“Do you really want to live along with him?”
When she heard this question from her sister Sailaja, it really irritated her and with effort she managed not to show it in her face and voice.
“How long I can stay in this house itself? Sooner or later I have to go and live along with him so I am going.” How could she say to her that she wanted to go to him for his fucking?
Immediately Sailaja put her both hands around the neck of his sister and kissed on her right cheek. “Alright sister. I wish all the best to your future.”
“Say to our future” Charita returned the kiss on the cheek of her sister, relieved from her hold and proceeded with her parents to Anirudh’s home.
Anirudh caught between two feelings mainly, fear and thrill when he came to know about the Charita’s decision that she wanted to live along with him in his house. Even he remembered quite well that psychiatrist’s warning that Charita’s mood could be turned violent at any moment as the atrocity took place upon her was not simple one, he was feeling happy that Charita was coming to his home with an idea to live along with him. At the same he could not be completely happy also as he remembered the warning of the psychiatrist.
He did not know what exactly idea in Charita to decide herself to come to his home and maintain her relationship with him. Whatever he did to her on that day along with those two rogues was indeed a very ghastly thing and even she could forget all that and love him, it would not last long! If he was in her place he could not forget that episode that easily and love the person who was one of those culprits. Her feeling to live along with him might be impulsive and she might change her decision and go back to her home at any moment. If it was not so, she might have an idea to stay along with him and torture him for what he did for his whole life. Even it was not just he who did it to her, it was he who available to her and she could show all her rage and rancour she was feeling on the other two rogues also on him.
“What you are thinking that much deep even without acknowledging my presence?” he startled and came into this world hearing the voice of Charita.
It was the night time and they both were in his room. Her family members left in the evening leaving Charita in the home of Anirudh and she herself volunteered to enter into his room.
“Nothing...........nothing.............” he stammered. “............what is there to me to think?” he was looking into her face, trying to understand the expression in it and to guess the feeling inside of her.
Her facial expression was plain while her limpid eyes were conveying something which he could not understand. If she was still feeling lot of rancour on him it was perfectly betrayed by her outward appearance and behaviour.
“There is a lot to you to think, is it is not?” she knitted her brows together and her expression was as much enigmatic as before. “You are probably remembering the incident of that day, how you have got onto me having your share of pleasure while the other two were holding me tight and pinning me down.........”
“Will you please stop?” he yelled loudly. “Have you come to my home only to torture me like this? Your real idea is to torture me all my life by talking like this not to spend a happy marital life.”
“I know what is the real torture to you Anirudh” she went near to the bed and slumped herself on the edge of it. “I know how much you do suffer if you cannot find a mate to ease your thing inside of her. There is no surprise even you rape another girl singly or with company.”
He came near to her and looked straight into her face. “I promised you that I don’t touch you in my whole life and I keep it.” he paused for a second before saying again. “I don’t even think about a girl for sexual experience either consensual or by rape, either singly or with company. So just stop that disgusting talk.” He was indeed bubbling in himself with anger.
“What a solemn statement from the rapist of an innocent girl!” she said sarcastically. “Why were not you this much decent and firm while you were raping me on that day?”
“That was done and cannot be undone. That was past and I cannot rewind the time and change it. I cannot explain to you why I was not like this then. What all I can say to you is; I hundred percent meant what I said and.........” suddenly and surprisingly a small smile took place on his lips. “.........I am not going to ask you anymore to stop talking like this. I changed my decision and got new thinking. If you do feel pleasure by torturing me like this through talking in this way, please do that, I am ready to suffer it. I do feel pleasure if you do feel pleasure even it is by torturing me. Just go on and feel free. Just talk and do what other things you have chosen to do and torture me.”
“Oh, is it is so?” frowns gathered on her forehead while a small smile was taking place on her lips. “You tell me what other things do torture you and I do that. Anyhow it is your mission now to make me feel happy with whatever it may cost. Just tell me how can I torture you more?”
“I need time and I have to think of.” He spread a blanket on the floor and laid himself on his left side after keeping a pillow under his head. “I really don’t know what tortures me.”
