這一晚,我直到十時才離開大角咀的地域,想一想,我居然什麼都沒有做,單純坐在海邊呆了差不多四個小時,也算是個驚人之舉。567Please respect copyright.PENANAE5detXOUvS
567Please respect copyright.PENANAJqoCYeaT40
乘上開往鑽石山的小巴,我打開I Phone,看一看這四個小時自己錯過了什麼。567Please respect copyright.PENANAkBNb1jOoS1
567Please respect copyright.PENANAGzRJv8FGf1
總共六十個Whatsapp訊息,四個未接來電,以及兩個facebook的無謂通知,就是四個小時內我所錯過了的。567Please respect copyright.PENANAztAZXtYJ3m
567Please respect copyright.PENANAOpRWaxXFHV
Facebook的無聊通知可以略過,Whatsapp訊息又太多,所以我選先從未接內電入手。567Please respect copyright.PENANAfQ0yM6Dz4u
567Please respect copyright.PENANAvhbG68yFih
有兩個來電來自細妹,一個來自屋企,最後一個是……芙?567Please respect copyright.PENANABKB3dgBBe0
567Please respect copyright.PENANA3tp1fuSbCE
今日的綠色小巴好像特別搖晃,我有理由懷疑自己眼花,於是用雙手捉緊電話,將人體內置的避震機能開到最大,將眼瞪到大一大,看清楚那個在二十時四十四分的未接來電,來自哪一個人……567Please respect copyright.PENANANdRN8ZnpOi
567Please respect copyright.PENANAowVUubMkhP
「芙」567Please respect copyright.PENANA8055LknuFi
567Please respect copyright.PENANAw6nVI3HdIw
再看一次。567Please respect copyright.PENANAcLfe5PjulY
567Please respect copyright.PENANAQcdQw5wEYB
「芙」567Please respect copyright.PENANAMGeU5Fik1L
567Please respect copyright.PENANAdGRw8lh01k
沒有錯,再看多一千次結果也是芙。567Please respect copyright.PENANAcUGPv1GGGf
567Please respect copyright.PENANAl6Ua7tTt2C
她居然主動打給我?是掛念我嗎?嘻嘻。567Please respect copyright.PENANADWaTk1Ctr0
567Please respect copyright.PENANAfZdQkWGRKu
其實我早就預到會有這種情況,她始終也是個缺少愛情經驗的女子,加上思想直接單純,如果對我有好感的話,絕對會明顯直接地用行為表現出來,就是現在這個樣子。567Please respect copyright.PENANAIWQir8Y682
567Please respect copyright.PENANAW7hSojSxr1
所以我的驚訝不是來自這個來電,而是一切都發生得比預計之中快,也許芙那顆寂寞的心已經急不及待需要愛情的滋潤。567Please respect copyright.PENANA8xnLS8b6mG
567Please respect copyright.PENANAaYqdykFujz
這個時候,我當然要好好關心一下她,既然已經遲了一個小時有多,我立即就放棄六十幾個whatsapp的內容,直接致電給她。567Please respect copyright.PENANAfcE4dS1pbf
567Please respect copyright.PENANADfP63eFCGd
事實上,在說這句話的時候,電話已經撥出了兩秒,而且她已經接聽了。567Please respect copyright.PENANASVG8l7NzAE
567Please respect copyright.PENANAkaOvR4KFYq
「喂?志兄?點解咁遲先打黎啊?我幾驚你死左啊?」她激動得來又帶半分矜持地問我。567Please respect copyright.PENANA5OuNO4jDws
567Please respect copyright.PENANAutFY22G5iD
這是我所想像的版本。567Please respect copyright.PENANAjvNYTrSJH7
567Please respect copyright.PENANAz2WHXXkJ2L
而實際上她卻是這樣:567Please respect copyright.PENANAOGd3XCo3sk
567Please respect copyright.PENANAKAOzSkZ3cS
「志?岩岩去完散心啊?心情好D未啊?」567Please respect copyright.PENANAlfHps88XoI
567Please respect copyright.PENANApLFKYLzYGj
她以比起大地之母還要慈祥的語調關心我,即秒我不能作出任何反應,她又說:567Please respect copyright.PENANA8IrWEYtm37
567Please respect copyright.PENANA3fcKspEOL6
「我今晚又OT,收夜左,岩岩先放炸,係喇,你應該都餓嫁喇,我未食晚飯啊,要唔要一齊食少少野?」567Please respect copyright.PENANAHKQDsr4ZqU
567Please respect copyright.PENANA3g7dvs9l21
