“I understood it.” After saying that and saying bye, Prameela went out of that room.
Whatever she was doing Nalini was constantly in the mind of Rose and after reaching her room, freshened herself up when Rose was about to call her again she heard the calling bell. When she went near to the doors and opened them wide it was Nalini standing at the threshold. But by one look into her face Rose could understand that she was feeling worry very much about something.
“I am just about to phone to you and you came.” Rose took her right hand into her hands and led her inside.
“Oh, Nalini! It is indeed after a long time I am seeing you.” Williams who came there said looking into the face of Nalini with a same. “How do you do?”
Nalini came to the marriage of Williams and Rose and afterwards Rose took Williams to her home. So they both knew each other.
“I am fine of course.” Nalini said with a smile but it was understood that she was putting effort to keep happy expression on her face. “I hope the same with you people also.”
“Absolutely you can hope it like that.” Making her slumped in the sofa there Rose said. “I am going to make arrangements for the dinner. Once our dinner is over, we can sit and have our talking peacefully.”
“Alright then” Nalini nodded her head. “What Emi is doing now?”
“I just made her finish her dinner and sleep. I hope that there would not be any disturbance to us from her side until middle of the night.” Rose smiled and said.
“I really want to see and play with her. It is indeed after a very long time that I saw her.”
Rose could not know how much Nalini meant what she said. “You can do it tomorrow also. You have to understand I don’t let you go on this day. After dinner we are going to talk plenty as it is after a long time we met again.” Rose said.
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“Now tell me dear what is the exact problem?” when they both were settled on the bed side by side in the other room Rose asked Nalini. “As it made you this much worried, I can understand it is not a simple one.”
“Yes, it is not a simple one.” With a grave expression Nalini nodded her head. “In fact I want to commit suicide. But in the last moment I changed my mind and came to you like this.”
“Stop talking foolishly and tell me what exactly has taken place.” Rose was trying to maintain an angry expression in her face while keeping the anxiousness she was feeling in herself because of her hearing so.
“What’s your opinion on my mom? You know about her very well.” Suddenly looking into her face Nalini asked.
“A great lady! After her husband’s death she took lot of trouble in upbringing you. I must say she is the only and main reason for your becoming an English lecturer and settled in your life in this way.” Rose paused a moment before saying as if to reiterate whatever she was going to say. “I have a very high opinion on her. I respect her as much as I do respect my own mom.”
Suddenly Nalini covered her face with both of her hands and broke out into weeping. “I don’t think you do like that anymore once you hear what I am going to say.”
“Don’t jump to conclusions. First let me what exactly has taken place.” Still feeling lot of anxiousness in her thinking what Nalini was going to say Rose said. But in some corner of her mind she already came to an opinion what would have happened.
“I found her having sex. I found her having sex with my neighbour.” Nalini said still keeping her face like that in her palms amidst her weeping.
“I see.” Rose did not feel too much shock as it was what she was anticipating from the moment Nalini asked her opinion on her mom.
“Yes, I found her having sex with my neighbour.” Nalini removed her face from her palms and now there was a serious expression in her face. “Hardcore sex! They both were absolutely naked and he was licking her thing by the time I entered into that room.”
Rose did not say anything but remained with a serious and determined expression in her face.
“Are not you feeling hate and disgust on my mom? That was what exactly I felt then and now also am feeling. Atleast surprise! That dirty bitch!” Now Nalini was shivering with anger.
“Did you feel at any moment of your life on your mom like this until you found her so?” keeping the same expression in her face Rose said.
“Never, never I felt like that at anytime before that incident.” Nalini firmly said.
“Why, why did you never feel on your mom so before that incident?”
“You know the answer Rose, you need not ask me.” With an irritating expression in her face Nalini said. “Just because I was the only concern to her. She thought only about me all the time and looked after me so well. Even in her very ripe and young age also she did not think about another man and want to marry.”
“But what’s wrong if she thinks about herself now and does something for her pleasure?”
“I just cannot understand you Rose” with a surprising expression in her face Nalini said. “Is it is right in your opinion that her having sex like that with him?” before Rose said anything Nalini said again. “I would not have mind at all if she married again after my dad’s death. But after this many years, at her fifty four years or so of age, I just cannot digest her having an illicit sexual affair like this.”
