“You are ready to have it with him, that is enough!” my grandmother exclaimed and the sudden happy expression in her face was quite irritating to me. For a long time I did not agree to have it with anyone and my mother also supported me strongly.
My mother got off from the chair she sat, came near to me, put her hand around my neck and kissed on my right cheek before bursting into weeping. “I am sorry dear! I am so sorry. I have to put you through into this again.”
“Its alright mom. No problem.” I hugged my mother dearly and kissed on her left cheek. “I can understand! Just be relaxed.”
“Whether you mother and daughter can believe it or not, I don’t know.” It was Stuart who came near to us then. “But I am going to be the only man in Margaret’s life from now on. I never let you and your daughter does that bad thing. Just believe me.”
I did not want to believe him at all even it was the very first time I heard words like that from a man.
“Shall we go and start whatever you want. You should have the full value of the huge money you are going to pay to my family.”
He nodded his head, took my right hand into his both hands and kissed on that. It was not the first time to me to be kissed and whenever I was with the customers I have experienced their kisses at most of my private parts also. But I felt different with his kiss. It was just like that he tried to convey his true intentions with that kiss.
He was gentle, incredibly gentle with me on the night of that day! Till that day there was pleasure to my body during men were doing that while my heart was with full of hate and disgust. But this time, with him, I enjoyed every movement of him on my body. Upto that moment my feeling towards sex was only hate and disgust. For the first time I understood I also could enjoy that. It was just like very first time I came to know what sex was while experiencing it with every fibre of my being. He said that he would deal with me like a flower. But he dealt with me even more nicely. When it was over, while I was holding his head pressing to my naked heart I kissed on his head and said that thing to him which I never thought I would say to any man even in my wildest imagination.
“I love you!”
“So you come to trust me. You believe my words.” He came up, kissed on my lips and looked straight into my face.
“Of course, yes.” I laughed and my laughter was quite mellifluous to myself.
“But how? How you can trust me in this little time without any proof?” there was surprise in his face.
“I don’t know” I hugged him hard and said in his ear. “Something deep inside me telling me that you meant what you said and you never hoodwink me.”
“What that deep inside you I don’t know..........” holding me even more tightly he said “........but it said an absolute fact to you. I absolutely meant what I said. You are going to be my life and my love forever. I am not going to let either you or your mom does prostitution anymore. I marry you and we both are going to have a very happy life and kids also. I look after all your family.”
I never have expected that I could hear such type of words but those were the words I so much wished to hear from someone. The expression in his face was genuine and I knew in my heart he meant every word he said. I just could not tolerate anymore, hugged him once again strongly and kissed all over his face feverishly. That might have triggered the desire in him once again and once again we both have it together just as pleasantly as before.
Stuart kept his word! He made it quite clear to my grandmother that my mother and I were not going to do prostitution anymore. My grandmother was angry to that even though Stuart was looking after all our needs because we lost the extra income. The later on deaths of my grandmother and bedridden father were just a relief to my mother and myself.
Once the deaths of my grandmother and my dad, Stuart changed the house we are residing and took my mother and I into a more spacious and luxurious house. He financed me to complete my degree also and I got college first in that. Even I did not have any interest, he made me to undergo some secretarial course also. Everything was quite nice with Stuart except his postponing the marriage of us both. My mother many times requested him to marry me but every time he was postponing that on one pretext or the other. Suddenly on one day my mother also died with heart attack.’
“My god! She has lost her mother also!” Rose exclaimed.
“Losing her grandmother and father would not have mattered to her at all but the death of her mother surely would have.” Williams sighed heavily. “Go on. It seems that we came to a very important part in her life.”
‘I stopped bothering with marriage once my mother also died. Stuart was looking after me very well and that seemed enough to me. I have decided to leave the marriage issue absolutely to Williams himself. I just did not want to bother him for marriage as he was looking after me very well.