此時我才回神,問她:「啊……你重係聖母做緊啊可……?」567Please respect copyright.PENANA3zdYxsXpuF
567Please respect copyright.PENANAukgyK4qUSk
「係啊,你幾耐過到黎?」她緩慢,溫柔,包含著大愛地問道,我感覺到自己正與一個活生生的女神交談,假如等等見面時,她向我展開一雙雪白,閃爍著柔和銀光的翅膀,我都不會感到有任何意外。567Please respect copyright.PENANAmiMjFymmWv
567Please respect copyright.PENANAvnDpKVFA3j
看看窗外的景色,現在已經在太子與九龍城交界,距離回到鑽石山應該只有五至十分鐘車程,但為了保險一點,我這樣回答她:567Please respect copyright.PENANAG7z1flZy7f
567Please respect copyright.PENANAOeTgJbnQ6w
「啊……三至四個字……我岩岩上車無耐。」567Please respect copyright.PENANAcIh5FfZSLH
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因為我希望給她的感覺是早到,而不是遲到。567Please respect copyright.PENANA9SHJiJMFU1
567Please respect copyright.PENANA73ISZHakzj
「好啊,你搭幾多號車?不如我去你車站等你啦。」她語中帶著溫暖的溫度說道。567Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6OpTrEDUJ
567Please respect copyright.PENANAypS37jRbff
女神如果因此遇上什麼意外我可擔當不起,於是就說:567Please respect copyright.PENANAr6E9SNXgxJ
567Please respect copyright.PENANAu0IknyXPj0
「但我都唔肯定架車快唔快,如果要你等就唔好啦,無謂要你一個女仔係依個時間重留係條街度走黎走去嫁……一係你留係醫院,同d同事吹陣水先,我陣間上黎接你。」567Please respect copyright.PENANAfb8o59uNlX
567Please respect copyright.PENANAItntP8fgKm
等等一落小巴我就會直接轉的士上聖母醫院,保證不會有半刻怠慢。她也接納我的提議回應:567Please respect copyright.PENANAYJlSwXD4D1
567Please respect copyright.PENANACY41H1Nmc2
「嗯……你鐘意啦,咁你差唔多到醫院門口打比我,我地係門口等啦。」567Please respect copyright.PENANANWBVjesz8k
567Please respect copyright.PENANAX2c9a3AByZ
我在最後再向她保證:「ok,我盡快。」567Please respect copyright.PENANAhdbkr0Eiej
567Please respect copyright.PENANAOFklpPXmJq
「等等見啦,拜拜。」聽完這句透過電話也看到笑容的道別,我就紳士地回答:567Please respect copyright.PENANARsmU4sJZrb
567Please respect copyright.PENANAQOdFSGdEiL
「我好快會到,拜拜。」567Please respect copyright.PENANAcI2Tmagj1i
567Please respect copyright.PENANALPCrNJAPjJ
她笑一笑然後掛線,待她掛線後我才掛線。567Please respect copyright.PENANA3jCObYZtWy
567Please respect copyright.PENANAWNibiTOeUE
望望窗外的風景,小巴已正式踏入九龍城,但我的心早已飛向黃大仙一座小山上的醫院。567Please respect copyright.PENANAdxJRH7rwfF
567Please respect copyright.PENANAkoFjwDe4B4
再看看Whatsapp的訊息,她究竟跟我說過什麼呢……?567Please respect copyright.PENANADqG3vhc4n6
567Please respect copyright.PENANAPvIwREvOu8
「芙:冷靜下係好事,但唔好做傻事(20:45)」就只有這一個。567Please respect copyright.PENANAwEDxJKmBJy
567Please respect copyright.PENANArlnh3BcVpL
看看上一句跟她說了什麼……567Please respect copyright.PENANAKeb6F4QiOn
567Please respect copyright.PENANApHh5SHBpSl
「我:有關生死既問題我真係答唔到你,依d問題應該由你自己去搵答案。567Please respect copyright.PENANAI1Ow1IJK4R
567Please respect copyright.PENANAC7jTkzk4wW
至於你問我煩緊乜567Please respect copyright.PENANAaga9lVIFSQ
567Please respect copyright.PENANA3OcqWgNpgP
我真係煩緊公司野啊,依排有個上司放完假返黎搞到我好多野要做,煩死喇(13:02)」567Please respect copyright.PENANAVcKWXAnM0P
567Please respect copyright.PENANAalXxEfZSdp
究竟發生什麼事?我這句話哪裡透露了自己的心情!?567Please respect copyright.PENANAOFzGgUzBqh