“I am not saying having an illicit sexual affair like that is not a mistake. But none of us are free of mistakes or perfect. As our parents and elders excuse us for our mistakes, we do have to excuse our parents and elders for their mistakes.”
“I really cannot get what you want to say.” There was surprise and confusion in Nalini’s face then.
“To be frank it is a surprise to me also that your mom doing like that. But it is not something that never has a chance to take place. Moreover just because of this I don’t think that I have to change my opinion on your mom.”
“So in your opinion there is no mistake on my mom’s part to satisfy her sexual urge like that!” Nalini’s face filled with shock.
“I cannot say it like that and I cannot support illicit sexual affairs also. But.....” Rose paused for a second before saying again. “.......after fifties some women do face hyper-sexual disorder. The women who do suffer with such disorder feel lot of sexual urge and they don’t hesitate to satisfy it with whomever available to them then. There are instances that women with this problem have satisfied their urge with their very close relatives also.”
“My god! It is really very much shocking!” Nalini exclaimed on hearing that.
“You can understand it better if you remember the instances in your life whenever you have felt so much of sexual urge and wanted to satisfy it in one way or the other .”
Nalini took her lower lip between her teeth frames and put herself into deep thinking for sometime. “I cannot say that you are wrong! There were such instances and on some occasions I have satisfied them also. But that was before marriage.” Nalini’s cheeks were turned into deep red while saying that.
“Even for normal citizens also the situation is like that; what is the necessity to tell particularly how it would be with those suffering from hyper sexual desire? She just could not tolerate the sexual urge and has it off with a guy like that in a week moment. Don’t feel too much anger or hatred on her but try to understand. Anyhow tell me one thing! Did she know that you saw her like that?”
“No of course. They both were indulged that much in what they were doing and even I stood there nearly one minute they did not notice me. I have come out of that place silently and I am sure that my mom did not know at all that I have observed her.”
There was some silence between them both before Nalini broke it herself. “Alright, Rose. I agree with you. But what should I do now? I am not thinking that she would stop with that single instance. If it comes into the notice of Sanjan how he would feel about it? He is a very much understanding type but not that much understandable to take easy even his mother in law’s sexual affair. I just don’t know how he takes if ever he comes to know about it.”
“You talk this matter with your mom first Nalini. Don’t blame her but tell her that you understood her problem. Tell her that there is a treatment to that. Then if you do take her to me and I try hypnotherapy on her.” Rose said.
“Is it is possible to treat that with hypnotherapy Rose?”
“Not hundred percent but to some extent it alleviates the problem. And even more to this hypnotherapy, something else would be more useful. First thing I have to know whether she knows about it and using it or not. Most of the sexual problems do arise as people don’t know about it at all.”
“What is it?” suddenly Nalini’s face was filed with curiosity.
“Masturbating. Self-satisfying methods. They are not equal to real sexual intercourse but provide us satisfaction. To some extent this masturbating gives a solution to the disorder like your mom’s but there is some problem also. By doing regular masturbating the sexual urge also starts increasing.”
“What should we then?”
“Despite the problem, masturbating helps your mom’s problem. Moreover I use my hypnotherapy also on your mom. We shall see what happens.” Rose sighed heavily and said again. “The most important thing here is; you should have a discussion with your mom about her problem is very much important. Once she has come to know that you have found out what she did, she may not venture to do it like that again.”
“I am also thinking like that Rose.” Nodding her head Nalini said.
“Now without bothering about anything, just have good sleep. Remember always that I am ready to do anything at any time for you and your family.”
“You really put my heart at ease Rose.” Nalini put her right hand around Rose’s shoulders and kissed on her right cheek. “I am feeling quite better than I felt before talking with you.”
“Good night” Rose also kissed on Nalini’s right cheek and got off from the bed. “May I go into my hubby’s room now? If Emi suddenly wakes up, he could not deal with her at all.”
“Hundred percent you can!” with a smile on her lips Nalini said. “Anyhow do you please keep my mom’s dirty affair as a secret?”
“You need not doubt in it at all. I already told you.” With a serious expression in her face, Rose said. “I never tell my patients’ details to anyone else unless there is a compelling necessity to do so.”
“Okay Rose. Now you may better go into your hubby’s room. Not just with Emi he may not be able to deal some more things also without you.” With a smile on her lips Nalini said.
Rose’s cheeks were blushed and a small smile was forced onto her lips. Without saying anything more she turned back and went out of that room.
(……….to be continued)
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