“Mom, is it true? Those men who have been coming to our home are fucking you? They are not our dad friends but coming to our home only for it?”
Instantly I saw shock and painful expression in the face of my mother. “You are too young to talk matters like these. Just shut your mouth and get out.”
“Neeta cut off my friendship as her dad is coming to you for fucking. She is the only friend to me so far and I have been left with me no friends now.” I started weeping.
My mother hugged me and kissed on my both cheeks. “Don’t weep.........don’t weep please ........” she said.
“Better you explain to her what all this is.” I heard a voice from behind and it was my grandmother. “Anyhow very soon she also needs to be put into that.”
“I never.....never let my daughter do that.” My mother’s voice shivered while saying that.
My grandmother slowly came near to my mother and put her right hand on her right shoulder. “Are you thinking that it is possible? Can those people let us do anything else? Just remember why you have entered into this.”
“We do go far away from here. We do go to some place where people don’t know at all what we used to do.”
“It is equally impossible with your bedridden husband and aged and diseased mother in law.” My grandmother removed her hand from my mother and squatted on the floor beside her before dragging me into her lap and hugging me. “Prepare yourself to accept the facts. There is no way to escape.”
“But I never let my daughter...........” my mother tried to say something.
“There is no way to escape I said.” There was firmness in the voice of my grandmother. “They are just waiting for her to become a woman. Moreover your daughter is more glamorous than you also.”
I would have asked my mother something if I have not seen the tears flowing down from her cheeks. Even I could not understand anything what they talked, I understood one thing! My mother was worrying very much for something.
“If you cannot do it yourself, I do it. I let my granddaughter know what it is and what she should do.”
“Oh, no.” Williams closed the book with a snap and he noticed tears were flowing down from his cheeks also.
“I said to you that the matters in it would be very much poignant!” he suddenly found Rose’s right hand around his shoulders and heard her voice.
“When did you wake up?” Williams turned his head and looked straight into her face.
“Just seconds back.” Rose sighed heavily. “What you have read so far Will? Does it something to make you more angry on your mother?”
“Pity” Williams also sighed heavily. “For the present my only feeling on my mother is pity. She was in such a condition that the people were waiting just her to become a woman. At the tender age of twelve itself, she has to hear many disturbing things. My god! How disturbing! What would be the feeling of a small girl like her when she exposed to things like that?”
“Don’t worry too much!” Rose said. “She could not understand anything at that time. I think the real problem started to her only after she became a woman.”
“I don’t think I can manage to read this whole book.” Putting that book on the bed beside Williams said.
“If you don’t want you need not read this book at all.” Rose got off from the bed holding the book in her hand, went near to the table, opened the drawer and closed it after putting that book in it again. “But the book rests here always available to you.”
She did not feel surprise he got onto her with savageness as soon as she came onto the bed and she did not feel surprise to that also as they both were engaged in oral sex also as it was happening for the last few days.
“I want to say something to you if you don’t mind.” When they both were finished what they were doing and exhausted completely, Williams said that in the left ear of Rose after hugging her closely.
“I am curious to hear it.” Rose said eagerly.
“I want to fuck your sister. I want to fuck her as I am doing that to you.”
Rose felt a sort of thrill instead of getting angry on hearing that and her hold tightened around him. “Fuck her if she let you do that.” She felt her own giggle odd then. “And I try to get a fuck from her husband.”
Feeling thrill which they both did not know why, they did not know when they fell asleep holding each other like that.
***
“Please come.” Jasmine found Liza at the threshold when she heard tapping sound on the doors and opened them wide. “I am feeling happy that you came like this.”
“I hope I am not disturbing you and making you feel uncomfortable by coming like this.” Entering into that room looking into the face of Jasmine, Liza said. “I just cannot remain without coming to you and talking with you.”
“The presence of you and your sister is very much enjoyable to anyone.” Jasmine smiled. “In fact I am feeling happy and comfortable with your presence. Make comfortable in the chair.”
While Liza was making herself comfortable in the chair there, Rohan, Jasmine’s one year or so aged son started weeping loudly. Jasmine went near to him and took him into her hands before adjusting on the edge of the bed opposite to Liza. “There is only way to me to make this boy calm now” she unhooked her blouse, exposed her right breast and thrust it up into his mouth. Rohan eagerly took it into his mouth and started sucking on it vigorously. “He is aged past drinking mother’s milk like this. But sometimes I have to.”
