這一晚,我直到十時才離開大角咀的地域,想一想,我居然什麼都沒有做,單純坐在海邊呆了差不多四個小時,也算是個驚人之舉。607Please respect copyright.PENANA5d718Xukw5
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乘上開往鑽石山的小巴,我打開I Phone,看一看這四個小時自己錯過了什麼。607Please respect copyright.PENANAS9EiPWKiRG
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總共六十個Whatsapp訊息,四個未接來電,以及兩個facebook的無謂通知,就是四個小時內我所錯過了的。607Please respect copyright.PENANA5lbwLrYrGf
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Facebook的無聊通知可以略過,Whatsapp訊息又太多,所以我選先從未接內電入手。607Please respect copyright.PENANAkDWFbBNVWU
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有兩個來電來自細妹,一個來自屋企,最後一個是……芙?607Please respect copyright.PENANAyxx7Za2Xad
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今日的綠色小巴好像特別搖晃,我有理由懷疑自己眼花,於是用雙手捉緊電話,將人體內置的避震機能開到最大,將眼瞪到大一大,看清楚那個在二十時四十四分的未接來電,來自哪一個人……607Please respect copyright.PENANAYqRl9pvo13
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「芙」607Please respect copyright.PENANAyexnwqasSS
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再看一次。607Please respect copyright.PENANAh8He9Kz6mQ
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「芙」607Please respect copyright.PENANAvcfOTr0nfx
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沒有錯,再看多一千次結果也是芙。607Please respect copyright.PENANAXszE44N4EX
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她居然主動打給我?是掛念我嗎?嘻嘻。607Please respect copyright.PENANARyiJwhCJG8
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其實我早就預到會有這種情況,她始終也是個缺少愛情經驗的女子,加上思想直接單純,如果對我有好感的話,絕對會明顯直接地用行為表現出來,就是現在這個樣子。607Please respect copyright.PENANA9lsdMlcSIX
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所以我的驚訝不是來自這個來電,而是一切都發生得比預計之中快,也許芙那顆寂寞的心已經急不及待需要愛情的滋潤。607Please respect copyright.PENANAcHpGNYxbht
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這個時候,我當然要好好關心一下她,既然已經遲了一個小時有多,我立即就放棄六十幾個whatsapp的內容,直接致電給她。607Please respect copyright.PENANAVMSwTUlJyo
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事實上,在說這句話的時候,電話已經撥出了兩秒,而且她已經接聽了。607Please respect copyright.PENANAk7Fuj052Bc
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「喂?志兄?點解咁遲先打黎啊?我幾驚你死左啊?」她激動得來又帶半分矜持地問我。607Please respect copyright.PENANAZLJdoKBUUt
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這是我所想像的版本。607Please respect copyright.PENANArNmf24wM4a
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而實際上她卻是這樣:607Please respect copyright.PENANAvOZ1tv5Abt
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「志?岩岩去完散心啊?心情好D未啊?」607Please respect copyright.PENANAZRNxGC2Pxx
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她以比起大地之母還要慈祥的語調關心我,即秒我不能作出任何反應,她又說:607Please respect copyright.PENANAihLkrhw2pT
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「我今晚又OT,收夜左,岩岩先放炸,係喇,你應該都餓嫁喇,我未食晚飯啊,要唔要一齊食少少野?」607Please respect copyright.PENANAMw3vuQSErw
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此時我才回神,問她:「啊……你重係聖母做緊啊可……?」607Please respect copyright.PENANA2RzhhJNZz9
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「係啊,你幾耐過到黎?」她緩慢,溫柔,包含著大愛地問道,我感覺到自己正與一個活生生的女神交談,假如等等見面時,她向我展開一雙雪白,閃爍著柔和銀光的翅膀,我都不會感到有任何意外。607Please respect copyright.PENANA2B8zrFsXyj
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看看窗外的景色,現在已經在太子與九龍城交界,距離回到鑽石山應該只有五至十分鐘車程,但為了保險一點,我這樣回答她:607Please respect copyright.PENANA4yHyH2N8kx
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「啊……三至四個字……我岩岩上車無耐。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAJ25axbHYQH
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因為我希望給她的感覺是早到,而不是遲到。607Please respect copyright.PENANAMV1PHVG3kO