Time was going by just like that and suddenly something most astounding and disturbing came into my notice. That was Stuart was in love not only with me but something else also. That was money! I slowly understood that he was so much obsessed to earn money.
‘All my life until I join at Raja Prathap sir was in utter poverty. I could not get the best treatment to my parents just because of lack of money. I could not be educated much even though I am intelligent just because of lack of money. You also know the value of money, don’t you?’ on one day while we both were side by side on the bed he said to me.
‘Of course, I know the value of it’ I hugged him, kissed on his right cheek and said. Who else in the world knew the value of the money better than I?
‘Will you cooperate with me to earn it more? We need a lot of it once we married and have kids.’ He also put both of his hands around me and asked me looking into my face.
‘Why not? I sure do help you. I sure do help you in that with every fibre of my being.’ I smiled and kissed on the same cheek after saying. But I was in confusion and did not know what he was going to ask me.
‘Then you need to do a job, a job at my sir Raja Prathap. At present he is in dire need of a secretary and you can wonderfully fit in that. The salary will be very nice.’
Then for the first time I understood why he made me undergo the secretary course also. Something was appearing quite disturbing in all of that but I could not see much wrong in joining as a secretary at Raja Prathap. What was the wrong in doing a job and earning money in a legitimate way?
‘Alright I do so.’ I smiled and said. ‘In such a way the secretary course I have undergone also would come into use.’
‘And......’ it was just like he wanted some more assurance also from me ‘.....you should not let anyone there know that you and I are in relationship and going to be married especially to that Raja Prathap.’
‘But for what?’ my forehead creased with frowns. ‘Why should not I let it be known to anyone there especially to that Raja Prathap?’
‘You have to do that in the way I ask, no questions.’ There was a snap in his voice and I found a new man suddenly in him. ‘Is that understood?’
It was disturbing, quite disturbing! He has something sinister motive in him I could not understand. But I came too far and was in very much love with him to question him to whatever he said.
“For the present, it is enough darling!” Rose suddenly closed that book and yawned heavily. “If you want you may read it yourself.”
“It is better to listen through you rather than reading myself.” Williams took the book from there, went to the table and put it in the drawer and came to the bed again after closing it.”But I am not going to let you sleep that fast.”
Rose understood that she could not escape and suddenly found herself with desire. Then between them both it was just like the previous time as all the time Rose imagined Swaroop in the place of Williams and Williams imagined Liza in the place of Rose and just like before it was most enjoyable thing to them both. They both did not miss that orla sex also.
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Rose woke up five in the morning and her usual time to get up from the overnight sleep was six or so and she did not know what exactly the reason to her early waking like that then. Still feeling sleepy she suppressed a yawn by putting the back of her right hand across her mouth and suddenly considered herself and startled! After having sex like that neither of them were bothered to dress themselves up and slept like that with nude bodies. Williams’ nudeness was covered perfectly by the blanket and she was also under it before slipping into sleep when she came out of it she did not remember. She wanted to slip herself into sleep again without bothering to dress herself but then she remembered the Charles’ book which she has to read. It has been emailed to her more than one week back and everyday Charles was asking her whether she read that book or not. She has to read atleast some of it on this day.
She got off from the bed, dressed herself completely up, went near to the table and went straight into the hall and slumped in a chair there after picking up her tablet from the table. They do leave a light to go on in the hall and she woke her tablet also from sleep, went to downloads and opened Charles book. ‘All About Sex’ the title was on the top and in the beginning of the matter.
Even though Charles sometimes would behave like a child, he has more intelligence and skill in dealing with patients and he has vast psychological knowledge and wonderful psychiatric skills. Sometimes Rose would have to take his help also to treat her parents just like Charles’ would do with respect to his. Even it was not a hard and fast rule, usually Rose would look female patients and Charles would look after male parents and there were nurses and other helping staff also in BAMC. As the pressure was becoming more and more on them both as they both were the only psychiatrists in that mental care, Charles was considering to recruit one or two psychiatrists more in that.
(……….to be continued)
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