“It is just so me too. Rose also is facing the same problem. But.... ” Liza smiled. “....even we can wean our children from sucking our breasts I don’t think our husbands. They suck more vigorously than our children.”
Jasmine’s cheeks were blushed on hearing that as she remembered how John would suck on her both breasts. While Rohan was a small boy, she has to plead with him to leave some milk for the small boy.
“Sorry it seems that I made you feel uncomfortable.” Continuing the same smile Liza said.
“Even it is uncomfortable, it is a fact.” Jasmine also smiled. “I do like a lot your putting front the facts bluntly like that. And Rose’s opinion that you read people better than her also is true.”
“Thank you Jasmine for accepting my way like that” Liza said. “I know you are feeling a lot uncomfortable after Williams’ blurting out like that on that day. I just want to put your mind at ease and make you comfortable.”
Rohan once again slipped into sleep and Jasmine carefully shifted him onto the bed from her lap.
“If there is no truth in what Williams said, I would not have felt anything at all.” After adjusting herself once more opposite to Liza, Jasmine said. “But I know its a fact. I am the daughter of that bastard Dibbu.”
“Alright, we take it like that.” Liza also shifted herself from the chair onto the bed and adjusted herself beside her before putting her right hand around her shoulders. “What’s your mistake in that? Why do you feel uncomfortable?” trying to looking into her face Liza said.
“I don’t know.” Jasmine covered her face with both of her palms. “But the thought itself is making me very much uncomfortable. I just cannot think that bastard is my father.”
“I still can say it may be just your assumption dear.” Removing her hand from the shoulders of Jasmine, Liza said. “That type of resemblance between ears and eyes do not mean that you are the daughter of him.”
Jasmine removed her palms from her face and looked into the face of Liza with a certain expression. “Even after her marriage also, that bastard constantly fucked my mom. There is hundred possibility that I was his daughter. And the way he used to pamper me while I was a child and later on also is making that point quite clear. I have no doubt at all that I am the daughter of that bastard.”
“Alright, we accept it as a fact. But you must try to be happy and relaxed! Your husband also would be affected a lot if you feel like this for that and your son also needs your happy and cheerful attention all the time.”
“Of course, you are right.” With gathered frowns on her forehead Jasmine nodded her head. “John is trying his level best to put me at ease but I just cannot change myself. It was not so that I have noticed that before but Williams suddenly blurting out like that before John also made a huge impact on me.”
“I can understand that and I can say one other thing also here.” Liza said with firmness. “If we put our mind firmly on changing it, its possible. If you seriously decide to change the way of your feeling and thinking, its certainly possible.”
“Great idea I must say.” Jasmine laughed. “But I don’t know how to do that. Tell me about it also.”
“Put your mind you like most, you want most. Force it to think about the things you like. Gradually it forgets about the things it does not like and start thinking about the things it likes.” Liza once again shifted herself into the chair she sat before.
Jasmine did not say anything but closed her eyes as if she was brooding over something.
“Are you searching for the things you do like most?” Liza laughed. “I must say it is indeed very good development.”
Jasmine snap opened her eyes and looked into the face of Liza. “There is only one thing I do want so much now you know. Very much in fact.” With little lowered voce she said but it was enough audible to Liza.
“I am very much eager to hear that.” Liza’s face was filled up with a curious expression.
“I don’t know what type of opinion you do get on me if I say that to you.” With a troubling expression in her face Jasmine said. “I am thinking better not let it known to you to keep your good impression on me just like that.”
“If you really don’t want to tell, I am not going to compel you to tell me about it.” Liza said “But my impression on you would never change by anything in the entire world.”
There was few seconds silence while Jasmine was still brooding whether to tell that to Liza or not, Liza broke it changing the subject. “Where is John and when he comes home? John and Swaroop both have become good friends you know.”
“I want to tell what it is.” Jasmine suddenly said with a determined expression in her face as if she did not hear what Liza said. “I just want to pour my heart at you in whichever way you do think.”
(……….to be continued)
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