Taylor's POV
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Soft white sheets and the scent of his cologne, snow falling down over the lake. His hand travels up my legs as I look into his eyes, propped up on his elbow as he watches me intently.
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His strong hand travelling further up my thighs, skimming over my hips as he smiles and my eyes lock with his. A small blush comes over his tan skin as he catches my eyes in his own.
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Both hands resting on the bump nestled over my waist, my bare skin feels warm under his touch. Small indentations of movement travelling over my tummy. Life thriving inside of me.
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"Our baby is a wriggler" Jay smiles down at me. As I look down at his hands I close my own and smile. Our baby.
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"Good morning beautiful" Jay whispers as we're laying in our four poster bed. I slept in his arms all night and his hands are rubbing my lower back and hips. I lean into him and his arms pull me in, a growing smile on his lips.
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"Morning" I sigh kissing him.
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"Mmm I love this" he says seductively.
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"Taylor if you sleep naked like that all of the time I'm going to find it hard not to be inside of you" he whispers peeking down the covers and smiling to himself.
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“Oh Jay” I whisper as I slide my hand over his chest, feeling his defined muscles and the way my hand relaxes him. Hooking one leg over him, I take the initiative to straddle him. My hips instinctively grinding over his. One large sigh as his eyes wash over my bare body, his hands circling my hips over and over again.
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"Mmm baby if you keep doing that I'm going to be inside of you" he whispers and I moan.
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"Please Jay" I say sweetly, reaching my hands down and stroking him.
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"Naughty" he sighs, as I chuckle kissing him, my mind telling me that we could stay here forever. It’s true that most people say that. Having no idea what it could possibly mean or entail to be so enthralled by somebody. To be addicted to them, or lost without that other half. Jay and I mean it. We absolutely and most definitely would stay in each other’s arms for eternity.
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Gazing into his blue eyes, I can feel the heat. I lose myself in his physical contact, strong hands circling my hips as he kisses me slowly.
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"Not sure you even need to try Taylor" he sighs his hair falling over his face.
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"My defences are paper thin, almost gone" he chuckles watching my reactions. His fingertips lightly brushing over my arm creating goosebumps in their wake.
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The morning light is soft, the alarm clock on my phone buzzes. Intruding a moment of stillness, quiet for all but our breathing. I climb off of him and he props himself up on his elbow looking over at my phone.
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"Don't break this alarm clock too please I'm accustomed to my phone" I smile over at him as his eyes look up.
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"Shh" he sighs not even distracted by the buzzing as his lips crush into my own.
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"I always replace the shit I break" he chuckles. There goes his hands again. Anybody else's wouldn't have this effect or make me react in this way. My phone stops and I decide to leave it, besides he has distracted me. With his touch and his eyes that are all consuming.
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"That's most definitely a good trait but it would be helpful if you could not break stuff in the first place." I laugh teasingly, slapping his chest.
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"There goes that smart mouth again" he teases back catching my hand in his and kissing it. Climbing on top of me the white sheets crumpling around us as he looks into my eyes.
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"I want you" he sighs his lips seizing mine.
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My needs and desires take over me and I push him inside of me. Feeling him finally possessing me is always like placing the final puzzle piece down to complete the whole picture. We know that our destinies and futures line up together, we are intertwined. Our past, our present and our future all linked together.
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"Don't take it" he says his voice rasping as he thrusts into me. We had been trialling using the contraceptive pill, I had explained to him that we have sexual intercourse multiple times a day and that we would conceive a baby almost instantly without it, I register his request looking into his eyes as he implores me to listen to him and to trust him. My baby dreams have however intensified since being on the pill ironically and the romantic notion of carrying his child is pulling me in. My past experience with pregnancy and the miscarriage Matthew and I suffered lingers in my mind and heart even as he stares down at me with his blonde waves dangling over his face.
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"You don't need to take it today. We can try" he clarifies as my heart swells and I think it's going to burst open. I imagine us here together, me with a popped belly and him giving into my every need. Just like all of my dreams. No nightmares insight as I cast away my reservations and any notion that this could go wrong.
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"Yes” I manage breathlessly as he looks upon me intently, seriously. As he's thrusting into me he positions himself close to me surrounding me. His mouth by my ear he whispers.
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"I love you. So much. You're the only person I'm ever going to love" he says in his low seductive voice holding me still under him.
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"I love you Jay" I gasp in his ear.
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"Mmm I love you more. I'm going to keep you forever, sorry" he whispers and then kisses my neck.