567Please respect copyright.PENANAHJWujXEwCt
這讓我再度懷疑,芙確實有著超卓的讀心術。567Please respect copyright.PENANALzz4K1vAtW
567Please respect copyright.PENANAheJ01BHcNS
而其餘近六十幾條訊息都來自細妹,內容大致說:567Please respect copyright.PENANA5Y5VgW9Kgx
567Please respect copyright.PENANATlFkYI99xn
「喂,你部死人電腦個密碼係乜野啊?(19:05)」567Please respect copyright.PENANAX9MvOpVaTm
567Please respect copyright.PENANAoZjvmE2qzo
「頂你個肺,你部死人電腦個密碼係乜野啊!?我要攞返上次你係赤柱影果d相啊!(19:09)」567Please respect copyright.PENANAkXZ3136Kqq
567Please respect copyright.PENANAvl1o6LyNup
「快D啦!又唔聽電話!567Please respect copyright.PENANAVtsE2naigh
567Please respect copyright.PENANAdcDcSm6oTS
快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!食屎狗!快D啦!食屎狗!快D啦!食屎狗!快D啦!食屎狗!快D啦!食屎狗!快D啦!食屎狗!快D啦!食屎狗!(下略)」567Please respect copyright.PENANA6m7EgIH6hx
567Please respect copyright.PENANAo0PbTA3EtT
為免一致電過去即被這個痴線婆瘋狂轟炸,我簡單回個密碼給她就算,以免她壞了我的好心情。567Please respect copyright.PENANA72IMjyL8LQ
567Please respect copyright.PENANANNdlNxL9GC
567Please respect copyright.PENANAcOhcsih1gD
一切也如計劃進行,七分鐘後我便落了小巴,用了一分鐘搭上的士,過了兩分鐘後,我已經到達目的地,比原定時間早十分鐘。567Please respect copyright.PENANAnAH7uqSKfw
567Please respect copyright.PENANAtM183ryAez
去到門口我發現她比我更早一步,在醫院的門口等待著,還見證著我從的士下車的一刻。567Please respect copyright.PENANAZjlERrgP8V
567Please respect copyright.PENANATxs6ssG5oJ
我即時感覺有點尷尬,因為用的士營造自己的早到,是非常失態的,也代表著我非常猴禽。除此之外,最重要是這也讓她清楚我對她的重視有多大,明顯地暴露了實際上的供求,顯示了她在我眼中的價值,以致往後對她的追求可能會變得困難。567Please respect copyright.PENANAF4JMM7vGGn
567Please respect copyright.PENANAIN5fjF7Qye
今次真的太大意了……567Please respect copyright.PENANAahN4xavjzE
567Please respect copyright.PENANAJefvOlHCVn
「唔洗諗咁多嫁!」不之不覺之間,她已經從對面馬路過來,在我的眼前,用力地告訴我這句話。567Please respect copyright.PENANAn2CbKbv6qq
567Please respect copyright.PENANAEF8keBf7Wa
現在的她沒有穿著護士服,上身穿著一件白色的鬆身樽領,搭件淺灰色冷外套,下身是一條米黃色休閒褲。567Please respect copyright.PENANAhdbF0q6mCl
567Please respect copyright.PENANA1EHsUbazz7
這種配搭稱不上奇怪,但可說是非常隨意,是一套放工所穿的衣服,實在是合理的。567Please respect copyright.PENANAyalv9TlTMn
567Please respect copyright.PENANAHwtbhZZAqT
而對我來說,她穿什麼都是這麼美。567Please respect copyright.PENANA6MfgHjD22L
567Please respect copyright.PENANAW9idcB3GgQ
只是在街燈映照下,她的秀髮散發出金色的光芒,臉上的笑容是除了她以外地球其他人都不可能擁有地溫柔,眼神中是不可動搖的純潔,加上勝雪的肌膚,她的內與外都是不容污染的純白。567Please respect copyright.PENANAq60QXKeYTn
567Please respect copyright.PENANAEzHOLB0Pd8
今次是我第二次見她,但我對她的著迷已經去到失控的地步,世上沒有人可以終止我對她的愛慕,我覺得自己已經瘋狂了!567Please respect copyright.PENANAorSbpAuDRv
567Please respect copyright.PENANAavj6KTdytg
正當我在陶醉,詩人上身之際,一個女人將我的心情完全毀滅……567Please respect copyright.PENANAq1TrHETmTo
567Please respect copyright.PENANAU2y6ee3YvG
她不是芙,而是另一人。567Please respect copyright.PENANAsoQL2Kuacn
567Please respect copyright.PENANA8tQmYbxH6w
