But suddenly he felt something gushed out from his thing and he understood what happened. The pleasure he was feeling was abruptly stopped and there started an unbearable pain! He tried to relieve himself from the hug of Tippu but he did not let him and still he was rubbing his thing to his.
“Oh, my god! I cannot bear it.” Williams’ voice was with full of pain.
“Just few seconds. I am coming.” When some drops suddenly hit his stomach Williams understood what happened.
“I fuck your sister.” Before leaving him Tippu said in the ear of Williams. Without hearing anything Williams ran away from that place.
“Are you worrying for the same things again? Why did not you get me up also to help you?”
Williams came into this world when he felt the right hand of Rose on his right shoulder. When he turned, he found her sitting beside him looking into his face with the same soothing expression and charming smile.
“How that often you forget that I am here to help you with all your problems?” she put her both hands around his neck before placing a smooth kiss on his right cheek.
“I never forget to disturb your peace and sleep even for the smallest problems of mine.” There came a small smile on the lips of Williams. “And you never failed to solve them for me.”
“I love you and I love solving your problems and giving you happiness.” She kissed him again on the same place. “Tell me, will a gentle fuck between us both again relieve you from that troubling thinking or should I do something else?”
Williams sighed heavily and gently relieved her hold around his neck. “Sometimes I just cannot understand how do I love and hate the same thing in the same measure.”
“After seeing your mom having sex like that with a servant of this house, it is just natural that you have developed such hate and disgust on sex. But Will, I already told you many a time before ..............” Rose paused a second before saying again. “..............body and mind both are two different and distinct things. Without bothering with your feelings your body craves to satisfy its urges. Sex is just like thirst and hunger sometimes and your body cannot remain without getting it satisfied.”
“But I love it also sometimes.”
“What’s wrong? Love it then.” She once again put her both hands around his neck and kissed on the same cheek.
“The main problem is I do hate it. Hate it to the maximum occasionally that much I just cannot bear it.”
“Let the feelings just float either it is love or hate or something else. What they do to you? How many feelings do come and go in you just like the clouds in the sky? Just as the clouds do nothing to the sky these feelings can do nothing to you.” Crooning even more into him and hugging him even more, Rose said.
“I read your article ‘dealing with feelings’ and you need not tell me about it.” Williams kissed on her lips straight and said. “But I started thinking about something in my past life which I have not shared with you yet and in fact that made me a little moody.”
“Something you did not share with me yet.” Rose sighed heavily with a thoughtful expression in her face. “Have you remembered suddenly now?” After having the shock from seeing his mother with the servant so in sex, Williams not only became mildly mad but forgot everything of his life till that moment. Even after becoming sane with Rose’s treatment, he could not remember all his past at once and some of those past incidents suddenly jump into his mind and make him upset also.
“I have been remembering this incident slowly and slowly and on this day it has taken full form and I must say it is ugly and I don’t like it much.” Suddenly there were frowns and a disgusting expression in the face of Williams.
“If you share that with me, it certainly relieves you a lot.” Still looking into his face with the same expression Rose said.
“I am going to do that anyhow” then Williams explained to her how he has come to know about masturbation from Tippu and the porn relationship between him and that Tippu.
“It was he who made you go into that old palace and saw that fornicating scene between your mother and that rogue.” When Rose was convinced that Williams finished what he was saying, she said.
“Yes, he was butchered like a pig and was thrown into an old well later for that.” Williams said.
“He was a good friend to you I came to know. I never have seen him. He went very far away by the time I came into contact with you.”
“Yes, of course.” Williams nodded his head. “I do remember now in full clarity. Despite what he did to me and what he made me to do to him, he remained as a good friend for all the time.” Suddenly there came a troubling expression into the face of Williams. “But I must be frank with you. Despite the point I did not like it, I wanted that all the time.”
Rose laughed mellifluously on hearing that. “I already told you. Body urges for the things even the mind does not like it.”
“I am sexual pervert from the beginning and this sexual wrong doing is in my blood from scratch I think. My mom let her fucked by a servant in this home and I let a bloody rogue in this house to do such things to me and did so to him. The horrible thing is; it is still appearing thrilling to me.” The uneasy expression in the face of Williams was intensified even more.
“No wrong, there is no wrong on your part.” Rose went a little far and tried to say something more but then she heard her daughter weeping loudly. “That devil woke up! I don’t know when she sleeps again.” She got off from the bed, went near to the cradle there and took from it her six months aged infant Emily. Emily continued her weeping like that until Rose unhooked her blouse and thrust up her right breast and Emily grabbed it with her mouth as soon as it had been put near to it’s mouth.
“You did not know anything about it until he started it on you like that. Its not your mistake at all. So you don’t worry about it.” Adjusting her daughter beside her on the bed as she fell asleep again after taking few gulps, Rose said. “And it is not a very big mistake to masturbate and most of the girls and boys come to know about it in such ways. Moreover I cannot say that Tippu also was at that much mistake! Anyhow how much aged you both were at that time?”
“I cannot remember when exactly it happened in my life.” Williams said “But I can remember the incidents clearly now. I think I was thirteen years or so aged and he was two years or so old to me.”
“I don’t think that you were that much aged by that time. Most of the girls and boys not only came to know about it by that time but start experimenting on it also.” Her usual charming smile came onto her lips again and she started fixing her blouse hooks again which she opened just seconds back for her girl.