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"I'm going to be everything you ever want and need and I'm not ever going to mess this up. I'm going to be yours forever" he says looking at me slowly moving into me.
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"I will want you forever" I say and he thrusts deeper into me.
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We orgasm together him holding onto me and kissing me all over. He holds me close, not letting go and not pulling out of me.
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"I mean it. I'm happy to just see how things go without contraception" he says eyes glazed with happiness a new level of intimacy between us.
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"I’ve actually been having dreams” I smirk looking up at him as he chuckles.
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“Baby dreams?!” He whispers and I giggle my cheeks turning pink.
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"Baby dreams, me being pregnant and you being all over me" I whisper as he finally climbs off of me. He wraps his arms around me and I feel him pull me in.
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“When we have sex I keep thinking afterwards I want it, you know and not just sex but I want all of the other connotations. I want us forever and I'll be honest I never knew I wanted that until I found you. Until I realised how much I wanted to be with you. We can have anything, do anything together. This is it for me" he smiles and pulls me to laying on his chest, the enormity of his statement overwhelms me and I sob onto his chest.
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“They’re happy tears” I reassure him as he chuckles.
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“I just never imagined we would get here and I’m happy that we have” I whisper to him.
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“Jay you know you’re like mad beautiful right” I say when he stares at me wondrously.
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“No baby you’re mad beautiful” he whispers before wiping my eyes.
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Jay and I spend the day at the lake house, honestly it’s like being at a resort with the spa, library and cinema room. We have the whole space to ourselves and I begin to realise this is my home, a place where we will make babies together. Where we will become a family. The smooth architecture and serene blues and greys of the walls mimicking the calm lake.
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"This would be a great place for a birthday party" I smile half way through watching some action adventure movie Jay has picked. I’m snuggled up on his lap in the cinema room with a herbal tea and a huge box of popcorn. He lounges back on the velvet chair and smiles up at me.
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"Okay on your birthday we will have one here, in July" he smiles pulling me astride him.
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"Whatever you like" he says.
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"For real?" I laugh nuzzling him. He laughs stroking my hips. I'm beginning to think that's his favourite part of my body.
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"Yes for real" he sighs as the credits begin to roll on the action movie and he smirks.
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"One more movie, your pick" he suggests.
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Considering the sheer amount of time it takes me to pick a movie it’s almost criminal how little of it I watch. By the denouement of the movie we end up making love to one another right there on the comfy chairs. Jay finishes inside of me holding onto my hips pulling them in and close to him. As I am gasping for breath he rubs my back and tummy, smiling. I let him hold onto me feeling his love and need for me. He glances up at me with an expression of vulnerability and worry before he sighs.
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“You are incredible" he sighs out of breath.
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“Please don't ever leave me" he says immediately blushing once he has said it.
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“Jay I wouldn’t ever” I tell him softly.
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Taking his hand we leave the film rolling and he smiles holding onto me. Something is happening between us, it's more than before. It's more than I've experienced before and certainly more than I expected of a relationship with Jay Gilbert Scott. The depth of this feeling shocks me, as he walks me down the carpeted hall, artwork strewn over one wall and windows showing the grounds over the other. A glance out at the moon and the large oak tree sitting proudly by an outdoor pool enchants me.
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The large grandfathers clock stands proudly by the archway and I notice that it’s merely six pm, we are meeting his mother and potentially his father for dinner at eight and so I take him into the jacuzzi. He watches me wordlessly as I start filling it up before removing the remainder of my clothes standing before him. His jaw drops and I snicker.
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Jay usually takes control in these situations, right now he's watching me waiting on my next move. Ready to follow my lead, I check the water casually and smile.
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"It hot" I smirk and wink at him.
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"Uh huh" he stutters, jaw slightly open gaping at me. Even in shock, he's the most beautiful man I've ever laid my eyes on. Blonde hair all ruffled up and his tan chest exposing a few nicely placed tattoos.
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"Joining me? My love" I smile climbing into the water.
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"You have seen me naked before" I sigh as he joins me positioning himself behind me in the jacuzzi.
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"You have no idea what I'm thinking my love" he says scraping my hair back off of my shoulders.
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"Oh tell me" I plead my hair wet looking back over my shoulder at him. His expression softens.
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"I will. But for now just know that you are my world" he smiles.
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"No you're more than that" he adds.
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"I can't even express it so promise me you won't leave" he asks softly as his hands continue to play with the tendrils of my hair.
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"I won't ever leave you" I promise smiling before looking into the keys of water and relaxing into him.
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