.
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"Great. I thought you would like the bloody Mary. If you don't have some now it will all be gone" I tell him.
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"Then we can make up another lot" he says to me softly and as I look down at the chopping board I notice the eternity ring still on his fingers. The one I bought him whilst we had been engaged.
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"How are you Taylor" he says as I'm mixing everything up.
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"Settling in. How's you" I reply, looking up at him briefly. His eyes meet my own and I smile as he pushes his hair back.
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"I'm okay. You look wonderful " he says briefly stuttering almost.
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"The boots aren't mine" I giggle and he laughs.
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"You look awesome as a cowgirl" he smirks eying the hat.
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"Matty you look well and happy" I say pouring my own glass before he places a slice of passionfruit on top. He looks into my eyes and I'm filled with our memories. Our past. And even though I’ve loved him, I know that he is one of the loves of my life, one that has come and gone. I glance over at Jay and still feel my yearning for him, my need for his attention and affection. My love for him.
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"Matty can I help you make the next one" Rach says smiling at me and interrupting the situation. I pull my arms around her for saving me from my memories.
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"I need to finish off the burgers." I say to Matty.
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"But I'd love another cocktail" I smirk and she reassures me that she will make me one.
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Pulling the burgers out of the oven and beginning to assemble them into their buns, adding cheese and onions. Jay wraps his arms around me from behind and I smirk.
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"By the way I fully expect a dance tonight" I tell him over my shoulder.
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"Anything" he smiles nicking a sweet potato chip and smirking.
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"I missed you" he whispers kissing my neck.
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"I love you" I whisper back feeling his arms tighten around me.
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"Unconditionally" I add as he kisses my neck again.
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“I love you, without bounds” he whispers in my ear turning me to face him.
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“I’ll carry the food over” he says stroking my hair back.
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“Then I want you to just enjoy the rest of the night, no more cooking you deserve to have fun” he smiles grasping the tray with the burgers on and striding over to the table.
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