“Oh, please don’t do that.” Coming onto her and making her face up on the bed Williams said. “I want the milk in them. Anyhow our daughter doesn’t need it now.”
“Gladly.” Putting her both hands fingers into his hair after he took her right breast into his mouth, Rose said. “As she is being given solids now, our daughter is not drinking much and the milk is becoming a burden to me. Emptying it like this will be a great help to me.”
“I am feeling you like my baby while you are sucking on me like this!” while Williams was sucking on her right breast vigorously, she took his right ear stub into her hands and started teasing on that gently. She knew it would kindle the desire in him to the maximum. But without bothering with the burning desire in him Williams continued sucking on her right breast and emptied it to full. Just like every time the yellow colour lukewarm milk was with a different taste to him.
Once he finished with her right breast he perched his head up and looked into her face with a smile but suddenly his face became serious. “He said that he would fuck my sister!”
“He never would have done that. He should be very much daring if he did so. I don’t think your sister never would have agreed to be fucked by him.” But she did not believe what she said. If he was a handsome guy, could persuade her for that.
Without saying anymore to her Williams took her left breast into his mouth and started sucking on that. This time Rose started teasing her both ear studs with her both hands fingers but did not worry about the fucking. His sucking on like that was better than real fucking at that time.
***
“I never doubt your love on my dad. Whatever may be the reasons for your entering into his life, I know that there is only love in your heart for him. But..............” it was indeed difficult to Prameela to talk like that with Evalla. “...........just think carefully and try to remember. What might be the exact reason for your proposing to marry him?”
Just fifteen minutes or so back Prameela entered into the room of Evalla and found her all alone. After some formal talk she launched onto the topic she wanted to speak with her.
Evalla leaned back in the chair with gathered frowns.
“I really don’t mean to make you feel bad. But I just want to know if there was any particular reason for your choosing my dad.”
“You are one of my well wishers and you never intend to make me feel bad.” Evalla smiled. “You know main problem. I just cannot remember things in a proper way. What all I can remember and tell you is; I have got a strong feeling as soon as I saw your dad. I don’t feel much surprise for that as your dad is a handsome personality despite his fifty plus age. Besides that he is a wealthy man and a widower also. I came to know about that too. I could understand my life would be good all the ways with him if he agreed to marry me. And I know I was beautiful and there were chances of acceptance if I propose myself to him.” Evalla sighed heavily and paused for a second. “Consciously I cannot think of any other reason except that for my wishing to become his wife.”
“You think subconsciously there may be any other reason for that?” Prameela knitted her brows together.
Evalla picked her lower lip between her teeth frames and frowns were gathered on her forehead as she fell into deep thinking. “There might be. I cannot say for sure. Unless my memory and remembering powers are perfected, I am helpless. But............” she stooped forward.
“What this ‘but?’ Anything you got to tell?” suddenly there came a curious expression onto the face of Prameela.
“I am vaguely feeling that my life is under someone’s control from scratch and I have been behaving in tune with the commands of someone. Sometimes I am feeling that my actions are not mine but someone else’.”
“Why did not you say this to me till now?”
“Just because the feeling is vague and not clear. I just don’t want to confuse the matters by telling every feeling of mine to you.” Evalla said with an uneasy expression in her face.
“So your choosing my dad to marry also because of someone’ else commands, someone else’ guidance.”
“I am not sure, might be.” Evalla leaned back in the chair. “Anyhow how can anyone commands me, guides me without my knowledge?”
“Once we start believing in paranormal, we have to believe in many a thing.”
“But is it is wise to consider my matter completely paranormal? Are not we messing the whole thing by considering it like that? Is it is not better to treat my matter as a psychological disorder as Rose suggested?”
“Sometimes I also think like that. In fact dad and I also used to be quite reluctant to believe in paranormal. In fact that is the only thing we both opposed in Sadan. But...............” Prameela sighed heavily and said “..............the experience we are having so far compelling both of us to believe in that.”
“To be frank, the same with me also.” Evalla leaned back in the chair. “I too don’t want to believe in paranormal but just as it is in your case, thinking everything that has taken place, yes, we are compelled to believe in paranormal.”
There was some silence between them both and it was Evalla who broke it first. “Anyhow why did you get the idea there might be any other reason for my marrying your dad?”
A small smile broke onto the lips of Prameela. “I just don’t know how do you take it.” Then she explained to her what went in between her mother and herself. “It was she who got that thinking. After considering everything she is thinking there might be some reason which you yourself don’t know for your entering into my dad’s life.”
Evalla laughed on hearing that. “If it is some reason that I myself don’t know, how I can say anything about that to you?”
“Under hypnosis! We are going to take the help of Sadan to see if there is any particular reason for your entering into my dad’s life.” Prameela said. “I tried to see if you yourself can find that. Once that is not possible, I am thinking that it is better to know about it through hypnosis if you too do agree with it.”
“I do agree for anything that you people ask me.” Sighing heavily Evalla said. “Once you are all my well wishers and best friends how can I deny that?”
“Thank you Eva. Thank you very much.” Prameela’s face filled with a grateful expression.
“Don’t thank me please for anything.” Evalla said “Our relation is beyond to say thanks or sorry to each other.”
“Alright, alright.” Prameela laughed.
(……….to be continued)
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