嚴格來說,她不是人……567Please respect copyright.PENANAafvNTqilMU
567Please respect copyright.PENANA4kFjhFMxk6
哈哈,又是你嗎?大角咀的怨靈?你還想纏繞我直至何時?就不可以讓我快活一刻嗎?567Please respect copyright.PENANAgf0XXu6M0Y
567Please respect copyright.PENANACHVW7T7gIK
「過份沉醉其中的話,受傷的就只是你自己,是最壞的結局。自私不是罪過,每個人也是如此。對別人太好,付出太多才是罪過。自私是你唯一該做的,也是唯一的答案。」567Please respect copyright.PENANA6DtZGrcpA4
567Please respect copyright.PENANAtc1h6zcDkl
她是她嗎?不……她不是她,她只是一個形象,一把在我腦海迴蕩的聲音,她什麼也不是,她是我。567Please respect copyright.PENANA38bvCz8ulo
567Please respect copyright.PENANAlFW9A27yd9
沒錯……人類總要犯同樣的錯誤……我不應該被愛情所迷惑,這只會使我更脆弱,到盡頭時跌得更傷。567Please respect copyright.PENANAhBUkTgfjG1
567Please respect copyright.PENANAs8ZpPSckQQ
那種時速一百三十五公里的衝擊,我沒能力承受多一次……這一點沒有人比我自己更清楚。567Please respect copyright.PENANAdua1249Eel
567Please respect copyright.PENANAIL2gZOtya9
再望向芙,光環已經消失,她變回一個普通的女子,不再是女神,也不再是天使,也許是我冷靜下來,又也許……是我某種心中的情感又再度沉到深深處。567Please respect copyright.PENANAVMTatRhFEO
567Please respect copyright.PENANATPHj7N8XMJ
在芙發問後兩秒,我回答:567Please respect copyright.PENANAz8xBDd4211
567Please respect copyright.PENANA4gDP3HnxyH
「下?諗乜野?我無諗野啊,係喇,想去邊度開餐?依頭我熟,不如我帶路?」567Please respect copyright.PENANAe12KQZcEmY
567Please respect copyright.PENANAVql8gw8yPM
只見芙凝視著我,若她的頭上有著獸耳,定必是處於垂下的狀態,我不知她失落的原因,難道就因為我短短兩秒的思考時間?567Please respect copyright.PENANAkYiM015Rm4
567Please respect copyright.PENANAkdqNoFD7BI
這個時間也許可以隨便哄她兩句,讓她吐出苦水大概就能回復正常,不用急,要是過於關心就會成為慣例,容易寵壞……567Please respect copyright.PENANA5Quqb0rPmK
567Please respect copyright.PENANAv8UD1rCiLx
我巴別塔創造主決不容自己的女人是個被寵壞的賤貨……567Please respect copyright.PENANA8d0XWEJtFD
567Please respect copyright.PENANA2OuEcPmBh0
567Please respect copyright.PENANAXKPCtMWdV7
下一刻,我感覺到自己被一股突如其來的溫暖與柔軟感所包圍,接著,一陣醉人的體香飄進我的鼻腔。567Please respect copyright.PENANAMp9h1ziHfW
567Please respect copyright.PENANAIFjlTbbQoA
「唔洗勉強自己,無必要再消沉落去。阿志,你做返自己就得嫁喇。」567Please respect copyright.PENANAV14FnpWEE9
567Please respect copyright.PENANAk3H9AyfWNQ
聽罷,我用了一秒時間回神過來,我發現她擁著我……緊緊地擁著,即使隔著厚厚的衣服,我還能感受到她的心跳,脈動,呼吸。567Please respect copyright.PENANA21ZcMfMGur
567Please respect copyright.PENANAbQWmzTCGQu
一股暖流直湧上我的大腦,衝破頭骨,我眼前的世界好像由黑白變成彩色一樣,芙的光環再度出現,還瞬速向外擴展,充滿著我的世界。567Please respect copyright.PENANADbJ4egcyaL
567Please respect copyright.PENANA8GvqNya4Re
我心裡面的德雷克海峽,就似當年摩西分開紅海一樣被分開兩邊,埋在海底的箱子得以重見天日,而纏繞著它的怨靈被強光消滅,箱裡面的東西再度獲得解放……567Please respect copyright.PENANAKKkx7OezWF
567Please respect copyright.PENANATIyd3clE38
再張開眼,芙已經鬆手並且退後兩步,帶著羞澀,小臉發紅,勉強維持著笑眯眯的樣子望著我,此刻我不知所措,這個時候應由我開口先,但我不知道可以說什麼,於是吐出一句:567Please respect copyright.PENANANBEw6nh511
567Please respect copyright.PENANAd7gOsPoHaM
「啊……你D頭髮好香,用咩洗頭水嫁?」567Please respect copyright.PENANAl0wBmGW0rf
567Please respect copyright.PENANA3oMpAi1fIS
