I just cannot say about what does women do want because I am not a woman yet.” She said with a smile “But I am feeling happy having you like this on the top of me.”
“I wish that you sure do become a woman.” He said while just staying like that with a voice which was drained off all energy.
When he tried to slide on the left side of her after few seconds, she did not stop him. Once she freed of him, she hurriedly got off from the bed and started dressing herself.
“I don’t know why but I am feeling happy and confident now.” After dressing herself completely she said. “It is just like a void filled in me and I experienced something very important. It is just like I got filled up something very important in my life even whether my very purpose of having it will be fulfilled or not.”
“It is surprising to me that you are feeling in such a way after having sex with me.” He also got off from the bed and started dressing myself. “If you are interested, we both can go to school now.”
Siona nodded her head “I go first and then you come locking your house maintaining a distance from me. I don’t want the guys in the school get a doubt on us.”
He nodded his head and that was what they both did then.
***
“I saw Deepika in the school in the morning itself.” As soon as Vikram could find his sister all alone in their study room he asked her. “She did not appear to me she has been suffering from even headache.”
“Oh, god! What it is so then?” with an irritating expression in her face, Siona questioned him.
“You did not go to that Deepika’s house. Where did you go then?” he was looking straight into her with knitted brows. “Moreover where from you have received that phone in the morning?”
“Should I answer all your questions now? What happens if I don’t?” she also knitted her brows together.
“You did not go to that Deepika’s house. If you went to another girl friend’s home, you would have told me straight to whose house you were going. That does mean you went to a boy’s house.” With an accusing tone Vikram said.
“Assumption right!” Siona nodded her head. She understood there would be no use in lying with him. “I went to Pradeep’s home. That phone call in the morning also from him.”
“You went to that Pradeep’s house! But what purpose?” his face was masked with surprise.
“I want to learn maths. I have some doubts in maths subject so I want to get them cleared from him.” She knew that sooner or later she has to tell him the truth but said it like that.
“And you found him more intelligent than I to learn maths.” Vikram sarcastically said. “He is a good friend to me and I know how much maths he knows. Everyone in the school including you knows that I am the most knowledgeable person in maths and always topper in all subjects in the school. If it is to learn maths you need not go to him at all. Tell me why did you go to him absenting yourself for the morning school?”
“But brother.....” even she was decided to tell him the truth, she did not know how to do that.
“If you are feeling trouble, I tell you for what you went to him. Just don’t try to say it is not true if it is true.” He paused for a second and sighed heavily before saying again. “You went to him for some fucking pleasure. In his home he fucked you in the way he wanted. No guy afford to lose the opportunity if a beautiful girl like you approach him and ask him do that to her.” His voice suddenly became angrier.
“You are right, of course brother. But there is a purpose behind my going to him and having it like that with him.” Then she explained to him what Deepika told to her in detail. “I have not got my womanhood yet even I am fourteen years old. In my whole class only I am still due of it. I am feeling so much inferior and anxious and with the hope...........”
“I understood it. Alright....” he nodded his head and paused a second. “.........but don’t try to have it again like that. I am not thinking it is alright to have it so.”
“Surely and certainly brother” she put her both hands around his neck and kissed on his right cheek smoothly. “But the same principle applies to you also. I hope after your reading that article so, you stopped going to that Anwita and doing that with her atleast without a glove.”
“I stopped it completely and using only the technique told by Rose whenever I felt the unbearable urge.” Relieving himself from her sister’s hands, Vikram said. “Both of us do have to concentrate only on our studies all the time. Whether you do become a woman or not, don’t try to do something like this again. Just remember the mom’s promise. If you don’t have it even after your having fifteen years, mom would take you to a doctor.”
“Alright brother. I don’t try to have it like this again.” With a sincere expression in her face Siona said. “I just don’t think about my not becoming a woman yet.”
“That is indeed a nice decision!” Vikram nodded his head and went away from that place.
***
Vesavaviri was just ten years or so old when she came to know what her family was doing for generations together and she did not know how to take and how to understand that. As it was the custom in that family she made understood by her grandmother what was fucking and what she has to do after she became a woman when she entered into her tenth year.
