Taylor's POV
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I gaze down at the pale white skirt of my dress watching the sunlight play on it reminding me that spring is very much here. Feeling the light breeze working its way into the car and sending my hair back over my shoulder. I look out at the trees we are passing, eager to see the familiar lake on our horizon. Our place, our secret house, the place where we will make our future.
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Jay has put some music on and he's smoking a cigarette out the window his arm resting on the side of his door. The truck is much heavier on our way back loaded with my things and the new BBQ. I'm going to give the keys back tomorrow and be done with my little single dorm room that gave me space and independence for a short time.
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I glance over at him, his shirt off and his blonde hair tied in a knot whilst he cruises the truck all the way down the open road. In many ways we have grown up together over the last three years. His blonde hair slightly lighter than the first time I saw him as he barged through Matthew's living room door to meet me. My eyes met his and he laid on the charm instantly, I batted away his advances sure that I had everything I needed in Matthew. Sure that Matthew had been my forever. But in reality I was still trying to work out what I wanted. Jay showed me what I needed in my life, time and time again, I tried to deny him and push him out but he persisted and now we're here cruising down the freeway in the sun, wind blowing through our hair on the way to officially move in together.
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"No cold feet" he says smiling over at me.
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"Definitely not my love" I tell him stroking his thigh. I want to kiss him, I want to throw my arms around him but he is driving.
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"So now I'm gonna show you how good I am at assembling furniture and swearing" he laughs.
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"Jay you're good at everything, especially when you do those things shirtless" I retort.
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"I have tried hard for these gains" he smiles over at me practically flexing his bicep as I giggle.
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"Oh baby I would even love you if you were round and fat" I say smiling.
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"Well with your cooking" he smiles over at me and I imagine us doing all of the things new couples do, cooking for each other, hosting parties and having our friends over. Eventually having babies and getting married.
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"I'm going to take care of you" I smile. And I mean it. I'm going to be the kind of girlfriend that makes sure her partner is happy and secure. I could have been better previously in my relationships and it's definitely something that I want to work on. I realise that I must be watching him intently because he eyes me skeptically.
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"What is it ?" He asks softly.
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"Jay I love you. You. I want you to be sure of that. I love who you are. I'm completely in love with you, I throw my caution away when I'm with you" I say seriously.
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"My love, that means so much to me. I'm going to treat you perfectly, I love you so fucking much" he sighs. We laugh slightly at each other, at the incredulousness of us moving in to a lake house together.
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"I think champagne is definitely the correct option for us tonight. And Chinese" I say happily. Imagining us by the fire together wrapped in one another’s arms.
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"Yes good idea, we definitely have enough glasses too" he smiles looking over at me.
I know we're near when out of my passenger window I can see the lake flowing past, the road is elevated with a dense forest on Jays side.
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"I love how excited you get every time we are here" he laughs.
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"It's pretty" I smile back.
"Feels like home" I say to him and he grasps my thigh.
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He parks in the garage and I suddenly remember all of the stuff we've got to lift to get into the house. He walks me in holding a few boxes which he puts upstairs for me to start organising. I linger in front of him before he leaves. He cups my jaw in his hand and kisses me. One hand travelling up my thigh.
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"I'm coming back" he whispers, kisses me again before leaving to retrieve the rest of the stuff. I begin sorting through all of my things placing my jewellery into a small box on my dresser, eyeing my engagement ring from Matthew deep down in the box before I close the lid and set upon hanging up my clothes in the large walk in closet.
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"I've got everything else in" Jay smiles placing the remaining boxes down. I take in his muscular frame and sigh, he’s unimaginably muscular.
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"Fancy dinner" he asks nicely as I smile up at him closing the distance between us and kneeling down in front of him immediately. I undo his jeans slowly keeping his eye contact as he smiles. Pleasing him and making him feel secure starts here. With his hands in my hair I pull his jeans down before rubbing him a little first and he sighs. I begin kissing him down there before taking him in my mouth.
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"Fuck" he gasps.
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"Mmm baby" he sighs losing himself as I smile. His hands finding my jaw as he strokes me.
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"Let me do you at the same time" he gasps hoarsely helping me to stand up before eyeing me seriously and pulling my thong down from under my skirt. I watch him lay back on our bed with his arms behind his head.
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"Come here” he sighs as I climb on top of him and he pulls my hips closer to his mouth.
The minute he licks me I lose control sucking him. And quite honesty I've never felt anything like it.
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"Mmm Jay" I say under my breath.
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"I love you" he says sucking and licking me.
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"I love you" I say gasping.
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"Please come for me" he sighs and before I overthink anything I remind myself of how he lets me explore, he pushes just enough so that I stretch my boundaries. It feels like heaven. I let go and so does he.
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Once I’ve got my breath back I lay looking at the four poster bed and smiling as he grabs towels and water.
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"First time I've done that" he smiles handing me a glass of water and a towel.
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"Me too" I say blushing.
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"I'm happy we share some firsts, you're so much more experienced than me" I smile blushing all the more.
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"Oh Taylor you are a first for me in many ways" he smiles stroking my hair.
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"Like..." I say.
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"Like you're the first person I've been in love with. The first person I've shown to my mum. The first girl I've ever lived with. And most importantly you are the love of my life" he says kissing my forehead. I sigh looking at him, blue eyes that I once could have sworn were cold and calculating now replaced by eyes that hold happiness, joy and love.
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"How did I become so lucky" I laugh.
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"I'm the lucky one" he laughs tickling me.
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