一望過去,她看來非常不知所措地回答:「johnsonsbaby……」567Please respect copyright.PENANAFpwbxikf3H
567Please respect copyright.PENANAv0TEYuTPcY
然後我們開始了一段近三十秒的寂靜……我們沒有說半句話,也不敢有眼神接觸,我的心臟也非常緊張,猛力地一下一下抽向我的肺部,使我的呼吸變得急促而辛苦。567Please respect copyright.PENANAXpmH9hyOE9
567Please respect copyright.PENANACtRVjV9sOG
全身的熱血也流至大腦,使一陣又一陣如同海浪一樣的暈眩不停打向我的腦袋,眼前死死瞪著的地磚甚至還開始扭曲了。567Please respect copyright.PENANA0PUF0A1KId
567Please respect copyright.PENANAXebNUM6Ipt
再過多十秒,我用力吞口口水,攪盡腦汁地想出一個問題,使我們的對話得以繼續進行:567Please respect copyright.PENANA2nb3CiSY8c
567Please respect copyright.PENANAwb0gZ8qGkC
「其實你點解一直都知我諗緊乜?」這個問題也是我一直很想知道的,但她未回答,我已經知道答案了。567Please respect copyright.PENANAP0UwkNDOPl
567Please respect copyright.PENANACgdabgZ4aI
臉額泛著胭脂紅的她,微微張開小咀說:「因為人既氣息唔會講大話……」567Please respect copyright.PENANAxqoHsZG4Cg
567Please respect copyright.PENANAsnuqeo6GXH
然後她用那纖細的小手,緊握著自己的米色休閒褲,盡力認真地望著我,堅持地澄清:567Please respect copyright.PENANAEc9VX3Qg0n
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「但你唔好誤會啊!我唔係個個都攬,咁隨便既女人黎嫁!我只係見到你好迷失,好失落,唔知點做之下,先會咁做嫁……」567Please respect copyright.PENANA2sNvEInmPo
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望著她又圓又大,代表著真摯與純潔的雙眼,我說:567Please respect copyright.PENANA9tjNqz10u7
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「多謝你。」除了這句話,我都不知說什麼好了,也許這是我唯一可以說的對白。緊接著這一句,我摸摸後腦,向她詢問:567Please respect copyright.PENANAGSncYKvoJh
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「咁……你鐘意食乜野啊?我帶路啦,好唔好?」567Please respect copyright.PENANAjN50GgJFvg
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她收起羞澀,但臉依舊紅地笑一笑回答:567Please respect copyright.PENANAEdbAkyQggp
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「你鐘意啦。」567Please respect copyright.PENANAqMKkl2eeld
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我想也不想就拖著她的手前進,然而她沒有抗拒,輕輕地捉著我的手,乖乖與我並走。567Please respect copyright.PENANA3HdddB9K5B
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這樣做,因為我有信心,既然她能探清我的內心世界,我喜歡著她這件事,其實由我們見面的第一刻,她就已經知道了。567Please respect copyright.PENANAfdIx1Z5LpD
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來到現在才拖手已經算遲,但全都是我的問題,如果我早能面對自己的真心,我們的發展肯定快速,自然得多。567Please respect copyright.PENANAGvEuLHxMPo
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在街燈映照下,我們手拖著手在一條人不多的街道上,比任何人都更自在,更幸福地步行著。567Please respect copyright.PENANAk8ZJnZpz3e
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嘻嘻……說起來好像有點下流……我竟然勃起了……567Please respect copyright.PENANAko90hNfmP0
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這讓我想起初戀時的感覺,也許我非常幸福……567Please respect copyright.PENANAABqumvuwtD
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因為我在一生人當中,能夠經歷兩次初戀。567Please respect copyright.PENANAKU9ryFkOw2
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