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「好啊,你搭幾多號車?不如我去你車站等你啦。」她語中帶著溫暖的溫度說道。607Please respect copyright.PENANA3lREQ0jj3g
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女神如果因此遇上什麼意外我可擔當不起,於是就說:607Please respect copyright.PENANAhe4uubcbMD
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「但我都唔肯定架車快唔快,如果要你等就唔好啦,無謂要你一個女仔係依個時間重留係條街度走黎走去嫁……一係你留係醫院,同d同事吹陣水先,我陣間上黎接你。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAwDfErDsuDy
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等等一落小巴我就會直接轉的士上聖母醫院,保證不會有半刻怠慢。她也接納我的提議回應:607Please respect copyright.PENANAoGqn4CCo1x
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「嗯……你鐘意啦,咁你差唔多到醫院門口打比我,我地係門口等啦。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAbqsmbf5I0b
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我在最後再向她保證:「ok,我盡快。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAXy02wxvRKQ
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「等等見啦,拜拜。」聽完這句透過電話也看到笑容的道別,我就紳士地回答:607Please respect copyright.PENANAPor94AdSUX
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「我好快會到,拜拜。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAly2c6VYEan
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她笑一笑然後掛線,待她掛線後我才掛線。607Please respect copyright.PENANAPkUzTIJvkq
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望望窗外的風景,小巴已正式踏入九龍城,但我的心早已飛向黃大仙一座小山上的醫院。607Please respect copyright.PENANAGP5ISV7DUT
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再看看Whatsapp的訊息,她究竟跟我說過什麼呢……?607Please respect copyright.PENANAdHLojht04U
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「芙:冷靜下係好事,但唔好做傻事(20:45)」就只有這一個。607Please respect copyright.PENANACVKo6ZyazE
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看看上一句跟她說了什麼……607Please respect copyright.PENANAykUFdCAKFN
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「我:有關生死既問題我真係答唔到你,依d問題應該由你自己去搵答案。607Please respect copyright.PENANAfNERiK7mAd
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至於你問我煩緊乜607Please respect copyright.PENANA53DFJkWvBx
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我真係煩緊公司野啊,依排有個上司放完假返黎搞到我好多野要做,煩死喇(13:02)」607Please respect copyright.PENANAFZkEyyJTWc
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究竟發生什麼事?我這句話哪裡透露了自己的心情!?607Please respect copyright.PENANA5xXZ1KRBfF
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這讓我再度懷疑,芙確實有著超卓的讀心術。607Please respect copyright.PENANAps95Ak1GKz
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而其餘近六十幾條訊息都來自細妹,內容大致說:607Please respect copyright.PENANAzza962wlSz
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「喂,你部死人電腦個密碼係乜野啊?(19:05)」607Please respect copyright.PENANAuuBcPb0Efx
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「頂你個肺,你部死人電腦個密碼係乜野啊!?我要攞返上次你係赤柱影果d相啊!(19:09)」607Please respect copyright.PENANA7szPqMMrOo
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「快D啦!又唔聽電話!607Please respect copyright.PENANAkn9vs9mHiL
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快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!食屎狗!快D啦!食屎狗!快D啦!食屎狗!快D啦!食屎狗!快D啦!食屎狗!快D啦!食屎狗!快D啦!食屎狗!(下略)」607Please respect copyright.PENANAz9GyJ9NSIi
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為免一致電過去即被這個痴線婆瘋狂轟炸,我簡單回個密碼給她就算,以免她壞了我的好心情。607Please respect copyright.PENANABWVpOy1V55
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一切也如計劃進行,七分鐘後我便落了小巴,用了一分鐘搭上的士,過了兩分鐘後,我已經到達目的地,比原定時間早十分鐘。607Please respect copyright.PENANAcF6XlDH57p
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去到門口我發現她比我更早一步,在醫院的門口等待著,還見證著我從的士下車的一刻。607Please respect copyright.PENANACtbo49JAvl