But when she has been shun by all the village children like plague and when some women came to her home and fought with her mother as she was attracting their husbands and having fucking with them, she understood what her family doing for a long time was not at all a glorious thing! In very less time she understood the women who accommodate men to satisfy their sexual urge were not at all be considered as respectable! Even they were quite instrumental in satisfying the urge of the some unfortunate male also, they shall be considered as mean and lowest even by those men folk also who were having it with them. At that age itself she strongly decided in herself not to follow the footsteps of the women of previous generations in her family.
“I never do that! I never let any male guy come near to me and do that to me.” On one day she said firmly to her mother.
“Before entering into this profession, your mother also said just like that. She tried to keep away men folk even after she became a woman and do you know what happened to her? Four guys took her with them and had it with her without bothering with her protests. After that she never said a ‘no’ to any guy.” Her grandmother laughed loudly and said it. “If you decide like this seriously that is what going to happen to you also.”
She was the mother of Vesavaviri’s father always thinking how to organise Vasavaviri’s entering into the profession once she became a woman. Just like her mother, Vesavaviri also was very much beautiful and she has lots of hopes on her. She also used to do prostitution in that village but she was not a natural or native prostitute and not even half beautiful of Vesavaviri’s mother. After her son’s marriage with Vesavaviri’s mother and became her pimp also, she completely depended on the income of Vesavaviri’s mother as very few customers were preferring to have it with her then. Her son used to be the pimp of his wife and mother also but he has become bedridden with an unknown disease and now she was the pimp of Vesavaviri’s mother and thinking to be the pimp of Vesavaviri also once she has been put into the profession.
“She is a small girl now and there is time to her enter into it.” With a pathetic expression in her face her mother said. “Do we need to tell all this to her now itself and make her feel fear and uneasiness?”
“If you have been made understood that you cannot escape doing it after taking birth in this family as a woman, you would not have faced that in the hands of those men like that then. Better let her understand everything now itself so she can be prepared for that by the time she becomes a woman.” Her grandmother angrily said.
“I take that responsibility and you don’t worry.” Looking angrily at her grandmother her mother said. “You just leave us both in peace for the present.”
“You better make her understand everything clearly.” Her grandmother said this time with a soothing voice. “Luckily we are the only prostitutes family in this village and there will be lot of rich clients to us. This girl is quite beautiful like you and I know very well some of those rich clients are waiting very eagerly for the time to this girl to become a woman. We cannot hold auctions for her first, second and third times as we used to do a long time back but we sure can get lot of money in the raw days of her womanhood. You understand it first and then make her understand.” After saying that her grandmother went away from that place.
“I know what it is and I just don’t like even hearing it.” With very much uneasy and hateful expression in her face Vesavaviri asked. “Should I also do that mom?”
Her mother hugged her strongly and kissed on her both cheeks. “For generations together our family has been the only family of prostitution in this Obbera village. In the beginning other families also were permitted to do this but subsequently all of them have been banned and only native prostitutes in this village were allowed to do it. There has come changes everywhere in the world and prostitution is a crime but in some villages like our Obbera prostitution is still continuing in this way. The powerful and rich men in this village don’t let us do anything except that. If we want to survive, we have to do that.” Her mother made her sit comfortably in her lap and said. She thought that it was better to make her daughter to understand everything in detail.
“I don’t feel alright doing it even a little bit!” still there was disgust in the face of Vesavaviri.
“You go and play. We shall think about it later.”
“I have no friends to play with. None of the children in the village let me play with them.” The expression in the face of Vesavaviri turned into disappointment.
“Enjoy yourself in the way you want.” The sudden deep distress in the face of her mother did not go unnoticed by Vesavaviri and she was just about to come away from that place then one person came there.
“Please come inside, please come.” Her mother stood up and invited that gentleman into his home.
Looking keenly at Vesavaviri that person entered into Vesavaviri’s house and Vesavaviri came out of it but she heard what he was saying to her mother. “The first chance with that girl should be mine. I pay enough for that to you.
(……….to be continued)
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