He did not hear anything from her and closed his eyes and start trying himself to slip into sleep but he knew it was not easy to him then. It has become difficult to him to remove her titillating, luring and sexy figure from his mind. He did not know whether she dressed herself so particularly to instigate him sexually or she was just like that in the dress she casually wore but she was utmost beautiful and was creating intensive urge and desire in him. In fact he refrained himself with force when he went so near to her from kissing her and committing a rape again! What would have been her reaction if he tried it like that he did not know and the possible response to it was really appalling!
Then, suddenly then, he felt that something so smooth and delicious was pressing to the back of him and without any thinking he could understand what it was! It was she! She not only volunteered to come into his house, to live along with him but came near to him, hugging him and probably wanted to have it with him. He just could not believe it for hundred years! The intent was so strong in him to turn towards her, kiss her, hug her and have it with her as forcibly as he could. But with force he did not! He wanted to understand her more, acquainted with her some more. It was so much disturbing, torturing and painful to remain like that while feeling the delicious, smooth, silky and pleasure-some touch of her on the back of him feeling her right hand on his neck but that was what he did, remained still like a rock, without movement.
“If I ask you to fuck me, will that make you feel bad! Is fucking with me torture you now?” she mumbled in his ear probably perching her head up.
The movement of all thought in Anirudh came to a standstill and he slowly turned towards Charita and looked into her eyes straight. Once again his mind started thinking and a small smile was forced onto his lips.
“Why you are thinking that would be a torture to me?” continuing the same smile he asked her. “Fucking a beautiful ass like you would be beautiful, joyous and pleasure-some to anyone.”
“Then fuck me and have that pleasure” she kissed on his lips and said. “Do that as vigorously as you can and enjoy yourself.”
He just did not know what was happening to her to him and it was all like a dream to him. The warm touch of her body and her kiss like that already put him in cloud nine.
“But your main aim is to torture me not to give me the joy or pleasure!” why he was talking like this instead of putting himself into action, he wondered in himself. Something deep inside of him was still giving warning to him to be careful with her.
“For the moment, for the present, I don’t know why, I want to make you feel pleasure” she hugged him strongly and planted warm kisses all over his face. “Probably my feeling is the present joy may make the torture you are going to face in future more unbearable.”
“That is what your real idea is it is not?” he knitted his brows together. It was just like she revealed her real intention in forwarding herself in such a way.
“What is the problem even it is so?” she also knitted her brows. “Your more and more torture gives me more and more pleasure. Making me as much pleasure-some as plausible is your main aim.” Then she tightened her hug around him even more and put her lips on his lip straight.
It was difficult to say what was really galvanised him into action but he first started moving his hands on her body. Except the rape experience on that day he has no experience in sex with any other girl. But he heard about it, read about it, saw about and in fact knew about it a lot and understood it. He knew it was little bit difficult between the wife and husband for the first time if the both of them were absolutely new to it. As it was very first time to him, he faced little difficulty in entering into her on that day and even however much disturbing and disgusting that experience on that day, it has provided him with some knowledge about the location of the main parts of the female body.
By the time he was ready for the main part, after making her nude and making himself nude and enjoyed every youthful part of her as much as he could with his hands and mouth, she also was not only bubbling with desire but waiting quite impatiently to get the vacuum filled and have orgasm. When he was settled between her thighs, she just widened her thighs making her thing completely visible to him while viewing the dangling of his fully erected penis with a sort of interest! It was not the first time to her to view it, even she was with full of anger, hate and disgust on that, she saw their fully bulged things on that day also. What she just could not understand was how a change like this has come in her! How she could see his thing now with thrill and interest! How the same sort of episode has become enjoyable to her without a semblance of hate and anger in her! He was one of those rogues, who made her immovable and enjoyed her against her will. She knew it was not because he was her husband, it was just because her body dragged her mind along with it and whatever hate, disgust she has on that have completely been suppressed, or rather destroyed by the immense craving of her body to have that experience.
(……….to be continued)
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