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我即時感覺有點尷尬,因為用的士營造自己的早到,是非常失態的,也代表著我非常猴禽。除此之外,最重要是這也讓她清楚我對她的重視有多大,明顯地暴露了實際上的供求,顯示了她在我眼中的價值,以致往後對她的追求可能會變得困難。607Please respect copyright.PENANA65DWo9OPBb
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今次真的太大意了……607Please respect copyright.PENANAYuDFlzCqXm
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「唔洗諗咁多嫁!」不之不覺之間,她已經從對面馬路過來,在我的眼前,用力地告訴我這句話。607Please respect copyright.PENANAdXPAalDr47
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現在的她沒有穿著護士服,上身穿著一件白色的鬆身樽領,搭件淺灰色冷外套,下身是一條米黃色休閒褲。607Please respect copyright.PENANAejqn2knWJf
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這種配搭稱不上奇怪,但可說是非常隨意,是一套放工所穿的衣服,實在是合理的。607Please respect copyright.PENANAVov8UdS3Lo
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而對我來說,她穿什麼都是這麼美。607Please respect copyright.PENANAxJJJlsroKg
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只是在街燈映照下,她的秀髮散發出金色的光芒,臉上的笑容是除了她以外地球其他人都不可能擁有地溫柔,眼神中是不可動搖的純潔,加上勝雪的肌膚,她的內與外都是不容污染的純白。607Please respect copyright.PENANAIQLP1n14iQ
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今次是我第二次見她,但我對她的著迷已經去到失控的地步,世上沒有人可以終止我對她的愛慕,我覺得自己已經瘋狂了!607Please respect copyright.PENANAmx946TahvG
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正當我在陶醉,詩人上身之際,一個女人將我的心情完全毀滅……607Please respect copyright.PENANA2G377F4yBX
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她不是芙,而是另一人。607Please respect copyright.PENANAI4XVeip9wf
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嚴格來說,她不是人……607Please respect copyright.PENANAYlrVB6YA6T
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哈哈,又是你嗎?大角咀的怨靈?你還想纏繞我直至何時?就不可以讓我快活一刻嗎?607Please respect copyright.PENANABjmBST7y0r
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「過份沉醉其中的話,受傷的就只是你自己,是最壞的結局。自私不是罪過,每個人也是如此。對別人太好,付出太多才是罪過。自私是你唯一該做的,也是唯一的答案。」607Please respect copyright.PENANARMvvoa3ZEF
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她是她嗎?不……她不是她,她只是一個形象,一把在我腦海迴蕩的聲音,她什麼也不是,她是我。607Please respect copyright.PENANAA81ILzTLdq
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沒錯……人類總要犯同樣的錯誤……我不應該被愛情所迷惑,這只會使我更脆弱,到盡頭時跌得更傷。607Please respect copyright.PENANALm6UnbLxi8
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那種時速一百三十五公里的衝擊,我沒能力承受多一次……這一點沒有人比我自己更清楚。607Please respect copyright.PENANAhpUvpAvOZN
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再望向芙,光環已經消失,她變回一個普通的女子,不再是女神,也不再是天使,也許是我冷靜下來,又也許……是我某種心中的情感又再度沉到深深處。607Please respect copyright.PENANAgQKi4BPqKa
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在芙發問後兩秒,我回答:607Please respect copyright.PENANApipO5sx1Ro
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「下?諗乜野?我無諗野啊,係喇,想去邊度開餐?依頭我熟,不如我帶路?」607Please respect copyright.PENANArqdt9Nf25A
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只見芙凝視著我,若她的頭上有著獸耳,定必是處於垂下的狀態,我不知她失落的原因,難道就因為我短短兩秒的思考時間?607Please respect copyright.PENANA40gdWOgwa2
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這個時間也許可以隨便哄她兩句,讓她吐出苦水大概就能回復正常,不用急,要是過於關心就會成為慣例,容易寵壞……607Please respect copyright.PENANAlcws7rfidl
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我巴別塔創造主決不容自己的女人是個被寵壞的賤貨……607Please respect copyright.PENANAKaD6JmcNTt
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下一刻,我感覺到自己被一股突如其來的溫暖與柔軟感所包圍,接著,一陣醉人的體香飄進我的鼻腔。607Please respect copyright.PENANAvJ6zQoRoBW
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「唔洗勉強自己,無必要再消沉落去。阿志,你做返自己就得嫁喇。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAlh9A5i4vmv
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聽罷,我用了一秒時間回神過來,我發現她擁著我……緊緊地擁著,即使隔著厚厚的衣服,我還能感受到她的心跳,脈動,呼吸。607Please respect copyright.PENANAjQrcJMW9Gy
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一股暖流直湧上我的大腦,衝破頭骨,我眼前的世界好像由黑白變成彩色一樣,芙的光環再度出現,還瞬速向外擴展,充滿著我的世界。607Please respect copyright.PENANANysNmUAP08
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我心裡面的德雷克海峽,就似當年摩西分開紅海一樣被分開兩邊,埋在海底的箱子得以重見天日,而纏繞著它的怨靈被強光消滅,箱裡面的東西再度獲得解放……607Please respect copyright.PENANAsUCfFteZFE
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再張開眼,芙已經鬆手並且退後兩步,帶著羞澀,小臉發紅,勉強維持著笑眯眯的樣子望著我,此刻我不知所措,這個時候應由我開口先,但我不知道可以說什麼,於是吐出一句:607Please respect copyright.PENANAESffFbb86m
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「啊……你D頭髮好香,用咩洗頭水嫁?」607Please respect copyright.PENANA1o6kSDNzBr
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一望過去,她看來非常不知所措地回答:「johnsonsbaby……」607Please respect copyright.PENANAG3SyVqcCnC
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然後我們開始了一段近三十秒的寂靜……我們沒有說半句話,也不敢有眼神接觸,我的心臟也非常緊張,猛力地一下一下抽向我的肺部,使我的呼吸變得急促而辛苦。607Please respect copyright.PENANAVKJX2VJRDX
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全身的熱血也流至大腦,使一陣又一陣如同海浪一樣的暈眩不停打向我的腦袋,眼前死死瞪著的地磚甚至還開始扭曲了。607Please respect copyright.PENANACYAWm1OaHY
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再過多十秒,我用力吞口口水,攪盡腦汁地想出一個問題,使我們的對話得以繼續進行:607Please respect copyright.PENANAdGZN1WtlZJ
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「其實你點解一直都知我諗緊乜?」這個問題也是我一直很想知道的,但她未回答,我已經知道答案了。607Please respect copyright.PENANAS02Pi84xJB
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臉額泛著胭脂紅的她,微微張開小咀說:「因為人既氣息唔會講大話……」607Please respect copyright.PENANALGqMGwx3nm
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然後她用那纖細的小手,緊握著自己的米色休閒褲,盡力認真地望著我,堅持地澄清:607Please respect copyright.PENANAajuCKzQ6pA
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「但你唔好誤會啊!我唔係個個都攬,咁隨便既女人黎嫁!我只係見到你好迷失,好失落,唔知點做之下,先會咁做嫁……」607Please respect copyright.PENANAr6pKX20mhA
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望著她又圓又大,代表著真摯與純潔的雙眼,我說:607Please respect copyright.PENANAjTkgej3MZP
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「多謝你。」除了這句話,我都不知說什麼好了,也許這是我唯一可以說的對白。緊接著這一句,我摸摸後腦,向她詢問:607Please respect copyright.PENANACmCGc7GGnI
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「咁……你鐘意食乜野啊?我帶路啦,好唔好?」607Please respect copyright.PENANATUc86LI8EG
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她收起羞澀,但臉依舊紅地笑一笑回答:607Please respect copyright.PENANAisZwMCZ33U
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「你鐘意啦。」607Please respect copyright.PENANAcCQQTGi7MH
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我想也不想就拖著她的手前進,然而她沒有抗拒,輕輕地捉著我的手,乖乖與我並走。607Please respect copyright.PENANAVoz8OKSmrm
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這樣做,因為我有信心,既然她能探清我的內心世界,我喜歡著她這件事,其實由我們見面的第一刻,她就已經知道了。607Please respect copyright.PENANAVa9QybZANo
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來到現在才拖手已經算遲,但全都是我的問題,如果我早能面對自己的真心,我們的發展肯定快速,自然得多。607Please respect copyright.PENANA91geUsuZ4H
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在街燈映照下,我們手拖著手在一條人不多的街道上,比任何人都更自在,更幸福地步行著。607Please respect copyright.PENANA2tHsgAkqKE
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嘻嘻……說起來好像有點下流……我竟然勃起了……607Please respect copyright.PENANADmVYUEy8x1
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這讓我想起初戀時的感覺,也許我非常幸福……607Please respect copyright.PENANAWhPYysQtGy
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因為我在一生人當中,能夠經歷兩次初戀。607Please respect copyright.PENANAbAQLdmSCWS
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